For
God and Country
by
Doc
Title:
For God and Country
Author: Doc
Category: H/C, drama, adventure, intrigue, whodunit … with a smidge of
S/J UST thrown in for good measure
Spoilers: Uhm … off the top of my head, Chain Reaction, Watergate,
Shades of Grey, Emancipation, and First Commandment … plus
gazillions of teensy-weensy ones, which I don’t remember. Gimme a break! This
thing is some 270 pages long!
Season/Sequel: Sometime prior to Daniel’s demise
Rating: PG-13
Content Warnings: Violence, language, torture, language, Nietzsche,
language … Did I mention ‘language’?
Summary: Take half a pound of politics, some borscht, a pinch of
underhand aliens, a heaped spoonful of sociopath, mix thoroughly and simmer
gently over two stargates. Garnish with one stubborn Colonel and a hockey
stick. Serve hot, for a very bad time at the SGC.
Status: Complete (and noone’s more surprised by it than me)
Disclaimer: They said they would let me direct the movie, provided I
curb this weird obsession with damaging major characters. HA! ... Anyway:
Stargate SG-1 and its characters are the property of Showtime/Viacom, MGM/UA,
Double Secret Productions, and Gekko Productions. I have written this story for
entertainment purposes only and no money whatsoever has exchanged hands. No
copyright infringement is intended. The original characters, situations, and
story are the property of the author. Not to be archived without permission of
the author.
Author’s Notes: The basic idea for this really was very simple. Honest!!
As in ‘What would happen, if …’ Unfortunately, it threw up the question of what
would have to happen in order to get to the ‘if’ … which was roughly the point
where this whole brood of plot bunnies scarpered from their cage. I’m pleased
to announce that, eight months on, I caught every last one of them … I think …
And no, that twitching pink nose under the stereo does not belong to a
bunny! It’s my neighbour, okay?! She tends to take her nervous breakdowns in my
living room.
As always, many, many thanks to
Any and all references to General Hammond’s hind quarters are dedicated to Chrisbod, and so is Little F’s brush collection. Should anyone discover any confused salmon or draught excluders flopping along carpeted corridors, please forward them to Frondfic’s Site Manager.
* * * * *
“And how did that make you feel?”
“How the fuck do you think it made me feel?!” Sam Carter had leapt from her seat, stood leaning into the table, fists balled, staring at the man who’d been shrinking her head these past forty-five minutes. “How do you think it made me feel?” she repeated icily.
“We’re not here to determine what I think. You know that, Major”, he said with a serenity that bordered on indifference. “Please answer my question. How did that make you feel?”
Sam slowly sank back into the chair.
The Scientist. Small and slight.
Smiling genteelly. A pristine white lab coat over navy-blue cashmere trousers,
not a crease in evidence. Jet-black hair, meticulously cut, slicked into a side
parting, baring a pale, ruler-straight stripe of scalp. Gold-rimmed spectacles,
lenses glistening, masking the eyes, gliding across the room, arresting,
choosing. Choosing. Eenie-meenie-manie-mo …
“How did it make you feel?” He was wearing a white lab coat, too.
What was it he expected to hear? ‘Angry’ always was a good one. Kept the likes of him happily playing for hours. “Angry”, she offered.
“And?”
“Like I wanted to dance a goddamn jig right there and then!”
“Major, please!”
The nucleus of a headache was beginning to throb behind her left eye.
* * * * *
“But didn’t you agree to abide by military protocol when you joined the SGC?”
“Just goes to show that I’m the most naïve idiot since Pooh Bear met Tigger!” Daniel Jackson snapped. “You know, I thought all this bullshit about honour and looking out for others actually meant something!”
“I wouldn’t call you ‘naïve’, Dr Jackson. Do you really think you’re naïve?”
Daniel felt tempted to deck the man. Anything to dent that tranquilly sympathetic façade. “You’ve turned me inside out before! You tell me!”
“You are upset about the order in question?”
“Upset?!” Now who was being naïve?
Forget about orders. It doesn’t
matter. This is real. Can you smell this? This is piss! This is how it stinks
when someone pisses their pants! This isn’t textbook, isn’t manual, isn’t a sit
room where four-stars play games in a sandbox. It’s real. You can stop this.
You can let me stop this. You can fix it later. You can change the code. Forget
about orders. Orders can’t mean that much. You’re a coward! A rulebook-bashing
coward!
“Yes. Upset. Are you?”
“No. I wouldn’t describe it as ‘upset’.”
“What would you describe it as?”
“Have you ever wondered about the inadequacy of human expression?” asked Daniel.
* * * * *
“This is designed to help you understand what happened. In your own best interest you should try to answer my questions.”
“I do not require this aid. My comprehension of events is passable.” Teal’c noted with some satisfaction that the man seemed considerably less composed than he had been at the onset of the interrogation.
“In your mind, maybe. But how did you feel?”
“That is irrelevant. The events you refer to occurred irrespective of my emotions.”
The creature was what Teal’c had been
once. He served his master. This in itself was not reprehensible, but one
should choose one’s master wisely. Perhaps he had as little choice in the
matter as Teal’c had had. However, Teal’c could not recall ever having taken
delight in a task such as this. He would have obeyed, but he would have taken
no delight. He was obeying now, bowing to necessity and burying his outrage and
grief.
“Please, Teal’c. Just humour me. How did you feel?”
“I have humoured you for approximately one hour. That should be sufficient. I now feel the need for kel-no-reem. Please excuse me.”
* * * * *
“Colonel O’Neill, you’re not helping yourself.”
Colonel … Get a grip! He was so fucking retired, it was undreamt of. Jack wanted to tell the man to stop calling him by his rank, but that would have been a tactical mistake. He couldn’t see his visitor, but the voice finally sounded brittle with frustration after a monologue that had lasted for the better part of an hour.
“Things would be a lot easier for you if you confronted your feelings.”
How did a sandwich feel? Wadding on top, wadding at the bottom, although at times it was difficult to tell which was which, and a huge honkin’ slab of dead meat in between. But in about forty-five minutes they’d flip him face-up again, so that was something to anticipate with bated breath. Maybe someone had painted the ceiling purple while he wasn’t looking. Ceiling. Floor. His whole world. And that asshole asked him to confront his feelings.
“Well, our next appointment is scheduled for day after tomorrow. Let’s see how you’re doing then … But I want you to realise that I’ll have to mention your lack of cooperation in my report.”
Sure. Write. Mention. Report. Don’t come back.
* * * * *
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TOP SECRET ---
From: CinCSG,
To: General S Vidrine, USAF, Pentagon
Cc: Major P Davis, USAF, Pentagon
07/29, 2250 hrs
Attached are documents as follows:
1) Current medical reports SG-1. Source: J
Fraiser, Major USAF, MD.
2) Preliminary psych evaluations SG-1.
Source: L McKenzie, Colonel USAF, MD, PhD.
Urgently request permission to recommence
full investigation into the events of P5X 081.
George S Hammond
CinCSG
* * * * *
The marble stairs were baking in white afternoon heat. Francisco ascended, carefully adjusting his route to be at the median of the steps, body and motion lined up with the entrance above. He loved the symmetry of it, the balance. It seemed a fitting homage to the grave symmetry and consummate aesthetic balance of the building’s neo-classical architecture.
The people hurrying up and down those same stairs either side of Francisco were oblivious to it, of course. Insipid eyes, loosened ties, dark stains below armpits told him that they had no love or even reverence for the perfection they could attain if only they tried. He picked a tiny speck of lint from the sleeve of his lightweight tropical suit and entered the building.
“Afternoon, Doctor. Go straight on up. He’s expecting you.” The security guard tipped his cap respectfully, which pleased Francisco. “Fifth floor, sir.”
“Thank you. I know”, he said amiably and made for the elevators, finding the exact diameter and accurately dissecting the circular mosaïque that adorned the floor beneath the cupola.
After the blazing August heat outside, temperatures in the building seemed frigid. The citizens of a fledgling nation had elected to build their capital in the middle of a swamp. Their descendants employed wasteful apparatuses to ameliorate that misjudgement. Like all inventions worthy of the name, air-conditioning had been created to pamper the body and thus bore testimony to a sore lack of self-possession in the human race. Francisco trembled to think what greatness mankind could achieve, if only it paid a little less attention to physical whims. None of the people who rode up in the elevator with him looked as though they had even the faintest conception of that possible destiny.
Neither had the elderly secretary, who wore a clean pink cardigan to ward off the chill in her office. He imagined her taking off the cardigan to go outside. The absurdity of it made Francisco smile.
She smiled back at him. “Good afternoon, sir. Nice to see you again. Would you like to go straight in? He’s waiting for you.”
“Thank you. Most kind.”
“Would you like some coffee, sir?”
“No, not for me. Thank you.” He didn’t require stimulants, however weak. The meeting itself should be interesting enough.
His host rose and extended a hand when Francisco entered the room. “Doctor! Good to see you!”
“It’s good to be back, Senator. It’s been too long.” Francisco shook hands. The politician’s grip was soft and flaccid, like that of a senile clergyman.
“Oh yes, I keep forgetting. You’re a native of Washington, unlike the rest of us. Please take a seat, Doctor.” The Senator returned to his own chair behind the desk, sat, and studied Francisco. “I have received the reports. Yours and the other operatives’. I believe I don’t have to tell you that the results are disappointing. You weren’t able to procure what we needed you to procure.”
Francisco held his gaze. The man’s pale blue eyes were rheumy from thwarted greed. Greed probably was the only emotion he’d ever been capable of, never knowing that there was a whole rainbow of others, some of which could purify and perfect. Francisco had seen them, had been blessed to evoke them even, and the memory of it was so ineffably beautiful, it brought sudden tears stinging beneath his lids. “I wasn’t able to complete the work. You gave me your word that I wouldn’t be interrupted.”
“Yes, that was regrettable. However, the interruption was beyond our control. In fact, we did everything in our power to prevent it. Which turns out to be a stroke of luck for you, Doctor, because it means that you will, after all, receive payment for your fruitless efforts.” The Senator leant forward on the desk, steepled his fingers. “I’m not an expert, so I don’t want to question your modus operandi, but I should point out that I can’t help thinking you made a wrong choice. In my humble opinion there were two far more promising alternatives.”
“Let me assure you, Senator, selection was made after very careful consideration of a variety of factors. Perhaps there were more obvious alternatives, I grant you that, but the final choice was perfect.” He wished he could laugh at the man’s stupidity. So political, so thoughtless, so unimaginative. It truly was too depressing for laughter. The choice had been perfect. Francisco had found his perfect medium at last, the perfect clay to mould into a masterpiece, and he’d been cruelly denied the artist’s contemplation as it reached perfection, reached that sweet, sweet repose where all movement ceased, where limbs turned white and still as alabaster, and all that remained were the pure feelings and workings of the mind. Oh he knew now why Michelangelo had cried upon finishing the Sistine Chapel, why Beethoven had been torn by misery. Never to see, never to hear … A wave of despair shook him, and floating on it came a forlorn hope. “If you wish me to, Senator, I’d be happy to finish the task. I’m sure it could be safely - …”
“Don’t be a fool, Doctor!” The politician’s voice was cold, laced with contempt. “All we need is for you to go crashing in there and blow the Project wide open. We’re exposed enough as it is. You’ve failed. Live with it! We all do. This meeting terminates your government contract. I want you on the first flight out of here. Go back home, enjoy your handsome compensation, and forget this ever happened.”
* * * * *
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TOP SECRET ---
From: General S Vidrine, USAF, Pentagon
To: General G S Hammond, CinCSG, Cheyenne
Mountain
Cc: Major P Davis, USAF, Pentagon
08/14, 1534 hrs
SGC is not --- repeat: not --- to engage
in any investigation into the events of P5X 081. This investigation will be
conducted by the Pentagon directly. Expect myself and Major Davis to arrive at
1100 hours tomorrow.
S Vidrine
General, USAF, Pentagon
* * * * *
General Vidrine forced a personable smile. “George! Good to see you. Thanks for making time at such short notice.”
“I wasn’t aware that I’d been offered an option, General.” George Hammond was not in the mood for diplomatic games. He hadn’t risen when Vidrine entered, and that breach of etiquette just about said it all. “If you’re here to tell me that I’m allowed to investigate what happened to my people, take a seat. Otherwise keep it short.”
Paul Davis perched on the armrest of a chair, which he seemed to regard as a suitable compromise. “Please understand, sir, we had no choice. It wasn’t our idea. Those orders came from Capitol Hill and were approved by SecDef.” He shrugged. “They weren’t too happy when you barged ahead with the rescue mission, despite having been advised to hold off. Just as well you were successful …”
“Frankly, Major Davis, I don’t give a flying turd about whether or not a bunch of wheeler-dealing political hotshots approve of a tactical move. I don’t tell them how to take their voters for a ride, so I’d prefer if they didn’t try to tell me how to run my command.”
“Did it ever occur to you, George, that they might be interested in strategy, not tactics?” Vidrine suggested smoothly, interrupting his survey of Hammond’s combat memorabilia on the wall. “The Governors of P5X 081 have expressed an interest in an alliance, hell, they’ve offered it on a friggin’ silver platter, and you - …”
“And we decided to turn Tollan on them, and for good reason.”
“Which would be another one of those unilateral decisions certain folks on the Hill aren’t exactly ecstatic about, George.”
“For the last time, General, I’m not in the business of keeping congressmen ecstatic. Do I look like a White House intern? I’m in the business of keeping this planet safe and my people alive, while I’m at it.”
Vidrine chuckled. “You wanna be careful about hanging around Colonel O’Neill too much! His brand of tact is rubbing off on you. How is he, by the way?”
“Maybe you’d like to see for yourself?”
“No … No, I don’t think that’ll be necessary.” The chuckling had ceased abruptly, and General Vidrine looked uncomfortable. As though his mother had just told him it wasn’t polite to stare at the poor cripple whom God, in His infinite wisdom, had seen fit to create. “What’s his prognosis?”
“Get real!” Hammond spat. Smalltalk was the last thing he needed. Especially when the topic was his 2IC. “If you’re not here to return this investigation to where it belongs, what do you want?”
“Your assistance, sir”, Davis said quietly. “Your assistance.”
* * * * *
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TOP SECRET ---
Interview transcript (1) (tape 1)
Location: Briefing room, SGC, Cheyenne
Mountain
Date: 08/16
Time: 0830 hrs
Present: S Vidrine, General USAF [Q] --- conducting the interview
G S Hammond, General USAF, CinCSG [H] --- observer
S Carter, PhD, Major USAF, 2IC SG-1 [SC]
D Jackson, PhD, no rank, civilian
advisor, SG-1 [DJ]
Teal’c, no rank, classification
applies, SG-1 [T]
Note: The audio tapes contain background noises,
such as klaxons, PA announcements, gate activation etc. Those are normal within
the daily activities at the SGC and should be ignored. Any interruptions by
other personnel will be indicated as such in the transcript. Observations as to
actions, gestures, moods, etc will appear in italics and square brackets.
Q:
Good morning. Please take a seat [persons present sit]. General Hammond
will have informed you that this interview is being conducted as part of an
official investigation into the events on P5X 081. You are not under caution at
this time, which means you are obliged, as officers and/or members of a
military command, to answer my questions fully and truthfully. I am aware that
you will already have been through most of this in your debriefings, and I am
also aware of your reports, which I have read. So please bear with me if some
of this seems repetitive. Thank you. Major Carter, would you please state
mission objectives as discussed in your briefing on the 19th of June
this year?
SC:
The mission objectives were to re-establish contact with the population of P5X
081, to assess the viability of a proposed alliance with Earth and, if
advisable, negotiate terms for such an alliance. Initial contact had been made
by SG-11 during a routine planetary survey sixteen months ago. At that time the
possibility of a treaty was first raised.
Q:
Wouldn’t this have been a mission more appropriately handled by a diplomatic
team, like SG-12?
SC:
Strictly speaking, yes, sir. However, the Governors of Drakalla, which is the
native name of P5X 081, specifically asked for SG-1.
Q:
How come? You’ve not previously been to the planet, have you?
SC:
No, sir. But SG-11 had explained rudiments of the SGC’s operational and command
structure. We got the impression that the Governors felt their status permitted
them to deal with the SGC’s first field unit only. Their society is very
class-conscious, sir, and - …
[SC
is cut off by DJ]
DJ:
[agitated] General Vidrine, may I suggest that we confine ourselves to
our own areas of expertise?
Q:
I shall keep that in mind, Dr Jackson. You will have your say. For now, I’d be
grateful if you let Major Carter finish. Major?
SC:
Well, basically, sir, I reckon for the Drakallans it was some kind of a
qualitative numerical thing. Number 1 being better than 2, and so on …
Q:
I understand. Why was there a time lapse of more than a year between SG-11’s
original visit and the SGC’s response to a Drakallan request for alliance?
SC:
Because the Drakallans only sent back their Sagan box about eleven weeks ago.
We got in touch with them, at which point they extended the invitation.
Q:
So there hasn’t been any contact between the time when SG-11 left the planet
and the day eleven weeks or so ago, when the Drakallans returned the Sagan box?
SC:
That’s correct, sir.
Q:
Thank you, Major. Dr Jackson, would you enlighten me as to your take on the
main characteristics of Drakallan society?
DJ:
Their society is strongly hierarchical, with a rigid class system in place.
Sociologists call this an ‘inclusive society’ - …
Q:
Meaning what, Doctor?
DJ:
Meaning they’re extremely averse to accepting, let alone integrating, outsiders
or members of so-called ‘lower classes’, which is another way of saying that
prejudice is rife. The system is self-perpetuating, because it keeps people
from being upwardly mobile, so - …
Q:
So, in your opinion, this explains the difficulties Mr Teal’c, in particular,
came up against? You don’t think it was to do with the fact that he happens to
be a Jaffa?
T:
Is it permitted, General Vidrine?
Q:
Go ahead, Mr Teal’c.
T:
I believe the two are connected. The Drakallans appear to have come into brief
contact with the Goa’uld several centuries ago. If this is true, they may have
derived the impression that all Jaffa are conscript troops.
Q:
Thank you, Mr Teal’c. Do you agree, Dr Jackson?
DJ:
I guess.
Q:
The point I’m trying to make is that SG-11 mentioned none of this in their
reports. Not only were they openly welcomed when they first arrived but, on the
strength of that encounter, the Drakallans also became interested in a treaty
with Earth and eventually invited SG-1 back. Correct?
DJ:
SG-11 only stayed for two days, and they obviously had considerable curiosity
value, which would explain the hospitality they described. To the Drakallans
‘alliance’ means the same as it meant to us back in the 18th and 19th
centuries, when the Great White Father allied himself to a Native American
Nation if he wanted to exploit it.
Q:
I see. And that would be one of the reasons why Colonel O’Neill argued against
this alliance.
DJ:
One of the reasons, yes. Jack - …
Q:
Who?
DJ:
Colonel O’Neill.
Q:
Can we please stick to the Colonel’s rank and surname for the purposes of this
interview?
[DJ
shrugs]
Q:
A verbal response for the recording, if you don’t mind, Dr Jackson?
DJ:
Yeah, sure … uh … Colonel O’Neill also felt that the Drakallans were a little
less than forthright where it came to their recent technological advances.
Q:
In what way?
DJ:
I suggest that Major Carter fields this question. She’s uniquely qualified to
explain what makes a machine tick.
H:
[irritated] Dr Jackson, you’ve been warned to stick to facts. Your
sentiments are your private business!
SC:
[with some unease] Thank you, General.
DJ:
[unintelligible]
Q:
Excuse me, Dr Jackson?
DJ:
Fine. Whatever.
Q:
Major Carter, if you please?
SC:
When SG-11 first went to Drakalla, they reported a level of technology that was
roughly equivalent to that of the United States in the mid-20th
century. In other words, things like advanced internal combustion engines,
audio and video broadcasts, carbon-based energy sources. By the time we
arrived, they’d jumped to microprocessors and compact nuclear equipment. That’s
just not possible, sir, and it’s merely two examples. In my opinion there has
to have been some kind of outside influence.
Q:
Any theories as to the nature of this influence, Major?
SC:
No, sir. In fact, the Drakallans were trying to hide these advances from us and
became hostile when we stumbled onto them.
Q:
So who’s to say they didn’t have that stuff all along, and SG-11 just didn’t
notice?
SC:
Sir, the facilities we discovered were brand new and at a site that SG-11 had
previously visited.
Q:
I see. Okay, I’d like to recap on the sequence of events. You got to the
planet, met with the Governors’ representative at the ‘gate. Then what
happened?
SC:
He asked us to surrender our weapons as a gesture of good faith.
*
“See, I’m trying to put this as diplomatically as I can, but in essence what I’m saying is: No way!”
“Jack, maybe we should - …”
“No, Daniel. We shouldn’t.”
They’d found themselves on the traditional red carpet in a vast, purpose-built steel and concrete structure, decorated with garish flags and glossy Technicolor murals extolling the virtues of Drakalla. Quaint. Someone even had thought to throw in two remarkably funereal flower arrangements on faux marble pedestals. From what Daniel had gathered, this was the ‘Circle Hall’, and it was under guard 24/7. At one end of the red carpet stood the stargate and at the other stood Councillor Durante, a tall, sixty-ish man in a bespoke charcoal suit, behind him a gaggle of less tastefully clad aides, two secretaries in pencil skirts and blouses to go with the flags, plus a squad-strength uniformed escort. Midway between these two poles stood SG-1, and Dr Jackson’s current estimate was that they wouldn’t proceed much beyond this point.
“Colonel O’Neill. The Governors were under the impression that you came here to negotiate terms for an alliance. Am I to infer that you wish to hold them at gunpoint during negotiations?”
“You’re to infer that I don’t wish to tempt the Governors into holding us at gunpoint, Councillor Duracell.”
“Durante”, hissed Major Carter, which earned her a withering glare as part of the routine.
“... Durante ... Besides, and pardon the pun, aren’t you jumping the gun a little? Before we enter into any negotiations, we’re to assess if an alliance is desirable, and I have to tell you, right now prospects don’t look so good from where I’m standing.”
The Councillor seemed aggrieved. “This is most deplorable, Colonel.”
“I knew there’d be something we can agree on”, Jack announced with a grin that matched the Councillor’s artificiality tooth for tooth.
Durante’s escort furtively lowered hands towards holsters; aforementioned holsters containing weapons that might not be quite as nifty as what SG-1 was carrying, but they looked like they’d nonetheless fulfil their function. Which would be the punching of large-ish holes into the human anatomy. Not to mention the racket they’d raise in this echoing barn.
Daniel stifled a sigh. Sometimes Jack’s tendency to conjure High Noon type stand-offs out of a baseball cap could grate on your nerves. This was one of these occasions. It wasn’t like they hadn’t been through this Surrender your weapons and we’ll play nice scenario at least half a dozen times before. They’d been through it with the Tok’ra, no less, at a time when nobody could perceive much of a difference between Tok’ra and Goa’uld. ‘The rose by any other name’, and all that ... So, making the first move and giving in to their hosts’ capricious demand wasn’t a total non-starter, and Jack was every bit as aware of it as Daniel. The real problem lay in Colonel O’Neill having taken an instant dislike to Councillor Durante. And vice versa, for all Daniel knew. When Jack took a dislike to somebody, he became a bear. Worse than that, he pretended to be a bear so far down the evolutionary ladder as to sport a prehensile tail. And as soon as his victim indulged in the dire misconception that he or she was dealing with an educationally subnormal yo-yo, Jack would pounce, and it never was pretty. For the purpose of interplanetary relations, it was murder. The best move was to try and outflank him, the danger on that score being that Jack’s dislikes were governed by gut instinct, and Jack’s gut instinct had a nasty habit of being bang on target.
“Councillor”, Daniel said, hoping to God he sounded conciliatory rather than subservient. The guy would have him for breakfast otherwise, and Jack would take care of the leftovers. “If I may? I think I can suggest a compromise.”
“Compromise? … Daniel …!” A low growl.
Shut up, Jack! ... If he’d read the subtle interactions between the Councillor and his entourage correctly, Daniel was on to a winner here. “Councillor?”
“Continue, Dr Jackson.” Embellished with a little flourish from the wrist that would have done Louis XIV proud.
Dr Jackson resisted the temptation to curtsy just for the sake of completing his own mental image, which included, amongst other eccentricities, a three-foot powdered wig. “Councillor, you may not be aware that, in our society, the possession of weaponry such as this is a privilege of rank. By requesting that Colonel O’Neill surrender his weapons, you did, in fact, insult him. However, as a sign of goodwill, we might consider relinquishing some of our arms to your safe-keeping, whilst retaining a personal weapon each. Would that be acceptable?”
Bingo. Councillor Duracell visibly cringed at the notion of having committed a social boo-boo. “Colonel O’Neill, please accept my apologies. No insult was intended, and the solution offered is satisfactory. Believe me, it is purely for your own protection. Lately we have had an unfortunate problem with undesirable elements, who will attack anyone openly carrying arms.”
Teal’c gave a barely perceptible frown. “O’Neill? Was not this to be a gesture of good faith?” he asked softly.
“Good point, Teal’c … Daniel, I - …”
“Sir, he might just have been embarrassed to mention that they’ve got some civil unrest here”, Sam cut in. “It’s not really something you’d advertise when greeting a potential treaty partner. At least let’s hear what the Governors have to say for themselves.”
“Sam’s right. Maybe Durante’s simply challenged in the social graces department …”
“If it were that, I’d trust him, Daniel. Hell, I’d probably even like him.”
“Jack, you don’t like half the people we meet!”
“True … But I like the other half.”
“Then, if you and your people agree, Colonel O’Neill, my men will collect the weapons you do not require”, declared Councillor Durante, recovering his poise and getting fed up with the impromptu pow-wow going on under his nose but out of his earshot.
Jack shrugged, apparently having reached a decision. “Go ahead, Councillor …” Under his breath he added, “Keep the zats, kids.”
At a nod from Durante, three members of the escort marched up, saluted glumly. A timid young private had the unenviable task of wrestling the staff weapon from Teal’c, who for once didn’t seem to be in a stoic mood. Daniel tried to offer some consolation by cheerfully surrendering his semi-automatic. The other two soldiers relieved Major Carter and Colonel O’Neill of their handguns, a pair of bowie knives, and a P90 assault rifle each.
*
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TOP SECRET ---
Interview transcript (1) continued (tape
2)
Location: Briefing room, SGC, Cheyenne
Mountain
Date: 08/16
Time: 1045 hrs
Present: S Vidrine, General USAF [Q] --- conducting the interview
G S Hammond, General USAF, CinCSG [H] --- observer
S Carter, PhD, Major USAF, 2IC SG-1 [SC]
D Jackson, PhD, no rank, civilian
advisor, SG-1 [DJ]
Teal’c, no rank, classification
applies, SG-1 [T]
Note: The audio tapes contain background noises,
such as klaxons, PA announcements, gate activation etc. Those are normal within
the daily activities at the SGC and should be ignored. Any interruptions by
other personnel will be indicated as such in the transcript. Observations as to
actions, gestures, moods, etc will appear in italics and square brackets.
Q:
So, in your opinion, there was some doubt as to the veracity of Councillor
Durante’s statements, but Colonel O’Neill still decided partially to concede
the Councillor’s demands?
T:
O’Neill is a man acutely conscious of his duties. In this instance those duties
encompassed the necessity of assuaging the Drakallans.
Q:
Did they also encompass compromising the safety of his team? By your own
account, there was a squad of armed men in the building.
DJ:
[rises] I resent the implication, General!
Q:
Sit down, Dr Jackson! This is not an implication of any kind, it’s a perfectly
justified question, especially in light of later events. If you have anything
to add, above and beyond your displays of resentment, let’s hear it.
DJ:
[sits] Jack … Colonel O’Neill … was treading a fine line at that first
meeting, and basically it came down to weighing the team’s and his own safety
against successfully completing the mission. General, in case you hadn’t
noticed, the man’s a soldier! And he’s kept us alive so far. And yes, he
distrusted the Councillor, but he’d never jeopardise a mission on a hunch
alone. We knew that, and his decision to meet Durante halfway was supported by
all of us … including Major Carter.
Q:
Thank you, Dr Jackson. And in case you hadn’t noticed, I am aware of Colonel
O’Neill’s profession. If I weren’t, we wouldn’t be here. So, what happened
after you had surrendered your weapons?
SC:
We were taken by motorcade to the Governors’ Palace at the capital, Zabrant.
Q:
How long did that take?
SC:
About ninety minutes, sir.
Q:
Any details you feel are worth mentioning?
SC:
The team was split up. Colonel O’Neill was asked to ride with Councillor
Durante in his limousine; Dr Jackson and I followed in two separate chase cars
with the Councillor’s aides. Teal’c had been assigned to join some of the
escort in a troop carrier.
Q:
Did the Drakallans give any reasons for this?
SC:
No, it was presented as a fait accompli. Colonel O’Neill objected to the
treatment of Teal’c, but Teal’c assured him that he didn’t mind.
Q:
Is that correct, Mr Teal’c?
T:
Indeed. At the time I believed it would be wise not to provoke any further
confrontations.
Q:
I see. Do you have any theories as to why you were split up?
DJ:
I suppose it was partly to do with placing people according to their perceived
rank or importance. It’s what the Drakallans do.
Q:
You say ‘partly’. What’s the other part?
SC:
Colonel O’Neill felt they wanted to check us out. Each of us on their own. I
agree with him.
--- Major P Davis enters the
briefing room at 1103 hrs ---
Major
Davis: I apologise for the interruption,
General, but the men and I are ready.
Q:
Good. I’d like to go over a few things before you leave. General Hammond,
you’re welcome to join us.
H:
Thank you.
Q:
Let’s take a break here. We’ll reconvene at 1330 hrs. Dismissed.
--- Interview suspended at 1106 hrs ---
* * * * *
Janet Fraiser entered the room quietly, on the off-chance that Colonel O’Neill was asleep. He wasn’t. A melange of wariness, anger, and antagonism trickled across the strained, reticent face. He must have heard the light rubbery suck of the door opening, even over the steady sighs of the ventilator, pumping air through a tube to the incision below his larynx and from there into lungs that refused to do their job. That would change, though. One of the few things that could. Janet shut the door behind herself and stepped towards the bed. If you could call it that. He was listening again and suddenly allowed himself a wan grin.
“Hi, Janet”, he whispered, his voice sounding breathy, reedy.
She chose a spot that would enable him to make eye contact, if he wanted to. He didn’t. “How did you know it was me?”
“It’s a hospital, for cryin’ out loud. Anyone coming in here is either a doctor or a nurse or a cleaner. The cleaners bang their bucket trolley against the door every blessed time they show up, the nurse was here to check the catheter and swap the pee bag only about ten minutes ago, so all the odds were on a masochistic doctor.”
“Impressive, Sherlock. Except for the fact that, to my knowledge, you don’t usually bother to say ‘hi’ to any of the above. So how did you know it was me, Colonel?”
“Lucky guess.” His eyes flicked in her direction for a second, then they resumed their endless scrutiny of the ceiling. “You’re the only one whose walk doesn’t sound like the floor is covered with eggshells …”
“Are you trying to say I’m a klutz, sir?”
“You know what I’m trying to say ... You don’t - … Forget it!”
Janet had a memory of eloquent hands flying up in irritation. Sometimes the only way to read him had been to watch his hands. She’d have to start from scratch.
The grin was back, with a touch of vitriol to it. “Every time McKenzie comes for a rummage round my head, he tiptoes into the corner like a marabou, just in case this is catching … I’m probably wrong. It’s probably just that his y-fronts are a size too small …”
Inadvertently, the image in Dr Fraiser’s mind changed to that of a psychiatrist wearing restrictive undergarments and doing bird impressions. “Dr McKenzie has complained about you, Colonel.”
“He has?” For a moment, Jack O’Neill looked almost happy.
“Give him a break, sir. I agree, he can be a bit overbearing, but he’s only trying to help.” The shrink bird was dancing cha-cha-cha, and Janet silently admitted that she didn’t mean a word of what she’d just spouted.
“Help …?” He’d aimed for a laugh and didn’t quite make it. “By asking me what I feel? See, the problem there is that I can’t offer any enlightenment, because I can’t - … No, that’s not true … My feet hurt again …”
“Sir, you know what this is. We talked about it. I can give you something for it, if you like …” Crushing that false hope, too, with implacable gentleness, as though she were talking to an obtuse child. Not because she wanted to, but because it was going to be infinitely worse for him if she permitted him to harbour illusions.
“Yeah … phantom pains … you told me …” He lapsed into an interminable silence and counted spots on the ceiling again until there were none left to count. “It’s funny, you know … When I - … At the time … I remember thinking that at least I wouldn’t feel my feet anymore. Never figured … Can you stay a little?”
“I can for a while … Actually, I came to give you a heads-up. Day after tomorrow there’ll be a couple of people coming over to interview you.”
“Letterman?”
“Pentagon.”
“Why?”
“They’ve taken over the investigation. General Hammond got booted off the case, so to speak … “ Dr Fraiser wished she hadn’t mentioned that, but he had a right to know.
“They’re going after my team?!” An expression on his face as though he was thinking up ways of throttling somebody by willpower alone.
“Nobody’s going after anybody, sir. They’re debriefing your team again, but that’s about the extent of it.”
“Oh … How’re the kids doing?”
“They want to see you, sir.”
“No.”
“Colonel - …”
“No.”
She sighed. They’d just been through the 708th re-run of that particular snippet of conversation. He flatly refused to see anyone who was close to him. Janet Fraiser was the only exception he’d made, and that hadn’t been from choice.
“They’ve seen a hell of a lot more than they should have, Doc. ‘Nough’s enough”, he said softly.
“They’re not kids, sir, and they care about you.”
“Exactly … Daniel still not talking to Carter?”
“No … And I take back what I said about their not being kids.” Janet smiled wryly. “At least in Daniel’s case.”
“Don’t be too hard on him. He takes it out on Carter, because he can’t admit that he really is angry with me. Danny’s a well brought-up boy. He knows it isn’t nice to get pissy with cripples.”
“If that’s true, he ought to know that it isn’t nice to get pissy with girls, either … Anyway, I’ve got a bit of good news for you.”
“You bought me those inline skates?”
“No, but it’s nearly as good. The SCI specialist and I have had a look at the new X-rays. You’ll be out of traction in a few days.”
“So if I promise to be careful, I’ll be able to nod? Terrific!”
“Chances are you’ll also be able to shrug. Don’t knock it, Colonel.”
“What about the bellows?”
“Not yet. The physiotherapist’s optimistic, though. It won’t be long. Keep working on it.”
“I will. Mondays are booked, though … Mondays I go skating …”
* * * * *
From: skymaster@realgroups.com
Date: August 16, 16:28
To: patriotmessages@realgroups.com
Re:
Fieldtrip
Message: b09ty11: Be advised that fieldtrip has
started. Davis and five fellow travellers have arrived safely at 12:08 today.
Cold Comfort’s people confirm that camp leaders are in place with orders to
supervise and generate new ideas.
* * * * *
The Senator almost wished he’d risked a meeting at his office. The heat was oppressive. After working hours the park usually was swarming with people, but today everybody seemed to have fled to the cool comforts of their air con. Even the stray dogs that forever roamed the park, begged for scraps of food, and crapped on your shoes if you weren’t charitably inclined, lay lazily yapping in the shade somewhere.
Staring into the stagnant waters of the pond, he squirmed uncomfortably against the moisture gathering in his armpits. A fine, sharp prick, his hand dashed up, reflexively slapping his jowls and lingering for a moment. When he took it away, there was a tiny black body stuck to the first phalange of his middle finger, and he rolled his thumb over it, squeezing until the chitinous little corpse burst and left a smear of blood down into his palm. This had been swampland once, he reminded himself, and, as such, was an apt location for the meeting after all. The only drawback was the admirable staying power of the mosquitoes.
A heavy-set, fair-haired man in his forties ambled along the path towards him, jacket casually slung over one shoulder. Once he’d closed the distance, the man leant against the wooden railing. “Scorcher today, isn’t it?”
“Yes. Should have stayed indoors.”
“Your people fucked up”, the man offered in flawless, idiomatically competent English.
Who did this Ukrainian swineherd think he was talking to? “I wouldn’t put it that way.”
“How would you put it, then? Part of their job was to keep those idiot Governors under control. Now, according to the reports I read, Governor Morin got greedy, and one of his more extravagant demands succeeded in tipping off the SGC team. They got within a hair of discovering our involvement.”
“Our operatives had no way of anticipating that Morin would lose his head!”
“Maybe. But your operatives sure as hell knew how important that code was.”
“There wasn’t enough time. Nor was there any way of anticipating that kind of resistance. Besides, the rescue mission should never have happened. Hammond disregarded orders.”
“And naturally, your operatives had no way of anticipating that, either.”
“As a matter of fact, no. You should be grateful that they were smart enough to go to ground when they did. If they hadn’t, your ass would be dangling from a very tall structure right about now. They safeguarded the Project.”
“Leaving that SGC team alive was an amateur mistake. Besides, what Project? Did it ever occur to you that, without the code, there is no Project?”
The Senator was peeling spikes of wood from the weatherworn railing and idly throwing them into the water. They spiralled down like midget helicopters shot from the sky by some microscopic freedom fighter. “Are we done with the ritual locking of horns?” Another sliver of wood. “You might be interested to hear that we solved both those problems.”
“Don’t tell me! You’ve acquired a magic wand to go with your crystal ball. Or are you simply going to drop a bomb on Cheyenne Mountain?”
“Nothing as vulgar as that. Vulgarity seems to be your bailiwick.” There was nothing like calling a Russian … or Ukrainian … nekulturniy if you wanted to provoke a reaction. The man’s face had turned livid, and he looked more than ever like a sweating peasant. The Senator smiled appeasingly. “My boys talked to your boys and hitched a ride back to P5X 081 from your end. Sorry about the delayed notification, but you were in transit while all this was going on. My boys also have the code, courtesy of the Pentagon.”
“In other words, the code’s been changed, otherwise even the Pentagon wouldn’t have got it!”
“Of course it’s been changed. Think! Somebody big and nasty comes asking for your safe combination. You may have guts enough not to give it to him, but afterwards you’ll change it anyway, just to make sure.”
“So what’s the point in all this? How does it solve our problems?”
“Disinformation, Comrade. You must remember that much from the good old days in the KGB. Disinformation. Very useful little tool. Makes all kinds of problems go away.” And it would, the Senator thought with some surprise at the rush of adrenaline this notion generated. ‘Plan B’ hadn’t been his idea, but he was not averse to selling it as his brainchild. After all, it was twice as good as the botched ‘Plan A’ … Before long they wouldn’t have one stargate at their disposal, but two ...
* * * * *
When Dr Fraiser returned to her office at the SGC, she found Sam Carter slouched in a chair, sans boots and socks, bare feet tucked under her in the seat. Next to her on the desk loitered a desiccated half-eaten donut and an untouched mug of coffee gone cold. Stranded between a grimy keyboard and stacks of Janet’s dog-eared case notes, the two items somehow managed to convey a certain distress at having failed to fulfil their simple purpose in life.
“Hi, Sam. You should have let me know you were planning to move in. I would have cleared some shelf-space.”
Major Carter almost fell off the chair. “Sorry, Janet. I was miles away … Didn’t hear you come in …”
“Never would have guessed. Can I do something for you?”
“No …”
“Sam, you look dreadful. Why don’t you go home, take a bath, get a good night’s sleep?”
“Can’t. We’ve been ordered to stay on base while the investigation’s going on.” Sam wriggled into a more upright position and pulled her knees to her chest. “I didn’t mean to come squatting, it’s just that … I’m hiding, I guess. Can’t stand being in my quarters, and I don’t want to hang out in the commissary. Daniel’s there, and if have to go another round with him, I’ll be out for the count … I’ll leave. Sorry.”
“Don’t be silly. You can stay as long as you like … Just scoot over and let me get to my desk.” The doctor’s gaze dropped to the wad of papers her friend was clutching. “You read those?!”
“I didn’t plan to …” Sam chucked the sheets back on the desk as though she’d just been informed that they were contaminated with some lethal virus.
“Dammit, Sam! Those notes are confidential. Fair enough, I shouldn’t have left them out, but that’s no excuse!”
“I know it isn’t. It’s just … I saw the name, and … Sorry”, she breathed for the third time. “Is it really … that bad …?”
“You know what they say about listening behind doors”, snapped Janet. “Don’t do it unless you can handle hearing things you don’t like to hear.
“Janet?”
Dr Fraiser closed her eyes in resignation. “What did you expect, Sam? A miracle? There is no cure. You know it, every child knows it. And yes, it really is that bad.”
The locker door stuck, stubbornly and
solidly. He did what any hot-blooded male would do when confronted with this
situation. He grabbed the handle, propped both feet against adjoining lockers
and pulled. The handle did what any self-respecting handle would do when
subjected to such treatment. It gave. End result: one Colonel, squarely on his
ass. He came to his feet with a fluid backward roll and a flamboyant little
skip, balancing on one leg for a second, not because he had to, but because it
was fun. Because he could.
“He loves to move”, Sam said slowly. “I don’t think he’s ever been aware of it. It’s just part of who he is …”
“He’s aware of it now.”
“You’ve been to the hospital?”
“Yeah. And before you ask: no, he still doesn’t want you or anybody else to visit.”
“What’ll happen to him?”
“What has to happen.” Janet pulled up a chair and sat down, switching on her computer. “He’ll come out of traction at the end of the week. It’s the rehab centre after that. Before long he’ll be able to breathe on his own, with or without a phrenic stimulator. Rehab’s gonna help him with that. He’ll also learn how to use an electric wheelchair, either with sip-and-puff controls or with head touch, whichever suits him better.”
“And then he’ll get to go home?”
“He won’t, Sam. He hasn’t got that kind of money. Insurance won’t shell out for permanent private care, and the compensation he’ll get won’t be anywhere near enough. It’d cost hundreds of thousands of dollars. He’ll have to go into a care home.”
I’m scared, Carter. I’m scared.
Don’t listen behind doors if you can’t handle what you’re hearing … Sam rested her chin on her knees, and allowed herself to digest the information. Read, watch, listen, process, learn. It was how she functioned in her job, both her jobs, how she lived, and she’d always found it helped her understand things. Except, this time it didn’t work. There was no understanding, no spark of wisdom offering itself. Suddenly her head jerked up. “I hope to God he still believes in what we did … Because, so help me, I’m starting to believe that Daniel was right …”
* * * * *
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TOP SECRET ---
Interview transcript (2) (tape 1)
Location: Briefing room, SGC, Cheyenne
Mountain
Date: 08/17
Time: 0900 hrs
Present: S Vidrine, General USAF [Q] --- conducting the interview
G S Hammond, General USAF, CinCSG [H] --- observer
S Carter, PhD, Major USAF, 2IC SG-1 [SC]
D Jackson, PhD, no rank, civilian
advisor, SG-1 [DJ]
Teal’c, no rank, classification
applies, SG-1 [T]
Note: The audio tapes contain background noises,
such as klaxons, PA announcements, gate activation etc. Those are normal within
the daily activities at the SGC and should be ignored. Any interruptions by
other personnel will be indicated as such in the transcript. Observations as to
actions, gestures, moods, etc will appear in italics and square brackets.
Q:
Good morning. Please be seated [persons present sit]. Before we
continue, I’d like to recap briefly for the record. In yesterday afternoon’s
session you described to me your impressions gathered during the car journey to
Zabrant and detailed, to the best of your recollection, the conversations you
had in the course of that journey. Would it be correct to characterise these
conversations as attempts on the part of your respective companions to gather
in-depth information about your individual roles and responsibilities within
the SGC?
[indications to the affirmative from
SC, DJ, and T]
Q:
Good. Would any of you like to add anything regarding that car journey or the
conversations you had?
[indications to the negative from SC, DJ, and T]
Q:
Thank you. We’ll proceed then. I believe it was you, Mr Teal’c, who yesterday
mentioned in passing that there was some kind of a gala reception at the
Governors’ Palace that evening?
T:
That is correct. Councillor Durante insisted that the Governors of Drakalla
wished to honour their future allies by arranging these festivities.
Q:
You say ‘insisted’. Does that mean that the reception wasn’t what it seemed to
be?
T:
I believe the feast was designed as a further endeavour to obtain data from the
Tau’ri.
Q:
The Tau’ri? You were not invited?
T:
[reluctantly] I was not at first. However, it transpired that there
existed some dissension among the Drakallan leaders regarding my presence.
Q:
And just how did that transpire?
T:
[obviously ill at ease with pursuing this subject] On the occasion of
O’Neill’s taking exception to my not having been quartered in the vicinity of
the remainder of SG-1.
SC:
Sir, if I may?
Q:
Go ahead, Major.
SC:
When we arrived at the Palace we were shown to our rooms. At that point it
turned out that, unlike the rest of us who were assigned guest rooms on the
second floor, Teal’c was quartered in a remote wing where the palace staff was
housed.
Q:
And how did Colonel O’Neill respond to that?
SC:
By giving orders that we all should move into Teal’c’s room, sir.
Q:
Then what happened?
DJ:
It got a bit cramped.
[indefinable reaction from H]
Q:
I suspected as much. Thank you, Dr Jackson. General, you wanted to say
something?
H:
No.
Q:
What was the Drakallan reply?
SC:
Councillor Durante seemed flustered and went to consult the Governors. He
returned after some fifteen minutes, apologising for the misunderstanding and
saying that the room next to mine had now been made available to Teal’c, who
also would be expected to attend the reception.
Q:
So you moved back into the guest rooms?
SC:
Yes, sir.
Q:
You may find this amusing, and I’m sure Colonel O’Neill did, but taking into
account the confrontation immediately after your arrival, don’t you think it
might have been more diplomatic to overlook this ‘misunderstanding’ about the
accommodation?
SC:
We’re a team, sir. Which means that, apart from chain of command within the
team, we’re equals.
DJ:
It was the right thing to do, General. If the Drakallans really wanted an alliance,
they had to understand that some things they take for granted would not be
acceptable to us.
SC:
Thanks, Daniel.
DJ:
I was explaining Jack’s point of view, not yours.
Q:
Can we please keep this on topic? Major Carter? Dr Jackson?
SC:
Sorry, sir.
[DJ
shrugs]
Q:
So, in the evening you all attended the reception?
*
The Drakallans didn’t just have mid-20th century technology, they had the design to complement it. The Governors’ Palace looked like gloomy midnight doodles by a soulmate of whomever had perpetrated Terminal 1 at Paris Charles de Gaulle. Steel, concrete, escalators disappearing into the wild blue yonder, and a Mikado game of Perspex tube skyways randomly strewn in for good measure. Cosy. Not to mention confusing.
The décor of the rooms was a perfect match, right down to the futuristic chairs on toothpick legs. Unfortunately, so were the fashions. Sam Carter never thought that one day she’d be hankering after that muslin monstrosity the Shavadai had swathed her in. Well, she was. Yep. She definitely was ...
The reception had been billed as an evening dress affair and, strangely enough, SG-1 had neglected to pack ball gowns or tuxedoes. Apprised of their dilemma, Councillor Durante had told them not to worry, a selection of suitable attire would be provided in their rooms. The Councillor’s definition of ‘suitable’ clearly was a far cry from Major Carter’s. On inspection, her wardrobe had disclosed a stunning summer collection by the couturiers of Ming the Merciless. Right now she was standing in front of the mirror, dressed in a lively little orange number that at least wasn’t cut down to her midriff. Nor did it involve two-foot spiky epaulettes, which relieved her to no end. Orange was so not her colour! And it definitely didn’t go with combat boots. Sam balefully eyed the choice of footwear on offer. The stilettos looked evil enough to stab somebody. She’d probably break her neck trying to - … A knock on the door.
“Carter? Carter, let me in!”
Oh great! She’d never hear the end of this! Sam groaned, stomped to the door, opened, and barely swallowed a curse. Typical! The guys had got perfectly normal evening suits. To add insult to injury, she was forced to admit that the Colonel cleaned up rather nicely, apart from - … “You’re planning to wear this, sir?”
For reasons best known to himself, he’d rammed a black beanie hat over his head. “Let me in!”
She stepped aside, and he slipped into the room, removing the hat. “Oops …” said Sam in a valiant effort not to laugh.
“Your condolences are duly noted, Major.” He’d applied copious amounts of whatever the locals used in lieu of Brylcreem to try and slick down his hair. It had incited follicular rebellion. Bart Simpson on a Bad Hair Day.
“Colonel, if you don’t mind my asking … What exactly did you think you were doing?”
“Didn’t want the natives to labour under the mistaken belief that a classless society automatically results in sorry hairstyles. I mean, look at Teal’c! And as for Daniel …”
“Anything wrong with my hair, sir?”
“No, but you should reconsider the boots ... Carter, please! Any ideas?”
“Wash it.”
“No time. It took me a quarter of an hour to knot that tie, and we’ve got to be down there in twenty minutes.”
“Just take off the jacket, sir!” Major Carter dragged her CO into the bathroom, made him lean over the tub, and started the shower attachment running. “Keep still, else you’ll get wet, Colonel.”
“It’s hot!”
“Sorry …” The shampoo in her hands briefly fizzed into lather and gave up as soon as it came into contact with the sheer mass of grease in his hair. She’d need another go … “Is Teal’c okay now?”
“Yeah …” His voice sounded a little constrained. “I’m beginning to think that this isn’t about class at all … at least not completely …”
“In what way?” Sam squeezed more shampoo from the bottle and started scrubbing away vigorously.
“Ow! … You’re worse than my mother … If they’ve pegged Teal’c as some kind of bodyguard, which I believe they have, this was a deliberate attempt to get him out of the way.”
A puff of lather threatened to soak into the shirt. She gently brushed it off his neck, suddenly aware of smooth, warm skin under her fingertips, and sensing his minute shiver, just as her hands began to tremble. Taken aback, she reached for the shower attachment. “Why?” Her throat felt tight for some reason.
He let out a long, soft breath he seemed to have been holding forever. “Beats me, Carter, but I don’t like it, and I intend to find out.”
“Let’s check out the Governors tonight. See what we can see…” Sam rinsed off the soap, fished for a towel and tossed it over his head. “Done, sir. I need to get some shoes to go with the Satsuma.”
Ten minutes later a Perspex tube spat them out into the downstairs lobby; Major Carter in a pair of orange stilettos that promised to murder her ankles, and Colonel O’Neill slightly damp around the collar, but otherwise inconspicuous. Dr Jackson and Teal’c, chaperoned by Councillor Durante and a brace of aides, were waiting for them.
“What took you so long?” Daniel enquired.
“Don’t even think of it, Carter! … Nice hair, Teal’c.”
Sam, left to deal with the perplexed stares of both Daniel and Teal’c, shrugged non-committally. “Couldn’t decide which shoes to wear.”
“If you wish, Colonel, we can proceed to the ballroom now.” Durante actually bowed. Somebody must have read him the Riot Act.
The ballroom, so called, was a wood-panelled cavern the size and maybe half the height of a gymnasium. Light panes on the ceiling cast a cold glow on two-hundred-odd people nibbling on cheese cubes and sandwich corners and sipping sweet sparkling wine. Sam figured a barbershop quartet would have gone nicely with it and was mildly disappointed to find a sole melodramatic pianist harassing the native version of a baby grand. The polite hum of conversation tailed off when SG-1 made their entrance. His aides had blended into the background, and Councillor Durante led the team across polished parquet towards a group of some twenty men and women who dominated the centre of the floor in splendid isolation. The Governors and their lady wives.
The Councillor bowed again, more deferentially this time. “Sirs, ladies. It is my pleasure to introduce your guests from Earth. Colonel O’Neill, Major Carter, Dr Jackson, and” - an almost imperceptible beat here - “Mr Teal’c.”
After the fourth or fifth couple, Sam lost track of the Governors’ names. Only two of them stuck in her memory, because the men themselves had stood out. Governor Morin, a lean, hungry look on his predator’s face, refusing to greet Teal’c, not accompanied by a wife, but by a small, slight, bespectacled man in an expensive tailored suit, who vanished into the crowd during introductions. The other one, Governor Valdane, intelligent, suave, manipulative, and clearly the brains of the outfit. He made a point of chatting to Teal’c.
The overture concluded without diplomatic incidents, and they each ended up with a high-ranking guide who took them to meet and greet other, less influential members of Zabrant society. Predictably, Sam found herself under the matronly wings of Mrs Valdane and was ushered straight into the maws of what had to be the Drakallan Summit of Charity Chairwomen. The ladies, compared to whom she felt positively underdressed, in terms of style as well as colour, displayed a keen interest in needlepoint, skincare products, and terrestrial educational and connubial systems. Major Carter strove to answer their questions with as much enthusiasm as she could muster, whilst unobtrusively surveying the ballroom.
Morin’s short, dapper pal had resurfaced and stood ramrod-straight and collected by one of the French windows that opened out onto the grounds beyond the Palace. Under a potted palm tree across the floor she spotted Governor Morin himself in what seemed like a heated, if hushed, debate with two men who looked subtly out of place. Sam couldn’t really put a finger on it. It wasn’t their clothes. It was more to do with their manner, almost as if - …
“I hear you’re a scientist, Major Carter?” Governor Valdane’s smooth, cultured voice.
She hadn’t noticed him joining the ladies and started a little. “Yes. Theoretical astrophysicist, in fact.”
“How unusual! … Well, it is for us on Drakalla. Drakallan women are part of the workforce, of course, but they do not aspire to branch out into male domains like science.”
“Is that so?” Sam smiled radiantly.
“Indeed. I find your vocation most extraordinary. Both your vocations, I should say. But do tell me more. I am genuinely interested in your scientific work.”
Yeah, I bet you are! “Well, I am mostly working on deep-space radar - …” She saw Jack O’Neill drifting towards them in a way that was marginally too casual.
He’d given his babysitter the slip, and he obviously wanted something. “Governor, ladies, please forgive the intrusion. I need to abduct Major Carter for just a moment … Major?”
Sam followed him out of earshot of the group. “What is it, sir?”
“I want you to keep an eye on that sidekick of Morin’s.” The overgrown kid who’d made a mess of his hair had disappeared completely. He was deadly serious. “You know the one I mean?”
“Yeah, I’ve seen him. Why?”
“He’s been watching Daniel for ages. I think he’s on me now, but I can’t make sure myself. I don’t wanna risk tipping him off. If I’m right, try to find out who he is.”
“Yes, sir.”
He floated back among the crowd, and Sam Carter rejoined the ladies’ circle around Governor Valdane.
“Nothing untoward, I hope?” chirped Mrs Valdane.
“Oh no. Just a little procedural query that needed clearing up.”
Conveniently, the Governor hadn’t forgotten his question, and Sam allowed herself to be drawn out on the fascinating subject of deep-space radar telemetry, reciting scientific platitudes and concentrating on the man by the window. It was true. Unblinking behind thick lenses, his eyes tracked the Colonel’s tall, lithe form with rapt attention.
At last she ran out of things telemetric to say. “Pardon my curiosity, Governor, but who is that gentleman? I think I saw him earlier with Governor Morin, but I don’t believe we were introduced.
Valdane stared in the direction she had indicated. “I am sorry, Major. Which gentleman?”
The spot by the French window was deserted.
*
---
TOP SECRET ---
Interview transcript (2) continued (tape
5)
Location: Briefing room, SGC, Cheyenne
Mountain
Date: 08/17
Time: 1640 hrs
Present: S Vidrine, General USAF [Q] --- conducting the interview
G S Hammond, General USAF, CinCSG [H] --- observer
S Carter, PhD, Major USAF, 2IC SG-1 [SC]
D Jackson, PhD, no rank, civilian
advisor, SG-1 [DJ]
Teal’c, no rank, classification applies,
SG-1 [T]
Note: The audio tapes contain background noises,
such as klaxons, PA announcements, gate activation etc. Those are normal within
the daily activities at the SGC and should be ignored. Any interruptions by
other personnel will be indicated as such in the transcript. Observations as to
actions, gestures, moods, etc will appear in italics and square brackets.
Q:
Having listened to all your individual accounts of the arrival at the
Governors’ Palace and the subsequent reception, it seems fair to say that,
apart from you, Major Carter, and Colonel O’Neill, nobody actually recalls
seeing this mystery guest.
SC:
No, not as far as I know, sir. But the man was definitely there, and Colonel
O’Neill was right in suspecting that he was being observed. Also, I had a
feeling that Governor Valdane knew exactly whom I was talking about.
Q:
Forgive my scepticism, Major, but let’s just look at the situation. You had a
trying day, there had been some … shall we say ‘unpleasantness’ between you and
your hosts, things were a bit tense, and there you were in the evening, tired,
on your guard, drinks were being served, which I presume you partook in, and -
…
SC:
Excuse me, sir, but I don’t drink when on duty, and even if I’d been off-duty,
I wouldn’t have touched any alcohol under those circumstances. Apart from
anything else, I don’t like sweet wine. And to the best of my knowledge,
Colonel O’Neill had drunk nothing but water, very likely for the same reasons.
Q:
Humour me, Major. This was not an accusation of any kind. I ask you, isn’t it
possible that you and Colonel O’Neill were a bit overwrought and simply
imagined things?
DJ:
General, I guess I saw the guy Major Carter means. I - …
SC:
[surprised] You did?
Q:
And you never once mentioned anything of the sort in your two-hour narrative?
DJ:
I’ve been thinking back to when we were introduced to the Governors. There was
somebody with Governor Morin. As a matter of fact, it could have been the same
son - …
Q:
Dr Jackson, there’s no reason for you to try and corroborate your team mate’s
story. This isn’t - …
DJ:
I’m not trying to corroborate anything. The last thing Major Carter needs or
gets from me is help!
SC:
[uneasily] Daniel, please! Can’t we - …
Q:
Can’t we leave your personal differences, whatever they are, outside this room?
Thank you. Now, Major Carter, would you please answer my question?
SC:
General, that man was as real as you or I.
Q:
How can you be so sure?
SC:
Because we met him the following day.
T:
I believe MajorCarter is referring to the man who - …
--- Lieutenant G Simmons enters
the briefing room at 1658 hrs ---
Lieutenant
Simmons: Sirs, ma’am, sorry to disturb. It’s just
… uh … This just came in for you, General Vidrine, and it has an ‘Urgent’ flag.
So I thought you might need it straightaway [hands a computer printout to
Q].
Q:
Thank you, Lieutenant. If I may … [scans document] General Hammond, I’d
appreciate a meeting with you later on. 1800 hours, if that’s convenient?
H:
Fine by me. Can I ask what that’s about?
Q:
Not now, if you don’t mind. I’d like to go over this in detail first. Major
Carter, Dr Jackson, Mr Teal’c, thank you. We’ll continue at 0800 hours
tomorrow. Dismissed.
--- End of interview at 1703 hrs. End
of interview transcript (2) ---
* * * * *
Francisco sat upright in his chair, mindful of the linen jacket he’d draped over the backrest. Discarding the jacket had meant giving in to a physical need, if a minor one, but the heat still was such that he’d begun to perspire. The decision had been between denying the body or resembling, outwardly at least, the soiled, reeking mass of humanity that flooded the Promenade. He knew it was a weakness, but the latter had been unacceptable. Now he was subliminally aware of the differences in temperature that dapples of sunlight, filtering through the acacia tree’s foliage, created on his skin. Such an accurate instrument, Francisco thought. So complex. So sensitive.
“Your tea, sir.” The waitress plunked a cup and a coarse china teapot on his table. “Earl Grey.” Uttered without any idea of what she was serving, nor any desire to find out.
Not a complex, sensitive instrument, her skin. Blotched and coarse like the china, it was nothing more than rancid sheathing for musculature and bone. Exercise and pumice bars might improve it, but the waitress would consider neither, of course. Waitresses used to be called ‘maids’, and Francisco surmised with faint amusement that this one was, and would remain, a maid.
“Thank you, my dear”, he said brightly and left a disproportionate tip.
“You’re welcome!” The maid’s eyes lit up as she calculated how many servings of French fries the sum would purchase.
Francisco smiled and inhaled the luminous fragrance of bergamot oil in his tea. The scent stimulated his memory, as it always did, and now he let himself drift back, half fearing the nostalgia it brought. That complex, accurate instrument, sensitised to the point of agony, taut under the slightest touch. Perfect clay waiting to be moulded. Perfect choice. He’d come so close. So very close ... From across the pavement an abysmally tinny potpourri of Baroque music started blaring, and Francisco flinched because he had previously sampled the performance about to commence.
A black-clad man began his routine, cheap make-up already melting in the heat, painting pink streaks on a white face. Why he would want to perform to music and, more pertinently, why he had chosen mime as his vehicle, was beyond Francisco. The man had no sense of rhythm or movement. His hapless contortions were an insult to the genius of Bach and Vivaldi and a disgrace to the possibilities of the human body. Pedestrian cattle gathered and applauded, some even tossing money, as though shameless ineptitude deserved reward rather than punishment.
For a fleeting moment Francisco considered what it might be like to mould such flawed clay and then dispelled the notion in shame. It would be sacrilege, a waste of his art, his vision. Perfection could never be achieved here. What purity could stillness bring if motion was not understood? He tore away his gaze, concentrated on letting a spoonful of cream trickle into his tea. Ringlets of pale, fatty liquid coiled in clear amber, uncontrollable, unpredictable. Francisco no longer wanted the tea.
Compulsively he reached for the manila envelope that covered a creased, unappetising paper napkin. The envelope’s content had cost him two thirds of the generous fee the Senator had disbursed, and if the politician ever suspected its existence, Francisco’s days would be numbered. But it had been worth the risk and worth the price he’d paid. He had yearned for it until yearning had turned to obsession, and one of his former colleagues, ruled by greed and self-indulgence as they all were, had promised to deliver and kept that promise.
Moaning in reverence, Francisco pulled the grainy print from the envelope and studied it. A moment frozen in time. The moment of acceptance. Mere seconds after that harsh, whispered command, issued in full knowledge of what was to come. The face drained with awe, eyes closed before the intolerable truth of perfection.
A sigh of wind flitted through the acacia tree, made the sunlit dapples dance across the image, and Francisco gasped. Carefully, like a priest, he held the picture up to the light and searched it again, weeping almost. He hadn’t been mistaken. There were tears.
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
To: S
Vidrine, General USAF, Pentagon, currently attached to SGC, Cheyenne Mountain
From: P
Davis, Major USAF, P5X 081 ‘Drakalla’
Date: 08/17
*Urgent*
I regret to say that preliminary enquiries
contradict SG-1’s reports in virtually all points. Although they have taken
umbrage to the SGC’s rescue mission, which they declare to have been absolutely
uncalled-for, Drakallan leaders are extremely solicitous, cooperative, and
eager to clear up any misunderstandings.
So far indications are that SG-1 was
arrested after sabotaging a government research facility. The damage was shown
to us, and it is extensive. The Governors insist that they and their representatives
have done nothing to justify SG-1’s actions.
Neither my men nor I have been able to
find any signs of allegedly advanced technology in the locations described by
SG-1. We will continue with individual interviews of the Governors and return
at 2100 hours your time on 08/18.
Paul Davis
Major USAF
* * * * *
“Well?”
“Well what?!” Hammond barked.
Contrary to appearances, General Vidrine didn’t enjoy this meeting any more than George Hammond, if perhaps for different reasons. Everything he’d seen or heard so far contributed to his growing suspicion that the Air Force had been disgraced by a maverick team under its loose cannon of a leader. O’Neill had paid a high price for his paranoia, but while that was regrettable, it sure as hell looked like the Colonel and his faithful troops were engaged in a concerted effort to shift the blame onto an innocent party, a potential ally, no less. And Hammond refused to acknowledge it. Which was one of the reasons why the investigation had been placed in Vidrine’s hands.
“Your people led you up the garden path, George.”
“Bullshit!”
“I’d say Major Davis’ findings are pretty unequivocal. Personally, I dread to read the full report.”
“Unequivocal, my ass! The Drakallans are lying. There’s unequivocal for you.”
“Dammit, George, be reasonable! You’re not trying to tell me that a whole government is lying?!”
“Watched the news lately, General?”
Vidrine sighed. “I know you’d fight tooth and nail for any of your people, especially for O’Neill and especially now, but by God, face it, man, he screwed up. Big time! Just be grateful that nobody else got hurt.”
General Hammond rose and walked to the door. It was his office, and although Vidrine outranked him, supposedly he could ask him to leave. Apparently it didn’t seem worth the effort. “I’ll make you a deal, General”, Hammond said calmly. “You prove to me that Jack O’Neill placed so much as a toe wrong, and you’ve got my resignation in the morning.”
“I intend to prove it, George. I have to. That’s my job. I’ll talk to him myself tomorrow, and you’re welcome to join me. And just between you, me, and the gatepost, all I want is to clean up this godawful mess. The last thing I expect is your resignation.”
“You’ll get it anyway.”
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
Interview transcript (3) (tape 1)
Location: Briefing room, SGC, Cheyenne
Mountain
Date: 08/18
Time: 0813 hrs
Present: S
Vidrine, General USAF [Q] --- conducting the interview
G
S Hammond, General USAF, CinCSG [H] --- observer
S Carter, PhD, Major USAF, 2IC
SG-1 [SC]
D
Jackson, PhD, no rank, civilian advisor, SG-1 [DJ]
Teal’c,
no rank, classification applies, SG-1 [T]
Note: The audio tapes contain background noises,
such as klaxons, PA announcements, gate activation etc. Those are normal within
the daily activities at the SGC and should be ignored. Any interruptions by
other personnel will be indicated as such in the transcript. Observations as to
actions, gestures, moods, etc will appear in italics and square brackets.
Q:
Good morning. I apologise for being late. There were some questions left open
in our last session, but I’d like to postpone those to a later date and for now
move on to the second day of your stay on P5X 081. According to your reports,
you had breakfast with several of the Governors and their staff, and
subsequently were taken to visit a number of facilities around Zabrant. Will
you please describe the events in more detail?
*
“It is said that the best reflection of a society are its schools”, Governor Valdane remarked in the course of the morning meal, for which they had assembled in a private dining room, around a table that seated twenty-five.
“So we’ll go look at your schools then, shall we?”
If he had interpreted the overtones of the query correctly, it was not intended to be humorous, and this acquiescence of O’Neill’s came as a surprise to Teal’c. The Jaffa would not normally have expected his friend to express enthusiasm of any kind for a survey of educational institutions. Quite on the contrary. However, Teal’c could not be certain that O’Neill had been listening at all, or that his response had been anything other than automatic. Nervous fingers were manipulating an engraved silver fork, twirling and threading it between digits, until others, too, detected O’Neill’s preoccupation.
“Jack?”
“What?”
DanielJackson’s answer was a pointed stare at O’Neill’s left hand.
“Ah”, the Colonel acknowledged, and set the utensil back on the damask tablecloth. “Pardon my manners …”
The reply had sounded light, casual to the Jaffa’s ears, but his friend’s body told a different tale. O’Neill concealed it well, but a single person had absorbed his interest throughout. Teal’c had discerned it in the heightened tone of muscles, the subtly erect posture, the minute angle of the head, betraying alertness, suspicion, and the poise of a warrior prepared to strike.
“Excuse me, sir …? I’m sorry, I didn’t catch your name …”
Smiling indulgently, the man addressed, slight of build and wearing gold-rimmed spectacles, interrupted his conversation with another member of SG-1. “Colonel. Major Carter intrigues me beyond words. I continually tell the Governors that they should revise their approach. Physical and material requirements mean nothing compared to those of the mind … You shall see when we visit the schools.”
“I doubt I’ll get it … Try Major Carter. She’s way smarter than I am.”
“Don’t sell yourself short, Colonel. You are uncommonly perceptive.”
For the space of a heartbeat, O’Neill’s eyes widened, and Teal’c understood that a message had been sent and received.
Governor Valdane rose, as though to terminate a dialogue he had not authorised. “I fear we’re running late, my friends. My colleague Morin will already be waiting for you to take you on your tour. The Doctor here shall accompany you, as a scientific advisor, if you will. Please enjoy yourselves, and please don’t be shy to ask any questions you wish to ask. Drakalla is very serious about this alliance, and we would not want to leave you with the impression that we are holding anything back.”
Teal’c had become accustomed to many Tau’ri rituals over the years, but this lingering after a meal, this clumping together in small chatty groups, still amazed him. It was different on Chulak, perhaps because food was not so plentiful and an imperative rather than a social occasion. If his assumption was correct, then this class of Drakallans had to have abundant sustenance, because they engaged in the same strange custom as the Tau’ri. Guests and hosts abandoned the table only grudgingly. The small, bespectacled man remained nearby, giving muted orders to two others who had newly entered the room. The Governor had referred to him as ‘scientific advisor’. Groomed with great precision, holding himself somewhat stiffly, he did, indeed, conform to the received image of a scientist, albeit one less unconventional than MajorCarter or DanielJackson. Teal’c chose to retain the appellation ‘Scientist’ for the moment.
At last, Governor Morin and the Scientist gathered SG-1 between them and escorted the team outside the Palace, to commence their induction to native culture. Two limousines transported them to their first destination, a large and dreary place of worship of doubtful architectural appeal. Teal’c found the religious precepts as confusing as the notions of class-consciousness the local deities were deemed to subscribe to. The edifice was comprised of four separate wings, to accommodate the four separate classes of Drakallan society. According to Governor Morin, the comforts provided in each wing allowed for conclusions as to which class would be worshipping there: Leaders, Administrators, Labourers, or Helots.
“What is a Helot?”
“A slave, Teal’c”, O’Neill replied brusquely.
“That’s a bit of a generalisation, Jack! Originally, in ancient Sparta, helots were bondservants for a limited amount of time, several years usually - …”
“During which they were slaves. Am I right or am I right?”
“They are not slaves, Colonel!” Governor Morin appeared put out by the term. “Our society simply is not permissive of outsiders of any description. We believe they do harm to its structure, destabilise a system that has served us well for centuries. People who cannot or will not fit into the three higher classes are Helots. If you came to live here, you would be Helots, at least at the outset.”
“Don’t worry, Governor. I think chances of any of us applying for a residence permit are pretty slim at the moment.”
The Scientist interceded, and his cursory glance at Governor Morin conveyed displeasure. “I’m sure the Governor did not intend to give offence, Colonel. He is somewhat orthodox in his outlook, and it is best to respect his views, as you later may wish him to respect yours. Shall we continue?”
The remainder of their tour led them to a library, an area for recreational activities, and an industrial unit where primitive audio-visual transmitters were manufactured. With the exception of that latter facility, which was peopled by Labourers only, the fourfold division of citizens applied everywhere. To Teal’c’s dismay, this also included the school they visited.
Its buildings were divided according to the class of pupils instructed in them, and with this came a significant variance in the quality of teaching materials and subjects taught. Administrators’ children were educated in mathematical and linguistic skills, Labourers’ children in manual skills, and Helots’ children in no skills Teal’c could directly identify. He sensed his comrades’ anger, and silently he agreed with them. It was criminal that children should be withheld tuition on account of their extraction, and it was obscene that they should be indoctrinated to preserve this injustice themselves once they had grown up.
“If you care to join me, I now shall show you where the pride and joy of Zabrant and the future Governors of Drakalla are educated. I believe you will be impressed.”
“Oh we will be. No doubt about it ...”
Missing O’Neill’s acrimony, the Governor guided SG-1 towards the building reserved for the Leaders’ offspring. Suddenly the piercing cries of a child disrupted the quiet of the hallway, and the screams seemed to originate from the courtyard at the centre of the complex. O’Neill was already moving towards the source.
“Colonel! I must warn you and your people not to interfere! The tutor is within his rights to enforce discipline!”
Teal’c concluded it would be wise to follow, despite the Scientist’s caution. Footfalls behind him revealed that MajorCarter and DanielJackson had come to a similar decision.
The sight was appalling. On the ground lay a boy of maybe ten or eleven years of age. Two older pupils were holding his ankles, immobilising them. A third person, an adult, was administering the caning. The child’s wails were growing frantic.
Momentarily, the Colonel stopped in his tracks, and the Jaffa saw his friend’s eyes harden in an expression that spoke of things best unremembered. Then O’Neill tackled the teacher, and they realised that the tutor’s right to enforce discipline extended not merely to students but also to interlopers. The man whirled around, his intended victim forgotten, and lashed out at O’Neill. The strike connected. A sharp red line sprang up across hands raised to protect the Colonel’s face.
With the heightened awareness that came from long acquaintance with danger, Teal’c registered the twin gasps from DanielJackson and MajorCarter, as loath as he to see O’Neill hurt, but he also noted the Scientist’s intense focus, riveted on them all. For a fraction of a second, Teal’c entertained the illogical thought that this scene had been prearranged to gauge their reactions.
Governor Morin brought it to an end. “It appears that our guests object to your task, Tutor. Drakallan hospitality requires that we heed their wishes. It is enough. You have done well.”
The teacher desisted with an obeisance to the Governor, and the reprieved child limped away to safety.
“Thank you, Governor”, O’Neill murmured at last, his fingers closing over lacerated palms. “I - … Thank you. What on earth … what did the boy do?”
It was the Scientist who replied. “He failed to satisfactorily answer a question, Colonel.”
“And you just split an infinitive. What’s the punishment for that? … Come on, kids. I think we’ve seen enough.”
*
--- TOP SECRET ---
Interview transcript (3) continued (tape
3)
Location: Briefing room, SGC, Cheyenne
Mountain
Date: 08/18
Time: 1107 hrs
Present: S
Vidrine, General USAF [Q] --- conducting the interview
G
S Hammond, General USAF, CinCSG [H] --- observer
S
Carter, PhD, Major USAF, 2IC SG-1 [SC]
D
Jackson, PhD, no rank, civilian advisor, SG-1 [DJ]
Teal’c,
no rank, classification applies, SG-1 [T]
Note: The audio tapes contain background noises,
such as klaxons, PA announcements, gate activation etc. Those are normal within
the daily activities at the SGC and should be ignored. Any interruptions by
other personnel will be indicated as such in the transcript. Observations as to
actions, gestures, moods, etc will appear in italics and square brackets.
Q:
You mean to tell me that Colonel O’Neill attacked a Drakallan citizen without
provocation?!
DJ:
[heatedly] I’d like to hear what you think constitutes ‘provocation’,
General! The punishment was barbaric, and I happen to know what I’m talking
about. I’ve seen it in Egypt. If Col- … oh screw this! … if Jack hadn’t stopped
that bastard, the boy would have been unable to walk for days.
Q:
[with noticeable impatience] No matter how barbaric you consider it to
be, Dr Jackson, it’s the Drakallan’s business, and only theirs. All of you, and
especially Colonel O’Neill, should have reminded yourselves that you’re working
for the US Air Force, not for Amnesty International!
SC:
I imagine that Colonel O’Neill was reminding himself precisely of that. Sir!
Q:
Then perhaps I should remind you, Major, that you just skated out onto very
thin ice. Unfortunately I can’t force Dr Jackson to abide by military
etiquette, but I sure as hell can force you!
H:
I don’t believe that was called for, General Vidrine!
Q:
It’s pretty obvious that you don’t believe it, George. Can we carry on? I have
an appointment at 1300 hours. Major Carter, you’re saying that the man Mr
Teal’c refers to as the ‘Scientist’ was the same man you claim was observing Dr
Jackson and Colonel O’Neill during the reception the previous evening?
SC:
Yes, sir.
Q:
Well, I’m relieved that this time it wasn’t just you and Colonel O’Neill who
saw him. What happened after the Colonel’s bleeding heart routine?
SC:
Can the record please show that I respectfully object to General Vidrine’s
tone?
Q:
[calming himself] It can, Major, and I apologise. My tone and the last
remark were out of order.
SC:
Thank you, sir.
Q:
So, what happened after the … incident at the school?
DJ:
We returned to the Palace. Sam … sorry … Major Carter took care of Colonel
O’Neill’s hands. He had a couple of pretty nasty cuts.
Q:
And after that?
DJ:
A light lunch was served.
H:
Dr Jackson, please! You’re not helping.
DJ:
Sorry, sir … In the afternoon there was a meeting with Valdane, Morin, some
other Governors. That scientist guy was there, and two of the bureaucrat types
that were floating around the Palace more or less constantly.
Q:
And this meeting was designed to achieve what?
DJ:
The Drakallans detailed their proposed terms for an alliance.
Q:
Those terms involving what precisely?
SC:
In return for access to Earth technology, the Drakallan Governors offered to
provide the location and infrastructure for an off-world SGC base.
Q:
Far be it from me to judge Colonel O’Neill’s thought processes, but that sounds
like a pretty desirable offer to me. After all, the SGC has been looking for an
off-world site for some time and rejected several planets. As far as I’m aware
there always seemed to be a Catch 22, like a world that was advanced enough
usually would already have come under the influence of the Goa’uld. This
apparently isn’t the case with P5X 081. You found no signs of recent Goa’uld
presence, so can you give me one good reason why the Colonel rejected that
offer? And please don’t tell me it was because some kid got his butt spanked
for not doing his homework!
DJ:
It wasn’t his butt, though that would have been enough!
Q:
Kindly stay on topic, Dr Jackson!
DJ:
We are on topic, sir! The Drakallan class system and the way people are treated
there were of concern to Colonel O’Neill, to all of us, as a matter of fact. I
believe I’m right in saying that we all suspected the Drakallan leadership of
potentially abusing any technology delivered by us.
Q:
And you honestly think you’re qualified to make this judgment?
DJ:
We were there, sir! We saw what they’re like.
Q:
It looks to me like you saw what you wanted to see, or rather what Colonel
O’Neill wanted you to see. I feel I need to point out yet again that SG-11’s
reports differ drastically from what you’re describing. But just for argument’s
sake, what kind of technology did the Drakallans ask for?
SC:
It was a variety of things, sir, most of them no more sinister than cell
phones. Although, with their level of technology the Drakallans shouldn’t even
have guessed those were possible.
Q:
That’s your opinion, Major. So, Colonel O’Neill rejected the treaty because he
didn’t want to trade phones. That it?
SC:
No, sir. Firstly, we had justifiable doubts that, in the event of an off-world
base being established on P5X 081, the cooperation with the Drakallans was
going to be as unproblematic as the Governors would have liked us to believe.
And secondly, and far more importantly, Colonel O’Neill and the rest of us
really got worried when Governor Morin demanded that a genetic sequencer be
included in the list of technology we were to deliver.
Q:
Ah, the infamous genetic sequencer. Why did that make you so jumpy? I mean, for
God’s sake, if I remember my biology lessons correctly, Gregor Mendel kicked
off genetics in the 19th century! Surely, with the Drakallan level
of development, an interest in that field was to be expected.
SC:
Sir, there’s a difference between growing peas to study heredity and trying to
get hold of our most advanced means for mapping genomes! And Governor Morin’s
explanation for his request definitely invited the assumption that the
Drakallans were planning to use this equipment to facilitate experiments on the
Helots. We’re talking the worst kind of eugenics here, General!
Q:
Correct me if I’m wrong, Major, but don’t you need considerable computer
capacity to use a genetic sequencer in the first place? For all we know, the
Drakallans don’t have that capacity, so the nastiest thing they could have done
with that sequencer was put it as an ornament on Governor Morin’s mantelpiece.
If the Governor did indeed ask for such equipment, isn’t it far more likely
that he heard you or somebody else talk about it and simply decided it would be
a cool gadget to have?
SC:
Sir, I can’t speak for the others, but I certainly didn’t talk about any such
thing. Governor Morin shouldn’t have been aware that such a device existed. In
fact, I’m convinced the request he made had not been authorised. The
‘Scientist’ and the two bureaucrat types Dr Jackson mentioned got agitated at
that point, and Governor Valdane called a break to proceedings. It looked to me
like they wanted to have a word with Governor Morin.
Q:
So what happened during that break?
SC:
Governors Valdane and Morin and the ‘Scientist’ retired to an antechamber. Dr
Jackson, Teal’c, and I stayed and discussed Morin’s demand. Colonel O’Neill
left the conference room.
Q:
Why?
SC:
Uh … He had to go, sir.
Q:
Go where? Major?
T:
O’Neill went to urinate.
Q:
Oh … Thank you for clarifying that, Mr Teal’c … Eventually the meeting resumed,
I suppose?
DJ:
Yes, but Colonel O’Neill hadn’t returned at that point.
Q:
Dare I ask why?
DJ:
The Palace is a bit of a rabbit warren, and he’d got lost. He said he’d taken
the wrong escalator, ended up on the fifth floor, and it took him forever to
find his way back down. Well, that was the official version Colonel O’Neill
gave when he returned to the conference room about twenty minutes into the
second half of the meeting.
Q:
The unofficial version being …?
SC:
After the meeting, Colonel O’Neill said he’d found something he wanted me to
take a look at.
Q:
And just what did the Colonel discover on his travels?
SC:
The kind of computer equipment to go with a genetic sequencer, sir.
Q:
Of course. Well, we’ll go over that in detail tomorrow, at 0830 hours. I have
to leave now. Dismissed.
--- Interview terminated at 1201 hrs.
End of Interview transcript (3) ---
* * * * *
Either the thermostat in his room was bust, or they’d mistakenly wrapped him in an 18-tog blanket … Actually, no, that couldn’t be it … Remember, Jack, the thermostat in your body’s bust, too. In fact, there was an above-average chance that the thermostat in the room wasn’t malfunctioning at all. Over the past two months he’d been given a crash course on Stuff to Go Wrong with the Human Physiology, and he’d learnt a lot. Faster than he would have liked. Presumably, the fact that his face and neck were glazed with a fine sheen of perspiration fell into the One of Those Things category. Ignore it.
He wished he could ignore the headache as easily. It had got progressively worse during the last hour, throbbing in tandem with the spasms that rippled through his shoulders, but he wasn’t about to say anything. He was going to get this over and done with. Just a pesky debriefing, for cryin’ out loud, and hell was gonna freeze over before he called for the smelling salts halfway through one of those. It probably was all in his head anyway. More than likely to do with General Vidrine clumsily plodding his way towards the part Jack really, really didn’t want to talk about …
Now, if somebody just killed the goddamn fly … How on earth it had got in was anyone’s guess. When it had landed on his face, he’d actually been aware of that instinctive response departing his brain. Raise hand, swat fly. Except, nothing ever happened. The image was there, clear as day, and for the ghost hand in his mind the process worked and the ghost fly took off. The real fly remained unimpressed, because his real body never moved. The real Jack couldn’t even shake his head … yet … because that was still held in place by a clamp bolted to his skull. Out of nowhere came that stupid joke about the little old lady who wants to do something about the moths in her attic and turns up at the drugstore twice daily and buys mothballs by the truckload and finally the store clerk says, ‘Scuse me, ma’am, but whatcha need all them mothballs for?’ and the little old lady says, ‘At my age your aim ain’t so good any more, sonny. I keep missin’ the darn things!’
Keep missin’ the darn thing, Jack, don’tcha? … The fly was crawling down the side of his nose now, airy tickles of six tiny clawed feet, and he was not, repeat: not, going to squint at it or develop a facial tic to get rid of it. Let’s hold on to a modicum of dignity, shall we?
Vidrine had lost track of his next question, staring in mute discomfort, embarrassment, damn-near panic, not wanting to stare, but unable to stop. The little aide with the tape recorder, too young to shave … Good God, those kids were getting younger and younger! … was stepping from one leg to the other, P-I-T-Y written all over him, in fucking great big capital letters, trying to grin a sickly grin, torn between some ill-defined impulse to help and revulsion at the thought of accidentally touching this travesty of a man before him … There stood the living reason why he’d never allow Carter or Daniel or Teal’c in the same room with him. He couldn’t bear it if he saw that look on their faces …
A podgy hand shot out, Jack blinked, and the hand chased up the fly, caught it. “Know the one about the li’l ol’ lady and the mothballs, son?” George Hammond asked softly.
“Yeah … Keep missin’ the darn things …” He giggled manically, controlled it, smiled at the General, and it was genuine. Hammond, bless his soul, treated him like a human being.
“You wanna take a break, Jack?”
“No, I’m okay.”
“Sure? … You look peaked.”
The General’s hand rested on his shoulder, and Jack forced himself to relax, suppressing a pathetic surge of gratitude. It’d been a while since anybody had touched him not because they had to, but because they wanted to. “It’s just a debriefing, sir …”
“Colonel, you were saying that you stumbled onto this so-called ‘computer lab’, while trying to find your way back to the conference room.” Having recovered his speech, Vidrine transfixed a spot on the wall, strenuously avoiding eye contact with the man he was talking to. “What did you do next?”
Jack wondered what General Vidrine would do next if the nurse breezed in and took the interviewee potty … diaper, to be precise. Come to think of it, she was overdue … “I’m hopeless with computers, so I told Carter, and we decided to go back later and check it out. In the event, the Drakallans weren’t too pleased with us.”
“So, what was Major Carter’s take on it,
Colonel?”
“Carter was kinda surprised to find what she described as a ‘souped-up version of a Cray’.”
“A ‘Cray’ being what?”
“Some kind of extra-fast super-computer our government likes to use.”
“And why was she surprised?”
“Because the rest of the stuff the natives labelled as ‘state-of-the-art electronic equipment’ still needed those little paper cards with the slots in them. That’s a bit of a leap, sir. Even I could see that.”
“And despite your avowed ignorance of computers, you readily seconded Major Carter’s assessment that this was something the Drakallans couldn’t have achieved by using their own technology?”
“Sir, Major Carter single-handedly built machines everybody told her couldn’t be built. You bet I seconded her assessment!”
“Forgive me, Colonel, but aren’t you contradicting yourself? If Major Carter could do something like that, why not the Drakallans?”
“Because they don’t have the know-how.”
“General Vidrine, can we speed this up a little? Surely there’s no need to examine every comma, is there?” George Hammond sounded annoyed.
No, sir! Don’t ... Love commas … they’re safe … safe … Why did his head hurt so much?
“Yeah, fine, we’ll take that as read. We’ve been through it at length. I want you to tell me …”
Somehow the voice was fading … Please, don’t ask. Can’t talk about it … He tried to focus on Vidrine, but the man had moved from his limited field of vision, and even if he hadn’t, Jack wasn’t sure he could have made him out. There were myriads of flies in the room all of a sudden, big and black and blurred, dancing madly … Please. Not again. Don’t take me there again … His headache was getting more vicious by the second, and he could hear blood rushing in his ears.
“Colonel, I asked you a question!”
“Sir?” A croak that seemed to come from very far away. “Please …”
“Jack? … Jack!”
“Just a moment, George. Colonel. Tell me what happened after your ‘discovery’?”
“… trap … it was … a trap …”
Alarms going off somewhere. Noise and pain and nausea and Hammond shouting for a doctor, a nurse, somebody … For a moment Jack felt rivers of sweat running over his face, then his eyes rolled up and he passed out.
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
To: SecDef
From: S
Vidrine, General USAF, Pentagon, currently Cheyenne Mountain
Date: 08/18
Time: 17:05
--- For your information ---
You are aware of Major Davis’ preliminary
findings on P5X 081, and as per your request, I have interviewed Colonel
O’Neill in person. While his answers were consistent with those of the rest of
SG-1, they served to corroborate our suspicion that the team developed a script
prior to their return to Earth and are adhering to it. Coincidentally, the
apparent animosity between Major Carter and Dr Jackson would support this
assumption, as it may be a front to lend verisimilitude to their stories.
Unfortunately, I was unable to establish
much more than the fact that Colonel O’Neill’s version of the early events on
P5X 081 coincides with that of his team. When I attempted to probe into events
surrounding his alleged discovery of advanced technology and the incidents
following this ‘discovery’, Colonel O’Neill suffered an attack of some kind,
which, as the attending SCI expert Dr Montgomery assures me, was genuine and in
keeping with the patient’s present state of health. Although Dr Montgomery is
of the opinion that stress was not a determining factor, I am inclined to
believe that the Colonel’s obvious reluctance to touch upon the incidents
mentioned above may have contributed.
I am fully conscious of the fact that, at
this stage and aside from Major Davis’ report, any possible case that could be
made for misconduct or worse is based purely on guesswork and unconfirmed
suspicion. However, I hope to gain proof, or at least further insights, when
Major Davis and his team return from P5X 081 tonight.
S Vidrine
General, USAF
* * * * *
George Hammond was sitting by the bed, guarding his 2IC’s sleep. They’d taken Jack out of traction, in order to be able to raise his torso, which supposedly helped lower his blood pressure. Dr Fraiser, who’d only got there after things had settled down, had explained the mechanics of what had occurred. Once she’d given up on being hopping mad.
The condition had a fancy name and, not for the first time, the General could relate to Jack’s habit of inventing his own monikers for terms he couldn’t be bothered to remember. Wonder what he’d made of this one … He was bound to have come up with some highly imaginative variation on the theme of ‘autonomic dysreflexia’. Jeez, it really was a mouthful …
By the time the monitor alarms had gone off and Hammond had run hollering for a doctor, Jack’s face, his neck, his shoulders, everything above that demarcation line drawn by the injury had been bright scarlet. His diastolic blood pressure had topped out at 146, more than twice as high as it should be, while his heart rate had slowed to a crawl. In a word or seven, Jack had very nearly suffered a stroke.
“Why the hell didn’t you say anything, you stubborn jerk?!” Dumb question, George. Real dumb question …
“So they hauled me back …?” The stubborn jerk was coming round, and he sounded tired and raw. “Wish they’d left well enough alone …”
Hammond winced. “Sorry I woke you … must have been thinking aloud … And I didn’t hear that last remark, son.”
“I’d be happy to repeat it for you, sir, and you didn’t wake me … Where’s Vidrine and the kid?”
“They left hours ago. You’ve been out for a while, Jack.”
“Did I miss anything?”
“You almost bought it. Dr Fraiser arrived after the fact and threw a tantrum first and Vidrine off the premises second. I think that was pretty much it.”
“What about you, sir? … Don’t you have anything better to do?”
“Not at the moment, son, no.” The General grinned. “Why? You want to get rid of me?”
“No. Not really …” Jack fell silent and suddenly seemed to realise that he was sitting up. After a fashion. “Doc said they’d unhook me by the end of the week … ’s been two months since - ...” He studied his legs with clinical detachment. “Not much of a view …”
Hammond bit down on an unexpected flare of rage and speculated on just how angry Jack must feel. And he hid it, like he hid everything that could give him away, too wary to show a chink in the armour, too scared to let anyone close enough to hurt him, especially now … And you know what, Jack? You’re right to be angry and scared and wary. Given half a chance they’ll hang you out to dry, you and Sam Carter and Daniel Jackson and Teal’c. Because you’ve done what you swore you’d do, and I’ll be damned if it doesn’t look like somebody’s decided that your doing just that and then some caused them an inconvenience … I’m sorry, son. I wish I could fill you in on Davis’ report. Too bad I’ve sworn an oath, too … Makes both of us look like idiots, doesn’t it?
“Jack, are you absolutely sure you told me everything?”
“That’s kind of a za’tarc question, sir … What’s Vidrine after? … No. Forget I asked that.” A small, crooked smile. “You’re going out on a limb here, aren’t you? … Let me guess … Vidrine thinks this attack was some sort of sign that I failed the lie detector test, right?”
Thank you, sir. I pride myself on my
deductive reasoning skills.
He’d been being glib at the time, but that didn’t mean those skills weren’t alive and kicking. The General nodded. “Something like that, Jack.”
“Why the hell should I be - …? Sir, I swear I’ve told you the truth. You know what happened.”
“I know.” In fact, Hammond knew only too well. He was familiar with both versions, Colonel O’Neill’s own minimalist, matter-of-fact report, and the horrendous, detailed accounts of his team.
“It’s just … I’d just as soon not go over it again, General, that’s all …”
“I know that, too.”
“Besides, no disrespect, sir, but for some strange reason I don’t really care all that much … I mean, what can they do to me? Lock me up? Shoot me? One’s not gonna make a blind bit of difference anyway, and the other … Let’s just say I’d consider it a favour.”
“You should care, Jack. Because, whatever they do to you, they’ll do to your team.”
“You had to go and push that button, hadn’t you?”
“Yeah. I had to. I don’t wanna lose you, son.”
* * * * *
From: b09ty11@realgroups.com
Date: August 18, 19:51
To: patriotmessages@realgroups.com
Re:
Fieldtrip
Message: skymaster: Seedling has been planted and
promises to grow beyond expectation. Planning to apply fertiliser and to water
thoroughly.
* * * * *
Sam had fled to her lab. It wasn’t that she had any real work to do. By the looks of it, the challenging stuff was being handed over to somebody not currently under investigation. But she needed to think, and that came more easily while she was tinkering. Attitudes had shifted, and she was willing to bet the world’s last tub of maple pecan ice cream on a causal connection with that despatch Graham Simmons had brought into the briefing room yesterday afternoon.
“Dammit!” A lump of charred, twisted metal, victim to some cataclysmic event or other, soared across the room and landed on the lab bench opposite with satisfying clatter.
She flopped into the swivel chair in front of her computer and decided to call up the results for a naquada reaction simulation she’d been playing with before the shit had got underway in random direction of the fan. After this morning’s session, Vidrine had driven off to interview the Colonel, General Hammond on his coattails. That much she’d picked up in the commissary, where mashed potatoes and gossip were dished out in commensurate dollops. Four hours or so later a page had gone out over the PA, requesting Dr Fraiser to contact the Air Force Training Hospital immediately. Vidrine had returned some time after that, very much out of sorts, but Hammond wasn’t back yet. Neither was Janet. Which more than begged the conclusion that something was wrong … wrong-er … with Jack O’Neill.
“Dammit”, she said again.
“You’ve got mail”, the computer replied.
Hate-mail from Daniel, probably … God, why couldn’t they bury the hatchet and try to mend what little could be mended? They’d been friends, hadn’t they? And no matter how angry he was, how badly he himself was hurting, he had to know that following that order had torn her apart. Still was tearing her apart, always would. There was no way he could not know that. But she’d done the right thing, hadn’t she? The Colonel had done the right thing?
There’s no choice, Daniel. There’s
too much at stake. You have to understand, there’s no choice.
All of this would be so much easier on everybody if they still functioned as a team. Two months ago, the four of them would have been in here, or in Daniel’s office, trying to get a handle on whatever was happening. Now there were glacial silences or shouting matches, depending on the order of the day, and Teal’c must be getting some pretty painful grooves in the butt from all that time he spent sitting on the fence. And none of them had any concrete idea of how Jack O’Neill really was doing, because none of them had seen him since that medevac chopper had taken off from the parking lot topside ... Oh stop whining! Whining’s not gonna change anything. Check your mail, Carter!
Klaxons started screeching, and the email was forgotten. As far as she could tell, noone was scheduled to come back tonight. Propelled by habit and curiosity, Sam ran from the lab and down to the control room, only to discover that Daniel and Teal’c had obeyed the same impulse. At least Daniel’s cold stare somehow got lost among furtive glances from the control room staff. Apparently, SG-1 had contracted leprosy. The bush telegraph clearly was in commendable working order, thank you very much, but God only knew how those sound-bites could find their way out of a more or less quarantined briefing room and into the rumour mill. The only one who didn’t gawk at her like she’d got a zit the size of a hamster on her forehead was Lieutenant Simmons. He gawked like he had a monumental crush on her, and for once this actually qualified as redeeming feature.
General Hammond still hadn’t shown up, so Vidrine held the fort, looking none too happy to see her or Teal’c or Daniel. Well, that’s just too damn bad, sir! But we’ve not been charged … yet. What the hell is going on?
“Receiving iris code”, announced Simmons. “Special envoy.”
Special what?!
“Open the iris”, Vidrine ordered as though he’d always done it, and titanium petals scraped outwards to reveal the iridescent pool of the event horizon underneath.
What special envoy?
Paul Davis stumbled onto the ramp, followed by the Men in Black. Six of them, and all that was missing were the shades. Special Ops, like the guys Colonel Cromwell had brought in when - … So what exactly was Major Davis doing, special envoying around the galactic neighbourhood?
Behind them the wormhole disengaged, and Davis gazed up at the control room window, his already glum expression growing positively crestfallen when he spotted her. Nice to see you too, Major! And just where have you been? … Sam made a mental note to figure out whether there was a way of computing and displaying the point of origin of an incoming wormhole.
“Welcome back, Major! Meet me in the briefing room immediately. The rest of the men, please go for your medical check-ups. Lieutenant, would you mind showing them to the infirmary?”
Bravo, General! Handling the intercom like a pro, are we?
Simmons brushed past her on his way to the stairs, and a hand briefly dipped into the pocket of her BDU jacket. What the …! She felt the pocket and noticed soft rustling. Paper ... You’ve got mail ... If this was a billet-doux, she’d kill him. She was in the mood for it!
The ramp cleared. Vidrine left for the briefing room, Teal’c politely inclined his head at the General’s passing, and Daniel stood there like a pillar of salt, trying to make sense of it all ... See, Daniel, there are things we have in common ... God, she wished she could talk to him!
With a shrug Sam steered for the stairs, too, eager to get out from under everybody’s scrutiny. She was beginning to feel like an endangered species, being stared at by school classes in San Diego Zoo. Which still would be preferable to Leavenworth, she presumed. On the way back to her lab, she repeatedly fingered the piece of paper in her pocket, but some niggling hunch warned her not to take it out until she was on her own turf.
In the event, she even locked the door. The paper was a computer print-out, and the ‘Top Secret’ flag and the date on it told her that it must be a copy of the one Vidrine had received ... Holy Hannah! Have you completely lost your mind, Graham?! … Her first instinct was to do what common sense and the manual dictated she do. See your commanding officer immediately and hand over the evidence unread. The problem with that being that her commanding officer was unavailable, in a manner of speaking, and his commanding officer was nowhere to be found. Besides, she knew Graham Simmons. He probably never once in his life had done anything that wasn’t sanctioned by either the bible or military regulations. Arrows didn’t come any straighter than the Lieutenant. Meaning that he had to have a mighty compelling reason for illegally copying classified material and distributing it to unauthorised recipients. And unless and until Major Carter had found out what that reason might be, she wasn’t going to get Simmons into trouble. But in order to find out, she’d have to read it, wouldn’t she …
… enquiries contradict SG-1’s reports in virtually all points ... Drakallan leaders are extremely solicitous, cooperative … My God! Vidrine had sent Davis to P5X 081 … SG-1 was arrested after sabotaging a government research facility … Oh that’s a good one! … damage was shown to us, and it is extensive … Yeah, it sure is. It’s fucking irreparable …
Smart. Very, very smart. But nobody ever said the Drakallans were stupid. She hadn’t realised they wanted that alliance quite so badly. If this whole thing still was about the alliance … And Vidrine and Davis and likely as not the entire Pentagon had swallowed it. Hook, line, and sinker. Crap! Now what? It confirmed what she’d already suspected, but at the moment Sam had no clue of where to go from here.
The mail notification on her computer screen kept blinking patiently … Oh yeah … Might as well check it. Email was something she could deal with. Simple, efficient, by necessity following predictable parameters. Reassuring, in short ...
No topic line, and the user seemed to speak a language largely devoid of vowels: svtln@rsrch.com … Well, obviously not Daniel then ... She opened the mail, scanned it and swore. This had to be a practical joke … Sam began tracing the user account, only to discover that it didn’t exist. Which was no more than she’d expected. But the message didn’t go away:
… they catch fire occasionally, but they
keep perfect time … We have to talk. Hawk’s Point, 2300.
Which put Daniel back in the running as the practical joker. Only two other people had been present when he’d made that crack. One was Sam, and the other one … The other one was completely out of the question. Everything pointed to Daniel. He was good enough with computers to pull a stunt like this, and Hawk’s Point was within walking distance from the complex; plus, he knew they weren’t allowed off-base, and testing her willingness to work things out by making her disobey orders and go AWOL definitely was something only Daniel Jackson would think of.
“Okay, Dr Jackson. If that’s what it takes …”
It wouldn’t be the first time she’d climbed twenty-eight levels up that emergency escape shaft. Sam looked at her watch. Half past nine already. Better get a move on ... As an afterthought, she stuffed the despatch Simmons had slipped her back into the pocket. Daniel needed to see this. So did Teal’c. So did the Colonel, more urgently than anyone, but he was and would remain out of reach by his own choice.
* * * * *
From: skymaster@realgroups.com
Date: August 18, 22:07
To: patriotmessages@realgroups.com
Re:
Fieldtrip
Message: b09ty11: Fertiliser approved. Do not,
repeat: not, attempt to expand orchard plans without prior consultation. Cold
Comfort has not yet been notified.
* * * * *
“Major, do you have any idea of what you’re saying?!”
The question hung in the air like an offensive smell. Vidrine had risen to pace off his tension and was beginning to wonder if that had been such a clever move. He was feeling nauseous. Only now he realised that, despite his resentment and suspicion, part of him had hoped he was wrong and O’Neill and his team were above reproach. But as of ten minutes ago he had incontrovertible proof, and, as so often, truth outdid the wildest expectations.
“I do”, Paul Davis replied at last and in the tones of a bride who didn’t. “God help me, sir, I do.”
“Are you absolutely certain?”
“Sir, we turned the whole place upside down. Twice over. The second time after Governor Valdane had shown me this.” Davis waved a hand at the crumpled piece of notepaper sitting on the conference table. “I was searching for anything out of place, any contradiction, any hint that the Drakallans were lying, that they could have come by this any other way. We found nothing. No Cray computers, no ‘nuclear equipment’, not a whisker of ‘outside influence’, and no trace of that ‘Scientist’. Incidentally, Valdane looked at me like I was crazy when I asked him about the guy. They had no idea who the hell I was talking about. What they did have were arrest records, a suite of rooms that’s been gutted by an explosion … and this.” Another wave.
“Is there any chance at all that this is fluke? Suppose they were lying and made this up to corroborate their story?”
“General, this is a thirteen digit alphanumeric code. So, yes, I suppose theoretically there’s a chance of one in 302 trillion and change that the Drakallans could have hit upon the right combination … Does that answer your question?”
Vidrine had stepped in front of the window and stared down into the embarkation room and at the dormant stargate. “Yeah. Yeah, I guess it does … And they say he gave it to them?”
“Drakallan law is pretty Draconian … Forgive the pun … If it was one …” It had been an interminable two days, and Major Davis was exhausted to the point of rambling. “Espionage and/or sabotage carries the death penalty, and Valdane says SG-1 had been made aware of that when they were arrested. He also says that Colonel O’Neill gave up the code in order to buy his and his team’s release. The Drakallans had no idea what it was or what it did, but that was all the same to them, because they’d already decided to return SG-1 to Earth. Which happens to be why they felt so insulted by Hammond’s rescue attempt. It rings true, sir. Let’s face it, even SG-1 admit that the rescuers met with no resistance whatsoever.”
“The Drakallans never even asked for the code?”
“That’s what Valdane says. And it makes sense. They couldn’t possibly have known what to ask for.”
“Jesus!”
“Sir, if I may?” Davis had pushed himself to his feet.
“Go ahead.” Without turning, General Vidrine briefly gazed at the man’s reflection in the window. It overlapped with that of his own face, and the combined images blended into a surreal collage of shock and disappointment.
“Sir, Colonel O’Neill was already injured when he gave them the code. I reckon that maybe … Well, I can’t believe he was thinking straight. I mean, this is completely illogical. If he’d been firing on all cylinders, he would have realised that the Drakallans don’t have the technical wherewithal to make any use of that code. So, if it’s worthless to them, why offer it in the first place? I can’t believe he was thinking straight”, Davis repeated. “Besides, I’ve worked with the Colonel, and from all I’ve seen he’s no chicken, sir. I’m not saying it excuses what he’s done, but - …”
“You’re right, Major. It doesn’t excuse what he’s done, and it doesn’t excuse what he and his team are doing now. Colonel O’Neill was trying to buy his way out of a hole he’d dug himself into, and he was using highly classified information as a bargaining chip. And his team are aiding and abetting him. Yes, I do feel sorry for him, Major … what happened to O’Neill is a goddamn tragedy … but it’s his own fault, and I can’t overlook that. It’d put me on the same level and, frankly, I don’t wanna be there. I’ve sworn an oath not to go there, and so have you.”
“Are you going to tell General Hammond?”
“Not yet.”
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
To: SecDef
From: S
Vidrine, General USAF, Pentagon, currently Cheyenne Mountain
Date: 08/18
Time: 21:55
--- For your information ---
Major Davis has returned from P5X 081 with
confirmation. I will confront SG-1 with the evidence tomorrow.
General Hammond has offered his
resignation in the event that Major Davis should find proof. Although I
rejected his offer at the time, I now advise with great regret that, in view of
the severity of misconduct, the General’s resignation should be accepted, if
only to shield him from further repercussions.
S Vidrine
General, USAF
* * * * *
The night was clear, and some of the day’s heat had dissipated under the stars, but warm air and warm rock still made her sweat. She climbed steadily. The moon hung as an August moon should, large and low and lazy, and its transparent whiteness shortened distances and cast the peaks and valleys into flat relief. The basin below cradled floodlights and guards, the perimeter fence and the grey jaws of the tunnel that led into Cheyenne Mountain, to NORAD, and to the secrets beneath. Cicadas scratched in the trees, a melancholic frog shared its woe, and from somewhere far above her came a plangent, drawn-out howl. Not a wolf. Probably its little cousin. But it still reminded her of home.
Hawk’s Point overlooked a gorge, now cloaked in sharp black shadows. It also had the advantage of being sheltered from prying eyes. She checked her watch. A little early yet, so she crouched by a tall spruce, hidden from view, but able to observe the path. Minutes later she heard footsteps softened by moss, the fine dust of drought, and fallen pine needles. Moonlight briefly caught on fair hair. Without realising it, she breathed a sigh of relief. The appointment would be kept. She only could hope it would bring the desired result.
“Samantha Jakobovna!” She rose, and the footsteps faltered for a moment, then resumed at a far quicker pace.
“You! … My God …”
“Whom did you expect?” Dr Svetlana Markov cocked an eyebrow.
“Daniel …” panted Major Carter. “I thought it was Daniel …”
“That doesn’t make sense.”
“It’s a long story … But it does make sense …”
“Ah ...” Markov grinned in wicked amusement and some surprise. She must have misread the signs. “Dr Jackson and you are …” Her right index finger described a swift circle, substituting for a word that escaped her.
“No! Dr Jackson and I are definitely not …” Samantha Jakobovna replied emphatically and mirrored the gesture. “What on earth are you doing here?!”
“I needed to see you.” So she hadn’t misread the signs after all, but neither was there any explanation forthcoming.
“Yeah. I figured as much. Why? Why here?”
“Here, because I’m not here. I’m attending a Physicists’ Congress in Vienna. Unfortunately, I’m in my hotel, confined to bed with an upset stomach.”
A chuckle. “Sorry to hear it. So that would explain how you came to be not here. And why are you not here?”
“We have to talk. Let’s sit.”
“Fine.” Carter stepped towards a rock by the edge of the cliff and into a patch of brightness.
Svetlana grimaced. There were lines in Samantha Jakobovna’s face that hadn’t been there fifteen months ago. There were grief and care and anger, but mostly grief. “You look tired. Like … How do you say?”
“Shit?”
“Death on toast?”
“Yeah. We say that, too … Thank you.” She sat down. “You look great.”
“Spasiba.” Dr Markov joined her. “I’ve come at a bad time. I am sorry.”
“You haven’t come at a bad time. In fact, if you’d come a day later, I might not have been able to meet you. Tell me why you’re here.”
* * * * *
“Good night, Mr Secretary.”
“Good night. And thank you for coming.”
“Any time, sir.”
The Senator closed the door on his way out of the office, and finally relaxed a façade of concerned disgust he’d been displaying for the past hour. Five more minutes and his face would have become stuck in an enduring rictus … How the devil did actors do it?
Incredible as it was, the plan had worked. Davis had believed it, Vidrine had believed it, and now the Secretary of Defence believed it. At one point the Senator had almost lost control of his carefully arranged features. Hammond, of all people, had offered his resignation, and SecDef was going to accept it. The General had been the one obstacle they’d all feared. Now the coast was clear.
If the Senator trusted in fate, he’d start worrying. It had been too easy. Or perhaps it was fate, and this was the compensation for the complete failure of ‘Plan A’. The fun of it being that ‘Plan B’ was so much more elegant and so much more rewarding. Not one stargate, but two … Again he wished it had been his idea. It probably was time to remind J2 of who had raised the funds for the Project.
He turned a corner and reset his face to a scowl when he saw two Secret Service agents coming towards him. “Good night, gentlemen.”
“Good night, Senator.”
The pair called to mind a troublesome loose end some of their less upstanding colleagues would have to take care of. The problem had to be solved. Immediately and permanently. Until his little colloquy with Mr Secretary, he hadn’t known about the full extent of the damage the SGC colonel had sustained. The Senator wasn’t going to shed any tears over that, and the man sure as hell was beyond giving anyone grief, but it had highlighted an unforeseen risk to the Project.
* * * * *
From: b09ty11@realgroups.com
Date: August 19, 00:43
To: patriotmessages@realgroups.com
Re:
Fieldtrip
Message: skymaster: Orchard is growing and promises
twice the expected harvest. Require meeting re: appointment of new gardener and
to discuss pest control.
* * * * *
He couldn’t sleep. He didn’t want to sleep, to be precise, although he’d learnt quickly enough that sleep at least shortened time. Nothing else ever did. Early on he’d kept asking for barbiturates, painkillers, sedatives, anything he could think of, and the nurses had given them to him. He’d managed to spend a full week in a stupor, half hoping the stuff would somehow accumulate in his system and knock him out for good. Until Doc Fraiser had twigged onto what he was doing and mercilessly blocked that escape route. He couldn’t stay drugged out of his skull forever, she’d said … shouted … and it wasn’t going to help him adjust. Adjust to what, for cryin’ out loud?!
Now, when he slept, if he slept without drugs, he could remember the dreams and, ironically, he was praying for nightmares. Mostly, he dreamt he was running. Not running away from anything. Just running. And then he’d stumble and wake up, still smelling a cool, bright autumn morning, still feeling a droplet of tepid sweat sliding down his back, still loving the memory of frost in the air that nipped at his skin … and he’d try not to fall asleep ever again. Or at least for as long as he could avoid it. The best he’d managed so far were fifty-three hours of which he’d counted every treacly minute.
If the only thing he’d ever be capable of doing was lying on his ass, why did he have to sleep at all? Because it hurt more that way?
McKenzie, cowering in his corner and preening ruffled feathers, had told him to think positive. There’d be lots of things he could do. Do what exactly? What? For the love of God, tell me! One thing. Only one. Is that so much to ask for?
Think positive, Jack! How many people can say they’ve heard their lives end? He’d heard it alright, and it had been surprisingly quiet, a soft sound, a gentle, almost languid crack that couldn’t even begin to do justice to the enormity of pain it caused, the enormity of what had happened to him.
Think positive, Jack! With your kind of luck you’ll live another fifty years … Minute by minute by minute by godforsaken minute, unless exhaustion finally takes over and forces you to sleep so that you can dream of running …
Oh dammit, no!
Tears on his face, almost welcome for a moment, because they haphazardly rolled into places he still could feel. But then they would cool and dry and leave sticky trails of salt itching on his skin, and he wouldn’t be able to do what any child could do without ever thinking twice about it.
Think positive, Jack! In a few hours a nurse will come and finally wipe your snotty nose.
* * * * *
From: skymaster@realgroups.com
Date: August 19, 02:43
To: patriotmessages@realgroups.com
Re:
Fieldtrip
Message: b09ty11: Suggest dinner with ladies at the
Country Club. 08/19 at 20:00.
* * * * *
Francisco had slept fitfully and woken long before dawn because the heat made the sheets cling to his skin like a smothering damp cocoon. He had changed the linen and taken a cold bath, scrubbing away sweat and dust with a small, hard-bristled brush he would have to replace soon. It was almost ten days old.
Now he stood on his balcony, one hand lovingly tilting the glass so that it would catch the reflection of the moon but not that of the streetlights. Due respect had to be paid. The glass contained a moderate measure of whiskey, an indulgence perhaps but a necessary one, because in a little while it would allow Francisco to return to sleep. And at least he knew how to celebrate it in the proper way. No ice. Ice had its uses, certainly, and some of them were of rare value. But there was a purity about Scottish single-malt that must not be spoilt with ice, no matter what the temperatures. It held the softness of Highland rain, breathed the flavour of peat and oak, was of a perfect balance and delicacy that would be squashed by the harshness of ice.
Like the perfect balance and delicacy of natural grace could be squashed. Grace like that pitiful, bungling oaf on the Promenade could never imagine … Francisco inhaled deeply, at last admitting to himself that it hadn’t been the heat that had broken his sleep. He had dreamt of it again, and again he had woken with a stifled scream of anguish. In its early stages the dream still breathed exquisite beauty, and he could feel its afterswell even now ... Body unbearably taut, skin taut, taut under his touch, each rebellious contraction of muscles humming through his fingertips ... But it got fainter every night, and every night the door fell shut a little sooner, and he was denied closure and the sight and sound of perfection.
He had hoped the picture, the treasured print, would bring relief. It hadn’t, and he had almost begun to hate it. If anything it had exacerbated the need to see and hear for himself. He supposed it was too much to ask for appreciation or even understanding, but he had to achieve completion as any artist would. The print could not speak, could not think, could not feel. Francisco hadn’t looked at it all day.
The glass burst, crushed by clenching fingers, shedding whiskey and blood as shards cut his palm. Francisco cried out with the jolt of sudden pain and the bite of alcohol in a fresh wound.
* * * * *
Sam’s thumb was massaging a spot over her left eyebrow, trying to cajole the headache into submission. It didn’t feel like it was going to be placated … One more thing to nag her, that was all. Seeing that it wouldn’t go away, she might as well go down to the commissary and grab a mug of early morning coffee, which would dilate her capillaries and give the headache an unnecessary boost. But it’d keep her from falling over, so that was something to be grateful for.
At half past five in the morning the base slowly started yawning and stretching and coming to life. Bleary-eyed airmen lurched past her in the corridors, mumbling things that half an hour later would have mutated into a sharply rapped-out ‘Good morning, ma’am’. For now, Sam was content with just the grunts, because they saved her from having to return each greeting with an equally sharply rapped-out ‘Good morning, Airman’.
A few night-owls or early-birds were slumped at tables in the commissary, also croaking their good mornings, but otherwise not keen on company or conversation, which was just as well. Sam got her mug of coffee and steered towards an empty table in the corner.
After she’d come back from her blind date, she’d spent the rest of the night poring over the papers Svetlana Markov had given her, without any real desire to find out more than she’d already heard. The scenario, if it was true … But why should Dr Markov lie? … was way too frightening for comfort, and definitely too frightening for one person to tackle on their own. Which was why Markov had absconded from the congress, flown to Denver, crept up to Hawk’s Point in the middle of the night and, to all intents and purposes, had committed treason. The physicist, Sam’s counterpart on the former Russian stargate programme, had come up against an impressive selection of brick walls in the course of cautious enquiries and ended up turning to her old rivals, by then afraid for her life if she dug any deeper. Given all that, she hadn’t been too thrilled to discover that SG-1 was currently defunct. Major Carter had promised to try and help anyway, and now was kicking herself for her lack of common sense. As if she didn’t have enough to worry about already ...
Bad things had a way of happening in threes and all at once, and she found herself dismally pondering just how appalling Number 3 would turn out to be … Unless Number 3 was the coffee, in which case she already knew. By the taste of it, somebody had set the machine to brew without first rinsing out the descaler …
The Russian programme hadn’t been closed down. Well, yes, officially it had been, and ostensibly even the military had lost interest in view of the astronomical cost of running a ‘gate and the attached facilities. But Markov was saying that, unofficially, someone had stepped in. A someone who hadn’t just replaced Harry Maybourne as a purveyor of classified information from the American programme but also supplied a majority percentage of the required cash. And with that came control. According to Svetlana Markov, the whole ‘Project’, as it was called, seemed to be a sub rosa venture, run jointly by an unknown American contingent … although you didn’t need more than three brain cells to guess who those guys might be … and a number of Russian hardliners, most of them ex-KGB and military intelligence. If nothing else, that combination sounded like it made for a downright cuddly working atmosphere …
Markov hadn’t known about any of this until three weeks ago, when she was recalled to Siberia, after the ‘Project’ had unexpectedly lost one of their experts in a ‘training accident’ involving an explosion. The man needed to be replaced in a hurry, and Dr Markov was familiar with the work. She’d been eager to be part of the programme again, but once she’d caught a whiff of the background machinations her enthusiasm started flagging to a point where she decided to seek outside help.
Sam couldn’t say she blamed her. The evidence Markov had smuggled out of Siberia was hair-raising. Somewhere in the back of Sam Carter’s mind connections began forming with the nebulous, disarmingly persuasive logic brought on by a sleepless night. Aware that she was reaching, arbitrarily groping for solutions to another, much more immediate difficulty, she shook off the thought.
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
To: S
Vidrine, General USAF, Pentagon, currently Cheyenne Mountain
From: SecDef
Date: 08/19
Time: 08:15
Upon consultation I agree that General
Hammond’s resignation will be unavoidable. Should he fail to repeat his initial
offer, you are hereby instructed to advise him to resign.
I trust your judgment to bring this
unfortunate affair to a prompt, satisfactory and, above all, quiet conclusion,
and I expect to be kept updated.
SecDef
* * * * *
Any personnel working in the ‘gate room that morning and foolhardy enough to peek could see a silent drama being played out behind the briefing room window. Daniel, Teal’c, and Sam, on the other hand, had arrived outside a shut door at 0828 hours and got the sound without the pictures.
“Absolutely out of the question! And that’s my last word. Especially after what happened yesterday!”
“I’m sorry, George, but it’s not your decision.”
“The hell it isn’t! I’ll - …”
“It’s not your decision.”
“Dammit, he specifically asked that - …”
“George, this may come as a shock, but I don’t care what he asked for. It’s completely irrelevant here. So if you’re ready to go, shall we?”
The door crashed open, and General Hammond gusted past without so much as a nod, the look on his face making Dr Jackson want to shout I didn’t do it!
General Vidrine followed at a somewhat more dignified speed, a weary-looking Paul Davis in his wake. “Major, Dr Jackson, Mr Teal’c. I apologise for springing a change of venue on you unannounced. Please be assured that there are compelling reasons for it. If you’ll proceed topside, there’s transport waiting.”
“Uh … Excuse me, General, but where are we going? Fieldtrip?”
Davis answered, because Vidrine was already on his way down the corridor. “The hospital, Dr Jackson. General Vidrine insists on interviewing all of SG-1 together.”
“I do not believe that O’Neill will be pleased about this. He does not wish to see us.”
“The General is aware of that, Teal’c. Unfortunately, it’s essential, and I happen to agree with him. Colonel O’Neill’s wishes are of secondary importance in this case.”
“As they have been all along, isn’t that right?!” Sam exploded. “I bet he would have wished to get home in one piece, but that was of secondary importance! How the hell dare you!? Is it ever gonna be enough? Do you have any idea of what it’ll do to him if you herd us in there without so much as by your leave?!”
“He knows about it. We asked Dr Fraiser to tell him. I’m truly sorry, Major, but the Pentagon is pushing for a speedy result, and this really is the quickest way to get there. I’m sorry.” Davis tucked a document folder to his chest like a shield. “I’d better catch up with the General. I shouldn’t have told you this much …”
“Great. Just great ... Jack’s gonna have a fit”, Daniel growled half-heartedly and headed for the elevator. An unacknowledged selfish part of him felt ridiculously happy at the prospect of finally seeing Jack again.
The elevator ride was an embarrassment in andante moderato for twenty-eight levels. They hadn’t been that close to each other since … well, since then. Thankfully, the two generals and Davis had taken the previous car, otherwise it would have turned into a complete farce. Teal’c stood at the centre of the cabin, his back to them, obviously trying to hypnotise the overhead LCD. Daniel himself slouched in the corner furthest away from Sam Carter.
“Vidrine shouldn’t be doing this …” she muttered to herself. “He has no right …”
“Oh come on, Major! You can’t believe that he’s doing something wrong? After all, he’s following orders, isn’t he?” It was out before Daniel could stop himself.
She went a shade paler, and for the first time he noticed the black smudges under her eyes that betrayed a sleepless or near-sleepless night. And there was the little squint that signalled a splitting headache to anyone who knew Sam Carter … knew Sam Carter … Daniel had thought he knew her. He’d thought she’d never go along with it, having to watch, as he and Teal’c had had to watch … He’d thought Sam cared.
“Tell me, Sam, did you ever feel anything? I mean apart from, ‘Wow, I hope I’ll get his job’?”
The next thing Daniel consciously registered was a distraught outcry from Teal’c, and Sam staring at whatever it was that caused the nasty burning sensation on his face. She looked a hair away from crying. Too little, too late ...
“You can’t even begin to - … Oh God, forget it!” A kick to the wall, and she turned away.
The car jerked to an abrupt halt. Teal’c had hit the emergency stop button.
“Teal’c! What are you doing?! Get the elevator going!”
“I shall not, DanielJackson. Indeed, I shall keep us here indefinitely, unless you and MajorCarter agree to communicate at your earliest convenience.” The Jaffa had moved in front of the control panel, and it would take a battering ram to dislodge him. By his standards he looked hugely pissed-off.
“Fine, Teal’c, if that’s what you want ... I can’t see it changing anything, but fine, I’ll ‘communicate’ … Just get us out of here, okay? I hate enclosed spaces.” Daniel gingerly touched his cheek. There’d be finger marks rising by now … “Sam … It doesn’t alter the way I think or feel, but I’m sorry for saying what I said.”
The car gave a little jolt and with a gentle hum continued its journey past Level 15 and up.
“I lost it … Sorry. But I didn’t need pushing just then. Had a bad night … Which is no excuse, but it’s one of the reasons why we have to talk. As soon as possible. For the Colonel’s sake, if nothing else.” Sam wasn’t looking at him. Instead she seemed to have picked up where Teal’c had left off, mesmerised by numbers steadily shifting shape as the elevator ascended.
* * * * *
Daniel realised within seconds that Sam had had a point: Vidrine had no right to do this, and they had no right to be here. He’d known it as soon as he set foot into room 403 at the Air Force Training Hospital. Jack hadn’t shouted, hadn’t protested, hadn’t even commented. He’d closed his eyes and shut them out, shut them out with the same cruelly controlled mask he’d worn for three endless days, fighting with all he had to shut out the pain.
But more than anything it was the smell that made Daniel face the truth. The smell of illness. Not flu, not even a stomach bug, but the musky, unmistakable smell of illness here to stay. As a teenager, Daniel had bolstered his meagre pocket money by reading to an old soldier two afternoons a week. Old Mr Shaefer had been in the Air Force as well. He’d been a fighter pilot in the Second World War, but that had been a long time ago. When Daniel had met him he’d been bed bound for years, dying, excruciatingly slowly, from multiple sclerosis. The afternoons hadn’t just involved reading. They also had involved massaging the old man’s inert bladder and bowels at regular intervals, to coax them into doing their job. It was necessary, but it also was an unimaginable invasion of a person’s privacy, the ultimate testament to helplessness. He remembered the feel of soft, dry skin as his fingertips drew small, firm circles on an old soldier’s abdomen, and with it came the brutal insight that somebody would have to perform this very service for Jack.
Jack, who had exercised his right not to let anyone, least of all his friends, see him like this. Vidrine had taken that right away from him with a simple order, simple as Jack’s own order, the one that had taken away everything else ...
Mr Shaefer had asked to be read Saint Exupéry’s Night Flight time and time again, and only now, twenty years later, in a hospital room half a continent away, looking at the man who’d been his best friend, Daniel finally understood why. The story of a pilot, flying out over the desert one night, never to come back. The sadness it breathed on every page was craftily camouflaged by the lyricism of the language, by the sheer beauty of the desert night, but underneath it all was the tale of a man who vanished into a darkness so vast and encompassing that it eroded even the memories of who he’d been once. And now Jack was piloting that plane, already out over the desert and alone, perhaps already past the point of no return.
The loss hit Daniel with as much force as the slap he’d garnered in the elevator, and he called himself an idiot of cosmic proportions. Rationally he’d been aware of what had happened, he’d been there, for God’s sake, but it was as though his mind and his gut never connected on this particular matter. Pollyanna Jackson was going to hang a prism in the window, and everything would be hunky-dory … He’d thought, naïvely, that merely by coming here, he’d find Jack again. His friend; more than that, the big brother he’d never had, obnoxious most of the time, perfectly capable of snatching your toys just to annoy you and holding them out of reach while you jumped, but just as capable of unfailingly sensing when you needed him or of taking on the entire mob of neighbourhood bullies for looking at you askance.
The man in the bed was and wasn’t Jack. Even without knowing you’d have noticed what was the matter, purely by the way that body didn’t seem to belong to him, seemed glued on like a crudely assembled picture montage. Worst of all was the stillness. Jack had never been able to stand or sit still in all the years Daniel had been around him. It was as though the energy that once had sought release in restlessness had turned inwards to smother him while he was waiting. Waiting for this minute to pass, then the next, then the one after that. Waiting. Another thing Jack had never been able to do. Now it was all he could do.
“Son, I’m sorry.” Hammond finally broke the embarrassed silence. “I tried to stop this … I know you didn’t want to …” The General faltered at last, subdued by Jack’s stubborn refusal to acknowledge anyone.
The only one who seemed to remain unaffected was Vidrine, but Vidrine also was the only one who declined to look at Jack. “I’m sorry for this mass invasion, Colonel” - he swept a casual hand at George Hammond, Sam, Teal’c, Daniel, and Major Davis - “but I was hoping that their presence would help bring this whole affair to a quicker conclusion. It certainly saves time. Now then, I’d like to pick up where we left off …”
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
Interview transcript (5) (tape 1)
Location: Room 403, Air Force Training
Hospital, Colorado Springs
Date: 08/19
Time: 0933 hrs
Present: S
Vidrine, General USAF [Q] --- conducting the interview
G
S Hammond, General USAF, CinCSG [H] --- observer
P
Davis, Major USAF, [PD] --- investigating officer
J
O’Neill, Colonel USAF, CO SG-1 [JO]
S
Carter, PhD, Major USAF, 2IC SG-1 [SC]
D
Jackson, PhD, no rank, civilian advisor, SG-1 [DJ]
Teal’c,
no rank, classification applies, SG-1 [T]
Note: Any interruptions by medical staff will be
indicated as such in the transcript. Observations as to actions, gestures,
moods, etc will appear in italics and square brackets.
Q: Colonel,
your little midnight foray into the computer lab and the events that followed,
please.
[no reaction from JO]
Q:
Colonel?
T:
O’Neill felt it was imperative that we explore the computer laboratory. In his
own words - …
Q:
Coining a phrase, Mr Teal’c? Because that’s precisely what I’d like to hear.
Colonel O’Neill’s own words. Not yours, not Major Carter’s, not Dr Jackson’s.
Colonel, if you think you can win this by giving me the silent treatment,
you’ve got another thing coming. Now, are you going to answer a question your
honour as an officer obliges you to answer, or do I actually have to make it an
order?!
JO:
Irritating, isn’t it?
Q:
Excuse me? What’s irritating?
JO:
Asking for something and not getting it.
Q:
I’m warning you, Colonel!
H:
Jack, please. I know you’re upset, but this isn’t helping.
JO:
Upset?! With respect, sir, don’t patronise me.
H:
Colonel? Answer the General’s question, please.
JO:
What if I can’t remember?
Q:
Stop playing games!
JO:
Maybe I don’t want to remember.
Q:
You can forget about it after we’re done here, Colonel. Answer the question.
That’s an order.
*
Instead of lying in bed as good kids should at two ack emma or thereabouts, they were creeping down one of the fully synthetic hallways on the fifth floor of the Governors’ Palace. Even the carpet was plastic. In the unlikely event that he ever found that room again, he’d probably electrocute himself the moment he touched the door handle.
“Sir, can you remember which door?”
Oh sure … If I could remember, we’d be in there by now, Carter! … Normally he was pretty good at directions, but this orgy in institutional green was enough to confuse a compass. The room had smelt funny, sterile somehow, so maybe … No, cleaning staff had used some kind of hideously perfumed carpet freshener to cover up - … Oops, palace cats’ve been spraying, have they? … Jack grinned faintly before annoyance with himself flooded back. If it had been Teal’c who’d discovered the room, he could have led them back to it blindfolded. Then again, Teal’c would never have got lost in the first place, ergo he wouldn’t have discovered the room … A whining buzz, like the sound his computer made when the fan came on, only louder. Bigger computer, bigger fan. This was it. A locked door that looked exactly like fifty other locked doors along this corridor. No number, no name, but a nice steady buzz behind it.
“That’s the one.”
“You sure, Jack?”
“Well, it could be a beehive … Ain’t nothing certain but death and Texas.”
“Taxes.”
“What?”
“It’s ‘taxes’, not ‘Texas’.”
“Daniel?”
“Yeah?”
“Shut up!”
“O’Neill. Is this the site you wished to locate?” Teal’c had picked the lock, cautiously nudged the door open, and done a quick scan of the inside. Now he flicked on the lights. “It is safe to enter.”
“Yeah … Yeah, that’s the one. See what I mean, Carter?”
She wandered into the room and looked around with the same kind of bafflement he had felt when he’d first traipsed in here yesterday afternoon. At some library or other Governor Meringue had shown them the latest in applied Drakallan computer technology. The computer had filled an entire room, boasted a revolutionary 2KB RAM, and sputtered and chugged and chewed up little strips of cardboard. It had managed to convey the distinct impression that the multiplication table of 13 would take just under a week to complete. With a minimum error margin of ± 2. Jack had been tempted to ask if it was steam-driven.
This place, however, was a about as far removed from the library’s computer room as Earth was from Drakalla. Modern work stations, gleaming white and dust-free, peripherals, stacks of hardware, and Jack couldn’t identify even half of the stuff. Hence the need to revisit with Carter in tow. She’d already homed in on a computer console that looked different, more complex, custom-made rather than ordered online from zones.com. Strings of letters were zipping across the monitor, and Carter’s face had that slightly reverential cast she always got when confronted with a particularly juicy high-tech plaything. Then reverence gave way to puzzlement and, eventually, to alarm. She’d made some connection and didn’t like the implications of it. Not one bit.
“Carter?”
“In an ideal world, this is what you’d expect to hook up to a genetic sequencer, sir. You need massive computing power for that, and this one fits the bill. If computers were cars, this one’d be a Ferrari. It looks like a Cray … a bit souped-up, though.”
“So who’s got the service contract?”
“Sir?”
“Carter, this may be difficult for you to understand, but just suppose I was the Drakallan guy driving your Ferrari … a) I wouldn’t know how to switch it on, and b) I’d be scared shitless of breaking it if I did. What I’m saying is, they had to have somebody to deliver this thing, install it, and show them how to use it.”
“I agree, sir, but don’t ask me where they got this stuff. Okay, so there are no manufacturers’ labels, but the equipment looks like it’s from Earth, and if we didn’t bring it, who did? … There’s something else, as well.”
“What?”
“The programme that’s running on the Cray? All the Cs and Gs and Ts and As? Those are amino acids. DNA building blocks. It’s analysing a DNA molecule. Which means they’ve already had access to a genetic sequencer.”
*
--- TOP SECRET ---
Interview transcript (5) continued (tape
1)
Location: Room 403, Air Force Training
Hospital, Colorado Springs
Date: 08/19
Time: 1009 hrs
Present: S
Vidrine, General USAF [Q] --- conducting the interview
G
S Hammond, General USAF, CinCSG [H] --- observer
P
Davis, Major USAF, [PD] --- investigating officer
J
O’Neill, Colonel USAF, CO SG-1 [JO]
S
Carter, PhD, Major USAF, 2IC SG-1 [SC]
D
Jackson, PhD, no rank, civilian advisor, SG-1 [DJ]
Teal’c,
no rank, classification applies, SG-1 [T]
Note: Any interruptions by medical staff will be
indicated as such in the transcript. Observations as to actions, gestures,
moods, etc will appear in italics and square brackets.
Q:
And you decided to do what exactly at that point?
JO:
I didn’t get a chance to decide anything.
Q:
Why this sudden lack of decisiveness?
JO:
We got company.
Q:
Company?
JO:
Yes.
Q:
[angrily] Dammit, Colonel, do I really have to worm this out of you word
by word?! Where did those people come from?
JO:
The guys working in the lab that afternoon obviously didn’t buy my explanation
for popping up in their midst. They told their supervisor, or whatever, the
supervisor told Durante, and Durante told Morin. Between them they figured,
correctly, that we’d try to go back there and check it out. They set a trap.
Q:
I’m delighted to hear that you’ve retained your ability to string sentences
together. So, this company consisted of whom exactly?
JO:
Fifteen soldiers, Morin, Durante, and … and …
Q:
And who?
SC:
The ‘Scientist’, sir.
JO:
I can speak for myself, Major! I can’t do most things, but I can speak, so
kindly allow me to do that at least.
SC:
Sorry.
JO:
Yeah. We all are.
T:
The soldiers O’Neill mentioned were armed with Goa’uld weapons, both zat’nikatels
and staff weapons.
Q:
The weapons you say were taken from you after your arrival on P5X 081?
T:
No. O’Neill had ordered us not to surrender our zat’nikatels.
Q:
So, if the Drakallans hadn’t got those weapons from you, where did they come
from?
T:
I cannot say, GeneralVidrine.
Q:
What did you do?
T:
We were outnumbered four to one. O’Neill remarked that he did not wish to
endanger his team by ‘re-enacting the Alamo’. At the time I was unfamiliar with
the meaning, but I have since ascertained this reference. He made the correct
decision.
Q:
Commendable wisdom, Colonel. What happened next?
[no response from JO]
T:
The guards disarmed us, and the man referred to as the ‘Scientist’ enlightened
us as to the purpose of this and the two adjoining laboratories.
Q:
Which was? Major Carter? Dr Jackson? Anybody?
SC:
Basically, it’s a state-of-the-art biogenetics lab, sir. Including the chemical
and nuclear facilities necessary to engineer controlled mutations. It turned
out they already had a genetic sequencer, and Morin had been getting a bit
greedy when he requested another one from us. Apparently he wanted to speed up
the research … There … uh … there was a cryogenic chamber containing embryos …
Human embryos, sir.
Q:
The same could be said of any IVF clinic here on Earth, Major.
DJ:
Oh? Did I miss something? I thought the Drakallans didn’t have that technology?
Q:
I was giving an example, Dr Jackson, as you’re well aware!
DJ:
General, this had nothing to do with IVF! The guy was waxing positively
euphoric about how they were going to breed little Helots with barely more
brains than they need to breathe and do exactly as they’re told. He was
rambling on about mind-body divide, and how only the higher orders of people
could control - … [DJ breaks off abruptly]
JO:
You were saying?
DJ:
I’m not saying it, Jack. He was. And you know as well as I do … God, you know
better than anyone! … that he’s wrong.
JO:
Do I?
H:
Colonel? Dr Jackson? I don’t think either of you wants this conversation on
tape for the Pentagon to analyse.
DJ:
Sorry, sir.
JO:
Good point, General. I don’t want to have this conversation at all, actually.
Q:
If you’re quite finished, can we carry on? What happened afterwards, Colonel?
JO:
We were detained.
Q:
On what grounds?
JO:
[irritably] The natural inquisitiveness that seems to be a Drakallan
trait.
Q:
So you were never charged with any violation of Drakallan law? Not even
breaking and entering?
JO:
No.
Q:
Would you repeat this for the record, Colonel?
JO:
My team and I were detained, but no charges were brought. Is there any particular
reason for this, General?
Q:
Major Davis, could I ask you to refresh SG-1’s collective memory? From the
moment they entered the alleged computer and biogenetics labs?
PD:
Colonel, isn’t it true that you went there to sabotage facilities which, according
to the Drakallans and SG-11, who’d actually visited those labs, were dedicated
to medical research?
DJ:
[outraged] What?!
Q:
Dr Jackson, for the last time, would you please control your temper?!
PD:
The Drakallans said there was a massive explosion. I’ve seen what’s left of
those rooms, Colonel. Chemical analysis shows the blast was caused by C4
charges - …
SC:
But we didn’t have any - …
PD:
C4 charges. Sir, I searched the debris. There were remnants of the usual stuff
you’d expect to find in a lab, test tubes, Bunsen burners, centrifuges, that
kind of thing, but no trace of any high-tech equipment. Witness reports state
there was an explosion that night, and that Governor Morin, Councillor Durante,
and several men of the Palace Guard came to investigate. None of the witnesses
seem to recall the ‘Scientist’ you’ve mentioned.
Q:
What did the Palace Guards find, Major?
PD:
Three members of SG-1 were apprehended trying to leave the vicinity of the
blast site. At the blast site itself the Guards found the fourth team member.
You, Colonel O’Neill. You were caught in the explosion, which is how you
sustained your injuries, isn’t it?
Q:
Would you care to comment, Colonel?
JO:
No.
SC:
[shocked] But that isn’t what happened! … For God’s sake, tell them,
sir! If you don’t, I will!
*
It was a subterranean interrogation room that could have come straight out of a late-night cop show. Grey concrete walls, grey concrete ceiling, grey concrete floor, plus the indispensable two-way mirror. The ensemble was completed by a grey metal door, a grey metal table, and four grey metal chairs, currently occupied by Durante, the Scientist, Morin, and Governor Valdane who had materialised from a Perspex tube as SG-1 was escorted into the basement at gunpoint. Behind this illustrious panel hovered the two men Sam Carter had first noticed arguing with Governor Morin at the reception.
Grey furniture seemed to be in short supply, because the team had been left standing. They couldn’t do much more than bear with it for the time being. Without a doubt there were armed men behind that mirror and more guards outside the door.
At last Valdane spoke. “My friend, the Doctor here, tells me that you have a very apposite saying. Curiosity killed the cat …”
“But satisfaction brought it back”, Colonel O’Neill supplied obligingly. “Your friend, the Doctor there, has been very forthcoming about your plans. Unfortunately, that’s kinda scuppered your alliance idea. We don’t do genetically enhanced slavery.”
“Don’t deceive yourself, Colonel. We will sign the treaty if we so wish. Of course, you weren’t meant to discover our little facility, but once you had we were persuaded that this might be a blessing in disguise, so to speak, as it justified your inevitable arrest. Understandably, you want to be released and go back home unscathed. I believe this should level the playing field and facilitate the flow of information. In view of this I have authorised the Doctor to divulge certain facts about our genetic research institution, in the hope of convincing you of my sincerity. However, I believe it now is time for you to return the favour.”
“Oh yeah? … Governor, I think I have another suggestion. You’re going to let us go, now, and we give you our solemn assurances that we won’t be back. Ever. No technology, no hassles. Easy, isn’t it?”
“Jack, what about the labs?! You know - …”
“That’s their business, Daniel. What’s our business is to see to it that they don’t get any help from us. Somehow I’ve got a feeling that the Helots aren’t gonna sit on their asses … Still having that nasty problem with unprovoked attacks by undesirable elements, Councillor?”
Durante flushed, and the Scientist shot him a vicious look. “Imbecile! You were told to keep your mouth shut!”
“Gentlemen!” Valdane’s voice purred pleasantly. “No offensiveness. Let’s try and keep this as civil as we can. Please forgive the display, Colonel, and let me congratulate you on your powers of observation. Notwithstanding, I regret to say that your proposal is not acceptable. There will have to be an exchange of some kind. To preserve proper decorum, if you will. It’s very simple, actually. You give us the access code for the SGC’s computer mainframe, then you can leave.”
“Excuse me?!” Jack O’Neill almost jumped, the blasé front momentarily cracked.
“The access code, Colonel. I know for a fact that at least two of you are privy to it. My guess would be that those two are yourself and Major Carter. Correct?”
“I don’t know what you mean, and you can forget about asking Carter. The Major’s rank isn’t high enough for her to have that kind of information.”
“Please, Colonel, don’t insult my intelligence! I was hoping we could come to an agreement. I’m still hoping, and perhaps our friend, the Doctor, can help clarify your situation. Doctor, if you please?”
“It will be my pleasure, Governor.” The Scientist rose, smoothing an invisible crease from a starched white lab coat. The glow of a neon light reflected on the ruler-straight stripe of scalp that parted his hair. He walked around the table, stiffly erect, and planted himself in front of SG-1 like a strict but concerned headmaster in front of a row of misbehaving pupils. “Gentlemen, madam. We have anticipated a certain degree of reluctance on your part, and, personally, I’m glad to see that you haven’t disappointed those expectations. The question now is for how long you will be able to sustain your reluctance. It really is very straightforward. We will allow you to contemplate our request for a few hours. However, as you have already failed satisfactorily to answer the Governor’s question … Please note, Colonel, that I refrained from splitting my infinitive … Where was I? … Oh yes … As you failed to answer, one of you will have to face certain consequences come morning, with a view to encouraging the others to come forward.” He cleared his throat, almost in embarrassment. “Now, I have to confess, my choice for the part of the whipping boy … or girl … has been debated. I hope you don’t mind my saying so, Governor?”
Valdane smiled amiably. “Not at all, my dear friend. But please don’t forget to add that your arguments and, not least, your little demonstration yesterday morning have convinced us completely.”
“Thank you, Governor. You see, gentlemen, madam, the task lay in finding the one among you whose being harmed would distress the other three most. Your admirable cohesion as a team made selection somewhat difficult, however, I find the final decision most appealing.” Eyes hidden behind gold-rimmed spectacles, lenses blanked by the light, gliding across the room, arresting. Eenie-meenie-manie-mo … “Major Carter, Dr Jackson, Mr Teal’c, I strongly recommend you hand over the code at the earliest opportunity or, in his own best interest, persuade Colonel O’Neill to do it himself.”
*
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Interview transcript (5) continued (tape
3)
Location: Room 403, Air Force Training
Hospital, Colorado Springs
Date: 08/19
Time: 1159 hrs
Present: S
Vidrine, General USAF [Q] --- conducting the interview
G
S Hammond, General USAF, CinCSG [H] --- observer
P
Davis, Major USAF, [PD] --- investigating officer
J
O’Neill, Colonel USAF, CO SG-1 [JO]
S
Carter, PhD, Major USAF, 2IC SG-1 [SC]
D
Jackson, PhD, no rank, civilian advisor, SG-1 [DJ]
Teal’c,
no rank, classification applies, SG-1 [T]
Note: Any interruptions by medical staff will be
indicated as such in the transcript. Observations as to actions, gestures,
moods, etc will appear in italics and square brackets.
Q:
Very interesting, Major Carter. And a very plausible account, too, except for
the fact that this ‘Scientist’ appears to be purely a figment of SG-1’s
imagination. As Major Davis reports, nobody else on Drakalla seems to recall
such a man. And of course you didn’t relinquish the code?
SC:
As a matter of fact, no, sir.
H:
[impatiently] Dammit, Vidrine, where do you think you’re going with
this? I’ve warned you about getting hung up on that report Davis brought back
from Drakalla! There’s absolutely nothing that’s in any way conclusive. Your
‘evidence’ stinks to high heaven! In your place I’d be concerned about why the
Drakallans had this kind of equipment, why they had Goa’uld weapons, and where
the hell they got them from!
Q:
George, I’m telling you again that, for all we know, neither the equipment nor
the weapons ever existed, at least not on P5X 081. You’re not in my place, and
if you’re fed up with hearing things you don’t like to hear, feel free to leave
whenever you want.
H:
So you can take my people apart at leisure? No, thank you!
Q:
Suit yourself. Major Davis would you please continue?
PD:
If you care to take a look at this, Colonel … [PD shows a number of
documents to JO] … These are copies of the arrest records the
Drakallans have on file. It states here that you were charged with - …
--- Dr J Fraiser enters the room
at 1228 hrs ---
Dr Fraiser:
I’m sorry to interrupt, General Vidrine, but I have to ask you to stop. I’ve
given permission for this against my better judgment and only on the condition
that you take regular breaks. The first one’s half an hour overdue now.
Q:
Fine, Dr Fraiser, if you insist.
Dr Fraiser:
Oh I do, sir. I most certainly do!
Q:
We will reconvene at 1430 hours. Dismissed.
--- Interview suspended at 1231 hrs
---
* * * * *
Jack wanted to roll over on his side, curl up, hide beneath the blanket, whatever. Wanted it like he’d never wanted anything in his life. Vidrine had left, Hammond on his tail, biting general’s ass on the way out, and Davis had been bringing up the rear. The kids had stayed behind. It wasn’t as bad as he’d feared and fantasised about for two months. No pity, no melodrama, no awkward wondering what to do if, God forbid, he started drooling or something. It was worse than that. They stood there needing him. He could see it in their eyes, the unspoken pleas to let them back in, let them carry a little bit of this. In a minute they’d cease to be silent, he knew that too. He also knew that it wouldn’t change anything, and that he had to shut them out, for his own sake and for theirs. Again it came down to the simple things they could do and he couldn’t. One day, sooner rather than later, they were bound to move on, full of guilty promises to keep in touch, and Jack would stay precisely where he was now. It would happen, irrespective of whether or not he dropped his defences, except, if he did drop them, he wasn’t sure he could cope with the loneliness anymore.
“Get out!”
“You look like crap, sir, and I bet you didn’t sleep, so don’t bother being charming. We all know you get cranky when you’re tired.” Carter had straddled a chair.
“Major, I’m well aware that my discharge is only a formality now, but so far it hasn’t been processed. I’m still the ranking officer, and I just gave you an order. Out!”
“No, sir. This is important.” She pulled a piece of paper from her pocket, unfolded it, and held it so he could read.
Daniel and Teal’c craned their necks. Apparently this was news to them as well.
“It’s a frame”, Carter added unnecessarily.
Of course it was a frame. That much was glaringly obvious, at least since Davis’ riveting recital. The question remained who and why. Chances were he’d never find out. His options were somewhat limited, to say the least. But there was one thing he could do, and he’d do it, whether his team liked it or not ...
“How the hell did you get this, Major?!”
“I’m not gonna tell you how I got it, sir, except I didn’t take it. It was given to me. And I did consider informing my CO, but he wouldn’t see me.”
Touché … “Get used to it, Major. All of you.”
“Dammit, Jack! What are you trying to do? Punish us? Punish yourself? We’re friends. Or I thought we were … Then again, a friend wouldn’t expect us to stand by and watch and do nothing when - … Sorry …”
“It was my decision, Dr Jackson, and it was exactly what I expected you to do, and I’m expecting you to do it now. Is that clear? You’re part of a military operation, and if you still haven’t grasped it, I’m telling you for free: it’s dangerous for everybody if you get too attached to your team mates.”
“And of course you’ve learnt this lesson ages ago and always prospered by it, which would be why you’ve been refusing to see us. Right, Colonel?”
You had to hand it to Daniel. He had a unique way of using one’s rank as an insult ... But at least he was angry now, and Angry Daniel was better than Hurting Daniel. Angry Daniel was liable to overlook the fact that he’d been spot-on with this last snipe … “My reasons are my business, Dr Jackson. I’d thank you to grant me at least that much self-determination. I’ve got little enough left as it is!”
“Fine. If that’s how you want to play it, Jack, fine by me. See you around.” Angry Daniel started walking towards the door.
“Daniel!” Trust Carter not to let it go.
“What?!”
“Wait. Please.” She’d risen from the chair and was looking at him. “Sir, I know you don’t want us here, and I think I understand. But we’ve got to talk about what’s happening with this investigation. If we don’t fight back, they’ve got us by the short and curlies … uh …” The image seemed to have come out more graphic than she’d intended, and she blushed.
God, how long had it been since he’d seen that happen? Tens of thousands of minutes …
“I am not familiar with this expression, MajorCarter.”
Go Teal’c! The big guy sure knew how to pick his moments. Jack almost smiled. … Come on, talk your way out of this one, Sam!
“Uh … it … it means we’re in trouble, Teal’c.”
“I see. How do you propose to secure our ‘short and curlies’?”
That was a joke … You made a joke …
Don’t make me laugh, Teal’c.
Never underestimate the comic talent of a Jaffa … The Setesh Guard’s nose drips … Bad example. But Teal’c had very nearly breached the wall. Time to end this … “Major, you will destroy the despatch and not mention it to anyone else. You will also kick the butt of whomever has given it to you.”
“Yes, sir.”
“Apart from that, I don’t want you to do anything. That goes for all of you. You will say ‘Yes, sir’ and ‘Amen, sir’ to anything I might choose to contribute this afternoon. Understood?”
“But, Jack, they’re trying to - …”
“That’s an order, Daniel, and you’ll follow it, and if it’s the last thing you do. Is that clear enough for you?!”
“Yes, sir!”
“Sir …?”
“You’ve got your orders, Carter. Now beat it. All of you.”
Just pretend you can turn away, Jack. Think you’ve rolled over, curled up, hidden beneath the blanket. Or at least stare at the ceiling for a change ... He didn’t want to watch them leave. Unwilling steps, the door opening, two pairs of feet walking out. Then the third, taking a couple of paces and stopping.
“I believe I know what you intend to accomplish, O’Neill. I also believe you are wrong. I recommend you extract your head from your rectum.”
Fast strides, and the door closed.
“It’s ‘take my head out of my ass’, Teal’c …” Jack whispered.
* * * * *
The woman ahead of him was afflicted with halitosis and the kind of body odour that stemmed from age-old unfamiliarity with the use of soap and water. The heat made her shuffle a lot, presumably in an attempt to evenly distribute … evenly to distribute … the sweat between her ample thighs, and each shuffle released a cloud of pungency that rose briefly and settled over the bystanders with suffocating weight.
Francisco retreated a little, wary of losing his place in the queue, and began breathing through his mouth, willing his olfactory sense to cease functioning for the time being, distracting himself with fantasies of twisting a flabby arm behind her back, dragging her away, working on her until she whimpered for the privilege of scrubbing herself down with his brush. Long and hard, until her skin was raw and alkaline water burnt in the scorings that the bristles had left. The notion was droll for a moment, then Francisco’s amusement faded. Nothing could substitute for what he had already achieved ...
Tight. Tighter. Tighter still. And
finally a single gasp that betrayed the struggle for silent endurance.
Shuddering, Francisco broke the image. It was wrong to conjure it up here. The presence of the creatures around him would sully the purity of his accomplishment. All he could and should do for now was to cower patiently under this miasma of stench, because ultimately it would allow him to savour his masterpiece. That was the vision he must cling to. The only one. The relentless waning of the dream had made it an imperative.
The man at the counter to the right of Francisco finally terminated his transaction. He had chosen to wear a black pinstripe suit and a red and white chequered shirt, together with green socks and brown loafers. Francisco smiled at this uncouth aesthetic effrontery as he took the man’s place at the counter. The man, taken aback, insecurely bared his teeth in return.
The counter clerk was his opposite in every respect. Diligent application of every hint gleaned from the perusal of fashion magazines had produced the clerk. She represented the very epitome of the human disease Francisco sought to cure. But she smelt faintly and pleasantly of deodorant, and she was polite. On a whim, Francisco decided to forgive her and carefully straightened out a stray pen on her desk, lining it up until it lay parallel to the computer keyboard.
“There. That is better.” Again he smiled.
“Uh … Thank you ... What can I do for you today, sir?”
“I wish to purchase a ticket, my dear.”
* * * * *
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Interview transcript (5) continued (tape
4)
Location: Room 403, Air Force Training
Hospital, Colorado Springs
Date: 08/19
Time: 1432 hrs
Present: S
Vidrine, General USAF [Q] --- conducting the interview
G
S Hammond, General USAF, CinCSG [H] --- observer
P
Davis, Major USAF, [PD] --- investigating officer
J
O’Neill, Colonel USAF, CO SG-1 [JO]
S
Carter, PhD, Major USAF, 2IC SG-1 [SC]
D
Jackson, PhD, no rank, civilian advisor, SG-1 [DJ]
Teal’c,
no rank, classification applies, SG-1 [T]
Note: Any interruptions by medical staff will be
indicated as such in the transcript. Observations as to actions, gestures,
moods, etc will appear in italics and square brackets.
Q:
Having fulfilled Dr Fraiser’s stipulations, I hope we can continue. Any
objections anyone? George? Colonel O’Neill? No sudden attacks coming on?
H:
[angrily] If you have to go through with this farce, at least try to be
professional about it, General!
Q:
[ignoring H’s outburst] Colonel, can I ask you to tell us
that mainframe code? You’re aware, of course, that it has been changed after
your return, so I assume it won’t violate your impeccable moral standards and
sense of duty if you quote it for us.
H:
Dammit, I just - …
JO:
QET700P864C01.
Q:
Thank you. Major Davis, would you please show Colonel O’Neill and General
Hammond what you’ve brought back from P5X 081?
[PD shows notepaper containing
the mainframe code to JO and H; there is some
concern from H; JO appears startled]
Q:
Thank you, Major. Colonel, for the record, is this or is this not the code you
claim not to have given to the Drakallans?
JO:
It is.
Q:
Then, would you care to explain to me how the Drakallans came by this code
you’ve allegedly never given to them?
DJ:
[with evident fury] You can’t mean to say - …
JO:
General Vidrine, I’m prepared to answer your question, but I do have a request.
Q:
This may come as a surprise to you, Colonel, but you’re hardly in a position to
make any requests.
JO:
Wrong, sir. I’m hardly in a position to make anything but requests.
Q:
I suggest you stop playing on your injury, Colonel. It’s pathetic, and it
doesn’t wash.
H:
[impatiently] For God’s sake, what’s your problem, General?! … Okay, the
request, son?
JO:
I’ll tell you what you want to know. After my team’s left. I’ll also try not to
offend General Vidrine’s sensitivities any further. I realise he’s put upon
just being in a room with me.
H:
Major Carter, Dr Jackson, Mr Teal’c will you please leave?
[strong utterances of dissent from SC
and DJ; T seems concerned]
Q:
George, I hate to break this to you, but this is my investigation, and I - …
H:
I’ve watched you conduct this so-called investigation for four days now, and
I’m fed up to the back teeth with your playing some twisted parlour game with
my people. Colonel O’Neill has made his wishes perfectly clear. He did not want
a visit by his team. You chose to ignore a justified demand against the advice
of his physician and for absolutely no good reason I can discern. I’ve had
enough of this. He’s already told you that he’ll answer your questions, and so
I’m ordering the other three members of SG-1 to leave now. Try and stop me!
Q:
Fine. [to SC, DJ, T] You’ve heard General Hammond.
Will you please leave the room? But I would ask you to keep yourselves
available, in case you need to be recalled.
--- SC, DJ, T leave
the room at 1450 hrs ---
* * * * *
“Fuck! … If they have to send us on a stake-out, couldn’t they at least have hired a car with air con? It’s not like they’re pressed for money.” Smith wiped a greasy paw across his forehead and proceeded to dry it on his trouser leg. The fries he’d had half an hour ago were giving him heartburn, and he hated stake-outs. “What’s that jerk supposed to have done, anyway?”
“That’s for them to know and for us not to worry about. If we ever stumble onto it, we’ll probably end up staking out ourselves, if you know what I mean …” Smith’s colleague Jones replied, glumly staring at an utterly unremarkable clapboard house in an utterly unremarkable neighbourhood of an utterly unremarkable suburb of LA.
Needless to say, their surnames were neither Smith nor Jones, but they’d had the misfortune of having their travel documents procured at 2:00 am by a groggy secretary back in Washington, DC, who was either singularly unimaginative or a diehard fan of the 70s comedy western series. Jones had given up on trying to decide which was more reprehensible. With any kind of luck, this gig would be over by tomorrow. Just as well … The whole thing had been cobbled together far too hastily for his liking.
Literally five minutes after they’d arrived, they’d watched their quarry leave on some errand, so they’d done a quick search of the house. The guy had to be the last of the red-hot anal-retentives ... Jones had never seen anything like it in his life. Worse than his Grandma, and she’d slept with a mop and a scouring pad under her pillow. That guy even dusted the top of the skirting boards.
What really had freaked Jones out, though, wasn’t the sterile cleanliness that made you think nobody actually lived there, but how the guy’s socks were stacked in the drawer. You could tell a lot from the way a man kept his sock drawer. Not to mention the things you could tell from what else he stashed in there … Jones’ was a mess, chock-full with singles desperately looking for a partner or at least someone who’d mend the holes, and he didn’t even want to think about what Smith’s sock drawer would look like. Yikes … Now, Quarry’s sock drawer held socks only, which was no more than Jones had expected after seeing the rest of the house. But the pairs of socks were ordered by colour and aligned meticulously, with each other and with the sides of the drawer. And, frankly, that wasn’t normal. Not in Jones’ book. He’d briefly toyed with the idea of giving the VICAP nerds at Quantico a heads-up, just for the heck of it, and then discarded the notion. It might be fun, alright, but their employer probably would pitch a fit. Which was a rather entertaining image in itself …
“Hey, he’s coming back”, Smith belched. “Gee, he looks happy. Must have been a first-rate hooker … Think I should ask him for her phone number?”
“Idiot!
“What’s he doing now …? Fuckin’ hell, will you look at that?! He’s straightening out the doormat … Hey, betcha he’s gonna go get a level to make sure it’s straight … That guy’s a weirdo.”
“You’re to be congratulated on your psychological acumen. Next time check the doormat’s as you found it.”
* * * * *
As Jack watched them file out, he breathed a soft sigh of relief. They wouldn’t be back. Not after this. It was yet another Pyrrhic victory, but it was better than no victory at all. No matter how pathetic Vidrine might think it to be, he had at least managed to exercise what little control he’d left over his life. He would have wanted Hammond to go as well, because this was going to be much more difficult with him around, but the odds of the General leaving were about as good as the odds of Jack getting up to do a jitterbug. Hammond stood at his bedside like an angry pit bull, ready to maul anyone who threatened its pups. That would change. It was bound to. The man could forgive many things, but breach of trust wasn’t one of them.
Jack had seen it coming ever since Carter had shown him the despatch. He’d suspected a frame even before. Now he was certain. He was equally certain that Vidrine and Davis thought they were doing the right thing. Whoever had set this up was brilliant. God alone knew how they’d managed to play that code into Davis’ hands, but it was perfect. Watertight. Somebody would have to take the fall, and he was about to make damn sure that it wasn’t his team, or Hammond for that matter. Besides, the solution held a promise … ‘a consummation devoutly to be wished’ … Hamlet?! … For cryin’ out loud …
“Colonel? Now that we’ve catered to your whims, will you tell us how the Drakallans came by the SGC mainframe code?” Vidrine was staring at the spot on the wall again.
For the first time, Jack realised that Vidrine’s refusal to look at him had little to do with the stealthy discomfort disability caused in a surprising number of otherwise open-minded people. Vidrine wasn’t looking at him because of what he firmly believed Jack had done. Vidrine was trying to convict a traitor and hating every second of it.
“Colonel?”
Here goes … He’d have to make up most of it as he went along, but he had a feeling that neither Vidrine nor Davis were going to pay too much attention to detail … “They had the code because I gave it to them.”
“Jack, that’s bullshit!” Hammond looked confused and pissed-off at even parts. It’d take a lot more to make him buy it.
“Please, George. Don’t interrupt! Why did you give them the code, Colonel?”
“I was under duress.” One way of putting it, Jack …
“Were you really, Colonel?”
Yes … my God, yes … Worse than anything, worse than the pain even, had been those hands on his body, drinking in every quiver, every ripple of muscles cramping to stay in control somehow, fingertips reading the Braille of agony, so that their owner could savour - …
“Colonel?!”
Snap out of it, dammit! Nobody cares!
“Colonel O’Neill! Were you really under duress?”
Wrong answer, Jack. So far you’ve got a miss rate of fifty percent. Keep it up and they’ll end up believing what really happened … “No. I’m sorry.” Quite. You’re a sorry son of a bitch, O’Neill. Use your head! That’s still working, isn’t it? … Fat chance of the Drakallans admitting to something like that … “I’m sorry.”
“I daresay you are, Colonel. So if there was no good reason for it, why did you give them the code?”
“They asked for it.”
“Is that a fact? They just ask for classified information they couldn’t possibly have known about, and you give it to them. What do think I am, Colonel? Stupid?”
Whatever you do, Jack, don’t respond to that … “Okay, so they didn’t ask for it ...”
“No, I wouldn’t have thought so, Colonel. Let’s just go back to the events in the lab and take it step by step from there, shall we? Maybe that’s gonna jog your memory. You went there why?”
Spin him a yarn. He’ll swallow anything as long as it tallies with Davis’ findings … “When I stumbled into the lab that afternoon, it had me worried. I didn’t trust the Drakallans, and I suppose I imagined they were conducting some weird experiments there. I mean, what do I know? Plus, they’d never mentioned the lab’s existence …”
“So there was no advanced computer equipment?”
“No, I guess not. But I ordered my team to say that that’s what we found, in case anyone should ask.”
“Why?”
“I felt we ought to close down the place, so to speak, but I was going purely on a hunch, and that doesn’t tend to look to good in a mission report, if you know what I mean.”
“As a matter of fact, Colonel, I don’t. Then again, unlike you, I’m not in the habit of doctoring mission reports or ordering my subordinates to lie for me to support these doctored reports. So you did sabotage the lab?”
“Yes. My team didn’t like the idea. Carter and Dr Jackson got pretty vocal about it. Teal’c was just … well, being Teal’c, but I could tell he disapproved. So I figured I’d better plant and arm the explosives myself … They know enough to turn a charge into a dud, and I couldn’t trust them at that point.”
Hammond bristled. “Dammit, Jack, stop this! I’ve no idea what you’re trying to do, but it’s a crock of lies! Your own second said you didn’t carry any C4!”
“You know me, General. I always carry … carried … a few optional extras. Carter wasn’t aware of the C4 until it was too late. Besides, she was under orders not to have seen it.”
Thankfully, Vidrine didn’t seem to have Hammond’s problem with swallowing the story. “So you planted the explosives. Then what happened?”
Good question … Think, Jack! You’re supposed to have been injured in the blast … God, at the time he’d have given anything to make it happen that way or at least to make it happen just a little quicker … “Uh … One of the timers malfunctioned. The charge detonated early and I got caught in the explosion, with all that debris raining down on me. That’s when I got injured.”
“And then?” Vidrine was lapping it up. Bull’s eye.
“I don’t remember that too clearly, but some of the Palace Guards pulled me out from under the rubble. They probably saved my life.” Nice touch, Jack. Your hit rate’s definitely on the increase …
“And I take it that none of them had any Goa’uld weapons?”
“No. None apart from the zats they’d taken off me and my team.”
“Where was your team at that point?”
“I think they’d been arrested. The Guards put me on a stretcher …” Shit, that’s a sick pun … “We were all taken to a detention facility and charged.”
“Charged with what?” Vidrine was actually looking at him now, his face set in some morbid mixture of fascination and disgust, like a gawker at some particularly gory car accident.
You’re winning, Jack. You’re winning … “We were charged with … with sabotage.”
“And?”
“Espionage?”
“Espionage and sabotage. And you were told which punishment they carry under Drakallan law, weren’t you?”
Prosecution is leading the witness. Much obliged … Jack hadn’t known, but now he could risk an educated guess. “The death penalty. That’s when I panicked. All I wanted was to get me and my team out of there. I figured the Drakallans were after techno-stuff, and I gave them access to our most advanced technology, so that they’d let us go.”
“Jack, you told me you - …” General Hammond had flushed slightly, which meant he was getting rattled. A small shove would do now … “You said - …”
“In a minute, George. So, Colonel, you’re now claiming that this whole heroic tale of how you refused to give up the code is basically a huge pile of bull?”
“That’s exactly what I’m saying, sir” … This was going to be one hell of a shove, but it had to be done … “I needed some kind of cover, so I made up the story and ordered my team to stick to it. They never realised that I’d actually surrendered the code, and that made them pretty credible. I knew General Hammond would be too angry about what the Drakallans allegedly did to me to ask any questions or wonder about inconsistencies. He likes me.”
The flush drained and Hammond went deathly pale. “Colonel, that’s enough! I’m ordering you to tell the truth.”
“I’m telling the truth, sir. I’m sorry …” I am, sir … Oh God, I’m sorry … “I mean, come on, sir, why do you think SG-3 met with no resistance when you sent them to get us out? I had a deal with the Drakallans.”
There was an endless pause, and at last somebody sucked in what sounded like a gallon of air.
“General Vidrine, I’ve made an offer, and I intend to make good on it. You can expect it by tomorrow. Now, if you would excuse me?” Hammond walked to the door, tiredly, slowly, never looking back.
You shouldn’t, sir. Never look back … He’d won. Hammond believed him. He’d won ... “General Vidrine, I realise my conduct was inexcusable, and I expect to be punished to the full extent of the law ...”
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Interview transcript (5) continued (tape
6)
Location: Office of Dr J Fraiser, Air
Force Training Hospital, Colorado Springs
Date: 08/19
Time: 1739 hrs
Present: S
Vidrine, General USAF [Q] --- conducting the interview
S
Carter, PhD, Major USAF, 2IC SG-1 [SC]
D
Jackson, PhD, no rank, civilian advisor, SG-1 [DJ]
Teal’c,
no rank, classification applies, SG-1 [T]
Q:
I am very grateful for your cooperation, and I apologise for keeping you
waiting. To all intents and purposes, this investigation is concluded, and I
thought it only fair to inform you about the outcome as it stands now. I also
may need to clarify a point.
DJ:
So what’s happening? Half an hour ago General Hammond came shooting down the
hall like a bat out of hell …
Q:
Dr Jackson, I realise that you and your team mates were under orders to
perpetuate this little conspiracy. However, those orders are withdrawn now, and
- …
DJ:
What orders? What are you talking about, General?
Q:
Doctor, Major Carter, Mr Teal’c. Colonel O’Neill has made a full confession. I
know that you were not aware that he had voluntarily surrendered the code to
the Drakallans, and therefore - …
DJ:
[shaken] Voluntarily surrendered the code?!
Q:
Dr Jackson, please stop interrupting me! As I said, Colonel O’Neill made a full
confession. He also says the three of you were acting under his direct orders
in concealing certain events. Although I cannot approve of your lying to me and
General Hammond, I acknowledge that the Colonel’s orders put you in a quandary.
I’d just like to confirm this now. You were given your story by Colonel O’Neill
and you were ordered to stick to it. Is that correct?
DJ:
No!
SC:
[very quietly] ‘Yes, sir’ and ‘Amen, sir’ …
Q:
Excuse me, Major Carter?
SC:
Yes, sir.
Q:
Mr Teal’c?
T:
Indeed.
Q:
Dr Jackson? It’s already a majority vote. You might wish to reconsider.
DJ:
[unintelligible]
Q:
Would you repeat that?
DJ:
Yes.
Q:
Thank you. I would ask you to return to the SGC now and remain on base until a
decision has been reached regarding the consequences you may or may not have to
face. Dismissed.
--- Interview terminated at 1750 hrs.
End of transcript (5) ---
* * * * *
Number 3 … Now she knew what Bad Thing Number 3 was. Air Force coffee laced with descaler would have been infinitely preferable …
The ride from the hospital back to the SGC seemed to take forever. The first ten miles of it they’d spent in a wordless daze. Sam shifted in her seat, knees propped up against the backrest in front of her, staring out of the van’s window, blind to a scornfully glorious sunset, not wanting to see it, because he couldn’t. He wouldn’t, even if someone, somehow, spirited him out here … My God, sir, how can you do this to yourself?
A windowless cell. Drab. Then again,
she couldn’t recall ever having seen a cheerful one. Mattresses on the floor,
four of them, and at least they seemed clean. There was a bucket of water, and
another one, empty as yet, for the obvious purpose. When the door slammed shut
behind them, they all started.
“Let’s get some sleep.” The Colonel
threw himself on a mattress and turned to the wall.
“Jack?!”
“I’m tired, Daniel.”
“Jack, you have to give them the
code. I mean, what can they do with it?”
He continued to face the wall, but
Sam saw his shoulders tense. “Carter, Daniel wants to know what they can do if
they get into the mainframe. Tell him.”
Obediently she reeled out a long list
of things. Classified information. Destinations from the Abydos cartouche.
Control of the stargate. Control of base security systems. Etcetera. Etcetera …
“They also could initiate auto-destruct and/or disable the manual override, I
suppose.”
“Good enough for you, Daniel?” He
still wasn’t looking at them and without waiting for an answer said, “Go to
sleep.”
Daniel had fallen quiet and miserably
curled up under a blanket. After a while, soft snores told her that exhaustion
had won the battle with fear. Teal’c sat in a corner, sightlessly gazing into
the gloom, pretending to practise kel-no-reem,
but his slightly off-kilter breathing revealed that he’d failed to achieve the
requisite tranquillity of mind. Teal’c was afraid. Afraid for his friend. Who
wasn’t sleeping. Long fingers were obsessively digging crumbs of mortar from
the wall.
“Sir?”
“I’ll be fine, Carter. I’ve … I’ve
done it before. I’ll survive. Go to sleep.”
She sat awake, silently watching over
him for four hours, until the fastidious little man with the genteel smile came
back, five Palace Guards in tow.
“If you would like to accompany us?
By the way, Colonel, if you don’t mind? You won’t require your shirt and
T-shirt, nor your boots and socks.”
He didn’t move. “What if I do mind?”
“That would be unfortunate and most
unpleasant for one of your companions.” Smiling genteelly.
Without another word, he took off his
shirt, his T-shirt, his boots, his socks, methodically folding the shirts,
leaving an orphaned mound of clothes on his mattress. He was led from the cell
ahead of them. Bare feet on freezing concrete, and he looked so frighteningly
vulnerable ...
“Why did he lie? How could he tell them he’d given up the code?”
The question, underscored by the monotonous roar of the van’s engine, guided Sam back to a safer present, and she was grateful for it …Yes, Daniel would be the first to break the silence. Always.
“And why did we let him get away with it?” he added.
Good point. She turned her head, saw a look of defeat on Daniel’s face that mirrored her own thoughts. “Because he ordered us to. ‘Yes, sir’ and ‘Amen, sir’. And before you start screaming at me again, I followed his order because … Daniel, don’t you get it? He’s trying to do what he’s always done. He knows it’s a frame, and he’s trying to protect us the only way he can.”
“We should have told Vidrine.”
“Told Vidrine what exactly?! That somebody’s setting up SG-1? That would have gone down really well. Daniel, you were there! We could have sworn on a dozen bibles, and Vidrine wouldn’t have believed a word we said … Guilty until proven guilty, or something …”
“So we’re just gonna let Jack take the fall? We’re gonna leave him behind, is that it? Like, he’s out of it anyway, so who cares what else happens to him, just as long as we get off?”
“No, dammit! Think! As long as we get off, we at least have a chance to figure out what’s going on. We can clear him.”
“Oh come off it! How would you even - …”
Teal’c cut in, uncharacteristically. “O’Neill would not thank you for clearing him, MajorCarter. I concur, he wished to protect us from unjust prosecution, but he does not foresee us to restore his honour. He has an ulterior motive.”
“Run that by us again, Teal’c.” Sam absentmindedly rubbed that spot over her eyebrow again. The headache hadn’t let up all day. “You’re saying what exactly?”
“O’Neill is attempting to kill himself.”
“What?!” Followed by a resounding thud. Daniel had leapt up from his seat and hit his head on the roof of the van. “What?” he repeated, slowly sitting back down.
“I believe among the Tau’ri, as among Jaffa, treason is punishable by death.”
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To: SecDef
From: S
Vidrine, General USAF, Pentagon, currently Cheyenne Mountain
Date: 08/19
Time: 18:56
--- For your information ---
I have today confronted all of SG-1 with
the evidence retrieved by Major Davis, and I am glad to report that this has
brought the expected result. Colonel O’Neill has made a full confession and is
clearly aware of the severity of his crime.
In view of his state of health, and
regarding the fact that the code had been changed before the SGC could be
compromised and any actual damage be done, I would recommend not to proceed
with a court-martial. The Colonel is effectively under house arrest now and,
according to his physicians, there is no indication that his condition will
change at any point during his life. I therefore suggest a dishonourable
discharge, which would enable us to close this affair relatively quietly and
without any unwanted publicity attendant a court-martial.
As for the other three members of SG-1,
Colonel O’Neill insists that a) they were unaware that he had surrendered the
code, and that b) they were acting under his direct orders in concealing the
events of P5X 081 from General Hammond and from this investigator.
These claims cannot be substantiated
either way, but I am inclined to give Major Carter, Dr Jackson, and Mr Teal’c
the benefit of the doubt, especially as they seemed to be acutely distressed by
the Colonel’s confession. I would recommend that they remain assigned to the
SGC, but are barred from joining off-world missions. The latter could be open to
review at a later date, pending their conduct.
General Hammond has renewed his offer of
resignation, which I have accepted as per your orders. I would like to add that
the General has behaved honourably throughout and to the last moment believed
in Colonel O’Neill’s innocence. In my opinion it is extremely unlikely that
General Hammond was privy to the real events of P5X 081 prior to this
afternoon’s interview. He only can be considered culpable in so far as he was
too willing to trust the word of his officer. I suggest that General Hammond be
allowed to retire with all honour due to him.
As for appointing his successor, I
recommend a meeting of the Joint Chiefs as a matter of urgency.
S Vidrine
General USAF
* * * * *
What J2 jokingly referred to as the ‘Country Club’ was nothing if not ostentatious. Rockefeller’s idea of a log cabin, with ten staff to keep the home fires burning and the Chardonnay chilled. J2 came from old New England money and had married into old New England money, and that kind of aristocracy carried its perks. The cabin sat in a secluded spot in the woods along the shore of eastern Central Maryland, and being invited to dine here was commonly regarded to be a privilege just one step short of a long weekend at Camp David.
The Senator had sampled both in the past and found there was no comparison. He fully intended to make the latter his personal weekend retreat one day. For the moment, however, he contented himself with leisurely streaking a fingertip down the bare back of his companion, satisfied when it caused her to shiver pleasurably. Of course, he couldn’t be quite sure whether the reaction was genuine or born from proficient technique, but it sufficed to make him contemplate an extension of the original agreement and availing himself of her talents once the official part of the evening was over.
J2 had invited to an evening with ladies, but Mrs Senator had become ex-Mrs Senator a long time ago. The daughter of a small-town lawyer, in whose practice the Senator had taken his first tentative steps towards power, she had not been cut out to be a politician’s wife. She’d remained behind in Bumfuck, Idaho, pruning her Wisteria or mulching the cabbages or doing whatever else one did with plants, and eventually the papers had been signed, and that had been that.
Occasionally, like tonight, the Senator would require female company, but he’d never been foolish enough to trifle with the obliging ladies who roamed the corridors of power in the hope of catching a future President while he was still young. That kind of fling held risks compared to which STD was a minor irritant. No, on occasions like this, the Senator preferred the help of professionals and relied on the services of an exclusive escort agency. It was expensive, but it also was absolutely discreet, and therefore safe. Besides, the girls weren’t exactly repulsive, which helped.
Renée, this evening’s choice, was gorgeous, tastefully turned out, and capable of intelligent conversation, meaning that she beat Mrs J2 three out of three. The General’s dumpy wife sat at the table in a frock that would have looked inappropriate on a woman twenty years her junior, dolefully gobbled down an excellent tiramisu, and cast the odd ominous glance at her husband. J2 had instantly fallen in lust. Which, the Senator found, was another very good reason for using escorts. They tended to make his negotiating partners just a little addle-brained and therefore pliable. Renée smiled at Mrs J2 and under the table squeezed the Senator’s thigh, a fitting response to his casual caress earlier. Yes, she would be retained for the night. It also would earn her a few bucks more, which undoubtedly was what she’d been after in the first place. Not that the Senator had any problem with that. A clear-cut business arrangement, no complications, no lingering resentment.
“Well, Senator, care to join me for a cigar on the terrace?” J2 dabbed the corners of his mouth with a napkin and heaved himself from the chair.
The Senator rose. “My pleasure, sir.”
Initially, he’d classed the General’s appointment to the Joint Chiefs as another instance of POTUS’ foible for impractical antiques. The man was a fire-eater, an inveterate hawk, sometimes dangerous, always annoying, and he had co-founded their elite little club as a matter of principle rather than gain. But he was the one who’d turned abysmal failure into success by coming up with ‘Plan B’, neat, simple, and deadly in its simplicity. Consequently, the Senator had had to revise his original appraisal of J2. He now approached the man with caution and considerable relief at never having had to serve under him. Then again, if he discounted an exceptionally limber young lady from Toledo, Ohio, the Senator had never actually served under anybody …
After the cool, dry air of the cabin, the day’s residual heat out on the terrace felt like a moist down blanket. Someone had lit garden torches on the lawn, and the Senator watched moths sway in circles around them until the attraction became too much and they burnt with a soft, weeping hiss.
“If you don’t mind, sir …” He slipped off his jacket, barely waiting for the General’s nod.
“So …” J2 wrapped thick, glistening lips around the end of his cigar, sealing it with spittle. “Any news?”
Clearly, J2 wasn’t expecting the CNN digest. “Plan ‘B’ went like clockwork. Vidrine makes a good bloodhound”, the Senator said, lovingly lighting an illegally imported Romeo y Julieta over the flame of a torch. “Probably because he’s incorruptible. Anyway, the whole thing came to a head this afternoon, and our flyboy went down in friendly fire. No chance of his bailing out, either. Vidrine recommended to leave it at a dishonourable discharge, but SecDef will be open to suggestion on that point.”
“I agree with Vidrine.” The General’s mouth formed a sensuous ‘o’ and puffed out a cloud of rich smoke. “Leave it. The guy’s as good as dead anyway. He’ll disappear into some home for cripples, and that’ll be the end of it. A court-martial would mean an endless media circus, and I don’t think we want that, do we? What about Hammond?”
“Beautifully predictable. He’s another straight shooter. When he couldn’t help but believe that he’d been had, by his own second, no less, he made good on his word. We’ll have Hammond’s resignation by tomorrow.”
“I told you so.” J2 sounded smug. “George and I go way back. He’s Dudley Do-Right and Johnny Applecore rolled into one. Bet he’s having a high old time right now … What are they going to do about the rest of the team?”
“Nothing, really. They’re relegated to pushing paper around the SGC, clearance for ‘gate travel withdrawn, but that’s to be reviewed in a few months’ time, pending good behaviour.” The Senator knew this would let the air out of some of the smugness.
Sure enough, all of a sudden the flavour of the General’s cigar seemed to have deteriorated markedly. “Not as clean as I’d hoped, but I suppose we can’t really send them down if we don’t bust their CO’s butt …” A shrug. “Some you win, some you lose. At any rate, I daresay we can prime the new CinCSG to take care of them.”
Ah. Time to get down to business. The Senator took a deep drag, rolled the heady smoke around his mouth, and exhaled languidly. “So, whom do you have in mind, sir? Without wanting to sound impertinent, you realise that we can’t afford a debacle like General Bauer.”
“Bauer is an ass! Typical REMF. I should have had him shot … Dammit!” J2 slapped his neck, squashing a mosquito. “Hate the little fuckers! You’d think they’d get discouraged by the smoke, but no …”
“Whom do you propose, General?” The Senator gently steered his host back on track.
“Major General Charles DeVere. He’s ideal for the job. A protégé of mine, completely loyal to me and so decorated the Joint Chiefs can’t really refuse him if I push the merit button. I’ve taken the liberty of filling him in on our ‘club’, and he’s very keen to receive a membership application form.”
The man’s arrogance was unbelievable. He’d managed to force everybody’s hand. If this DeVere was aware of the existence of the club and its aims in relation to the stargate programme, they had no choice but to approve his selection. Rejecting him at the risk of his blabbing to the wrong people simply wasn’t an option. J2 definitely was getting to big for his pants.
“Fine”, the Senator ground out as though the word tasted of cod liver oil and decided to launch a counterattack. “What are your arrangements with Cold Comfort? We have to move soon. As far as I’m aware the merchandise is in place, and our members are getting a little tetchy. They’ve paid upfront, and now they want to see the goods. Besides, there are several new interests, and we’ve got to start thinking about how to coordinate the expanded Project.”
“All I need to do is notify Cold Comfort. Kuryagin is waiting to discuss arrangements with me.” The General squirmed a little, which meant his last statement translated as I’ve got no clue because I’ve done bugger-all about it.
It deserved a smile. “In that case, sir, I respectfully request you give this matter your most urgent attention. As I said, our members are getting impatient, and we really can’t afford to disappoint them. For any number of reasons, each of which could prove very unhealthy to us.”
“I’ll get onto it tomorrow”, J2 promised indifferently. “Our ‘members’ really are a minor concern to me.”
“They shouldn’t be. They finance the Project.”
“Alright, alright, I get the point … You mentioned something about pest control?”
“Oh yes … The … uh … expert we originally engaged to procure the code threatens to become a problem.”
“The guy was your idea, as I recall …”
One more condescending remark, and the Senator would stub out his cigar on J2’s bulbous nose … “He came highly recommended. The NID previously used him in a similar capacity, and the results were extraordinary. However, the good Doctor appears to be following his own agenda rather than ours, and indications are that he has been for a while. He far exceeded specifications on this last assignment. In other words, he’s unpredictable, and that makes him dangerous. As a precaution I’ve put two operatives onto him, just to be sure he doesn’t do anything … unwise.”
“Well, if you’ve already got people on him, have him taken out, for Christ’s sake! What are you? An old woman?”
Son of a bitch! If he’d done that without consulting first, the Senator would have been the one to be ‘taken out’ next. “Very well, sir. I’ll see that it’s done.”
“Good. Let’s go back inside. The mosquitoes are eating me.”
De gustibus non est disputandum, the Senator thought. He’d enjoyed a classical education.
* * * * *
Daniel blinked, largely because there was a smarting area on his forehead, the origin of which he couldn’t quite place. He saw greyish darkness and lighter, slightly blurred oblong shapes, too close for him to focus on, despite his myopia. Eventually it dawned on him that he’d fallen asleep over his computer keyboard. Chances were that letters E through P had left a permanent imprint above his eyebrows: ERTYUIOP. A dozy rummage through twenty-three languages lent no deeper meaning to the random assembly of vowels and consonants … he couldn’t very well call it a word … but it temporarily stopped him from dwelling on the images his dream had left him with.
Jack being led into that room, coming quietly, a look in his eyes that Daniel had never seen before, although he’d known him for years. It hadn’t been a look so much as a total absence of Jack, who’d withdrawn so far into himself as to be invisible. Even without any knowledge of the details, Daniel had intuitively grasped that this must be how Jack had survived four months in an Iraqi prison.
The room was bare, apart from a long
steel table at the centre, restraints fixed to a crude pulley system at either
end. It had to be custom-made, and that notion in itself was stomach-churning.
Intellectually, Daniel had been aware of what would happen here, but finding
the actual paraphernalia in front of him made it real on a visceral level and
brought on a quivering wave of nausea. It mustn’t happen. He couldn’t allow it.
Not Jack. Please, not Jack.
There had to be a way around it.
There always was. You talk for a living, Jackson. So talk. Negotiate. The man’s
a scientist, for God’s sake, he has to be receptive to reason. Slight and
dapper in his fresh white coat, he stood there fondling a thin metal rod ...
Don’t think about what he’ll do with it. Just talk!
“Uh … Doctor? … Surely you don’t have
to do this. Why don’t we just - …”
Daniel hadn’t caught the Scientist’s
subtle nod, but he sure as hell noticed the Guard backhanding him across the
mouth. The blow shut him up, and it broke Jack out of that precious fugue.
“Daniel, don’t …!” Whirling around to
face the small man with the rod, Jack hissed, “There was no need for - …” A
cocked gun held to Daniel’s head stopped him mid-sentence.
The Scientist smiled. “Oh, but there
was, Colonel. Please recall that Drakallans don’t take kindly to interference
when discipline is being taught. Besides, it was crucial to persuade you to
join in our little experiment. It just wouldn’t do if you didn’t fully share in
the experience. So please stay with us, Colonel.” The man’s cold urbanity
suddenly frightened Daniel more than anything else. There would be no
reasoning. “Dr Jackson, Major Carter, and the Jaffa, if you would stand back
against the wall so that we can begin? And be advised that any further
disturbance will only lead to more ugliness, not necessarily for one of you …
Now, Colonel, if I could ask you …? On your back, please.”
God, the son of a bitch made it sound
like a doctor’s appointment … And Jack did as he was told, because he had no
choice. They fastened the restraints around his wrists and ankles, and Daniel
learnt what the pulleys were for. The Guards tightened them until he was sure
that any movement Jack could possibly try to make would dislocate his joints.
Fingers and toes helplessly stretched and splayed …
“That will suffice, I believe.” The
Scientist waved off the Guards. “Listen carefully, Colonel. I want you to
understand that, in your current position, you could harm yourself far worse
than I intend to harm you today. So I would recommend you suppress your
instincts and don’t let what I’m going to do to you persuade you to move.” The
man’s fingers slid across Jack’s stomach and up to his chest, tenderly almost,
like the caress of a lover, trailing outwards over ribs that stood out
prominently and delicately. “You’re perspiring, Colonel. Please try to curb it.
It repels me, and we haven’t even started yet … I told you to stop!”
With a swift, casual flick of the
wrist the metal rod swung in on a rib, and Daniel heard the dry crack of
breaking bone. Jack gave a strangled sound, like an abortive little cough, and
started biting his lower lip.
“Very good, Colonel. Very wise. But
you see, for me the challenge lies in puncturing that estimable self-possession
of yours. Now … I believe there should be symmetry to it. Balance if you will
…”
Three more flicks, three more ribs
broken. Two left, two right. Symmetrical and balanced, and Jack’s teeth had
drawn blood. Loud, discordant clanking announced that the rod had been
discarded. Daniel lost track of time, but it was too long, too, too long, too
much time during which a smiling, dapper little man inflicted a symphony of
hurt on his friend. Knowing hands relentlessly probed and pressed and
palpitated each fracture, over and over and over again, for what had to be
hours.
The only sounds throughout were
Jack’s ragged, sobbing breaths and, much later, maddening, rhythmic, incessant
thudding when he began hitting his head against the tabletop in a desperate,
compulsive effort to channel the pain. By then he was soaked with sweat, eyes
wide and clouded, his face ashen.
After an eternity, the Scientist
stopped. “I believe this will do. I wouldn’t want you to lose consciousness”,
he remarked affably. “Allow me to say that I’m impressed.”
Daniel saw Jack relax a fraction, and
alarm bells went off in his head.
Without warning, the man placed his
hands either side of Jack’s ribcage and pushed hard, smiling in perverse,
childlike delight when he was rewarded with a scream at last. “This concludes
our lesson.” He turned to Jack’s team, the smile still blissful. “You can take
him back to your cell. Please see to it that he’s washed.”
They loosened the restraints, gently
as they could, certain that no matter what they did, they’d hurt Jack. Teal’c
carefully slipped an arm under his shoulders, about to lift him up.
“Don’t … Don’t …” It was a barely
audible whisper, hoarse and exhausted. “Walk … Have to walk … You understand? …
‘s important …”
Teal’c nodded. “I underst - …
“Daniel?”
The comforting clutter of his office leapt back into Daniel’s awareness, and he started and spun around on the chair. “What do you want, Sam?”
She’d slipped in quietly and was leaning against an overloaded shelf that held a disorganised collection of ushebtis from random dynasties of the Middle Kingdom, a few shrunken heads from the Amazon, a couple of Dead Sea Scroll facsimiles, and, shockingly out of place, a broken lava lamp an Egyptian foreman had given him for his birthday once. “Daniel, are you okay?”
Only then he realised that he’d been crying, awkwardly fumbled for his specs and slipped them on in a pointless attempt to conceal the evidence. “I … uh … fell asleep at the computer … bad dream …”
“Yeah. I try to sleep as little as possible …” She smiled wryly. “They make us take courses, you know. The military. To give us an idea of what it’s like. Accountant types from some psych section or other reel out statistics and methodologies. They haven’t got a clue … Having to watch and do nothing … It … it was the - … Daniel, I did care … I do care ...”
“I know … I’m sorry. I was angry. Still am. I didn’t mean to … My God, Sam, how could everything go so wrong?! … What did Jack ever do to - …”
“Don’t go there! It’s not gonna help. It’ll only make things worse … Look, Daniel, Teal’c’s right. We need to talk … He’s waiting topside. I figured now’s as good a time as any, and a bit of fresh air’ll do us all good. This place is driving me nuts … Are you coming?”
“Yeah. Let’s go.” For some reason he suddenly felt a little better.
* * * * *
…
therefore, with great regret, I feel honour-bound to resign.
George
S Hammond
CinCSG
It was the ninth draft, and it was half past twelve at night, and it would have to do. He’d been through any and all utterances of disappointment and personal failure he could think of, and he’d grown weary of it. What did it matter whether or not he kept trying until he’d found le mot juste?
He rose sluggishly, walked over to the oak-panelled wall, and began removing mementoes that had hung there ever since he’d moved into this office. Well, they’d been taken down once before, and it had been Jack, quarrelsome and stubborn and recklessly courageous, who’d seen to it that they were put back in place by their owner a few days later.
Jack … The exercise in how to draft a stylish letter of resignation had done nothing to allay the troubling core of doubt he’d felt while listening to Jack O’Neill’s confession. On the contrary. Logically, the evidence was overwhelming. Plus, Jack had admitted to treason, repeated that admission, embellishing it with the stereotypical taunts expected from the villain of the piece … So why did Major General George S Hammond still trust his officer rather than his officer’s word? Because it all smacked of bad 19th century melodrama, that’s what ... Apart from that, how did you enjoy the play, Mrs Lincoln? …
Ultimately, the reason for his precipitous, flustered departure had been a need to escape the stifling atmosphere of that hospital room and to go somewhere quiet, where he could think straight. He’d ended up in his office, for all the good it did him. The base had been quiet alright, quiet as a morgue, and he knew then that somehow the news had preceded him, although it was anybody’s guess by what intricate twists of the grapevine this had been possible.
At any rate, and vexingly, nothing about the afternoon’s disaster sat right. Jack O’Neill did not panic, and Jack O’Neill would argue to defend a decision until the other person turned blue in the face and fell over. This afternoon he’d confessed to one and neglected to do the other. Which was wrong. Pure and simple … Still, none of this intriguing polemic could annul the facts or the necessity of General Hammond’s resignation. If he didn’t go willingly, he’d be forced out. Justified or not, the deck was stacked against Jack and against him.
God, he was tired … The door flying open halfway through this nascent thought only drove home the point.
“Are you totally mad?! … Sir!” His CMO appeared to be in one of her more volatile moods.
Instinct and experience told him that he might be better off sitting down through this, so he returned behind the desk and lowered himself into his chair. “To what do I owe the pleasure, Doctor? And please, feel free to enter, take a seat.”
Dr Fraiser didn’t sit. She remained bobbing. “I heard! How could you let him do it?!”
“Let whom do what?” Which was a rhetorical question, but George Hammond needed to collect himself a little.
“I don’t know if he actually did give up that code, but personally I wouldn’t blame him if he had. Because what I do know … Sir! … is that this story about how Colonel O’Neill was injured in an explosion is complete and utter hogwash!” Anger raised Janet Fraiser’s voice way above her natural pitch.
“Dr Fraiser, General Vidrine had your findings re-evaluated by one of your colleagues at the Pentagon. He showed me the results tonight.”
“I suppose my so-called colleague is a vet with a firm belief in the Twilight Zone?”
“Invective won’t change facts, Doctor.” Inadvertently, the General felt a chuckle rising and swallowed it. Albeit a layman, he’d harboured similar thoughts reading the revised medical report, but for the moment he preferred it if Fraiser didn’t know. He wanted to hear her take on it. “It’s a second opinion, and it happens to differ markedly from yours.”
The petite doctor seemed to grow an inch or two and somehow contrived to look menacing. Fists propped on his desk, she leant into him. “Bull! Shit! Sir! You explain to me how somebody caught in an explosion could possibly sustain lateral rib fractures on both sides of the thorax. And what about the Colonel’s feet? Was he running around barefoot and somehow contracted severe trauma that’s mysteriously confined to the soles? And the SCI? … Oh don’t tell me! The ever-useful falling debris, right? Except, you see, General, there’s no way in hell that that’s an impact fracture. That happened very slowly, through persistent pressure to the spinal column, until the vertebra was crushed. Maximum pain, maximum damage. Whether you like it or not, and whether it fits your trumped-up evidence or not, those injuries allow for one conclusion only: Colonel O’Neill was systematically tortured … Jesus Christ, General, he’s lost everything else, couldn’t you at least have left him his honour?!”
“Thank you, Doctor. You’ve just confirmed my suspicions.” Hammond smiled at seeing Dr Fraiser abruptly deflated.
“Then … uh … you’re gonna tear this up?” She’d taken a step back from the desk and waved at the letter.
He shook his head. “I’m afraid I can’t do that. My resignation was a foregone conclusion, I guess.”
“So you’re throwing in the towel? You’re going to let the Colonel cope with this on his own?”
“I didn’t say that. As a matter of fact, I want to talk to him. I need to know why he confessed.”
Fraiser’s temper flared again. “With all due respect, sir, but are you blind? Firstly, he’s trying to protect his team, and secondly he hopes they’ll execute him. It’s his one way out.”
“All the more reason for me to talk to him. I won’t let him give up like that.”
“Frankly, sir, I think that’s up to him. I can’t actively assist him but, so help me, I won’t try to stop him if he finds a way. Don’t ask me how, but some people eventually learn to live with this. He won’t, and I can give you that in writing. Call me selfish, but I don’t want to have to watch this man die piece-meal.”
“You may have to, Doctor. Odds are there’ll be no court-martial. They’ll leave it at a dishonourable discharge.”
Janet’s shoulders sagged, and she finally dropped onto a chair. “My God, the poor devil’s really got the luck of the Irish, hasn’t he?”
“Isn’t there anything - …”
“No!” It came out vehemently, betraying that she must have spent weeks chasing after some glimmer of hope. “Researchers have been playing with nerve cell transplants from shark embryos for a while now. Success dubious, to say the least. The latest are neural prostheses that transmit impulses from the brain to motor neurons below the injury site. Some patients regain limited use of a hand with it … Get real, sir. This is Jack ‘Can’t sit still for a second’ O’Neill we’re talking about.”
“What if we contacted - …”
“The Tok’ra? General, you know as well as I do that, after today, the Pentagon considers him a security risk. They’d never give permission. Besides, I’m not sure it would work, and even if there were a guarantee, do you honestly believe he’d agree? Think again, sir! It’s probably the only thing he fears more ...”
“Yeah. I know. I’m reaching …” Hammond scrubbed both hands over his face. “I still want to talk to him …”
Fraiser rose. “If you like, you can come back with me now, sir. He won’t be sleeping. He never sleeps if he can help it.”
* * * * *
The ringing tone droned on monotonously. Maybe it hadn’t been such a good idea to call the Senator’s cell phone at this time of night, but he’d insisted to be notified immediately in a case of emergency. If this didn’t qualify, Jones was at a loss to define what did. Still ringing. Smith stood outside the phone box looking like an overfed goldfish in a hat. Should be in here by rights ... Ringing. Jeez, the guy must have left his phone on the roof or something. If he didn’t answer after - …
“What?!” the voice barked, sounding slightly out of breath.
Almost instantly the penny dropped for Jones. Uh oh! Hope the lady isn’t too pissed-off … He bit back a titter. “Jones, sir. Sorry to disturb you. We’ve got a problem.”
“Dammit, Jones, take an aspirin and call me in the morning!”
“Sir, I’m sorry, but this is serious. The quarry made us. He split.”
Jones yanked the receiver at a safe distance, banging his knuckles against the glass pane … Hot damn! The lady might be a tramp, but that still didn’t excuse this kind of language in her presence. Some of the vocabulary was news even to Jones, and there also were several anatomically challenging suggestions. After a while it seemed like Mr Senator was winding down, and Jones experimentally put the receiver back to his ear. The voice was quiet now, and in the background he could hear frogs or toads or some other amphibian keen on copulation. So the Senator had the good sense of not letting the lady/tramp overhear this. Thank God for small favours!
“… I’ve warned you punks! I told you the guy was sharp. You deaf or something?! What the fuck happened?”
“I don’t know how exactly he noticed. He may have clocked that we searched his house -”
“You did what?! Christ, that guy keeps tabs on his dandruff to make sure it lands in the correct place, and you two amateurs go and toss his house?!”
Jones had had just about enough of this. “Sir, we most definitely didn’t ‘toss’ his house. We had a quick look around. That’s standard procedure. Went in cleanly, left cleanly. What we didn’t know, because we weren’t told, is that this clown is obsessively tidy. So yes, he may have twigged on to us having been there. He took off some time late afternoon; we don’t know when, because we didn’t have anyone to cover the back of the house, and that’s probably how he got out, unless he crawled through the sewers. I asked for more people on this job.”
“And I said ‘no’, so it’s my fault, is it? … Find him. I don’t care how you do it, but find him and take him out. Is that clear?”
“Yes, sir.”
“And next time you make contact, I want to hear you say you finished the job.”
“Yes, sir. Good night, sir.” And fuck you, too, sir.
Jones hung up and left the phone box.
Smith was halfway through a jumbo bag of chips. “What’d he say?”
“We’re struck from his Christmas card list.”
* * * * *
It seemed as though respite from the heat was imminent. Clouds had risen, obscuring the stars, and occasionally sheet lightning bubbled through them in a mute promise of thunder and rain and cooler temperatures. Teal’c would never have professed it, but he was fascinated by this climatic phenomenon, and he envied the Tau’ri for their thunderstorms. Despite its twin suns, his homeworld Chulak was too cold to bring forth anything as spectacular.
But now he hoped that the tempest would hold off until this present business was concluded. MajorCarter had requested a meeting in the open air, and although the Jaffa would have preferred the calming, candle-lit comforts of his own quarters as a venue, he had agreed. The need to resolve the smouldering dissent between MajorCarter and DanielJackson took precedence. He could not be certain what form this would take. Had his two friends been Jaffa and on Chulak, the stage to which the quarrel had progressed would require a physical fight. Once blood had been shed, both sides would be appeased.
The dispute itself might have angered him, but Teal’c recognised that it had been born from care and friendship, and therefore he could forgive it, despite its futility. Fundamentally, the decision had been O’Neill’s and his only, and that was as it should have been. But DanielJackson had been unable to accept it.
Teal’c had stood the top half of a
mattress up against the wall, so that O’Neill could recline in a semblance of
comfort. Their standard equipment would have contained medication to alleviate
the pain, but it had been left behind in their rooms. The only recourse
available was to make him sit up to ease his breathing, and to cool the
contusions with damp cloths.
“Hang in there, sir ... I’ll try and
stabilise your ribs a little.” MajorCarter began ripping her uniform shirt into
long strips for bandages.
“Waste of a perfectly good shirt …”
O’Neill whispered. “He’ll make me take ‘em off tomorrow …”
“I know …” She gave a tiny, bitter
smile. “But it’s my shirt to waste, sir. Don’t talk …”
“What do you mean, ‘tomorrow’?!”
DanielJackson had been observing from a distance, not wishing to present an
encumbrance. Now he abandoned his repose. “Jack? What do you mean?”
The ring of anguish and incredulity in
the young man’s voice was distressing. Despite all he had lived through in the
past, DanielJackson lacked the cold, uncompromising insight bestowed by such
experience as Teal’c and O’Neill had gained, each in their own time and in
their own way and at an unimaginable price. All DanielJackson saw was a friend
in danger. All O’Neill could permit himself to see was a duty to protect.
Teal’c saw both, and experience told him that the duty must outweigh the
friend, no matter how inconceivable the sacrifice. He would have traded places
with O’Neill in an instant, but that option did not exist, and even if it did,
O’Neill would never agree to it.
“They will ask again, DanielJackson”,
Teal’c explained bleakly.
The archaeologist paid no heed to
him. “You’re gonna give them the code, Jack, right?”
“Daniel.” O’Neill’s words were
uttered with quiet precision, and Teal’c noted the effort it took. “In a while
Valdane and my special little buddy will show up and ask a question. They’ll go
away with the same answer I gave last night. They’ll also go away with the same
answer if they ask any of you rather than me. And that’s an order. Please,
don’t make it harder. I can’t fight you as well.”
“Jack, for God’s sake, he’s killing
you!”
“No, he isn’t … He’s an expert. Trust
me on this …”
“Jack - …”
“End of discussion, Daniel.”
As O’Neill had predicted, Governor
Valdane and the Scientist appeared within the hour. Much to Teal’c’s surprise,
he sensed genuine dismay from Governor Valdane, who scrutinised O’Neill for a
considerable period of time.
At last the Governor spoke. “Please
believe I regret that this has become unavoidable. I had not expected the …
damage … to be as extensive. That was not intended.”
“Oh I think it was”, O’Neill replied
softly. “And please believe it won’t change my mind.”
“It will not be your choice,
Colonel.” The Scientist smiled. “I couldn’t help noticing that Dr Jackson
appeared somewhat put out by the proceedings. Unfortunately he is not privy to
the code, are you, Doctor? … No, I don’t suppose you are … Neither is the Jaffa, but he couldn’t be
persuaded that easily anyway … Now, Major Carter on the other hand …” The smile
brightened. “Major, today I made him scream once. Tomorrow he’ll scream himself
hoarse, and you’ll be there to listen. Or you can all go home. It’s entirely up
to you. The code, Major.”
“No.”
DanielJackson blanched. “Sam, please!
You have to …”
“No.” Her features had hardened to a
mask of repugnance, and most, if not all, of it was directed at her own person.
“I’m sorry, sir ... I’m so sorry …”
For a moment it seemed as though
DanielJackson might strike her, then he backed off, shuddering. “Jesus, Sam, I
hope you can live with yourself!”
Teal’c could appreciate the impasse.
Were he to obey his feelings, the Scientist’s lifespan would be counted in mere
seconds. He could snap the puny creature’s neck with one hand or, better yet,
mete out to the man the torture he had meted out to O’Neill. Teal’c was
yearning to do so. However, satisfying as it might be, it would only serve to
aggravate his friend’s punishment. Another would replace the Scientist, and
Teal’c was fully cognizant of the worlds of agony that could be inflicted on a
man’s body before it failed at last.
His assessment had been grotesquely flawed, the Jaffa conceded. Despite the inevitable consequences, another would have been the lesser evil. Another might not have been insane. It had been a gross misjudgement, and O’Neill had paid horribly for it. Nothing in Teal’c’s power could ever mend that, but the he would attempt to heal what could be healed and assume his friend’s responsibility in guarding those he cared for most.
Which explained why he was seated on a supple, fragrant mound of earth and moss, beneath an overcast nighttime sky that threatened to open its gates before long. There would be time for meditation later. Now it was mediation that was needed. Teal’c cocked his head, harkening after his thoughts and wondering if O’Neill would have appreciated the pun.
The faint sound of footfalls penetrated the pre-storm stillness around him, and he listened more carefully. Two sets of steps, and this was heartening. DanielJackson had agreed to join them. Seconds later he could discern voices. MajorCarter and DanielJackson appeared to be discussing submarines. It occurred to Teal’c that this was an odd manner of mitigating their disagreement, but without a doubt he would be enlightened shortly.
* * * * *
Francisco saw his own features reflected in the pressurised glass oval next to his seat, and he smiled. Beyond the glass and the double image of his face was darkness, broken by spiders’ webs of minute beads of light, long filaments branching out here and there, connecting one web to another. He envisaged the twin beads of a car’s headlights, far below and behind him, careening chaotically through the gigantic spider’s web that was the City of Angels, searching for the fly that had escaped from the viscid trap.
He had sensed more than known that his home had been invaded. Then a plethora of tiny hints had proved that sensation. The faint exhalation of overly greasy food permeating the rooms. The fringe of a rug disturbed. A drawer shut slightly askew. The papers on his desk not ordered by date anymore. His pulse rate had accelerated, his respiration had become unsteady, and he had begun to perspire heavily. A far-off corner of his mind had registered with some interest that the symptoms were identical to those the clay would exhibit whenever Francisco approached it after a first moulding. How curious … Hands flying, his very soul incensed by the trespass, he had searched his secret cache and found it inviolate. The manila envelope was untouched, the picture still safe.
There were two of them. A survey of the street had ascertained as much. The bland sedan was alien to the neighbourhood, and it had been parked across the road since just before lunchtime. Francisco had continued to observe the car and its occupants, until one had raised a camera with a high-powered tele-lens. This, finally, had made him laugh, dispelling any residual anger about the betrayal. Undoubtedly these men were in the Senator’s pay, but if the politician’s minions were as imbecilic as that, Francisco’s plans were in no danger of being disrupted. He merely would leave somewhat earlier than anticipated ... After a thorough bath and vigorous use of his new brush, he had dressed in a comfortable tan suit, packed a small suitcase, carefully stashing the picture between layers of accurately folded clothing, and left his home through the backdoor. He would not need to return.
Francisco despised air travel and all its concomitants, including the trite pattern on the worn-out, fake-plush seat he occupied. He had furtively spread a fresh newspaper on it before sitting down, lest he be soiled by the accumulated exudations of countless travellers before him. Still, the journey was necessary, and now, as he flew towards completion, he found himself unwinding. Expectation and increasing proximity had revived the visions. Images were whirling through his mind, pleading to be examined and cherished, and he felt entitled to a treat. Smiling, he retrieved his Discman, cleaned the earplugs, fitted them, and set the CD to play. Bach’s Magnificat in D Major. An excellent choice.
He dreamily gazed at the drops of condensation trapped between the glass panes of the window. Like beads of sweat on taut, trembling skin. Among the lilt of strings, a fresh soprano voice jubilantly launched into the first aria, Et exsultavit spiritus meus. Yes, his spirit had rejoiced. Oh but it had …After a day that had exceeded his fondest wishes, walking into the cell that evening had been one of the most harrowing chores Francisco could remember. He had dreaded the possibility of one of those four giving in to the demand. He’d considered it unlikely, but he’d dreaded it all the same. It hadn’t happened …
As he watched his pupil entering the
class room, he almost wept with the beauty of anticipation. There would be
more, another lesson gently to guide the pupil towards purity, to mould him to
perfection. The body was marred slightly by the discoloration the previous
day’s lesson had left, but Francisco had long schooled himself not to regret
the unavoidable. It would pass. Besides, for this lesson he had chosen a mode
of instruction that would limit the visibility of the damage.
He kept watching as the pupil was
prepared, laid out, surrendered into complete submission. Francisco loved this
part, when the clay was brought to a state of readiness, loved the way the skin
became more sensitive, painfully taut, as though stretched over a drum, waiting
to vibrate at every touch. The danger lay in overindulging, in not resisting
the urge to keep tightening the ropes, in exceeding that subtle point of
balance where only the pupil himself decided whether punishment would be
inflicted or not, whether he could bear to move or not, whether he possessed
enough control or not. That was what mattered. All that mattered. Break
through, strip away the pupil’s control, reveal his essence, until that purifying
moment when he toppled and drowned in the sensations instead of precariously
riding their crest, when his world turned to perfect pain. Then he would begin
to learn. Francisco heard the muted gasp and nodded, knowing he could risk
tightening the ropes further to elicit a second gasp, perhaps a third.
At last he was satisfied and tenderly
placed his hands on the pupil’s stomach, just below the arch of the ribcage
that rose like the wings of a fragile bird, smiled when he felt muscles flex in
an involuntary response to what the pupil had been taught yesterday. Reverence
for Francisco’s touch. Even that much movement brought punishment. Francisco
noted the sudden contraction of the diaphragm, the effort to stifle an awed
moan. Eventually the effort would wane. The pupil would overcome his
inhibition. He would moan and whimper and scream, and those dark, defiant eyes
would betray understanding in the end.
Today, Francisco would but direct the
lesson, content to observe and appreciate the body’s reaction. He preferred it
that way, preferred the immediate contact with the clay. His hands caressing
clammy, shivering skin, he sensed the pupil’s tremulous expectation, sensed
that he was ready now, that it was time to begin. Francisco caught the Tutor’s
eye. The Tutor was a native expert, and Francisco had the greatest respect for
the man’s finesse. It was a privilege to study the effects of his
craftsmanship. The first sharp stroke of a birch switch fell across the soles
of bare feet. Francisco’s hands dipped with the muscles in a spasmodic
expulsion of breath as a wave of pain lanced through his pupil. Wave after wave
after wave, as stroke after stroke after stroke worked the soles raw and set
fire to susceptible nerve endings that sent their agony resonating throughout
the entire body. At one point Francisco found himself distracted by a quiet sob
from the woman and hissed in annoyance. Normally he never permitted spectators,
but in this case it had been a necessary requirement for conducting the
sessions. And once Francisco had chosen his clay, he would have made any
concession to continue …
Eyes closed, Francisco felt and
listened. Listened to the gentle whistling of the switch, listened to the wet
slaps as it landed on bleeding feet again and again and again, loving the
infallible precision of it. Like a metronome it lent rhythm and structure to
breathing that became more and more choked and laboured. Muscles quivered,
contracted helplessly, singing the body’s distress through his fingertips, but
in time Francisco began to long for a sound of acknowledgment, for that
all-important first outcry that announced the faltering of control. Another
would have granted him that much by now. Soon. Soon … The pausing of the switch
almost came as a shock to him, until he realised that the Tutor felt the same
need for appreciation as Francisco and had a means to obtain it. Francisco
smiled, genuinely honoured by the Tutor’s willingness to instruct him.
Blocks of ice were pressed against
the pupil’s soles, numbing the sensations for a while, and blood and water
mixed and dripped to the floor in an incandescent rosy pool. Francisco sensed
the body relax and decided to permit his pupil the treacherous minutes of
relief. Before long he felt skin trembling again as the cold became
excruciating, adding its own inescapable grip to what was there already. Feet
chilled to the brink of freezing, it trebled the pain as the beating
recommenced. Muscles danced madly under Francisco’s fingers, and the first
hacking moan erupted. A sobbing intake of breath to fuel the next moan and
another and another, filling endless time with sound at last. But he still
wouldn’t cry out. Soon. Soon … At last, when he could bear the anticipation no
longer, Francisco nodded to the Tutor and the switch rested. The man donned
thin gloves, produced a small satchel, and began massaging fine, white dust
firmly into the raw flesh of the feet.
Reluctantly, Francisco relinquished
his contact with the pupil, stood back and watched in breathless expectation
and nervousness. Now it would be decided. Now Francisco would learn if it was
worth to proceed to the final experiment. He would see it and hear it, and it
all depended on whether or not his pupil would break now, indicating that he
needed to be chastised in that way, needed to be taught that the mind was more
important than the body ... There. Francisco hadn’t foreseen that his joy would
be strong enough to bring tears to his eyes. It was beginning. It was
beginning. Moans changed to whimpers, grew louder, terrible in their
desperation. The pupil was writhing in agony, bucking in the restraints,
augmenting his punishment, a wet stain spreading along the inside of his thigh
as the unspeakable torment imparted by the itching powder shattered his
self-possession at last, and he screamed and screamed and - ...
“Are you alright, sir?”
Francisco flinched at the touch, opened his eyes, and blinked owlishly.
“Are you alright?” the air hostess asked again.
She looked at him with concern, and he noticed people in surrounding seats staring sneakily and uncomfortably. What had happened? … Francisco switched off the Discman, removed the earplugs, then he realised that he was breathing hard and glazed in sweat. He hadn’t expected the memory to become so intense.
He smiled. “I’m perfectly fine, my dear. I assume it must have been some strange dream …”
“Are you sure, sir?” She didn’t seem convinced. “I could bring you a glass of water … or something to eat, perhaps?”
Something to eat? Did she honestly expect him to tarnish the glory of his achievement by poisoning his body and consuming the revolting plastic insipidness the likes of her chose to call food? Francisco sighed and admonished himself to be patient. She didn’t mean ill. She simply didn’t know any better. Like all those people gawking at him now, she had no vision. “Water? No, my dear. But if you don’t mind, I would like a glass of Scotch. Single malt, no ice, please.”
* * * * *
“For cryin’ out loud, just put it on the nightstand, Nurse, whatever it is!”
The growl aside, Jack was either completely enthralled by the mundane beige curtains on the window, or he simply didn’t care who entered his room, having fled into a solitude reserved for those who had burnt all their bridges. Which, of course, was precisely what he thought he’d done.
“If your nurses look anything like me, I’m gonna have to feel sorry for you, son.”
There was a minute wince, which George Hammond correctly translated as the equivalent of a desire to bolt, but Jack still didn’t turn his head. “Come to chew me out, sir? If you want me to tell you why I’ve done it, I’m afraid I haven’t got a good explanation.”
Hammond closed the door, pulled up a chair, and planted himself in Jack’s sightline. “Damn right I’ve come to chew you out! … Don’t you dare look away, Colonel! … Just how stupid do you think I am?”
“I told you, sir. I panicked. I - …”
“Cut it out, Jack! I know you! You’re mulish and unpredictable and downright infuriating half the time, and the other half you’re creatively insubordinate, but there’s no way in hell you’d ever do what you said you did. So give us both a break and quit lying to me!”
“Sir, I …” The iron control slipped for a moment to allow a flush that only underlined his pallor. “I don’t know what to say, sir …”
“Try: ‘Begging the General’s pardon, sir, having been a colossal jerk I solemnly promise to discontinue being same. Sir!’ … Why did you do it, Jack?”
“I’d hoped you’d believe me …” Jack O’Neill was rattled now, which constituted a rarity and would help.
“I did. For all of two seconds. And those were among the worst seconds of my life.”
“I’m sorry … I didn’t mean to …”
“Don’t change the subject. You were telling the truth about one thing. I like you. That’s why I wanna hear why you did it. And I wanna hear it from you.”
“Damage limitation, sir. They needed a fall guy, and I figured it’d be in everybody’s best interest if that was me rather than any of my team or you. Besides …”
“Besides what, son?”
“They execute traitors.”
The depth of hope that little sentence held made Hammond go cold, and his fingers cramped around the armrests of the chair. “It won’t come to that, Colonel. They’ll turf you out and forget about you.”
“Ah …” He attempted a grin, and it became devastatingly brittle. “The ultimate life sentence … and at no extra cost to them. They should publicise it. Take pictures … It’s a great deterrent …”
“Jack …”
The grin wavered a little. “Sir, thank you for dropping by and letting me know. I … I appreciate it. But I’d like to be alone now.”
“No can do, Jack. Sorry. I won’t let you give up like this.”
“Which way would you like me to give up?” Jack was gazing past the General at the curtains again, slipping away into a place where nobody but he had access.
Hammond knew the signs, and he knew that Jack could happily hide there for days and weeks while some paper tiger out front carried on the conversation. “Oh no, you don’t, Colonel! Stay with me. That’s an order!”
It provoked a mirthless laugh, so transparent that the fear underneath shimmered through brightly. “That’s what … he … told me to do, too. Stay with him. Stay with … it. Every time I tried to drift, shut myself off, he’d hurt Daniel or Carter. Couldn’t … couldn’t let that happen …”
“And you’re not gonna let it happen now, Colonel.” George Hammond suppressed a groan. He’d just found out five times as much as Dr McKenzie had in two months of badgering, and he hated what he was about to do. “They’re your people. You’re responsible for them. So you’re gonna chicken? Run away? Not as long as you’re under my command, Colonel. You’re still an officer, and you’re damn well gonna behave like one. Is that clear?!”
“Yes, sir.”
Trapped. Trapped in a life he didn’t want anymore, in a body that didn’t want him anymore, in a duty that only existed on paper anymore. But he’d do his duty anyway, like he had, God help us all, when he let himself be broken on Drakalla, like he had when he denied doing his duty. And Hammond was here to lay that duty on him again, because it was the only way he could think of to get Jack to continue living.
“Dress and appearance are disgraceful, Colonel. What’s with those pyjamas? And don’t they shave you?”
“They tried …”
“Gave ‘em an earful, did you?”
“Guess so, sir.”
“Well, you can just try and do the same with me, Colonel.”
“Sir?”
The General had risen and marched out into the tiny cubicle that passed for a bathroom, only to return a few minutes later, armed with a towel, a can of shaving foam, a safety razor, and a bowl of warm water, which he deposited on the nightstand.
Jack cleared his throat. “Uh … Sir, you’re not gonna …!”
“You just watch me, son. I’ll make you a deal, though. You stop me, and I give you official permission to wear this face fungus for however long you like.”
“That’s not - …”
“I know it gives me an unfair advantage, but that comes with being the General.” Hammond gleefully slapped a handful of shaving foam across his 2IC’s face. At least he had Jack’s full and undivided attention now ... “Keep still!”
“I like wearing a beard!”
“The hell you do! Besides, that’s no beard, that’s a veggie grater gone horribly wrong. Keep still.”
“Dammit, sir, I can’t do much else, in case you hadn’t noticed!”
“Your mouth’s moving fast enough. Shut up.”
Swiftly and steadily, Hammond scraped away foam and stubble, in the process unearthing a face that was far too gaunt. He was beginning to understand the rationale behind the ever-same pyjamas. They were baggy enough to hide it. Not just the incipient atrophy of muscles, but mostly the fact that Jack was hardly more than skin and bones ...
General Hammond took the towel and gently wiped off a few flecks of foam. “I can see the reason for the beard, son. You look like shit! You’re not eating properly.”
“I eat regularly …” Dark eyes glowering, but somewhere just beneath the surface lurked a helpless, involuntary spark of amusement at the absurdity of this whole situation. “Whenever Fraiser threatens to shove that naso-gastric tube back into place. That’d be about every other day …”
“So if all else fails, you can always try to starve yourself to death, is that it?”
“I hate being fed, that’s all … I’m not a child!”
“Then stop behaving like one, Colonel! I need you.”
“Excuse me, sir, but you need me like you need a hole in the head! … You know what he said to me when they slipped me under that punch? He said only the ‘higher orders’ of people had minds that could control their bodies. He said he would make me understand that with as little control as I had, I didn’t deserve - …” His voice barely above a whisper, Jack fought to escape from the memory, digging his head into the pillow as though he hoped it would swallow him.
Hammond cringed. Make that ten times as much as McKenzie …
That quiet, tired voice carried on. “I’m no Stephen Hawking, sir. Not by a long shot. I wish to God I were, but I’m not … Nobody needs me. I don’t, my team doesn’t, the Air Force sure as hell doesn’t, and you don’t either. Try Carter, or Daniel, or Teal’c …”
“I can’t, son.” George Hammond really didn’t want to drop this on Jack, but it was better than letting him hear it through the rumour mill.
“What do you mean, sir?”
“I resigned. Effective from tomorrow … today, actually. You might wanna get used to calling me George …”
Jack went white as a sheet. “Oh crap … This is my fault, isn’t it, sir? They think - …”
“It’s the fault of whomever is behind this thing. Personally, I’d like to find out who it is. That’s why I need you.”
“For what it’s worth, you’ve got me, sir.” Jack’s soft chuckle came as surprise to both of them. “So you’re saying you had absolutely no right to shave me?”
“Don’t push it, son! I’d put you over my knee as well, if that’s what it takes. Plus, I’ll be in here every day, to make sure that you eat and dress like a human being. And now I want you to sleep. Fraiser says you’re not sleeping much, either.”
“I don’t - …”
“Go to sleep, Colonel. You’re exhausted.” George Hammond settled into his chair, leant forward, and took a thin, lifeless hand between his paws, knowing that Jack couldn’t feel it, but somehow that didn’t matter. “You’ll have to try a lot harder to be alone in this, Jack. A lot harder.”
* * * * *
“So, you think Dr Markov’s story is somehow connected to … what happened?” Like all of them, Daniel was unwilling to put it into words, or even to try and find words for what had been done to Jack O’Neill. He stared at her sceptically, but the hostility was gone. “How?”
Sam shrugged. “I don’t know, Daniel. It’s just a hunch that won’t go away. To tell you the truth, I’ve got no idea if I’m just clutching at straws, or if I’m simply too bushed to think straight. All I know is that it was the first thing that shot through my mind. Rationally, I don’t see how there can be a connection, though.”
“And I don’t see how any of this, interesting as it may be, is gonna help Jack.”
Bloody footprints on dusty grey
concrete. He shouldn’t have been conscious by rights, much less on his feet,
but pride and scorn and an overwhelming need to cling to every shred of dignity
he had left held him upright somehow. And so he unsteadily limped along the
corridor, towards the cell, hands groping for the wall, each step so painful
that he hesitated for an eternity whenever it was time to set a foot down.
He’d been beyond their help even then, but the only one who’d really understood it had been the Colonel himself ... Sam let her head drop back onto the top of the tree trunk she’d been resting against and stared at the sky. The storm had moved off without breaking, and the coming day would be just as hot as any other during the past week or so. The air smelt warm already, too warm for dew to fall, and dawn was spilling over the peaks to the east. Another sleepless night. She’d lost count of them.
“MajorCarter, is it not true that the Russians had to limit the activation of their stargate?”
Both Sam and Daniel started. Teal’c had been quiet for so long they’d almost forgotten he was there.
“That’s right, Teal’c. They had to time it so that their gate wouldn’t override ours. They’ve got the DHD, and the situation they were trying to avoid, obviously, was one of our teams landing on their doorstep.” She lifted her head and looked at him. “Where are you going with this?”
“Would this not have constituted an inconvenience?”
“Yeah, I suppose … Teal’c, what are you getting at?”
“On Chulak there are traders who will venture into faraway regions to retrieve the chal’mak’tai. They are - …”
“Chal’mak’tai? That’s an - … Teal’c!” Dr Jackson’s voice had risen to a squeal, scaring the dawn chorus into silence, and his mouth twitched. “You … uh … you’re telling us that Jaffa use aphrodisiacs?”
Teal’c’s left eyebrow rose in response. “As and when required, DanielJackson, as I believe do the Tau’ri.”
“Uh … yeah …” Daniel blushed. “Uhm … You were saying? About those traders?”
“The chal’mak’tai is rare and difficult to find, and it commands a high price in the city of Chulak. Therefore the traders are fiercely competitive. They will attempt to lay claim to each others’ sources, impede one another’s trade caravans, even kill each other over a shipment.”
“Sorry …” Faintly frustrated, Sam began peeling pads of lichen off the bark on her tree trunk, pulling at the tough, leathery strands. “Sorry, Teal’c, I guess I’m missing your point. Could you try not to speak in riddles?”
“It was intended to be a parable, MajorCarter, not a riddle”, the Jaffa corrected mildly. “Do not the Tau’ri consider power to be an aphrodisiac?”
“You could say that. And?”
“Perhaps the ‘traders’ who now command the Russian stargate eventually would wish not only to have access to your sources, but they would also expend great effort to neutralise their rivals. You have already confirmed that the very existence of the SGC is an impediment to them.” Teal’c leant back, letting the implications sink in.
“My God …” breathed Dr Jackson.
At long last Sam murmured, “Occam’s Razor …”
“What is an occamsrazor?”
“William of Occam was a mediaeval monk. He held that, if you eliminate … shave off … all impossible scenarios, what’s left, however improbable, has to be your solution ... Anyway, what I’m saying is it’s an incredibly long shot, Teal’c. But it’s the only lead we have … and it’s a really ugly one to boot. Because, if Svetlana Markov is right, it would mean that … what happened … was arranged and ordered partly by people in our own government.”
“Orders and duty, eh, Sam?” Daniel said bitterly. “Orders and duty …”
“Carter?”
“Shh … It’s okay, sir. I’m here.” The
threat had been fulfilled, she realised, choking with grief. Jack O’Neill had
screamed himself hoarse. Sam slipped an arm around his shoulders and helped him
drink some water. “You’re running a fever …”
He’d collapsed the moment the door
had crashed shut behind them. Teal’c had caught him and carefully, as though
cradling a priceless china doll, carried him to his mattress. They’d cleaned
him up as best they could, grateful that he didn’t wake. There was nothing they
could do to dull the pain, apart from praying he’d stay unconscious. Then
they’d taken turns watching him.
“… sorry …” he whispered.
“What on earth for, sir?”
“… lost it in there …”
“Oh for God’s sake …” She set aside
the cup and used one of the fresh patches ripped from her shirt gently to dab
the sweat from his forehead, wishing she could take the hurt away as easily.
“Thought I knew what was coming … popular
pastime in Iraq … they call it falanga … the
last bit was news to me, though … sorry … didn’t mean to …” He was struggling
for air, his face drawn and contorted with pain and self-disgust. “Whose pants
…?”
“Daniel’s, sir. He decided he’d look
better in boxers.” Which wasn’t entirely true. It had been Sam’s idea, put
forward when Daniel had finally stopped yelling at her, and he’d agreed with
that at least.
“Sorry …”
“Stop it, Colonel!”
“Valdane? And the … other guy … Have
they been back?”
“No, sir.” Sam didn’t know whether to
be worried or relieved about that. For a short while she’d deluded herself that
Valdane, who’d obviously suffered an attack of conscience the previous evening,
might have decided not to continue. Eventually she’d had to admit that the
chances of that happening were minimal.
“Carter, promise me … Promise me you
won’t tell them … Hammond hasn’t heard from us in two days … He’ll send a team
… He’ll get us out … I … I can hang in there …”
That was a lie, if she’d ever heard
one. She stared at Daniel’s sleeping form, knowing how he’d respond. He’d made
his point repeatedly and brutally, and by now she desperately wanted to believe
he was right, desperately wanted to put an end to this. “Sir …”
The Colonel had clasped her hand. “Sam
… don’t even think of it … this doesn’t matter …”
“Doesn’t matter?!” She all but
shouted.
“No, it doesn’t … Listen to me, Sam …
Don’t give up the code … Whoever’s behind this, they must be from Earth … You
know what they could do with the code … Please …”
“What about you, sir?” Sam didn’t
dare to look at him. He didn’t need to see her cry. “What about you?”
“My friend, the Scientist, is getting
his rocks off … Don’t pretend you didn’t notice … He’s having too much fun to
kill me … and surrendering the code won’t stop him … but if you do it, you and
Daniel and Teal’c are dead …”
“Sir, I can give them a false code,
or change the code as soon as - ...”
“No!” He’d put enough emphasis behind
it to make him cough, jarring his ribs and provoking a soft gasp. “The moment
they think they’ve got the code, they’ll kill us … I gave you an order … Major
…”
“Oh yeah”, she muttered. “Orders and duty, alright … Daniel, the Colonel suspected it …”
Daniel blinked, momentarily confused. “Jack suspected what?”
“That it wasn’t the Drakallans but somebody else, somebody from Earth, who wanted the code.”
“And how come you didn’t share that with anybody?” he snapped.
“To be honest, I didn’t give it too much credit at the time ...” Sam grimaced. “He was half delirious with pain. I couldn’t be sure he knew what he was saying … Besides - …”
“Besides, I was too busy shouting at you to listen.” Daniel gave a sheepish smile. “Did Jack mention anything about why he suspected it?”
“No. But think about it … The computers, the equipment … Except, they had Goa’uld weapons …”
He sat up, absentmindedly stroking a velvety fleck of moss. “What if it’s some Goa’uld trying to make it look like - …”
“That would be most unlikely, DanielJackson”, Teal’c said with some finality. “The Goa’uld would consider such tactics beneath them, designed for weaklings. They will resort to subterfuge, but never to conceal their involvement or their presence.”
“Then where did the weapons come from?”
“If Markov is right …” Sam mused again, “If she’s right, then they’ve already brought back enough stuff to start arming their units.”
“So?”
“So I think I should get in touch with Markov, and we should talk to General Hammond … if he’s willing to listen after the stunt the Colonel pulled.”
* * * * *
From: skymaster@realgroups.com
Date: August 20, 05:32
To: coldcomfort@coldcomfort.rsx.com
Re:
Trade opportunities
Message: Cold Comfort: Clients are getting impatient.
Please advise when first shipment of harvest is to be expected. Speedy delivery
is desirable as continued flux of funds will depend on customer satisfaction.
Expect further communication regarding expansion of operations.
* * * * *
It was Gyorgiy Timofeyevich’s first day on the job, and he was already getting fed up. The workers who’d signed the contract had been picked up at dawn by an asthmatic truck and carted through the tundra for an hour, until they were told to dismount and assemble in a tall storage hangar that seemed to have been dropped from the sky and landed in the middle of nowhere. It couldn’t have been put there entirely unplanned, though, because a standard gauge railway track ended right beside the hangar.
Inside there were long rows of crude, collapsible tables, piled with all kinds of small and medium-sized metal items that looked a little like children’s toys. Gyorgiy’s nephews avidly collected anything to do with science fiction, the loud, colourful American kind, not the austere tales of Stanislav Lem. The boys probably would have declared the objects to be ray-guns or something similarly fantastical. But Gyorgiy couldn’t quite believe that somebody had actually started up a toy factory in central Siberia. A toy factory secured by armed guards ...
The workers were hanging around in little clumps, waiting, shuffling their feet, scratching their heads, some lighting cigarettes, only to be told that smoking was prohibited, others striking up casual conversations with whomever happened to stand next to them. Gyorgiy had just decided that it might be time for a small second breakfast and dug a chunk of rye bread and a slice of dried sausage from his bag, when the door opened to admit a man in a business suit and an officer in uniform who looked to be in his forties, heavy-set, with the flaxen hair of someone from west of the Urals. The officer began to speak, and Gyorgiy stealthily tucked the bread and sausage back into his bag.
“Welcome, men. I shall make this brief. I am Lieutenant Colonel Kyril Andreyevich Kuryagin. You will address me as Lieutenant Colonel. Your task is to pack the items you see here for transport. You do not need to know what these items are, and you do not need to know where they will be shipped to. All you need to do is your job.” Kuryagin stepped back, and motioned to the man in the business suit.
His Russian was clumsy and heavily accented, and Gyorgiy and several others blinked. They recognised this accent from their infrequent visits to the ramshackle movie theatre in the nearest town. The man was American.
“The Lieutenant Colonel has already pointed out the most important things you need to know, but let me underline another. You will not discuss what you are doing here, not amongst yourselves, not in a bar after working hours, not at home. You will not speak about this. All you will do is your job, and you will do it diligently. For this you will be paid extremely well. Nearly all of you have been unemployed before you signed your contracts. Talk about it and you will be unemployed again. Permanently. Your colleagues, on the other hand, those who know how to keep their mouths shut, will draw a generous salary, paid in US Dollars, for as long as they wish. That is all I have to say. Start working.”
A number of men, among them Gyorgiy, applauded. The job had become a lot less strange and aggravating all of a sudden … specifically, since the nameless American had uttered the magic words: US Dollars. They’d be paid in hard currency, not the all but worthless Rouble. For that Gyorgiy would quite cheerfully have traded his current girlfriend’s favours to the highest bidder. Just having to keep his tongue from wagging seemed a minor concession, by comparison.
Three of the guards showed them a smaller adjoining room where empty transport containers and huge bales of bubble wrap were kept and told them to carry those into the main hangar. Gyorgiy grinned and made a beeline for the bubble wrap. He’d seen it before, but he’d never actually had his hands on it. Now he stood there like a kid, popping tiny pockets of air, giggling every time another one burst, until he earned himself a rough shove in the back.
“Hey, you! Durak! You’re supposed to be working, not playing. Carry that stuff into the hangar!”
Gyorgiy and his neighbour Anatoliy ended up at the same table and spent the rest of the day cutting large squares from the bubble wrap, which had swiftly lost its appeal. They were packing ornate, sinuous pieces of metal. It wasn’t easy, and it took them quite a while and uncounted tries until they’d figured out how best to wrap the items that looked like chubby snakes. Two other men at their table had started fiddling with the objects and discovered that, if you pressed a certain engraving, the ‘neck’ of the snake would extend with a harmonic chime.
The guards had overheard the chime, arrived in a hurry, and escorted the two men from the hangar. Permanently unemployed, thought Gyorgiy, shivered a little, and lost all interest in what other things those metal snakes might do.
Eight hours later the shift had ended, and they were led back to the truck that waited for them outside, its engine coughing and wheezing. Gyorgiy was tired, and his feet hurt from standing all day. He’d also made a mental note to wrap up warmly in winter, if he still was working here then. The building wasn’t insulated at all, and the sun beating on the roof all day had heated it up like an oven. The myth that Siberia was cold all year round was just that: a myth. However, in winter it would be different. In winter temperatures inside the hangar would drop to well below freezing. Gyorgiy wasn’t sure if he still wanted to be here in winter. Well, he would see …
He clambered onto the truck and plopped down on a bench. Anatoliy landed next to him, smirking.
“Shh … look what I’ve got!” he hissed, lifting his coat a little.
“Keep it for the girls, Anatolchik”, Gyorgiy grunted droopily. “I’ve seen bigger and better …”
“No! Look!”
Anatoliy gave him a none too gentle nudge, and Gyorgiy finally took a peek, if only to keep him quiet. Hidden under the coat was one of the metal snakes. “Are you crazy? What if they’d have caught you?”
“They haven’t, have they? Pasha will love this.”
“Yeah … sure … You go and spoil Pasha. Just don’t come whining to me when they sack you. I want nothing to do with it. I’d like to keep this job for a while”, Gyorgiy hissed and scrunched his eyes shut. Pasha, the brat … Anatoliy was besotted with his ill-behaved little horror of a son.
* * * * *
From: coldcomfort@coldcomfort.rsx.com
Date: August 20, 08:59
Re:
Trade opportunities
Message: skymaster: First shipment will be ready to
go within a fortnight. Awaiting advice re: expansion.
* * * * *
The Senator hid a yawn in his tea cup and admitted that keeping Renée overnight, whilst gratifying, had not been the brightest idea ever to cross his mind. He’d arrived at his office nearly an hour late and to a full schedule, the first item of which had already been cancelled by his secretary. One unhappy lobbyist had had a long-standing appointment postponed to a later date. Afterwards, Miss Harris had brought him his ritual morning tea, the White House Early Bird, and a memo from SecDef, which had arrived during the night. At least this had finally woken him up.
SecDef and the Joint Chiefs were in a meeting right now, deciding on the new CinCSG. Sometimes, and against all the odds, bureaucracy really worked, the Senator conceded with a grin. The ink on Hammond’s resignation could barely be dry yet … On the other hand, knowing about the meeting did nothing to further his concentration. He wished he could be there, influence the outcome somehow. As things stood, he only could hope that J2 would put his money where his mouth was and push through this General DeVere. And after that he’d have to hope that DeVere was going to play ball as tractably as J2 had claimed he would ...
“… so we’re simply asking that you consider this issue with regard to the upcoming legislation.” His constituent seemed to have arrived at the end of her long and tortuous and scripted and memorised exposition.
“Certainly.” The Senator blinked. He had absolutely no idea what the woman had been talking about. World peace? Abortion? Potato beetles? With her bony frame and prim dress she reminded him of ex-Mrs Senator, so there was a good chance that her concern involved matters horticultural. “After all, that’s what I’m here for, my dear Mrs - …”
“Oh please, sir, call me Minnie.” She smiled girlishly. “It’s such an honour to be here, and you taking the time as well, and …” Off the script now, her train of thought tapered out in awe and excitement.
“Minnie.” The Senator was thinking ‘Mouse’ and felt distantly grateful for the break. He’d forgotten the woman’s surname. Stupid gaffe. Something like this could lose you votes … He rose, forcing her to do the same, and escorted her to the door. “I will look into this very seriously. You have my word, ma’am. And please accept my thanks for bringing it to my attention.”
She tripped out twittering, crossing paths with the Senator’s secretary along the way. Miss Harris gave a practised smile and closed the door behind her.
“I’m expecting a call from SecDef, Miss Harris. Anything yet?”
“No, sir. I’m sorry, sir. Here are the notes for your 10 o’clock meeting.”
“Thank you, Miss Harris.” Screw the 10 o’clock meeting … Then again, by the time that was over, the Joint Chiefs hopefully would have made their decision. Unbeknownst to all but one of them, it would be a multi-million dollar decision …
* * * * *
From: samc@telemetrynet.com
Date: August 20, 09:22
Re:
Perfect time
Message: Planning a vacation. Still want to put me
up?
Major Carter hit the ‘send’ button. She’d wondered whether to add more detail, but if Dr Markov needed to wave her off for whatever reason, it was better to keep the wording as inconspicuous as possible, although the mail would arrive on a Swiss message board and go practically unnoticed among all the other chatter ... Vacation. One way of putting it. Sam felt she could do with a real vacation …
She and Daniel and Teal’c had returned to the SGC just after six o’clock this morning and run into a wall of manic rumours, not knowing what to make of them. The confusion of gossip wasn’t helped by the fact that everyone instantly fell silent as soon as they set eyes on the threesome. Once the members of SG-1 had passed, voices would start burbling up again, audibly and viciously in some cases. They’d gritted their teeth and ignored it, until one enterprising ensign, keen on gaining his peers’ recognition, had gone too far and badmouthed the wrong person.
“Gee, they’ve got a nerve”, the man
drawled as they walked past him in the commissary. “I wouldn’t dare to show my
face around here if my CO was a traitor. At least the fucking coward’s got
what’s coming to him!”
Teal’c, not usually clumsy in the
slightest, rolled his right shoulder as though to ease a cramped muscle, his
balled fist snapping back and connecting with the ensign’s nose. The Jaffa didn’t
so much as look. Conversations in the commissary hushed, the man’s groans rose
over the quiet, shocked buzz, and Teal’c finally turned around.
“Please forgive me”, he intoned
disingenuously. “My hand must have slipped. You appear to experience a similar
difficulty with your tongue, Ensign. Should you wish to have this problem
corrected, feel free to come and see me.”
After that the sniping had ceased, as least while they were within earshot, but all in all the incident had made for a pretty charged breakfast. On the upside, they’d managed to ferret out Lieutenant Simmons, who’d joined them with a mug of coffee and done his best to separate rumours from fact for them. News of Colonel O’Neill’s confession had broken on base the previous evening, and the as yet unofficial upshot was that General Hammond had resigned. This definitely came under the heading ‘fact’, because Simmons had been the one to fax the letter to the President, SecDef, and the Pentagon. Above and beyond that, Graham had been fairly sure of one thing only: there wouldn’t be a court-martial.
“Thank God”, sighed Daniel. “I know …
I know what Jack’s been hoping for … Call me selfish, but I’m glad … I don’t
wanna lose him.”
“Neither do we, Daniel”, Sam
murmured. “It’s just … It’ll be hell for him …”
Lieutenant Simmons glanced from one
to the other. “Sorry … I don’t think I follow you …” He never got an
explanation.
They sat in silence for a moment,
until Teal’c asked, “How do you intend to proceed now, MajorCarter? We will not
be able to obtain GeneralHammond’s help.”
“I can’t believe the General would
just leave us hanging like that!” Dr Jackson said heatedly. “I can’t believe he
could think that Jack really would - …”
“He hasn’t, and he doesn’t.” Janet
Fraiser popped her tray on the table. “Can I join you?”
Sam grinned. “Sure. Sit down, Janet.
Hey, going by your face you didn’t get any sleep either …”
“Thanks. And thanks …” The doctor
crumpled on a chair. “Anyone tried the pancakes? … No? … Oh well … Just wanted
to know if they’re still made of cardboard before I dig in.”
“What was that about Hammond?” asked
Daniel.
“He never believed the Colonel’s
confession”, Dr Fraiser chomped between two forkfuls of pancake.
“He didn’t?!” Graham Simmons looked
very much like a startled squirrel, and Sam half expected him to leap to the
ceiling and hang there for the rest of the morning. “B-but - …”
“Where did you acquire this
information, Dr Fraiser?”
“Well, Teal’c, one hint was that he
spent the entire night at Colonel O’Neill’s bedside …” Janet gave a mischievous
grin. “According to the nurses, he gave the Colonel a dressing-down, shaved
him, ordered him to sleep, and force-fed him his breakfast when he woke up.”
The startled squirrel crash-landed. “Shaved
him?!”
“Shut your mouth, Lieutenant. It’s
unattractive”, Janet Fraiser stated, mopping up maple syrup. “All I can say is
that the General’s a heck of a lot better at bullying Colonel O’Neill than I
am.”
“So if he didn’t believe Jack, then
why did he resign?”
“I don’t think he had much of a
choice, Daniel. From what he told me, he could either go voluntarily or be
discharged …” The doctor pushed away the plate. “Cardboard …”
“In other words, we’re on our own …”
Dr Jackson muttered glumly.
“On your own with what, sir?”
“I’m afraid that’s classified,
Lieutenant.” Sam rose. “Which reminds me … Regards from Colonel O’Neill, and
I’m to kick your butt. Consider it kicked.”
Simmons blushed vehemently and
squirmed a little. “Yes, ma’am.”
“Good … And by the way, Graham?”
“Yes, ma’am?”
“Thanks.”
After breakfast Sam, Teal’c, and Daniel had escaped from the decidedly inhospitable commissary and holed up in Major Carter’s lab, trying to figure out how to deal with the problems General Hammond’s resignation had thrown up. They’d half hoped to sway him to call in a few chits and perhaps get a lead on who was behind the set-up, who had wanted that code badly enough to destroy lives. That route was barred now. They had to come up with a different angle. Proposals had been varied and ranged from the ridiculous to the sublime, until Teal’c had inclined his head in sudden inspiration and tentatively aired an idea.
“MajorCarter, why can we not investigate the source?”
Why not, indeed? Except, they couldn’t all go … Half an hour later, Dr Jackson had been ready to grant that, while Sam Carter’s Russian was feeble and she herself nowhere near as adept at undercover work as Jack O’Neill, she was the only one who had the necessary technical know-how. She’d also struck up a rapport with Dr Markov, which was more than could be said of Daniel.
Now all depended on whether or not they’d get the go-ahead from Svetlana Markov.
* * * * *
From: skymaster@realgroups.com
Date: August 20, 10:49
To: coldcomfort@coldcomfort.rsx.com
Re:
Trade opportunities
Message: Cold Comfort: Joint venture will proceed as
planned. New business-minded exec approved. Expect representative to discuss
expansion plans.
* * * * *
Smith and Jones had decided that LA International was their best bet. Well, it was a start, if nothing else. At least here they’d get passenger manifests, which rendered this option eminently more attractive than bus or train stations. The mere notion of hanging around at the Greyhound station in downtown LA, showing mug shots to dozens of lethargic and/or stoned ticket agents was nerve-racking … On the other hand, this promised to be better only by degrees. They were sitting in a dingy, windowless, untidy office in the bowels of the airport, attempting to make some headway with their uniquely uncooperative host.
The security officer they were talking to wore a condescending smirk. He’d been wearing it ever since they’d introduced themselves. Jones had visions of poisoning that secretary’s potted plants or possibly abducting her poodle ...They’d told the security officer what they were after, and the man’s smirk was beginning to dissolve into a long-suffering, but still condescending basset hound stare.
“Of course you’re the experts, guys” - the smirk came back for a moment - “but if you don’t mind, just run this by me again … You’re looking for a fellow whose name you don’t know and who’s probably travelling under an alias, but you don’t know what that might be, and he’s off to a destination you don’t know either? … Well, that narrows it down.”
Smith had reached the end of his tether. He pulled out his ID card again, flipped it open and stuck it under the security officer’s nose. “You read, pal? You know what those two wiggly things stand for? That’d be ‘S-ecret S-ervice’. And, gosh, you know what that means? It means that if Mr Jones or I don’t like you, you’ll be looking for a new job by … uh … lunchtime, let’s say. Now, I can see Mr Jones twitching a bit already, so I suggest you pull your finger out of your ass, pal, and get real helpful. Double-quick. Just a suggestion, you understand?”
“Sure …” The man nodded. “I was just saying … Well, you can have a look at the passenger manifests, if you like, I suppose …”
“See, that wasn’t so hard now, was it?” Smith leant back, and his rickety chair groaned in protest. “Just domestic flights will do for now. And while we’re having a look, I recommend you round up any ground personnel on duty last night.”
“Hey! You gotta be - …”
Mr Jones twitched. “Yes?”
“Yeah, sure. I’ll see what I can do.”
“Much obliged, pal”, grunted Mr Smith.
* * * * *
From: skymaster@realgroups.com
Date: August 20, 14:28
To: patriotmessages@realgroups.com
Re:
Head gardener
Message: b09ty11: New gardener confirmed to fill
recent vacancy in orchard by tomorrow. Crop is expected to double. Contact me
re: purchasing trip.
* * * * *
The building was functional and unappealing, a purpose-built slab of concrete of the worst order. No balance, no symmetry, and yet, to him, it had become a shrine already, for it almost certainly held what he sought. Besides, the grounds were pleasant, shaded by graceful weeping willows, and there were clean, weather-bleached stone benches dotted across the lawn opposite the main entrance. He’d sat on one of them, half-hidden by a willow tree, and committed to memory the comings and goings throughout most of the afternoon. Staff and visitors entered and left, and every now and again an ambulance would pull up on the broad strip of tarmac that glistened and must have gone soft in the heat. It never seemed to be an urgent case. He assumed that those would be brought to the ambulance bay at the back, or flown to the rooftop by helicopter for an even more dramatic arrival.
Francisco permitted himself a few moments of contemplation, of trying to imagine that bright, defiant mind bereft of its most eloquent, most sensitive means of expression. Not a man of words. A man who hid behind words. That was what had made him so perfect. The perfect clay. If one wanted to know what he thought or felt, one had to watch for a movement, a gesture, a slight faltering in the step, the play of fingers. Francisco gave a small sigh at the notion of those exquisitely elegant hands being useless.
The consequences it had brought would be fascinating to study. He assumed that, in this case, insanity might be an eventual possibility, but he prayed that his masterpiece wouldn’t be tainted in that way. It would be such a waste. Insanity would numb the pain, numb the despair, and therefore numb the purity of the mind. No, it couldn’t be. Francisco had made the perfect choice. Perfect clay, too bright to bow to madness, too defiant not to suffer.
The entrance at the top of the stairs spewed forth several groups of chatting nurses and orderlies, still looking fresh and purposeful in their white uniforms, even after a long shift. Francisco approved and made a mental note of the time. As in most things, timing would be crucial, and he was grateful that now there were no outside forces to interfere with his work. It would be solely the artist and the clay. Nothing else would matter.
A small sports car arrived and backed into a free space in the staff car park. The tide of leaving personnel parted around the car, and the slight breeze carried cheerful greetings over to where Francisco was sitting. Clearly at least one of the car’s passengers was popular here. Doors opened to discharge a small, slender red-head and, on the off-side, a burly, bald man in his sixties, corpulent but not flabby. More calls ascertained the woman’s identity. She was a doctor. The parting nurses dispersed along the tarmac road and across the lawn, and the odd pair made their way up the stairs and into the hospital.
Francisco rose. It was time to leave. Dusk would be falling soon, and he had been watching for long enough, had learnt what he needed to know. Now he would have to make plans.
* * * * *
From: svtln.chatgroups@tiger.ch
Date: August 20, 18:34
Re:
Perfect time
Message: If you want to come, I recommend you travel
soon. Avalanche season is about to start, and things should get interesting.
Notify me of your travel arrangements as soon as possible. I’ll be happy to
pick you up. Have you considered taking the train?
* * * * *
For the first time in weeks he was wearing something other than hospital pyjamas. Not that the grey sweatshirt and tracksuit pants were a vast sartorial improvement, and he couldn’t have cared less anyway. Hammond had grinned, though, and for some reason it momentarily made Jack disregard his thumping headache.
Some time before lunch he’d been wheeled down to the OR, and Dr Montgomery had taken off the fastening plates for the Crutchfield tongs. Gradually, in the course of the afternoon, the anaesthetic had worn off, and his skull informed him in no uncertain terms that it was less than enthused about the removal of hardware it had just got comfortable with. Still, the headache signalled that at least this chapter was closed. No more traction. He’d hated it. Mostly because it had been a constant reminder … A lot less painful, but a reminder nonetheless …
“Hi, sir”, he said softly, strangely glad that Hammond had made good on his threat to come and see him in the evening, although he still couldn’t fathom how he could possibly be of any help.
“So you’ve reconsidered the piercings, have you?”
The chuckle sent a cavalcade of throbs rampaging through his head, and Jack suppressed a grimace. “You know how it is, sir ... Figured they weren’t my style after all.”
“Glad to hear it …” Hammond retrieved his chair from a corner and sat down by the bed. “Headache’s bad, is it?”
“Not really …” Jack had meant to shrug, but when his shoulders actually moved, a little awkwardly and not quite in the way he’d envisioned it, he still was surprised enough to forget that the greenish shade of his complexion would hardly support this flamboyant assertion.
“Uhunh …” The General sounded doubtful. “Look, Jack, if you’d rather do this some other - …”
“Sir, firstly, I’ve got no idea what it is you want me to do, and secondly, whatever it is, it’ll probably distract me. And distraction’s pretty hard to come by in this place …”
“Okay. Fair enough …” Hammond’s voice became a bit scratchy, as though he had something stuck in his throat. “Son, I want you to tell me exactly what happened on that day. I reckon I’ve heard pretty much everything else there is to know from Major Carter, Dr Jackson, and Teal’c during the investigation, but what with Vidrine going off on his tangent, we never got to that. I know you don’t wanna talk about it, and I guess I can understand why, but we have to do this.”
Jack supposed that, had transmission not been interrupted, he would have felt his stomach contract into a tight, panicked fist. “Why, sir? You’ve got my report …”
“What I’ve got is your usual laconic digest. ‘They roughed me up, and it wasn’t nice.’ I need details, Jack. The clues are there, in your head somewhere, but they ain’t gonna do us much good unless you share them. I need you to tell me everything, every small thing you remember. If it’s easier to do it on your own, I’ll get a tape recorder and leave you alone with it …”
“Thank you, sir, but I don’t think my pride deserves that much consideration …”
Hammond gave a grim little smile. “Personally, Colonel, I reckon your pride deserves every consideration it can get. If it hadn’t been for what you did - …”
“Sir, please …” Between his throbbing skull and useless body, Jack wasn’t sure he’d be able to handle the Above and Beyond the Call of Duty speech that was rearing its ugly head.
“I was going to say: I’d have been sitting in my office doing paperwork today. Instead I took my granddaughters for an ice cream.” Hammond’s smile broadened to a grin. “I owe you one, Jack.”
“Don’t make me laugh, sir.” He’d bitten down on another chortle before it could wreak havoc and launched his own bid at distraction. “I’m starting to get curious about when and where you learnt all those slick moves …”
“I’ll tell you sometime … when you’re really bored. So, what do say, son?”
As he slowly closed his eyes, Jack wished he could have held his breath for a moment and let it go again, like a swimmer did before diving the length of the pool. The ventilator’s steady, mechanical pumping wouldn’t allow it. He caught himself rubbing his head against the pillow in small rhythmic jerks and suddenly realised that this was a surrogate. He wanted to pace, to move, to ease the tension somehow. Wincing, he stopped and let himself drift back to the sights and sounds and smells of a basement room half a galaxy away.
Daniel’s face, white and angry.
Teal’c, that fearsome fury invisibly boiling just beneath the surface. Carter,
eyes wide, a fitful shade of violet. He could hear them adjust their steps to
his snail’s pace as he hobbled down the corridor. Although he’d known just how
bad it would be if he tried to walk, it didn’t make the experience any more
tolerable. Stepping on pincushions. And then some ... But the leers of the
Guards had told him that they hoped he’d crawl, and he felt ornery enough to
spoil their day.
Valdane and the Short Prim Menace
hadn’t been back. The question hadn’t been asked the previous evening, and if
Jack remembered anything about etiquette in these circumstances, this meant that
the question would be asked while they were doing to him whatever they were
going to do to him. One more reason for not wanting his team there. Carter
wouldn’t crack. Not his Carter ... But it would make it harder on her, on
Teal’c, who wouldn’t show it, and on Daniel, who would. Then again, making it
harder presumably was the point of the exercise, wasn’t it?
The room. That room … He felt himself
go cold. On the floor beneath the table were dried pools of blood. His blood.
He hadn’t noticed that he’d been bleeding quite so much ...
Guards. Shoving Carter and Teal’c and
Daniel against the wall. Stay away from my team, you slimeballs! … Gee, you’re
getting good at helpless rage, Jack …
One of the faceless bureaucrats that
had been ubiquitous in the Governors’ Palace. Come to see the show? Probably.
The guy was holding a camera. Working for Hello!
magazine? How much for the exclusive rights? ...
The Scientist. And Jack didn’t like
the looks of him, nor of that … thing … they’d mounted to one end of the table.
He could tell what it was, but if he allowed himself to consider how it would
be used, he’d get sick with dread before they’d even said - …
“Good morning, Colonel. Forgive me
for not visiting last night, but I was unavoidably detained.” The Scientist
stepped forward, amicably took Jack’s arm.
He cringed involuntarily, desperate
to get away from the man, away from those hands on his skin. Broad, blunt
hands, black hairs on the back of the fingers, and he’d never be able to forget
them, to forget …
The Scientist smiled. “To be honest,
I hadn’t anticipated to see you walk in here. Most impressive.” The hand let go
of Jack’s arm, drifted to his back, traced the length of his spine. “Yes, very
impressive. You’re showing remarkable backbone, Colonel. Unfortunately, people
are getting impatient, so we will have to do something about that …”
He knew then, knew beyond a shadow of
a doubt, tasted suffocating fear, not of the pain but of what would come after;
fear, thick and bilious and heady, strong enough to make him retch, and he
fought that down, like he fought down the sudden tantalising urge just to tell
this man what he wanted to hear, fought it down and turned it into a prayer
that they’d go too far, that they would kill him.
“Ah … You’re sweating, Colonel.” The
Scientist smiled. “Did I tell you that I find you to be uncommonly perceptive?
… Well, if you don’t mind …?”
Yes, he minded ... But there was the
gun again, pressed against Daniel’s head. This time they made him lie on his
stomach, causing his broken ribs to do things they never were meant to be
doing. Restraints on his wrists and ankles, biting into patches he’d chafed raw
yesterday and the day before. And the Scientist was droning on, quietly,
politely.
“I’ve decided to alter the rules
slightly”, the man said. “In deference to the fact that the effects of today’s
lesson will be irreversible. You or your team may interrupt at any time,
Colonel. Naturally, you will have to say the right words, but none of you
should have any problem in figuring out what those are.”
Hands forcing his head down, his
forehead resting on a wooden block, and then he heard the suck of hydraulics
coming to life, felt the hard touch of a metal piston in his neck. His neck,
not his back. His neck … Go someplace else, Jack, sometime else, some time and
place that was good ... As the pressure of the piston slowly increased, he saw
himself running along the pond by the cabin.
… The deer with the funny ears was
hovering at the edge of the forest across the water, timidly sniffing the air,
so it had to be the summer when he and Granddad had built the rafts. This was
the morning they were going to race them, and the sun already stood high enough
to prickle his skin. Granddad was waiting, balancing on his contraption, which
to Jack’s expert 12-year-old eye looked like it would sink any second. With a
rebel yell that sent the deer leaping, Jack flung himself off the jetty and
into the pond, gasping and laughing at the sting of cold water, at flying
droplets glittering in the sunlight, and he crawled off towards the boat-shed
to fetch his raft for its maiden voyage. Cool, mellow darkness in the shed, the
muted gurgling of water around planks and poles, the musty, sweet smell of damp
wood and hemp. Legs kicking, he heaved himself from the water and onto the
raft, came to his feet, tiptoed along one of the timbers as on a tightrope,
stretched to reach the stake that leant against the - …
The thud of fists against body, a
stifled outcry, nameless agony radiating from his neck and clawing him back
into reality, a whisper next to him. “That’s right, Colonel. Welcome back.
Please stay with us. You wouldn’t want Major Carter to get hurt, would you?”
“Sam?” He couldn’t see her, couldn’t
turn his head, the brutal pressure from the piston pinning him down, pushing
him down, making it feel as though his forehead would burst long before his
neck.
“I’m okay, sir … Colonel, please …?”
Sounding thick with tears or aching
from the blow, he couldn’t tell which.
“For the love of God, Sam, tell them.
Can’t you see what they’re doing?” Daniel. Eerily persuasive, like a sorcerer
reciting a spell. “You’ve got to tell them. It’s enough. Enough. Nothing can be
worth that. Forget about orders!”
“No … No! … Sir?!”
Jack heard his own voice again, rough
and distorted, barely recognisable, somehow filtering through that murderous
fog of fear and pain and duty … duty? where did that come from?
“Don’t … Don’t tell them … ’s an
order!”
… It had been his raft that had
disintegrated, not Granddad’s. He’d swum ashore, stunned and disappointed, and
Granddad had promised him they’d build another one next year. But then Granddad
had died. Why was it that nobody kept their promises? …
A flash of light, burning red-hot
behind his closed lids, red-hot like … Oh God, it hurt! … The bureaucrat had
taken a picture … The flash almost the only thing loud enough to rise over the
pain, that and the whisperings, someone drawing closer, that intimate voice
right by his head, telling him that he couldn’t control … that his mind wasn’t
strong enough … that he would have to learn … Learn what? … Learn how to hurt?
… How to be afraid? … He was afraid now, so afraid he could smell his own fear,
his own pain, could smell that and something else, an absurdly familiar scent that
didn’t belong here … belonged to Granddad … Promise me … Promise me, Carter …
The scent leaning closer still … to
listen like he did, listen for his life to end … soft, languid crack, cushioned
in a horrendous explosion of agony, and everything crumbled to merciful,
anodyne, velvety black.
“The scent … Sir, that scent …” Jack croaked.
Hammond had turned sickly pale. “I shouldn’t have followed those orders … I should have sent that team as soon as - … I’m sorry, son. I’m so sorry …”
“That’s why I didn’t want you to know the details ...” He’d gone back to rubbing his head against the pillow. “You didn’t do this, sir …”
“Jesus, Jack! You want to play mother hen to everybody? Tell me, somewhere in that cast-iron moral corset you’re wearing, is there any room for yourself? For what you need?”
“But I was right, sir.” Jack couldn’t really say why having had his life ruined for something other than mere principle should be so immensely important, but it was. “That scent?”
The General shook himself as though to clear out cobwebs. “What about it, son?”
“It was aftershave. Granddad always figured it was the height of style to wear Old Spice … Maybe the only thing I didn’t like about him ... Can’t stand it myself.” He grinned, for the first time in over two months feeling something like excitement. “One of those men, either the guy who took the shots for the family album or … the other one … was wearing Old Spice. Point being, sir, I don’t think the manufacturer’s got a franchise on Drakalla. Which means that at least one of them was on Earth or, more likely, is from Earth.”
The answer was a low, drawn-out whistle. “How the hell …?” Hammond blinked.
“The Russian ‘gate, sir. It’s the only explanation that makes any sense at all. Except, I don’t believe they were Russian …”
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
To: S
Vidrine, General USAF, Pentagon, currently Cheyenne Mountain
From: SecDef
Date: 08/20
Time: 19:15
At 11:30 this morning, the Joint Chiefs of
Staff have confirmed Major General Charles N DeVere, USAF, as new
CinCSG.
General DeVere is scheduled to commence
his duties at the SGC as of tomorrow. I would ask you to remain at Cheyenne
Mountain until further notice, to introduce General DeVere on his arrival and
to facilitate the transition in command.
I can also confirm that I have received
the resignation of General Hammond, and that the Joint Chiefs have unanimously
agreed with your recommendations regarding the handling of SG-1.
My commendation and thanks for a difficult
job well done.
SecDef
* * * * *
“Good bye, sir. I’ll have tickets, visas, and your itinerary ready to be picked up tomorrow.” J2’s secretary gave him a fetching smile, bobbed her head, and closed the door after him.
He wondered how Mrs J2 would react if she found out that her husband’s secretary happened to be a buxom, black-eyed twenty-something …The Senator was livid. He had neglected to respond to J2’s rather peremptory demand to be contacted, having decided to wait until the General remembered his manners, and the upshot of it had been an order to attend a meeting at J2’s Pentagon office first thing in the morning. There had been no way of ignoring that, weekend or no weekend.
But the real newsflash was that J2 had the nerve to send him off on acquisition like some travelling salesman. And the Senator could do precious little about it. He did not have any compelling counterarguments, apart from those that could be dismissed as flares of paranoia. Effectively being taken out of the loop just as the General’s pet general was about to succeed Hammond worried him. He would have preferred to stay put and keep an eye on how things were developing at Cheyenne Mountain … Angrily barrelling down the staircase to the ground floor, the Senator almost knocked over a pair of lieutenants and gave an impatient grunt.
“Excuse us, sir!”
Yeah, yeah, yeah … To add insult to injury, he’d have to deal with that pompous cow herder Kuryagin again. Still, perhaps there was a silver lining to the cloud. Kuryagin was a boor, but he wasn’t stupid. Maybe between them they could just nudge the Russian ‘gate into a position of prominence … The controls were less tight, the possibilities more ample … Surely, Kuryagin would be amenable to - … The Senator’s cell phone played the first few bars of the Prisoners’ Choir from Nabucco. He charged through the main entrance and out into the parking lot and answered the call.
“What?!” He should have known it. Dumb and Dumber. That was all he needed.
He listened as Jones unfolded their problem. They’d spent the night at LA International, ploughing through passenger manifests and interviewing ground personnel in search of their quarry, and had finally sifted out two possibilities. Denver or Houston.
The Senator didn’t have to think twice about where the good Doctor was going. It seemed pretty obvious that the man was trying to settle some kind of personal score. If they let him go ahead, it could attract all kinds of unwanted attention. On the other hand, it would take care of an oversight on the Senator’s part. Since he’d found out what exactly had been done to that officer, he’d had a look at those pictures he’d ordered one of their operatives to take. He’d found them disturbing in more than one way. If the man had gone through that without giving up the code, he was more dangerous than anticipated. Possibly even now, and the Senator didn’t believe in letting sleeping dogs lie. Invariably, they’d wake up and bark or bite you on the ass. They always could take out the Doctor after he’d finished off that pig-headed flyboy … As ever, disinformation would do the trick.
“Houston”, he said. “Our guy’s headed for Houston.”
* * * * *
Jones hung up the phone and stepped out of the shell contraption that was supposed to provide privacy and in actual fact did nothing but amplify ambient noise. And there was a lot of that in the departure lounge.
Smith slouched on a bench, sucking the vanilla cream out of a Twinkie. “Well?”
“Mr Senator says Quarry’s off to Houston.”
“Whaddya think?”
That was easy. Jones thought that, in the immortal words of his dear, cleanly Grandma who’d hailed from the Old Country, Mr Senator was a gob-shite. Moreover, he thought that Mr Senator was yanking their chain. He picked up his bag, waited for Smith to inhale the rest of the Twinkie, dispose of its wrapper, and lever himself from the bench. Those tasks accomplished, they marched off towards the boarding gate and the flight to Denver, Colorado.
Half an hour after take-off they knew they’d been right, on every count. Mr Senator was a gob-shite, he had been yanking their chain, and Houston had been a red herring. One of the flight attendants had fallen for Smith’s lethal charms and identified the man in the mug shot as a passenger who’d flown to Denver the previous evening and behaved rather strangely en route. In the manifest this passenger was listed under the name of F Valdane. They could only hope that he would stick to the alias, otherwise he’d be impossible to trace after Denver.
* * * * *
From: samc@telemetrynet.com
Date: August 21, 11:13
Re:
Perfect time
Message: A friend of mine will be taking the TransSib
and should be arriving on August 26. I hear you’ve been on the train before.
Can you assist with travel arrangements?
* * * * *
Somebody, presumably a somebody whose name started with a V, had decreed that the small herd of black sheep wouldn’t look good in the front row of the line-up, and so Major Carter, Dr Jackson, and Teal’c had been relegated to a safe place at the back, tucked away between admin personnel and cleaning staff. None of them minded much. The last thing they wanted right now was to make themselves conspicuous. Attracting people’s interest would only get in the way of what they needed to do.
Generals Vidrine and DeVere entered the ‘gate room. Out front, SG-2 had moved up a notch, and Major Feretti, their CO, cawed a despondent ‘ten hut’. Knowing that this should be Jack O’Neill’s prerogative, Sam came to attention with a pang. But going by the sound of his voice, Louis Feretti knew as well and felt like an impostor. It was a small consolation, and for a moment Sam wished they could tell Feretti the truth. He’d served with the Colonel, on and off, for longer than anyone else here and was one of the few who had trouble believing what the brass told them to believe.
“Good morning!”
DeVere had mounted the ramp, creating the impression that he’d just pranced out of a recruitment poster to resume his acclaimed title role in Wagner’s Parsifal. He was barely older than Colonel O’Neill, which started Sam speculating on the kind of ingenious political manoeuvring that had propelled him to Major General at his age. Somehow he didn’t strike her as a candidate for field promotion. Then again, perhaps DeVere simply didn’t suffer from chronic Foot in Mouth Disease, unlike someone else she could name … Dear God, she missed him. The irreverence, the rare, shy smile, the honesty, the gentleness, the stupid, stupid jokes, the tendency to argue about anything and everything, even the dark moods, when he was plagued by memories he’d never dream of sharing … Bless George Hammond for looking after - …
“At ease!”
Together with the other personnel, Sam shuffled to parade rest. Daniel nudged her and hissed from the corner of his mouth, “What’s his name again? You know, that moron from Toy Story?”
“I daresay rumours have preceded me” - DeVere flashed an expensively capped grin, and Sam decided she definitely disliked him - “but for those of you who for some reason haven’t heard them, my name is Major General Charles N DeVere. I will be taking over from General Hammond who has resigned, following the criminal misconduct of a senior officer of this command.”
He treated them to a judiciously timed moment of pained silence. Although Major Carter rarely revised her opinion of people so soon after having formed it, she did now. She didn’t dislike the man. She loathed him. Next to her, Daniel was fidgeting, and she could almost hear his rage crackling around him. Please, Daniel, keep your mouth shut …
“However”, DeVere continued his speech, “I am more than prepared to let bygones be bygones and to suggest we all start with a clean slate. I don’t want to see anyone victimised because of one man’s mistake, no matter how grave. This is the beginning of a new era for the SGC, and with your help I intend to make it a successful and memorable one. Thank you. Any questions?”
“Yes, sir! What’s the N stand for?”
So much for remaining inconspicuous. Nice one, Daniel! … Still, Sam had to bite down on a hoot and could have sworn she’d caught a snort from Feretti’s direction. Teal’c’s impassive features dilated into the baring of fangs he called a grin, Dr Fraiser turned very red, and everybody else froze in indignation.
“I should imagine you to be among the last people who’d want to engage in puerile behaviour, Dr Jackson!” General Vidrine looked like he was about to go through the roof.
“Ah … the Dr Jackson, I presume!” DeVere’s gleaming smile had soured a little. “I see you’re following in the footsteps of your intrepid leader … ex-leader … Any serious questions?”
There weren’t, at least none that could be asked openly, and the assembled staff and personnel were dismissed. Among disgusted stares and a few unfriendly shoves, Sam, Daniel, and Teal’c were jostling their way down C Corridor. A hand landed on Daniel’s shoulder.
“Hey, Jackson? Shall I tell you?” Feretti smirked.
“Tell me what?”
“What the N stands for?”
“How do you know?”
“Buzz Lightyear and I have butted heads before. I’m not surprised he didn’t own up …”
“Well?”
Feretti’s smirk grew positively gargantuan. “Think capital N, no period …”
“Wha-what?! … You’re joking!” Dr Jackson spluttered.
“Nope.”
“Napoleon?! … What were his parents thinking?”
“Bighead?” With another friendly pat on Daniel’s shoulder, Feretti moved off, whistling.
“Thanks, guys”, Sam muttered, asking herself how on earth she was going to get back into a frame of mind that would allow her to request indefinite leave from the man without bursting into giggles. “Napoleon …”
Half an hour later she stood outside General Ha- … Buzz Lightyear’s office, bracing herself for a skirmish. She could hardly expect DeVere to jump to the chance of doing her a favour … A hearty ‘Come!’ greeted her knock, and Sam entered and threw a crisp salute. Charles DeVere was seated behind the broad oak desk, pretending he belonged there. Then again, flying desks probably was his speciality … In a chair opposite sat General Vidrine, frowning when he saw her. Yep, pleased to see you, too, sir, and thanks for asking how Colonel O’Neill is doing …
“Major Carter, isn’t it?” DeVere beamed. “At ease. What can I do for you, young lady?”
Actually, General, you could go fuck yourself … Major Carter returned the toothy smile as angelically as she knew how. “Sir, I realise this is somewhat irregular but recent events have given me a lot to think about. If you can see your way to granting my request, sir, I would like to take some leave in order to consider my options. With everything that’s happened it’s vitally important for me to take the right steps.”
Vidrine’s frown deepened, but DeVere was oblivious to it. “That’s a very wise decision, Major. I’ve had a look at your file, and up until now it’s been exemplary. It would be a shame to ruin a career like yours simply because you had the darn bad luck of serving ... uh … under the wrong CO. No, you take off as much time as you need, and then you’ll come back to me, and we’ll have a chat about what’s best for you from here on out. Will that be all, Major?”
“Yes, sir. Thank you very much!” She struggled to keep a rein on her temper. The innuendo had been unmistakable and intentional; on the other hand, DeVere had been a lot more accommodating than expected, and she wasn’t about to spoil it by asking if the General also thought that Tailhook had been a hoot.
“Well then, dismissed, young lady. And please remember, any time you want to talk, feel free to see me.”
“I’ll keep that in mind, sir. Thanks.” Gritting her teeth, Major Carter saluted again and left, closing the door slowly enough to hear Vidrine’s comment and the remark that followed.
“General DeVere, you’re well advised not to underestimate Major Car- …”
“Oh, come on, Vidrine, I know the type. Daddy’s been in the Air Force, so daddy’s little girl’s gotta be in the Air Force, too. God knows whom that bimbo’s been screwing to get in here … Hammond’s a bit old for it … Think she’s been sleeping with O’Neill? I daresay that’s one thing he must be missing …”
DeVere laughed, and Sam noiselessly pulled the door to. She slammed a fist into the wall, finding out along the way that concrete was amazingly unyielding and that violence against inanimate objects did nothing to improve her mood. Sucking on bloodied knuckles, she hurried down the hall in search of her team mates and tried to dispel a nagging notion that DeVere had been altogether too happy to get rid of her. Which begged the question why Napoleon should be so eager to shoo her off base ... or why she felt like she’d evaded a rabbit snare only to step into a bear trap.
* * * * *
From: svtln.chatgroups@tiger.de
Date: August 21, 16:45
Re:
Perfect time
Message: Your friend should contact Mr Arkadiy
Volayev at the Russian Embassy in Berlin. Mr Volayev will be happy to assist
with any requirements she might have.
* * * * *
If one showed people what they expected to see, most things became astonishingly easy. Francisco smiled tolerantly at this little piece of homespun philosophy. The truth was that people only ever saw what they expected to see. In a hospital, for instance, people expected to see doctors, and nothing was easier than to show them a doctor.
Just after this morning’s shift change, Francisco had stolen into the deserted locker room on the hospital’s ground floor, and a short search of discarded lab coats had produced the foreseeable find: a forgotten ID tag. It proved another axiom: people were careless, had no sense of, or respect for, order. He had secreted the card and taken it to his clean, tidy room in a private boarding house, where two hours’ worth of diligent, scrupulous handiwork transformed it into the Air Force Training Hospital pass for a Dr F Valdane. That conversion achieved, a brief visit to a downtown medical supplies store provided the finishing touches, a lab coat of his own and the requisite stethoscope. By late afternoon he’d returned to the hospital.
Thanks to a chinless, grotesquely made-up receptionist who had fallen for Dr Valdane’s personable manner and was delighted to be of aid to an important visiting consultant, Francisco now sat in a spare office, scrolling through hundreds of medical files on his computer screen, until he finally found the one he’d been looking for. It was surprisingly voluminous, but he had time on his hands, and so he decided to do his pupil justice and study it in its entirety. He skimmed over the usual childhood diseases and teenage collection of broken bones. After that the entries became more interesting and varied, culminating in an expansive list of injuries, all dated at the same time, some ten years ago. Francisco read, and read again, and finally could not help but chortle at his own childlike naïveté.
He should have known at once. Then again, in the ecstasy of creation even artists occasionally failed to recognise the bigger picture … Of course … An initial twinge of jealousy at the thought of someone else having worked on that body was overcome by genuine appreciation for the evident quality of the craft. If the catalogue of damage was to be trusted, and there was no reason why it shouldn’t be, those Middle-Eastern men had shown sophistication and inventiveness, the hallmark of true talent. Unformed, unrefined talent, but talent nonetheless. Under his tutelage perhaps they could have come to recognise the higher purpose, could have outgrown the trivial utilitarianism that ultimately marred their achievement. Of course, that explained his resistance … Francisco chuckled and read on.
Several pages down into the part he chiefly was interested in, his lingering amusement vanished abruptly. This wasn’t true. It couldn’t be true, because it was impossible. Movement. Movement and sensation in the shoulders. It couldn’t be … An error. But error was inconceivable. Francisco planned and structured and created balance and perfection. He didn’t err. He couldn’t err. Error would place him on a level with all the rest of the human plebs …
Then it struck him, and he almost sobbed with relief at his own vindication. Not error. Never error, but instinct. The artist’s instinct had told him what he must do. His instinct had always anticipated that he would come here to collect his masterpiece. Preserve a small part to continue the lessons, before taking that away, too. Another hackneyed snippet of applied philosophy: to someone who had lost almost everything the little he had left would be priceless. Take away that, too, and … Francisco smiled, at peace with himself.
* * * * *
“Sweatshirt … jeans … sweater …”
Sam crouched amid a heap of clothes in her lounge and called out the items like a surgeon. Doing his best impression of an OR nurse, Dr Jackson obliged by slapping them into her hands as she was stuffing a large travel bag. Teal’c, meanwhile, sat cross-legged on the floor, witnessing this strange ritual with placid bemusement.
“T-shirts … swim suit - …”
“You call that a swim suit?!” Daniel broke his mechanical rhythm and stared at the flimsy bikini he was clutching. “What the hell do you need it for, anyway? You’re going to Siberia!”
“Last time I checked that’s where they keep Lake Baikal.” Sam shrugged. “Besides, I’m told the tundra can get hot this time of year …”
“Uhunh …” Daniel Jackson grunted and relinquished the disputed object.
“Socks … boots … no, hang on … I’ll wear the boots … sneakers …”
“Do you wish us to inform O’Neill of your whereabouts, MajorCarter?” Teal’c asked suddenly.
“And how would you do that, Teal’c? Send a carrier pigeon? Jack won’t even take our phone calls ...”
“What is a carrier pigeon?”
“Never mind”, sighed Daniel, suspecting that his Jaffa friend had mentally amalgamated a cooing bird with a very large ship and arrived at a noteworthy result. Dr Jackson didn’t want to disillusion him. “Teal’c’s got a point, though, Sam. Do you want anyone to know?”
“Good question …” Sam sat back on her haunches and began toying with the laces of the sneaker she was holding, before long producing what looked like the Gordian Knot. “No, I don’t think we should let anyone know. Including Janet and General Hammond. They might tell the Colonel, and he’s got enough on his plate without worrying about us going on a wild goose chase ...”
“True …” Daniel nodded. “Do you think it is? … A wild goose chase, I mean?”
“I don’t know, but I reckon I’ll find out once I get there …” She gnawed her lip and added softly, “In all honesty, I don’t even know if I want us to be right … The thought that our own people did this to him … Just makes me wonder what kind of people and what kind of morals I’m sworn to defend, you know? … At any rate, it’s another damn good reason to keep quiet about where I’m going. If anyone asks, tell them I’m in San Diego, visiting my brother ...”
“As you wish, MajorCarter”, Teal’c agreed earnestly. “I believe this to be a wise course of action.”
Sam flashed him a quick smile and clambered to her feet, stretching. “Thanks … Listen, guys, I’m almost finished here, and we’ve got about an hour before I need to leave for the airport. You fancy some pizza and beer?”
* * * * *
Jack had fallen asleep at last, and George Hammond reclined in his chair with a sly grin. Starting to ramble about Dr Jackson’s recent foray into proto-Sumerian economics had been a brilliant tactical ploy …
He studied the thin, exhausted face that now, in sleep and before dreaming, looked relaxed and almost open. So unlike the mask of barely controlled suspicion he remembered from their first meeting. Colonel O’Neill, still retired and pathologically wary, expecting any superior officer to leave him twisting in the breeze at the slightest excuse; and General Hammond, approaching retirement and only by necessity putting up with the younger man’s antagonism and his ill-concealed indignation at having been hauled away from his beloved telescope. He’d got within a whisker of throwing that smart-mouthed yahoo either off his base or into the cooler for good. They’d come a long way from that, and Hammond felt oddly proud to have earned Jack’s trust. These days he tended to call his officer ‘son’, not from affectation, but because he had long acknowledged that, had he had a son, he would have wanted him to be like Jack O’Neill.
Back then, they’d both learnt an important lesson in the space of half an hour: Jack had learnt that General Hammond was a far cry from General West and his ilk, and George Hammond had learnt that Colonel O’Neill’s impertinence and devil-may-care attitude screened an integrity and sensitivity that made the man the most capable leader he’d ever come across. They also were a recipe for trouble, but this was the kind of trouble the General gladly put up with. Especially from his second.
Ex-second. Ex-general, ex-second. Hammond grimaced and forced himself back into the present so as to contemplate the future. His own seemed plain enough. He’d miss the SGC, miss the people, miss the excitement, miss the opportunity of doing something worthwhile at a time in life when others were reduced to polishing medals and memories whilst waiting for their last day in office to come around. But he had a family to go back to, and he wouldn’t mind spending more time with his grandchildren.
He had that. Jack had nothing, apart from a future that would see him confined to this bed, and there wasn’t a damn thing anybody, including the General, could do about it. At least they’d achieved a bit of a breakthrough … Feeling not at all guilty about having told a blatant lie, George Hammond grinned again. The trick in handling Jack was knowing which buttons to push, and over the years General Hammond had discovered a fair few of them. Tonight he’d managed to gain a concession Dr Fraiser had signally failed to gain in nine weeks of trying. It had been simple. All he’d needed to do was to suggest that Sam Carter, Daniel Jackson, and Teal’c interpreted their CO’s refusal to see them as a sign that he blamed them for what had happened. Colonel O’Neill had gone pale, then he’d gone red, then he’d sputtered a few unprintable things, and shortly after that he’d agreed to let his team visit. Really visit, as opposed to being dragged in here against his and their will … Hammond suppressed a chuckle. No doubt Jack would latch on to the ruse, and payback would be a royal bitch, but the end justified the means. He needed his ‘family’, and George Hammond would do his damndest to make sure that he finally allowed himself to accept that fact.
The General rose quietly, pulled the blanket over Jack, dimmed the lamp on the nightstand, and crept from the room. Out in the hallway he reflexively blinked at the bright glare from the strip lights and checked his watch. Half past nine already … Yawning, he made for the elevator. It was on its way up. Just as he arrived, the chime sounded and the doors whooshed open, discharging the car’s only occupant, a slight, dark-haired doctor who smiled amiably and nodded at Hammond on his way out. George Hammond stepped into the elevator and hit the push pad for the ground floor. As the doors slid shut he caught a glimpse of the man entering Jack’s room, and he muttered a curse. Couldn’t they at least let him sleep?
Scowling, he leant against the metal wall and noticed for the first time that the air was redolent with a fragrance he couldn’t quite pinpoint. Whatever it was, it sure reeked of the good doctor being off on a hot date later this evening …
* * * * *
“… which is why I’m proud to be American, and proud to be here with you tonight. Thank you.”
Amidst tumultuous applause, the Senator took a demure bow and sat back down at the table. Dessert was about to be served, but his appetite had left him. Charity banquets constituted a necessary evil for someone in his position, and normally he tended to put on a cheerful face and weather them. This one, however, a fundraiser for some veterans’ society or other, contained an irritating element of irony.
He’d given a rousing speech, extolling the merits of the armed services and reminding the representatives of a much-cited grateful nation of what they owed these men and women. The speech had been well received, and on the whole the Senator was satisfied with his delivery. This was discounting the phenomenon that, halfway through, he’d been assaulted by the unbidden mental image of one of those good men and true, strapped to a metal table, being savaged by some maniac spic in the Senator’s employ and at the Senator’s behest.
At least he’d had the presence of mind to disguise the gagging reflex this brought on as heartfelt emotion, which presently moved a bunch of carat-dripping society matrons to tears while they munched their taleggio. It had been a delightful picture … snot and gooey cheese bonding with fake incisors like so much Crazy Glue … but it had had the benefit of overlaying the original image.
There was a lesson in there somewhere. The Senator should have controlled his prurience and not looked at the photographic evidence. He couldn’t afford coming over all humanitarian in this. Too much was riding on the Project, and if it occasioned sacrifices, so be it. Besides, all that colonel had had to do was give up the code. It wasn’t like the man hadn’t been handed an option. Nobody had forced him to keep his mouth shut, so if he chose to play the martyr rather than applying some common sense, it hardly was the Senator’s - …
“Senator, that was a wonderful speech.” A plump, bejewelled hand settled on his arm. “So touching … And everyone could tell that you really meant it.”
He pasted on a smile. “Thank you ever so much, ma’am. I will confess that it is a subject close to my heart.”
“That is obvious, my dear Senator. That is obvious, and believe me, it has been noted.” The woman winked at him.
The Senator stifled a groan, but she had the good grace to move on, just as he waved off a waiter who was about to plant a plate of tiramisu in front of him … Not again! You’d think it was the only dessert on Earth! … He’d have a cup of coffee for politeness’ sake, and then he’d make his excuses as soon as good manners and politics allowed. There was no way he’d suffer through the looming entertainment section … God knew he had better things to do.
Tomorrow morning one of his aides would pick up the travel documents at the Pentagon, and by early afternoon he’d be on a flight to Moscow and from there to Irkutsk. And then he’d spend a hopefully fruitful ten days persuading Kuryagin that the Russian stargate should concentrate on netting the big fish, while DeVere at the SGC would be stuck with bringing home dainty knick-knacks. Money-spinning merchandise versus cheap souvenirs … So much for J2 trying to outmanoeuvre him. The Senator almost laughed.
* * * * *
“Jesus Christ!” General Hammond was about to shove his car key into the door lock when he made the connection. He dropped the keys, spun around, raced across the parking lot and back into the hospital, legs pumping, running like he hadn’t been running since basic training.
“Call security! Right now!” he roared at a startled receptionist, huffing impatiently when he noticed the display above the elevator. The damn thing still was on the fourth floor. He couldn’t waste any time waiting. If that son of a bitch had laid so much as a finger on Jack … Four flights of stairs, two steps at a time, and on the way up George Hammond alternated between promising himself to lose weight and pure terror at the thought of being too late.
He crashed through the fire door and out into the deserted corridor. The floor was quiet, quiet as a hospital should be at this time of night. Assuming his hunch was correct, he would have expected Jack to call for help, and the absence of noise scared him more than anything. He’d come too late. Too late, for the second time … Rushing past the nurses’ station Hammond found it empty.
409 … 407 … 405 … 403 … The door was shut, no sound coming from behind. Barrelling into the pitch dark room, George Hammond realised at once that he’d been right. Something was amiss. The ventilator wasn’t working, the air reeked of Old Spice, strained sobs for breath punctuated the silence. He froze for a second, then understood that the gasps meant Jack O’Neill was alive. Trembling with relief, the General flicked on the lights.
Someone had attempted to roll Jack onto a gurney. One arm dangling over the edge, hair matted with sweat, he lay awkwardly on his side, struggling to breathe, staring at a slumped figure in the corner. Which would explain the empty nurses’ station … With three steps Hammond reached his second and carefully turned him on his back, trying to see if he was hurt, trying to ignore the sudden look of hopeless panic in his eyes.
“No …” The words were almost inaudible. “Leave … Go …”
“It’s okay, son … Just me … It’s - …”
Something solid and reverberantly metallic struck the back of his head. George Hammond grasped, on impact, so to speak, what his 2IC had sought to tell him and called himself an idiot as he crumpled next to the gurney. The last thing he felt before passing out were strong hands closing around his throat.
* * * * *
“For Pete’s sake, just switch that thing off, will ya?!”
Trimmed with a deafening burst of static their newly acquired police band scanner had suddenly spouted a crackle of voices, almost causing Jones to leap from his seat, belt or no belt. By some cruel twist of fate he had ended up as designated driver and was beginning to resent it mightily. He was tired, he was fed up, and their easy one-day gig had turned into a search for the proverbial needle in a state-size haystack. Okay, so it could have been worse, it could have been Texas, but if he had to squeeze one more motel clerk for information he’d throw up. Or go criminally insane.
Smith was back on the fries and in a joyous mood, because he had a gadget to play with. “C’mon, you never know whatcha gonna find out … Always nice to hear when the colleagues are busy.” By ways of a peace offering, Smith turned down the volume.
They’d thought they’d lost the trail in Denver, where a round of quick enquiries at rental car companies established that Mr F Valdane had hired a silver Ford to travel to an unknown destination. But then the enthusiastically helpful girl at the Hertz counter had double-checked her computer records and found that the silver Ford had been returned to a company branch at Colorado Springs the previous evening. Smith and Jones had demonstrated their undying gratitude by hiring something more flashy for themselves and drove to Colorado Springs. Where they’d been investigating motels, hotels, and dives ever since. Zip. Zilch. Zero.
At some point earlier in the day, Smith had had the bright idea with the scanner, arguing that Quarry might just get up to something not quite kosher … after all, Mr Senator had to have had a reason for wanting the guy out of commission. Hopefully, if and when Quarry tripped up, they’d hear about it. So far, and according to Smith, the highlight of today’s police band entertainment programme had been a 10-45, unexpectedly terminating several 10-7s, when the upstanding officers had to abandon their coffee and donuts to remove one deceased billy-goat of no fixed abode from a main thoroughfare. Jones was still wondering how on earth it had got there …
“Listen, I’ve just about had it … It’s past ten o’clock. Let’s call it -”
“Shh!” spluttered Smith, spattering half-chewed chunks of fries with spittle over the windshield and cranking up the volume again. “Get this!”
A voice emerged from the static. “… 10-4 … 10-31 at USAF Training Hospital, possible 10-96, male Hispanic … patrol unit 223 10-77 three minutes …”
Smith gave a beatific smile. “Told ya! Crime in progress and they’re after a mental spic … Let’s go gatecrash the party, whaddya say?”
“You sure you’re not making this up? You actually remember all those ten-codes?”
“My pappy was a portable”, Smith grunted around a mouthful of fries, as though that explained it, and added in a cod British accent, “The hospital, please, James.”
Jones sighed in resignation and forced the car into a U-turn.
* * * * *
From: svtln.chatgroups@tiger.ch
Date: August 21, 22:19
Re:
Perfect time
Message: I’ve just learnt that we’re expecting a
visitor from Washington. Your friend may want to reconsider her plans.
* * * * *
CSI had been and gone, and he’d been advised that a detective would be round to interview him at some point. The few bits of him that still responded normally to shock felt cold and somehow managed to create the illusion that he was freezing all over. Jack wished they’d put him into another room, someplace else, just as long as it wasn’t here.
“You the witness?” The woman looked hardly older than twenty, wore a businesslike suit, and pretended to be Dana Scully. The door to Jack’s room had been left open, presumably so they could keep an eye on him and the crime scene, and she’d walked in without knocking.
“You the detective?” Jack asked back, still fighting to coordinate breathing and voice but beginning to make some headway.
“Jennifer Fields”, she said and brushed invisible dust off a chair before sitting down and producing a notepad. “And you are Mr …?”
“O’Neill.”
“Ah … So you were here when the nurse was killed?”
Where the hell else would he have been? … “No, I was taking a walk in the hospital grounds.”
He could see the chalk outline in the corner where the nurse had been killed and wanted to scream. It’d been his fault. Jolted out of the ever-same dream because he couldn’t breathe, his first thought had been that he couldn’t recall being so out of shape …
The scent came crashing in on him, he
recognised it, recognised its wearer, noticed that the reassuring hiss of the
ventilator was gone. Rolling his head to the side to activate the call button
on his pillow was an instinctive reaction. Instinctive and wrong. Just how
wrong, he realised when the nurse entered. Never drawing enough air to be
heard, unable to warn her, useless, a waste of space … a waste of space … he
had to look on as the woman was strangled. Her eyes, blue and terrified,
searched for his, clinging on as though this would save her …
“Excuse me?” The detective’s pencil was hammering little grey dots onto the notepad. “Look, can you speak up a little?”
“Believe me, I’d love to …” It was the truth. He was dying to yell at the woman to leave him alone. The object lesson had been unequivocal. Anyone trying to stop this would die. “I thought Hammond had left …”
He suffered those kneading, probing,
pinching hands on his body, grateful that he couldn’t sense them for the most
part, observed as they experimentally snapped three of his fingers like twigs,
watched with detached interest as muscles jerked and rippled spastically in
response to pain he couldn’t feel, suspected that before long there would be
pain he could feel, let himself be dragged onto the gurney. He didn’t care
anymore, it didn’t matter anymore. All that mattered was to make that trance
last, to lose himself in it, before he went insane with frustration and fear.
“Look, Mister, there’s no reason to whisper, really … So, who’s this Mr Hammond then?” Legs uncrossed and crossed again, and she looked indifferent.
“A friend … He tried to help … Don’t know what happened …”
Footsteps outside, the dragging
stopped, and everything toppled into darkness, leaving him helplessly stranded
in blind uncertainty. Someone storming into the room like a big, angry,
comforting papa bear. When the lights came back on, he tried to shout, to tell
him somehow, only to see the General go down as the nurse had gone down, to see
his friend about to die, because of him, and all he could do was shut his eyes.
“In other words, you never saw the perpetrator leave, is that right?” Ms Fields chewed on her pencil. “This Mr Hammond? Did he survive the attack?”
I don’t know … God help me, I don’t know … “Noone would tell me.”
“Uhunh … What else can you remember?”
“Nothing that would interest you.”
Voices out of nowhere, many voices,
security guards first, then police and CSI and nurses, murmuring, carrying George
Hammond from the room, screening the corpse, transferring Jack back to the bed,
fussing over him as though he were an old banger in need of servicing,
injecting him with who knew what … Lubricant? … Setting and splinting his
fingers … What on earth for? It wasn’t like he’d ever use them again … Let’s
keep our cripples tidy? … Ignoring his reedy pleas to tell him what had become
of the General, ignoring him when he said he wanted Dr Fraiser, ignoring him.
Ignoring him. Like one would ignore a slab of dead meat.
They tried to put him back on the
ventilator, hell-bent on stealing that little bit of independence from him,
stealing the one good thing to come out of this nightmare, ignoring him when he
begged them not to. If he could breathe on his own, he would. Anything,
anything at all, to seem a little more human and a little less bionic. And so
he tucked his chin to his chest, straining his neck and getting dizzy with the
ache, preventing them from reconnecting the tube, until they gave up and
someone at last decided that perhaps they should notify Dr Fraiser …
“You disappoint me, Mister”, said Ms Fields, her tone bored, the pencil now doodling along the margins of the pad. “See, you may think it’s original, but I’ve heard that story of the mystery perp who leaves the scene without a trace a dozen times over.”
Fear flooded back with numbing force, and for an interminable minute the next breath just didn’t want to come. Then some strange blockage released, and Jack only became aware of it because all at once he could speak again. “You … didn’t get him?”
“No. I don’t think he ever existed. It’s all a bit too convenient. I think you killed her.” She haughtily stared down at him, fully converted to the merits of her theory … “What’s so funny about that?!”
He couldn’t stop giggling, giggling hysterically, and only when he seemed to run on empty panic forced him to regain control at last and attempt to recoup the air he’d frivolously expended. It turned out to be much more difficult than he’d thought, but for the time being it kept his mind off the fear. Panting, Jack closed his eyes to banish the chalk silhouette.
Suddenly cool hands clasped his face, thumbs gently massaging his temples, and a soft voice said, “Don’t fight, Colonel. I know it’ll sound crazy to you, but your body knows what it’s doing. Just play along with it. You’re doing fine … Pretend it’s the hiccups …”
“Janet …” Someone who could understand, who would understand … “Pope John XXIII died of the hiccups”, he wheezed, so as not to cry with relief.
“You’re not the Pope. I daresay you’re low-risk …” She chuckled. “Will you just relax a bit, sir? Settle into a breathing rhythm first, then talk, okay?”
“Look, you!” Ms Fields chimed in. “I’m all for this alternative medicine stuff, but I’ve got an interview to conduct here, so can we save this for later?”
“First of all I’d like you to tell me what you’re doing interviewing my patient without my permission.”
Fraiser wasn’t holding him anymore, but one hand rested above his right collarbone, pushing down lightly each time his lungs decided to exhale, translating his body’s indecipherable activities into something he could feel. Jack allowed himself to indulge in a treacherous sense of safety, allowed the tension to slough off a little.
“I don’t need your permission, Doctor. Mr O’Neill has given his consent, and this is a police matter!”
“The hell it is! And that’s Colonel O’Neill to you!” came a gruff baritone from the door. “Somebody get this hack out of here!”
Major General George S Hammond looked considerably the worse for wear and was clutching an ice bag the size of a Volkswagen Beetle to the back of his head, but he was the most glorious sight Jack had beheld in a long time.
“Sir …” he whispered, his brain hollering at an indifferent body to jump up and hug his CO. “Sir … You’re - …”
“Shush!” ordered Janet. “Don’t talk, Colonel. Breathe!”
The security guard who’d followed in Hammond’s wake appeared confused. “Sir?”
“She’s a reporter for the local rag. I know her”, Hammond growled. “Take her downstairs and hand her over to the detectives. Tell them she’s been impersonating a police officer. That should put her out of commission for a few days.”
“You wouldn’t dare!” Ms Fields fumed, kicking the guard’s shins as he grabbed her arm. “I’m warning you! In tomorrow’s edition you’ll find a article about how the Air Force is covering up for a convicted traitor. Let’s just see how - …”
“Out!” Hammond bellowed. The roar bounced around inside his skull and made him flinch, but it had the desired effect. Ms Fields’ mouth hung open momentarily, then she let herself be escorted from the room, jabbering variations on the clichéd line about people having a right to know.
Janet Fraiser had blanched. “How on earth …”
“Doesn’t matter …” Jack murmured. “You’ve got to get me out of here.”
The doctor emphatically agreed. “I should think so! … Why they didn’t put you in another room - …”
“That’s not what I mean …” He sought Hammond’s gaze. “General, he almost killed you. He killed the nurse. Because of me. As long as I’m here, noone’s gonna be safe. I need to get out of this hospital, out of the state …”
“Jack …” Hammond sat down heavily. “I think you’re overreacting … We’ll put guards on you … We’ll - …”
“No! … Sir … He’ll get past them, and if that happens people will die. It’s me he’s after, so get me out of here.”
“I see your point, Jack …” The General didn’t sound like he did, glanced at Fraiser. “How soon can you arrange a transfer to the rehab centre, Doctor?”
No … no … Please, don’t placate me, don’t ignore me … “Sir, you’re not listening … I said ‘out of the state’. I don’t want anyone to know where I am, including you and the Doc.”
“Colonel, I don’t think that’s a good idea …” Janet started looking distinctly unhappy.
“I don’t want anyone else to get hurt … No visits, no contact.”
“Out of the question, son.”
“Dammit, sir …” Shouting just didn’t work … God, he had to convince them before he ran out of air for good, before he ran out of courage to deal with this on his own. The thought of being alone scared him out of his wits … Come off it, Jack! It’s what you said you wanted all along … He drew a cracked, stuttering breath. “You have to stay away from me. I’m not safe. If for no other reason, then because of what that reporter just said. I didn’t play charades with Vidrine to bring you and my team down with me … Sir, a coupla days ago you reminded me that I had to take care of the kids. This time ‘kids’ includes you …” Another wheeze. “No disrespect, sir, but if you were on my team, I’d have kicked your butt into next year tonight … You always … always … check behind the door, sir …”
“Yeah … I remembered that when I woke up …” Hammond’s face twisted in a wry grin. “You’ve got my permission to kick general’s butt, Jack … as soon as you’re able to.”
“It’ll be an honour, sir …” One more charade to play, and he’d play it because the only way of getting Hammond to do what he needed him to do was to make him think that Jack was just fine, that this was a piece o’ cake … Smile, Jack …
“As for the other thing, son …” The General reached out and gently squeezed his shoulder. “If it’s what you really want … Davis is still at the SGC. I’ll call him tonight and get him to arrange it immediately ....”
“It’s what I want, sir ... Thank you.”
* * * * *
Need. Need. Need. Scream. Need to scream. Need to. Need to. Shut up, little shit. Shut up, little slut. Screaming makes it worse. Shit slut. Slut shit. Worse. Worse. Slut. Worse. Shut. Slut. Up. Shit. Slut. Shut up. Slut up. Worse. Shuddup. Sluddup. Shut up. Up. Up-up-up … Slut. Slut? … Slut? …
Slowly, ever so slowly, awareness trickled back, and Francisco began to realise that the harrumphing noises that had been rising and ebbing and gurgling along behind the gag for so long had ceased. So had the jolting and bucking. Green irises, ringed with white, fixed and uncomprehending, stared out from the mess of blood and mucus that had been a face.
“Do I exist now?” he asked the eyes. “Do I exist?”
They said ‘Yes’.
“Do you acknowledge my art?”
They said ‘Yes’.
Soundlessly he set down the length of pipe he’d been using as an instrument of correction and wiped his hands on the lab coat. It was filthy. Filthy and creased, and he shuddered as he mechanically unbuttoned the coat and slipped it off. The stethoscope had dropped, lay coiled like the strand of a creeper plant in a puddle of blood. Sheathing his hands in the sleeves of the coat he picked it up and stuck the olives in the heretic’s ears, leaving the rubber tube and membrane to dangle over her breasts. Then he draped the soiled lab coat around her. One last time she would pretend to be somebody she wasn’t.
It might throw the detectives for a while when they found her. Perhaps the same detectives who had guarded the main entrance and had let her go, although the security guard who had led her from the hospital told them that she’d been impersonating a police officer. Francisco had overheard the ensuing conversation. She denied his existence. Denied it flatly, although the signs were there for all to see. The detectives, more intelligent than he had anticipated, had laughed and sent her away, for Francisco to purge her. Shaking with rage, at his failure, at her impudence, he had followed her, headed her off in the parking lot, stunned her and dragged her back into the hospital through a side door he had discovered by accident.
After having been forced to abandon his pupil and the fat man who had come to interrupt him, he had fooled the security guards. They had seen what they expected to see: a doctor, frantic to get help for his patient. Francisco had fled the building and unobtrusively mingled with an excited group of doctors and staff outside the main entrance, waiting for the appropriate moment to return to the only place where nobody would look for him now: the hospital itself. The heretic had not changed his plans. He simply had taken her with him to a secluded boiler room in the basement.
He climbed onto a box and peered through the grimy, grated window. The squad cars were moving off, the hectic blue and red undulations of their lights stilled at last. It was time. Unsteadily, Francisco stepped from the crate and surveyed the carnage, feeling a keen sense of shame at having let his control slip so completely. Unlike the nurse’s, the heretic’s death had been protracted and unpleasant. He had tied her to a hot water pipe and given free rein to his fury. The nurse had fulfilled a purpose, coercing the pupil into silent submission, and Francisco was nothing if not just, even though it meant denying himself. He had granted her an easy passage. This one had deserved no such mercy, and yet … The display had been beneath him, showed no grace, no symmetry, no balance. His feelings wounded, he had acted like an animal. Righteously, perhaps, but he should not have let himself go to that extent. He had betrayed his art, and he would have to do penance.
Weeping, for his lapse, for his failure, he pulled the precious picture from the inside pocket of his jacket, and placed it on the ground, next to the pool of blood, as an offering. It was time to go. But he would be back. To retrieve his pupil. Retrieve him and teach him all Francisco had to teach, gently and implacably, until he was locked in a world without movement, without sound, without sight, alone in his mind … It was time.
* * * * *
Groaning a little, because his head resented the unannounced cowtow, George Hammond picked up the Sunday paper, which sat patiently waiting on his doorstep. He felt like he wanted to go back to bed, having had perhaps two hours of sleep between returning home from the hospital in the small hours and getting up again at the crack of dawn to see off Jack, who’d been picked up by a chopper and flown towards an unknown destination.
Woken from the innocent slumber of youth, Major Davis had been taken aback by the General’s unexpected request, but experience seemed to have taught him that, given the mood Hammond was in when he phoned, saying ‘no’ or getting evasive simply wasn’t an option, irrespective of whether Davis liked it or not. Once the Major had realised that, he’d arranged the transfer with astonishing speed and efficiency. He’d even promised to do his best to ensure that, wherever Colonel O’Neill would be taken in the end, it would be a decent place.
Notwithstanding, General Hammond couldn’t shake the niggling worry that he’d made a huge mistake in going along with this idea. He hadn’t needed a diploma in psychology to see through Jack’s dismally cheerful act when they’d wheeled him out onto the helipad all geared up for transport. Hammond had been at the brink of calling the whole thing off right then and fret about the Colonel’s inevitable tantrum later. What had stopped him was his concern for Jack’s safety. The three police cars, screeching into the parking lot less than five minutes after the chopper had taken off, had come as a chilling reminder of how justified that concern was. The officers had been reticent about the whys and wherefores of their second trip to the hospital. All they’d been willing to divulge was that they’d received an anonymous tip-off …
George Hammond slapped the paper against his thigh and wandered into the kitchen, shrugging. Likely enough he’d find the answers in tomorrow’s edition. After the night he’d had, he deserved a pot of extra-strong coffee, the kind his wife had forever been nagging him about ...
A short while later he was ensconced at an old pine table, nursing a steaming mug and skimming the paper’s front-page. Nothing really intriguing, and he had trouble concentrating or even focussing on the print. The local press was one of the last bastions of the sturdily provincial, and even lead articles seldom dealt with anything more momentous than a bunch of kids being busted … again! … for DUI after having nicked their dad’s car or, a somewhat rarer occurrence, some farmer’s cow giving birth to a two-headed calf, this in turn giving birth to all the concomitant chatter about satanists, UFOs, and the randomly paranormal.
The door bell rang as Hammond was about to pour himself more coffee. He started, scalding his fingers and promptly dropping the pot, some of whose contents drenched the newspaper and completed the domestic disaster. What kind of cretin would get it into his head to ring other people’s doorbells at quarter past eight on a Sunday morning?!
With a choice expletive the General rose and stormed down the hallway, shaking remnants of the spillage off his hand. When he opened the front door and recognised the cretin, he was surprised enough to swallow any further utterances of displeasure. “What on earth are you doing here?!”
“Sorry for intruding on you like this, sir. May I come in?” a bashful Major Davis asked.
“Now that you’re here, you might as well come in and have a cup of coffee …” the General snapped somewhat less than graciously. “If there’s any left.”
There was. The newspaper, now sodden and brown and corrugated and still steaming slightly, had soaked up most of it, but there were two mugs’ worth of coffee left in the pot. Just. Hammond installed the Major on a chair and handed him the mug, his scowl stating clearly that Davis had better not object to black, unsweetened, and traditional Air Force strength. The kind of stuff that made your toenails curl the wrong way.
Jack sitting in that same chair,
watching his CO’s granddaughters play in the garden, not saying much, only his
eyes betraying the decision he’d reached. “You know me, sir …”
Yes, George Hammond knew him, inasmuch as anyone could know Jack O’Neill, which was why he shouldn’t have let him - …
“Thank you, sir”, Davis murmured meekly, evidently having got the message and yanking Hammond out of his reverie.
The General sat down and scrutinised the man. “So, what brings you here? I take it this isn’t a social call.”
“No, sir, it isn’t.” Any meekness had evaporated all of a sudden. “I want to know what the hell is going on … Sir.”
“Sorry, Major. That’s classified.”
“Not good enough, sir.” Taking a sip of coffee, Davis grimaced. “Look, last night you sounded like you needed help. I trust you, sir, and, odd as it may seem to you, I like Colonel O’Neill. So I helped you. But I don’t think I need to tell you what’s gonna go down at Cheyenne Mountain when General Vidrine finds out.”
“I reckon he’ll boot your ass all the way to Washington”, Hammond theorised with smug satisfaction. “And then you’ll get another stab at explaining ‘reasonable’ to the Pentagon.”
“That’s the least of my worries. Technically speaking, Colonel O’Neill is under house arrest, sir, which means I’ve just organised the unauthorised transfer of a criminal. That’s called aiding and abetting an escape, General.”
George Hammond snorted, but there was no mirth in it. “And how far do you think he’ll run, Major?”
“That’s beside the point, sir, and you know it.” Paul Davis leant forward, elbows resting on his knees. “I was at the hospital this morning. I wanted to make sure everything went okay.”
“How come I didn’t see you?”
The Major cringed. “Uh … I ran into Dr Fraiser … She … uh … she said if I went anywhere near the Colonel, she’d personally rearrange my physique in a way that would allow me to embark on a career as countertenor … Her precise words, sir.”
This time Hammond’s snort turned into a chortle. “So you figured you’d better not argue?”
“Something like that, sir ...”
“Well, where’s this going?”
“When I was about to leave those police cars pulled up outside.”
“So?”
“I hung around for a while. Turns out they found a woman battered to death in a boiler room. Really ugly, apparently. Then the receptionist tells me that this is the second body within the last ten hours. The other one was a nurse, killed in Room 403, in the course of an attack on the patient … Now, unless I missed something, 403 was Colonel O’Neill’s room …”
“Good thing Jack can’t move.” Hammond blew on his coffee. “Otherwise you might be tempted to lay this one at his doorstep as well.”
“Please, sir, quit hedging. I wanna know what happened. I think I’ve got a right …”
“You wouldn’t believe me, Major.”
“Try me, sir.”
“I already have. Last night a man you say doesn’t exist attacked Colonel O’Neill and killed the nurse. He also whacked me over the head and damn-near throttled me. Seemed pretty real to me ...”
“With all due respect, sir, but that’s ridiculous!” Major Davis set down his mug hard enough to make the coffee splash and add to the mess on the table. “You’re not gonna tell me that some fictitious guy from P5X 081 has travelled to Earth to pursue a personal vendetta against Colonel O’Neill! Jeez, General, you saw the evidence … I thought we were over that … You were there when he confessed, sir. Now, why would he do that if he isn’t guilty?”
“You tell me, Major. Other than General Vidrine you seem to be the leading authority on what Jack is or isn’t capable of doing. You tell me.” He enjoyed making Davis squirm.
“I couldn’t say, sir …” The Major clearly didn’t know whether his mistake had lain in trusting Hammond, or in trusting the evidence, or in coming here.
Davis was saved by the proverbial bell, and the General grunted. “Dammit! Does it say ‘Diner’ outside my door?”
“Uh … Sir? While you’re answering this …” A slight blush on Major Davis’ face semaphored his requirements.
Hammond was already on the way out. “Oh … sure … Down the hall, second door to the left …”
* * * * *
“C’mon, open up, for fuck’s sake! We know you’re home, gramps!” Smith muttered irritably.
By the looks of it, ‘gramps’ was maybe five years older than Smith … Jones suppressed a sigh. It’d been like this all morning, ever since they’d found the body and Smith had lost all interest in the emergency Danish he’d swiped from the hospital cafeteria by ways of securing breakfast.
If truth be told, big bad Mr Smith was a softie who, one fine day, after having seen one too many woman or kid carved up by crackheads, had kissed the NYPD goodbye and applied for and got accepted into the Secret Service, with dreams of running behind the President’s car. Now, in his more realistic moments, he would admit that he was too old and too unfit to make Presidential Detail, and that the only thing on wheels he’d ever be likely to run behind was his estranged daughter’s baby-buggy, carrying his grandson. But the dreams still dangled that carrot in front of Smith’s nose, and that was why he’d signed up for Mr Senator’s personal and exceedingly well-paid moonlight unit. You never knew, the guy might get himself elected President one day, and surely he wouldn’t forget …
Yeah. Right. Mr Jones’ take on things was altogether more cynical. Sooner or later he’d get out and launch his own venture in the increasingly lucrative world of personal security. If Mr Senator was kind enough to finance the start of Jones P I Inc, so much the better, but the company’s prospective owner and managing director didn’t expect anything above and beyond that, except perhaps a lot of grief …
Which they seemed to be getting now. Smith might be growing wider … a lot wider … around the mid-section, but his nose was as keen as ever. At the hospital they’d run straight into a good-size police operation and in the general confusion managed to conduct their own enquiries. They’d walked the walk and talked the talk, and everybody had assumed they were there on legitimate business, happy to inform them that Quarry had attacked a patient, possibly with the intention of abducting the man, and had killed a nurse in the process. The part that Messrs Smith and Jones didn’t buy was the bit about Quarry vanishing into thin air after having clouted gramps. So they’d given the hospital a thorough once-over and come across the body in the boiler room shortly after the legit detectives had left. Thanks to the memento he’d planted and other evidence at the scene, they figured that Quarry was one warped puppy and that they’d missed him by perhaps ten minutes …
Smith had looked sick as a parrot, which wasn’t altogether surprising, given the state the body was in and the subject of the picture they’d discovered. A nice group shot of Quarry and the guy he’d supposedly been after, and it explained just what was wrong with that poor bastard. Jones had decided to filch the picture, although Smith had baulked at it. The compromise was that they’d do their civic duty, call the police, hang around in the background to chart developments, and then check out Poor Bastard and see what he could contribute. That last item on the agenda had been cancelled abruptly when they’d watched the guy being flown out by helicopter at first light. Gramps had been around for that, too, and so they’d settled for the next best thing, i.e. having a casual chat with him instead.
The door opened, revealing a sour-looking gramps. “Yes?!”
“Sorry to bother you, sir”, Smith cooed, wearing his most appealing Sunday school face. “We’ve got a few questions regarding the incident at the hospital last night, and we hear you were involved. May we come in?”
Gramps obviously didn’t believe in Sunday school, because he didn’t budge. “Is that right? … And you are?”
Jones took a step forward and flashed his ID for effect. “That’s Mr Smith, and I’m Mr Jones. Secret Service. Would you mind if we went inside, sir?”
“Uhunh …” said gramps, a touch of gormless uncertainty in his voice. “Well, in that case …” He retreated a little and let them squeeze past him into the house. “Let’s go into the kitchen, door’s open, just down there.”
Gramps followed them down the hallway and into the kitchen, and Jones silently thanked those long-gone teachers from way back when who had instilled proper respect for the authorities in their students. The elderly were so much easier to deal with, still tended to be intimidated by a shield or service ID and bossy demeanour. He gave the room a quick, unobtrusive scan. Judging from the state of the kitchen table, the old boy seemed to have the shakes badly enough to miss the mug three out of four times when pouring his coffee. This was gonna be a walk in the park. Frown at the guy, and he’d spill everything he - …
Smith harrumphed, a little artificial and flustered, and Jones turned around and found himself staring down the barrel of an immaculately maintained SIG Sauer semi-automatic, unsafed and trained on him and his partner without the slightest hint of a tremor. Apparently gramps had been picking up the hardware from some stash in the hall while he’d doddered along behind them … Oops.
“Uh … Sir …” Jones began.
“Shut up.”
You had to hand it to gramps. His gormless act was a darn sight more credible than Smith’s Sunday school number. Gramps’ placid rotund features had lost their cherubic cast and taken on the viciously stubborn aspect of an incensed mule. In the kitchen door behind him appeared a choir boy in Air Force uniform who looked like he’d just been to the toilet. His hands weren’t quite dry yet.
“Sir?” asked the choir boy. Obviously not the son then, unless this was an anachronistically patriarchal household.
“Major? Frisk Rocky and Bullwinkle here, would you?”
“My pleasure, General.”
General? Ouch … And obviously the real McCoy, not something that had trundled out of Gilbert & Sullivan in a fantasy uniform with rhinestone epaulettes … Jones promised himself he’d brush up his people skills. For the moment, though, he’d let the choir boy do the touchy-feely thing. The General probably wouldn’t take ‘no’ for an answer. He’d sidled over to the phone on the kitchen counter, his gun never wavering, and placed a brief call to arrange for some gentlemen, presumably of the MP persuasion, to pick up Mr Smith and Mr Jones. Terrific. Major Choir Boy, meanwhile, proved to be less of a choir boy than you’d have guessed and patted them down expertly, promptly discovering the stolen piece of evidence in Jones’ pocket.
Choir Boy took a glance at the picture, then another, longer one, and his complexion gradually drained to the same mildewy tinge Smith had been wearing for most of the morning. “Oh God …” he stammered. “Oh God … You were right all along, sir … You were right … I’m so sorry.”
The General moved in behind Choir Boy and quickly peered at the picture, without ever losing his bead, and for a moment there was naked fury in his eyes. For the first time Jones began to think that Quarry couldn’t possibly be as clever as he seemed if he’d committed the lethal mistake of messing with someone under this man’s command.
“Well, gentlemen”, the General barked. “We’ve got some time before your lift arrives. You wanted to talk. Let’s talk. I wanna know everything you know. Starting with where you got this and what you know about it. Shoot.”
* * * * *
Groaning and swearing and muttering, Gyorgiy rolled off his girlfriend and out from under the blankets, groped for his shorts, and pulled them on, all but falling flat on his face. Then he stumbled down the narrow hallway to give a piece of his mind to whomever was trying to kick down the door at half past ten on a week night. When he opened, the tirade he’d planned to unleash on the unwanted caller caught in his throat.
Anatoliy was a mess, like he’d been in a brawl, his eyes were red-rimmed … in short, he looked drunk.
“What?” Gyorgiy asked suspiciously. “What’s the matter now?”
“Pasha … Pasha’s gone … He didn’t come home for dinner, and the wife sent me to look for him, and I can’t find him … been everywhere … can’t find him …”
He kept on rambling, and Gyorgiy grabbed his neighbour’s arm, dragged him into the kitchen, excavated a greasy glass from under the pile of unwashed dishes in the sink, and poured a liberal shot of vodka. “Here. Drink. I’ll get dressed, and then I’ll come with you. Have you asked around? Has anybody seen him?”
“No … Haven’t asked … Yet … I just went to all the places he normally goes … the copse … down by the stream … and …” Anatoliy stared at the glass as though he didn’t know what to do with it.
Gyorgiy scratched the stubble on his chin and swallowed a curse. Likely as not the kid and a bunch of his no-good friends were hanging out in a barn somewhere, demonstrating to each other how grown-up they all were by guzzling cheap kvass and smoking stolen cigarettes. Pasha deserved a good hiding and, so help him, this time Gyorgiy himself would do the honours if Anatoliy wasn’t man enough to teach his son some sense. Aloud he said, “Wait here. I’ll just put some clothes on. Be back in a second.”
In the end, it took him ten minutes, because the girl was not best pleased and required a lot of sweet-talking, but Anatoliy, who hadn’t so much as touched the drink, wouldn’t have noticed if he’d been gone for ten hours. “Come on, Anatolchik. Let’s go.”
They wandered from door to door through the entire village, pacifying grouchy people roused from their first sleep and asking questions, but nobody seemed to have seen Pasha. The only one who claimed to know something was old Kamarova, but that had to be taken with a ladle of salt. The woman had been funny in the head ever since her husband died, some twenty years ago. She’d been out in the woods, she said, and this much was probably true. She was out in the woods every day, searching for her Vassiliy.
“I saw your Pasha. He and Kolya were playing Cossacks”, she squawked.
Cossacks. Sure. Kids might have been playing Cossacks when Kamarova was little, which must have been well before Comrade Lenin inadvertently started them all on the road to that ghastly muddle they were in now. “Thank you. That’s very helpful”, Gyorgiy replied politely and began lugging Anatoliy away with him.
“And then he just vanished”, cackled Kamarova, making a sizzling sound like fat dripping on embers. “Vanished.”
“Crazy old bat”, Gyorgiy muttered under his breath, and in the summer night’s perpetual twilight he saw tears in his neighbour’s eyes.
Anatoliy’s ruddy face had turned waxen. “What if it’s true? What if he vanished?”
“Don’t be an idiot! People don’t just vanish. Not even Pasha! … Besides, you know what Komarova’s like … Last week I ran into her, and she thought she’d found her Vassiliy and snogged me.”
The joke fell flat. Anatoliy didn’t even try to grin. Instead he whined, “I want to go back and talk to Kolya.”
“Anatolchik, we’ve been there already. Kolya’s dad nearly decked you because we woke him, remember? And Kolya says he hasn’t seen Pasha all day.”
By ways of an answer, Anatoliy turned around and marched back towards the centre of the village. As it turned out, they were spared the trek, or at least most of it. Halfway down the broad, dusty main street, they heard the most godawful keening and saw Kolya’s father, towing along his wayward son by a fistful of hair. Gyorgiy felt some sympathy for the boy, recalling occasions not too long ago when he himself was hauled trough the village in the exact same fashion and by his own old man. Compared to whom Kolya’s father was a beacon of mild-mannered gentility. The beacon came to a halt in front of them and shoved his son at Anatoliy.
“Tell him! Tell him what you told me, you sinful lout!”
Gulping and hiccupping with sobs, digging bare toes into the dirt, Kolya told his story. He and Pasha had been playing Space Raiders or some such thing … Cossacks, indeed! … in the birch copse near the river, where they usually went. Pasha had been showing off with the ‘ray gun’ his father had brought him, until Kolya had had enough of the younger boy’s bragging and wrested the gun from him. It had taken Kolya all of five minutes and a lot of jumping and twisting away from Pasha to figure out how to make the neck of the snake-like piece of metal extend. He’d also discovered that a gentle push against another engraving resulted in a spinning blue discharge, and this had been news to both of them. Suddenly the game became much more interesting, seeing that they now had a ‘ray gun’ that would shoot real rays. He had aimed at Pasha and fired, and his friend had fallen to the ground, juddering and screaming. Kolya had been convinced that Pasha, having resigned himself to not getting his gun back any time soon, was playing along gamely and being an injured hostile alien. He had zapped him again. The hostile alien had stopped his juddering and pretended to be dead.
“And then?” Anatoliy whispered tonelessly.
“Then I zapped him again, to make sure, like the soldiers do, and there was this blue light, and he disappeared”, wailed Kolya. “I didn’t mean any harm … I don’t know where he went ...”
“Liar!” Kolya’s father cuffed him, and the kid started bawling again. “I’ll teach you to tell tales!”
Gyorgiy grabbed the boy by the shoulders, shook him. “The gun! Where is the gun?!”
“I took it home … Pasha said his dad said not to tell anyone about it … I hid it under my mattress …”
“Show us!”
“Are you mad?!” Anatoliy was shouting. “Pasha’s missing, and you want to look at a toy?!”
“Shhhhhhh!” All Gyorgiy needed was a scene. He’d suddenly grasped the meaning of ‘permanently unemployed’ … If anyone found out about this, they’d all die. He pulled his neighbour aside. “Anatolchik, Pasha … Pasha won’t come back. Not ever. It’s not a toy, it’s a weapon, and we mustn’t let anybody know.”
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
To: W
Carlisle, Joint Chief of Staff, Pentagon
From: C
N DeVere, General USAF, Cheyenne Mountain
Date: 08/24
Time: 07:13
--- For your information ---
I have been informed that J O’Neill has
been removed from the USAF Training Hospital, Colorado Springs, to a new
location as per attached transfer documents. This transfer was unauthorised and
executed by Major Paul Davis, apparently at the behest of Dr Fraiser who had
concerns regarding the patient’s safety, following an incident at the hospital
on Saturday night.
In principle, I have no objections,
barring the fact that I consider Major Davis’ actions precipitate in the
extreme. However, I felt that you needed to be made aware of the development,
considering the sensitive nature of this matter.
Please advise.
C N DeVere
CinCSG
* * * * *
Quartz sand, P9W 888 … Top soil, P3R 654 … been there. Boring place … Schist, P6Q 379 … aaaaand … that’d be the last one on this page … Mufd … Mufd? … Mud, P0X 771 … the ‘POX’ bit was apt enough, though … The pox on whomever had come up with this!
Dr Jackson clicked the print icon, then realised that he’d forgotten to format the page. There goes another label sheet … Wouldn’t have mattered anyway, because he’d inserted it the wrong way up, and the whole enchilada got printed on the bit you were supposed to throw away once you’d peeled off the labels. Well, the trashcan was the only fitting destination for this stuff, anyway … He placed another sheet in the manual feed tray and, seeing that he’d got it right this time, Murphy’s Law kicked in automatically, meaning that the printer proceeded to chew up the page. Swearing a blue streak, Daniel ripped open the rear flap on the godforsaken contraption and extracted a neatly harmonica-ed sheet of labels that were good only for stopping cracks beneath a window.
He needed to get an axe. And then he’d first kill the printer, then the computer, then the sample tubes, then Vidrine. He’d have to travel a bit, but it’d be worth it … It was their first week under the new regime, as it were. Vidrine had left for DC day before yesterday, and this must have been his parting shot … Unless Charles Napoleon DeVere had conceived an original thought for once in his life. If DeVere was looking for a way of making Dr Jackson resign, he was moving in the right direction at the rate of knots. Labelling and archiving soil samples was not something Daniel would develop one of his notorious passions for, that much went without saying … Well, this lot could remain unlabelled and unarchived for the time being. He’d had nine hours of this and was fed up to the eye teeth …
“Have you completed your chores, DanielJackson?”
Trust the Jaffa to hit upon the right word. Chores. That was exactly what it was, and Dr Jackson felt like a kid condemned to clean out the garden shed by ways of punishment for some heinous misdeed or other. “No, as a matter of fact, I haven’t … but they’re still gonna be there in the morning, I reckon …” In a show of disgust Daniel flung the crumpled page of labels into the trashcan. “Someone sure knows how to employ people to the best of their ability … What did you do today?”
“I catalogued artefacts.”
“Rocks?”
Teal’c’s left eyebrow did a pull-up. “I believe you are familiar with the distinction, DanielJackson.”
“Just checking.” Daniel grinned involuntarily, grateful for the unexpected play on one of Jack’s mind-numbingly stupid jokes, grateful for the reminder. Lame puns and all, Jack had shaped this place more than any one person, more than Hammond even, and it would take a hell of a lot more than trumped-up charges and lies to change that …
Half an hour later he wasn’t so sure anymore. They’d decided to run the gauntlet and gone down to the commissary for dinner, mostly because smuggling a larger-than-life Jaffa off base always proved tricky. The mess was awash with rumours, and Dr Jackson couldn’t recall feeling this mortified since Emily Watkins had declined his invitation to the high school prom. Publicly.
Rumour #1 purported that day after tomorrow would see the arrival of an all-new SG-1, people from outside the SGC, whom DeVere had handpicked. This was reported to him and Teal’c several times and with varying degrees of gusto, and Daniel could believe it ... Happy trails, guys, he thought, munching a chunk of celery drenched in French Dressing and distractedly noting that it tasted vile … Let’s see how you get on when they lob you all the hot potatoes ...
Rumours #2 and #3 intrigued Teal’c and were outrageous enough to be dismissed as pure sensationalism. Allegedly there was a serial killer on the loose who went after female medical personnel and had killed seven nurses. Gossip also had it that General Hammond was suffering either from paranoia or senile dementia, seeing that he’d taken to calling out MPs for bizarre reasons and then waving them off five minutes from ETA.
It was Rumour #4, however, that made them lose any residual interest in their dinner. Rumour #4 claimed that the erstwhile Colonel O’Neill had been taken into custody. Or something. Noone seemed to be quite sure as to what exactly was going on but, in any event, he had disappeared from the USAF Training Hospital.
“I suppose we ought to have a chat with Doc Fraiser, what do you think?”
“Indeed”, murmured Teal’c.
In an ingenious circumvention of the laws of physics for the sake of convenience, the basics of which he’d picked up from Jack, Daniel stacked stray crockery back onto trays, dumped a brick that called itself chocolate cake into the French Dressing, and took the whole tottering load over to the tray trolley on the way out. They caught Janet Fraiser as she was about to escape into the elevator, and the look on her face told them that Rumour #4 contained at least a grain of truth.
“Where is he?!” Dr Jackson barked without preamble.
“We don’t know”, Dr Fraiser replied just as succinctly.
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
To: C
N DeVere, General USAF, Cheyenne Mountain
From: W
Carlisle, Joint Chief of Staff, Pentagon
Date: 08/25
Time: 16:44
------ FYI ------
Upon perusal of the material, I agree with
your conclusions, but find Major Davis’ choice of care facility overly
optimistic. Given the circumstances, Mr O’Neill can hardly expect to receive
compensation. Also, his insurance will not honour any claims he may want to
make and will hold him liable for payments already made. I have therefore
arranged for his transfer to a more suitable facility.
As regards Major Davis, I am inclined to
issue a severe reprimand and otherwise let the matter rest. The Major may
inadvertently have spared us unwanted publicity. We have a lead on the person
responsible for the incident at the hospital and will initiate appropriate
action.
J2
* * * * *
Niki had finally stopped caterwauling, and Sam thought she’d never be so grateful for anything, although his most recent activity was hardly less obtrusive in the decibel department. He now forced the other two men in the compartment to try and talk over his snores … Amtrak it most certainly wasn’t, which probably explained why she enjoyed the experience, despite the decided lack of rest it entailed. Right now it was going on three in the morning, and even the soporific tock-tock, tock-tock of metal wheels rattling over bumpy tracks proved unable to lull her to sleep.
The pair who’d stayed awake to chat were Mongolian rug dealers, father and son, and it had taken Major Carter a while to overcome the pre-programmed flashbacks to the delights of Shavadai culture. She’d made their acquaintance shortly after the train had left Moscow. Sam had stood outside the compartment, wondering how to explain to them that their bale of prize rugs, together with a large dog and a samovar, currently occupied her seat. Eventually, the father had flashed a gap-toothed grin and beckoned her to enter, rapidly mumbling in a language or dialect Dr Jackson might or might not have been able to identify. Sam never got that far, and for all she knew the old boy was lecturing her on the finer points of haggling or possibly complaining about realty prices in the Mongolian steppe. She’d said da a lot, nodding sagely, and in the end this had prompted him to offer her a mug of sweet, strong tea from the samovar that swayed precariously on top of the rugs. Then he had mumbled at his son, and the kid had vacated his seat, climbed atop the bale of rugs, clamped the samovar between his legs, and grinned and pointed for Sam to sit down. That had been almost three days ago, and the two had been looking after her ever since, keeping her in tea, making sure she didn’t buy overpriced food from the dining car, chasing away pushy vendors intent on fleecing a tourist, and showing her which one of the peasant women who flocked around the stations sold the cheapest and best blini and pirogues.
Niki had been there since Moscow, too, but he was mostly asleep, thanks to the fact that his drink of choice wasn’t tea but neat vodka. When awake, he either sang, loudly and badly, or conversed with Sam in broken English that still was miles better than her Russian. She’d told him so, and his chest had swelled with pride, and he’d invited her on a vodka binge. Convinced she could handle it, Sam had accepted, partly so as not to hurt his feelings, partly because she hoped that getting well and truly plastered might blot out the memories for a while. It had worked, too, in a roundabout way. The alcohol had shredded her defences, and she’d spent half the night huddled in her corner, crying until she passed out. Niki, who seemed to consider this an appropriate response to undue consumption of vodka, had asked no questions and instead sobbed along for company after performing a mournful song or two. The hangover the following day turned into a twenty-four hour affair during which Sam was unable to gather even one coherent thought, which meant she’d certainly got her wish.
Fun though it’d been, she was glad that the trip was nearly over. At noon the train would reach Novosibirsk, where Markov was supposed to pick her up at the station. If she came … Mr Volayev at the embassy in Berlin, who’d turned out to be an old flame of Svetlana Markov’s, had been surprised to see Major Carter. It transpired that Sam must have just missed an email suggesting she might want to hold off for the time being, but it was too late for her to turn back now. At the very least she had to talk to Dr Markov to find out what was going on. After he’d got over his initial amazement, it had taken Arkadiy Ivanovich all of four hours to supply her with a business visa that permitted free travel without requiring her to announce a detailed itinerary to the authorities. The visa was stamped into an expertly forged American passport, issued to a Claire Tobias, and Major Carter reckoned she’d better not ask how Volayev had come to hear about that little titbit. The fake ID had its merits, though. In case anyone should feel the need to check up on the passport’s owner, Tobias boasted just the right credentials, and where Sam was going, someone of that mindset would be more than welcome. It wasn’t a widely known fact that Tobias and her pals currently resided at Leavenworth, thanks to Colonel O’Neill’s undercover stint a couple of years ago ...
To this day Sam felt sick with guilt to think that they’d bought the scam. With the possible exception of Teal’c, they’d all believed that Jack O’Neill was a liar and a cheat and a thief, had accepted it with regret but unquestioningly. Yes, by rights his performance should have swept the boards at the Academy Awards that year, but they knew him, or should have known him … They’d never even asked what the lies had cost and, rather than apologising for their cavalier dismissal of him, they’d waited for the Colonel to eat humble pie. Which he’d done, awkwardly and shyly, a fragile attempt at levity masking the hurt, as though the notion that the betrayal had been theirs never entered his mind.
The dog squeezed past legs and bundles to clamber over to Sam and pressed his cool, moist nose into her palm, snuffling. Dog did have a name. It sounded like a very long sibilant with a few pauses in it and was perfectly unpronounceable.
“Hey, dog …” She smiled and began scratching him behind the ears. The Colonel would have liked him …
He’d be furious with her if he knew what she was up to. Furious with all of them. But he didn’t know, and so he couldn’t order her … He couldn’t order her. Not this time … Jack O’Neill had bought lives, hers, Daniel’s, Teal’c’s, possibly the lives of every man and woman at the SGC, at a price so exorbitant it was beyond any hope of repayment. But she’d try to undo the thanks the Air Force had given him, if it was the last thing she did, and this once he wasn’t going to have a say in it. Tit for tat, she thought bitterly. At least, if anything went wrong, he wouldn’t have to be there and watch … watch … and listen …
Dog nipped at her hand and snapped her out of it. Sam dispensed a stern little pat. “Oy … You should meet this friend of mine … He’d like your attitude …”
* * * * *
“All personnel and staff to the embarkation room.”
Teal’c frowned at the PA announcement. It was most unusual to be summoned to a plenary gathering in the embarkation room without some prior notification. These assemblies appeared to be of strong ritual significance to the Tau’ri and commonly were called to bestow an honour either on a visiting dignitary or on a meritorious member of the SGC. Occasionally both. For that reason, such gatherings tended to be planned in advance and plenty of notice was given to ensure that the event would proceed without embarrassing interruptions.
Naturally, there were no guarantees, but as a rule the Tau’ri still planned, proving amongst other things that they were woefully inept at anticipating anything O’Neill might do. The Jaffa almost smiled, recalling his friend’s unexpected dematerialisation, mid-sentence and in front of the very eyes of the entire SGC, a newly promoted MajorCarter, and the Secretary of Defence. At the time, Teal’c’s immediate assumption had been that O’Neill had orchestrated this spectacular disappearance himself, simply to avoid the uncomfortable task of giving a speech. That assumption, albeit likely, had been wrong, as were most assumptions made about O’Neill.
“I repeat, all personnel and staff proceed to the embarkation room.”
Apparently this was not an equipment test, and it might be prudent to comply. Teal’c found nothing objectionable in the prospect of leaving his tedious assignment for a while. He shut down the current inventory of artefacts on his computer and headed for the embarkation room. Airmen were hurrying along the corridor with him, casting uneasy sidelong glances, but none of them spoke. Ever since the unfortunate incident with the ensign in the commissary, they had chosen not to remark on O’Neill’s perceived betrayal in Teal’c’s presence. Either way, the Jaffa was not bothered by their beliefs. He knew the truth about O’Neill’s honour and valour, and that was enough for him. However, it was not enough for his friends, and Teal’c knew that, too.
The Tau’ri were peculiar in this respect. It seemed as though they never entirely trusted the truth as they saw it, unless their view was shared by others around them. O’Neill was the exception. As the Tau’ri would say, O’Neill followed a different drummer. He would only ever trust his own truth, even if everyone else disagreed. This trait was both his strength and his weakness, and it also was the trait in which he was most like a Jaffa, most like a brother to Teal’c. O’Neill would disregard what people thought, obeying the necessity to satisfy his truth.
The embarkation room was crowded and, as far as he could discern, everyone on duty was present. People appeared listless and chary of further upheaval, and the chatter that usually accompanied these occasions was notably subdued. In a corner, almost in the same place where they had stood to greet GeneralDeVere, Teal’c discovered DanielJackson and Dr Fraiser. Judging by Dr Fraiser’s face, DanielJackson had enquired yet again whether she had heard from O’Neill. Had he been Tau’ri, Teal’c would have sighed. O’Neill had stated unequivocally that he did not wish his location to be known, in order to protect his friends. The archaeologist, however, accepted this as reluctantly as he had accepted O’Neill’s decision on Drakalla.
The Jaffa made his way over to the pair, hoping that he might be in time to prevent an argument, and DanielJackson noticed him and waved. “Hi Teal’c. Do you have any idea what this is about?”
“I do not, DanielJackson.”
“Maybe Napoleon rounded them up to have us officially drummed out of the SGC”, the young man muttered acerbically.
“I consider this to be improbable. To my knowledge, nobody here is equipped with percussion instruments.”
Their speculations were halted by the entrance of GeneralDeVere, and the room came to attention while the General ascended the steps to the ramp. “At ease, men!” GeneralDeVere commanded and added with a chuckle, “And the ladies, of course.”
“Chauvinist idiot”, hissed Dr Fraiser under her breath, inaudible to all but Teal’c who shared the sentiment.
“Please forgive this interruption of your duties”, the man continued. “But I thought you’d all like to join me in welcoming the latest addition to our little family. I’m proud to introduce Colonel Caruthers, Major Hilliard, and Captains Fielding and Hightower.” As GeneralDeVere spoke, the officers filed in, saluted sharply, and took position at the base of the ramp below him. The General returned their salute and resumed his speech. “Colonel Caruthers and his men are the new SG-1, and I sincerely believe that their fortunes will be more salubrious than those of the last team of that name. They’re excited to be here, and I expect all of you to support them in every way you can …”
“Get this”, DanielJackson snorted softly. “’Salubrious’ … Buzz’s been dipping into the thesaurus again and picked the wrong page! I think he meant ‘lugubrious’ …”
“Shh!” Dr Fraiser retorted, stifling a chortle.
Unaware of the ridicule, GeneralDeVere had continued. “SG-1 will commence their duties immediately. As they’re still unfamiliar with this kind of operation, one of the existing teams will accompany them on each mission for the time being. In a strictly advisory capacity, of course, Colonel.” The General nodded at Caruthers and returned his attention to the crowd. “Well, now that this is out of the way, let’s get on with business. Colonel Caruthers, you and SG-1 meet me in the briefing room in five to discuss your first mission. Feretti?!”
“Yes, sir!” sounded the Major’s voice from the centre of the room.
“Get your team ready. SG-2 accompanies SG-1 on this one. You’ll gate out at 1300 hours.”
“Yes, sir. Do you want me to be present at the briefing, sir?”
“If I needed you there, I would have mentioned it, Feretti. Dismissed, everyone!” GeneralDeVere left the ramp and strode from the room, followed by the men who called themselves ‘SG-1’.
As ColonelCaruthers passed Feretti, he gave a thin, mocking smile. Teal’c understood then that the Colonel was nothing like O’Neill, and that this presumably was the very reason why GeneralDeVere had chosen him. This man would gladly refute both truth and honour if refuting them served his purposes. It gave rise to concern for MajorFeretti, whose mouth had tightened to an angry line, as though he were worried about uttering something that could be construed as insubordination or worse. To send him and his team out under the charge of a conceited novice and without proper advance consultation was irresponsible, and the Major must know this as well as Teal’c.
“Well, Teal’c? What do you think?” DanielJackson’s enquiry intruded on the Jaffa’s ruminations. “Worthy successors, aren’t they?”
Raising a contemplative eyebrow, Teal’c replied, “Had any of these men expressed the desire to become students of Master Bra’tac, he would have laughed them out of the city.”
What he did not add was that Bra’tac would have accepted O’Neill without question. The Jaffa wondered how he could be so certain and that the answer must lie in something unquantifiable, which O’Neill commanded and which had compelled Teal’c to stake his life on him within hours of their acquaintance. Only after he had taken that leap of faith, his instincts about the man had been proven correct. O’Neill cared. Cared about others, cared about doing what was right, to the point of denying his own needs, his own safety. As this thought took hold, Teal’c could not help but puzzle over the blindness of O’Neill’s accusers. It should be obvious that he was incapable of betrayal. Even a betrayal as ostensibly small as the one MajorFeretti had just suffered at the hands of his commanding officer.
Why could they not see it? The Tau’ri were a curious people. They rather clung to the quantifiable, at the cost of destroying O’Neill because he was different. For all their bravery, the Tau’ri were terrified of anything different, and in this they were surprisingly like the Drakallans.
Teal’c shook his head and made to follow DanielJackson and Dr Fraiser. He longed to have his brother back.
* * * * *
From: skymaster@realgroups.com
Date: August 26, 18:35
To: patriotmessages@realgroups.com
Re:
Pest Control
Message: b09ty11: Pest control has failed signally.
Will now take own measures. Perishable goods have been secured. Demand full
explanation ASAP.
* * * * *
“Well, have somebody go out there and question the villagers”, Kuryagin snapped at some hapless security officer who stood there, goggling like a deer in the headlights.
The Senator grunted and inconspicuously tried to ease out a twinge in his back. He’d only once before in his life experienced his discs in such disarray, and that had been in the bad old days, during an official visit to Leningrad as was. Taking this into account, it allowed for the conclusion that the guest quarters at the Russian stargate base were furnished with hand-me-downs from former Intourist hotels … Cost-cutting still was endemic around here. But that would stop before long ... Despite the twinges the Senator grinned.
“Yes, sir!” The security officer scurried from the drab, institutional grey office.
“Durak!” snarled Kuryagin who seemed to pride himself on the Spartan surroundings. He lit a cigarette, his face twisting in disgust. “Forgive me, Senator ... Apparently someone’s lifted a piece of equipment from the warehouse. One of those zat’nikatels. A boy from the village’s gone missing, and the guards suspect that he was killed with it. I’d just like to know what they expect me to do about it … Unless you constantly keep an eye on them, these people just won’t do their jobs. Do you have the same problem?”
Did he ever! Unfortunately, this time he only had himself to blame. He shouldn’t have sent those two clowns on a wild goose chase to Houston … There was an abundance of rocks in the western US of A, and the Doctor was bound to have crawled under the most inaccessible specimen he could find. No chance of smoking him out now … J2 was merely mouthing off, but that didn’t alter the fact that the General’s last email message had made the Senator sweat at the thought of their inevitable next meeting. What a way to start one’s day …
He grimaced. “Tell me about it … When I get back, I’ll have to mop up the mess two of my operatives made …”
Lieutenant Colonel Kuryagin barked a laugh. “Yeah … That’s one of the joys of chain of command you civilians have a difficult time understanding! Welcome to the club!”
Arrogant bastard! The Senator bit back a scathing reply. After nearly a week of ingratiating chit-chat he finally had Kuryagin where he wanted him, and he wasn’t going to spoil it by venting his spleen. Instead he sighed, “I’m beginning to understand … Although I’m not so sure the General will …”
“You’re having trouble with your tame Joint Chief?”
“He’s been a bit tetchy lately …” Maybe it wasn’t a bad idea to consolidate the incipient male bonding with an exchange of confidences … The Senator exhaled theatrically and said, “This whole tightrope walk on Drakalla seems to have stressed him …”
“I should think so. It had me stressed, and there was a lot less riding on it for me … The General isn’t upset about the … uh … damage to that Air Force officer?” Kuryagin asked warily. “That was a little crass, even by our standards.”
“Upset?!” The Senator chortled. “Hell, he as good as told me that he’s buried the man alive!”
“What do you mean?”
“Oh I’m assuming the General persuaded the right people that it would be an insult to the American taxpayer if a traitor received compensation or insurance … Meaning that our flyboy has disappeared into a place where he can protest his innocence all he likes.” The Senator had discussed this possibility with J2 a while ago, and there was no doubt in his mind about how the ‘perishable goods’ had been ‘secured’. “In among the ramblings of a few dozen arteriosclerotic old men nobody’s gonna hear him or take him seriously.”
Kuryagin let out a low whistle that veered between admiration and horror. “Ugly … Ugly, but effective … He’s a dangerous man, your Joint Chief.”
“Perhaps, but he’s got what he wanted now. To all intents and purposes, the American ‘gate is under his control … However, he may get upset if he finds out that what we’re starting here is going to render his position of power slightly more unstable than he would like. In your place I should be very careful not to give the game away. That would be dangerous … for both of us.”
“Don’t worry. I may be nekulturniy, but I’m not a fool.”
Was that supposed to have been a joke? Wonders never ceased … Still, it might be better to contradict, just in case … “Look, Colonel, I didn’t mean to offend you … I was rather wound up at the time …”
The man’s face said The fuck you didn’t! and that assessment was correct, of course. Aloud Kuryagin replied, “Forget it. I suppose I am nekulturniy … Why use a foil when a sledgehammer will do, eh?”
“Quite.” Dutifully, the Senator chuckled. “Speaking of sledgehammers … When will you be able to get the operation underway?”
The grin Kuryagin showed him grew feral. “I’ve got five units out there as of last night. Twenty men each, heavily armed, with orders to acquire, by any means necessary, anything that looks marketable according to your terms and isn’t larger than a house. I’m expecting losses, but … How do you say? … No pain, no gain, eh?” He shrugged. “They’ll be using Drakalla as an intermediate storage facility, and we’ll bring the merchandise Earthside one by one, so Dr Markov and her technicians can examine each piece and determine its function … Keeps our store rooms from looking suspicious. The Drakallan Governors have asked a price, though …”
“Not another one of those goddamn genetic sequencers?”
“No … They want a hundred of the handguns our operatives used when they were playing Palace Guards.”
“That all?” The Senator laughed. “We’ve got those zat-what’s-its coming out of our ears. By all means, give them to the Governors.”
* * * * *
Over the past three days Jack had been shunted around so much, he’d begun to feel like a surplus boxcar on a freight train. It had been draining and disorienting, and he’d barely been able to ascertain where he’d ended up geographically. East Coast, he guessed, somewhere in the Washington or Baltimore area. Talk about out of state … Out of sight. Out of mind. Which probably was the idea … They’d even taken away his name. That one had come without warning. The admitting physician and nurse had addressed him as ‘Mr Riley’ and ignored each attempt to correct them. Presumably they thought that, sooner or later, he’d see the error of his ways … At least it was an Irish name. Be grateful for small favours, O’Neill … Riley … whatever your name is … Funny that. He hadn’t realised that someone out there hated him quite so much … Or maybe it wasn’t hate, maybe it was cold indifference. On the way up here he’d amused himself debating what would be more intolerable and found he didn’t really care. Didn’t care because, if he allowed himself to do that, he’d lose it.
The headrest was way too low, making it harder to breathe, and he couldn’t see anything much, either. He’d asked the nurse half a dozen times to put it up for him and never got any reaction, until she’d finally broken her silence and informed him that the doo-dah was kaput. The doo-dah, it would seem, was a doo-hickey that levered the bed up and down. So he pushed himself into that Herculean effort and raised his head to look around, knowing even then that there was nothing he’d want to see, but obeying an obscure instinct that had been drilled into him over the years. Find out where you are, soldier, find out what the lay of the land is, preclude surprises, map your escape route. Escape. Sure. He’d do the miracle mile out of here …
Stains of mould on walls that must have been a cheerful pus green at some point, before damp and dirt and cracking plaster had rendered the colour anyone’s guess. One of the window panes had been shattered, likely as not around the turn of the century … the one before the last … and was boarded over with plywood. At the other end of the room, opposite the window, was a door, open, leading out into an endless, echoing, dark, tiled corridor. In between window and door, beds. Nine other men on the ward, old men, half-dead or dying, snoring, whimpering, coughing, rambling, crying, cursing, hoiking up … producing any and all noises brought on by decay and neglect. A holding pen for the unwanted and destitute, until they gave up and died. Dickens would have had a field day with this …
“Call me Smike …” Jack whispered, flinching at the spasms that racked the muscles in his neck and shoulders. At last the strain became too much and he lay down again, noting with vague interest that he had a very promising ceiling to stare at now.
It hadn’t been Davis’ doing, that much he thought he knew. Or rather, he refused to believe that Davis would be capable of this. The place he’d been sent to originally had been okay. More than okay. The Major had taken the trouble of finding a decent rehab centre that was outside of Colorado and, as Jack suspected, also fulfilled a stipulation Hammond must have made, namely to keep him reasonably close, just in case. The centre had practically sat on the state line, and he’d had all of two days there, just long enough to get used to things.
On the third day the centre’s accountant had paid him a visit, and following in his wake came a cadaverous-looking man who reminded Jack of an insurance rep. Quite possibly because the guy was an insurance rep. Between them they’d pointed out the one small detail Colonel O’Neill had failed to allow for in his endeavour to win a game of Musical Traitors against Vidrine. He’d admitted to having deliberately and criminally caused an explosion in which he’d been injured. And this, translated into Bureaucratese, read No compensation, no insurance.
‘Moreover’, the insurance zombie had added loudly and slowly, naturally assuming that, since Jack couldn’t move, he had to be retarded as well, ‘we will need to collect from you any sum already paid for your treatment. Do you have assets, Mr O’Neill?’
Assets?! Oh sure. Anyone can tell you that a lifetime in the armed services leaves a man filthy rich … He’d understood then that he’d lose everything he owned. No good moaning about it now. Should have thought of that earlier, Jack, shouldn’t you? Had your mind set on all sorts of clever plans, Jack, and your heart on that injection, hadn’t you? … But what difference did it really make? If he had to, he’d still do the same thing again …
The zombie and his sidekick had talked him through the formalities, slowly and loudly, and Jack had agreed for them to do what needed to be done. Only after they’d gone he’d realised that ‘everything he owned’ included his cabin and the land on which it stood, the only place that meant home to him. Waiting for the ambulance that would take him to an institution he could afford, he’d told himself that he’d never have been able to return to the cabin anyway. It hadn’t helped.
It didn’t help now. He shut his eyes, fighting to pry this ward and its sounds from his awareness, fighting to think of something, anything else, anything as long as it didn’t hurt too much. Endlessly hunting for ‘rocks’ Danny would go ecstatic over … stacks of paperwork in his office … no, too analgesic … white naked plant guys getting all tactile … there, that’s better … teaching Teal’c how to juggle … that had taken at least twelve loops, eleven of which had been spent explaining the benefits of juggling to a Jaffa … juggling … no more juggling … waking up in that cell, Carter stroking his hair, his face, helplessly trying to soothe his terror and failing … dancing, vaulting, leaping terror when he sensed only oblivion where his body used to be … I’m scared, Carter. I’m scared … Sam … Sam? … running …
Gradually, he drifted into an exhausted sleep and dreamt of running.
* * * * *
Gyorgiy nervously popped a few bubbles, then caught himself and resumed his work. Cut a square of bubble wrap, place one of the ‘snakes’, ‘ray-guns’, weapons, whatever, diagonally across it, tape one corner of the square to the mid-section of the object and start rolling … He worked in silence, counting off finished parcels in his head. Across the table from him was a new hand, not from the village, and Gyorgiy didn’t know or trust him. Better not to talk. Not talking was something he’d grown up with, so it didn’t present a problem. Up until ten years ago, if you talked about the wrong things to the wrong person, they’d run off to the political officer and report you. Where it came to omerta, the Sicilians had nothing on the Russians … Or so Gyorgiy would have thought, but clearly he’d been mistaken. Somebody had talked, and they’d talked to the wrong person.
Saturday, at noon, the guards had turned up and taken Anatoliy, never saying a peep. Permanently unemployed. Anatoliy would disappear as completely as the two workers on the first day had disappeared, as completely as Pasha had disappeared. Ever since that moment, Gyorgiy had lived in fear. What if Anatoliy had told them that he, Gyorgiy, knew something? What if they learnt that he’d been the one who’d decided to keep Pasha’s death a secret? What if they knew that he’d hidden the ray-gun?
A door opened across the hangar, catching his attention, and one of the guards ushered in a woman. She was very beautiful, delicate, with even, classical features. Dark curly hair was tied in a chignon at the nape of her neck. Gyorgiy imagined that the Romanov princesses might have looked like that if they’d been allowed to grow up. Unafraid, in charge … She spoke to the guard, and the man stopped drooling at her for long enough to nod and point in Gyorgiy’s direction … No … The man pointed at Gyorgiy.
Gyorgiy’s head ducked of its own accord, and he pretended to be completely engrossed in his packing. It was no good. She was coming.
“Gyorgiy Timofeyevich?” she asked, her voice husky and educated.
“Yes, ma’am?” Gyorgiy stammered, surprised that he’d been able to form the words.
“Please don’t worry.” She smiled. “I’m Dr Markov. I need your help. Will you please come with me?”
* * * * *
They’d flown back to DC. Just like that. Somehow Jones still couldn’t believe their luck, even as he was sitting in his cubby-hole of an office, successfully ignoring the equivalent of a medium-sized forest on his desk. He had more interesting things to do than paperwork …
General Gramps had cut them a deal. After they’d been cooperative enough to spill every last bean, obviously. Which wasn’t necessarily their usual MO, but the General’s gun had proffered some enticement, and then there also was the minor but relevant factor that neither Mr Smith nor Mr Jones felt particularly obliged to protect Mr Senator’s political butt rather than their own much more practical and immediate behinds. Once they’d said their piece, the General had offered to let them go, provided they’d forget they’d ever been to Colorado Springs, had ever seen the picture he’d confiscated from them or made General Gramps’ acquaintance. Who’d wanna go to Colorado Springs? What picture? And who was General Gramps, anyway?
They’d both nodded ardently, and the General had got on the blower and whistled off the MPs. He was running no risk in doing so, and he’d known it as well as Smith and Jones. If they valued their lives, not to mention careers, they’d make very sure that Mr Senator never found out about this whole stint in Colorado and especially their little tea party with General Gramps. Concealing that would prove surprisingly easy. Apart from the tickets to Denver and their rental car, there was no real evidence of where they’d been, nor was there any earthly reason why anyone should ever want to trace the tickets or the car. After all, Mr Senator had despatched them to Houston …
That little glitch on the Senator’s part was a blessing. He could hardly blame his loyal troops for losing Quarry if he sent them down the wrong trail to begin with. Thus having pretty much all their bases covered, Smith and Jones had travelled home contentedly, only to learn on arrival that Mr Senator was out of town for the time being. The news had made their week.
“Hey, you dig up anything?” Smith was poking his head through the door, eager curiosity pasted on his face.
“Yeah. A friggin’ great big No Trespassing sign!”
Smith’s jowls drooped in disappointment. “Shit. Sure woulda liked to know what’s so special about the guy to make Gramps flip his lid like that …”
“That’s General Gramps to you … And I didn’t say that the sign was gonna stop me, did I?”
“True …” Chomping on a pastrami sub, Smith squeezed into the room and peered over Jones’ shoulder.
Inquisitiveness was an occupational hazard, and upon their return Jones had spent days first fashioning a new untraceable user account for himself and then hacking into USAF personnel files. It had been like studying mug shots from every precinct in Washington, but after endless hours of scrolling through thumbnail pictures until his eyes watered, he’d finally hit upon a cluster of files protected by the most sophisticated firewalls he’d ever had the pleasure of finagling his way around. Sure enough, the cluster threw up Gramps, a very pretty blond bird, a mean-looking guy with a really unsubtle tattoo on his forehead … whatever happened to regulations? … a geek and, finally, the man he recognised from Quarry’s photo. A bird colonel, no less. Actually getting into the file had then proved to be a no-no, however. The window on the screen had shouted Access Denied no matter what he tried, and after the fifth attempt his machine had suffered one of the sexier system crashes he’d ever seen.
It had only served to tickle Jones’ competitive spirit. He’d done a little more research, come up with a few more tricks, and this was going to be the moment of triumph. Turning on the theatrics for Smith’s benefit, he laced his fingers, cracked his knuckles, keyed a few lines of code, hit Enter, and slumped back in the chair. “Ta-dah! Here goes … And quit dropping crumbs down my collar!”
“Sorry”, munched Smith, just as the file popped up, and then he grunted, “Awww …”
Jones blinked and stared at the screen, having lost all interest in that mysterious colonel’s file and feeling a little sick. Eventually, he shrugged it off and muttered, “Well … The state he was in, what did you expect? … Poor bastard …”
* * * * *
From: b09ty11@realgroups.com
Date: September 2, 18:17
To: patriotmessages@realgroups.com
Re:
Pest Control
Message: skymaster: Regret pest control failure. Glad
to hear that goods have been removed in time. Is this arrangement permanent?
First
delivery will depart here tomorrow; shall be returning with delivery truck.
Please arrange for further pick-up in six days’ time. New and promising items
of merchandise are to arrive within 48 hours.
* * * * *
Trees. Trees. And more … trees …
Major Carter had belly-flopped and lay on the muddy ground atop a ridge somewhere in the Siberian tundra, overlooking a valley and slowly soaking through and pretending mosquitoes didn’t exist and eminently grateful for the reprieve. Over Markov’s tentative protests she’d requisitioned the bike and traced back the railway tracks that ended at the warehouse. Three hours into her journey she’d discovered a closed military airfield. She’d also discovered that it made absolutely no difference to her hind quarters whether she rode pillion or drove herself.
The direct cause of the ongoing problem with her rear was Markov’s somewhat idiosyncratic idea of road transport. Sam had scarcely believed her eyes when the physicist turned up at Novosibirsk Station on a 750 cc Yamaha Virago. Svetlana Markov had misinterpreted Dr Carter’s open mouth, grinned sheepishly and explained that, until she’d be able to afford a Harley, she at least wanted to drive around on a look-alike. When they’d finally got there, six hours later, Sam had dismounted gracelessly, feeling like Rooster Cogburn after that last sharp ride. Markov, on the other hand, had displayed insulting energy, dragged Sam inside the house, given a tour of the facilities, and proceeded to pamper her guest … Over dinner she’d delivered the latest news.
“Kyril Andreyevich has been - …”
“Who?”
“Colonel Kuryagin. He has been
unusually talkative since our visitor arrived. He likes to … how do you say? …
brag. I overheard a conversation.”
“What visitor?”
“He came a few days ago. That’s why I
thought you might want to postpone … He is a senator. An American senator.”
Sam unsteadily set down her spoon. From
one moment to the next, the small wooden house with its low-ceilinged rooms and
warm, colourful curtains seemed to have been bled of all cosiness and comfort.
So it was true … “Do you know his name?”
“No … Kuryagin only ever calls him
‘Senator’. Why? Is it important?”
“It may be …”
“They talked about … Kuryagin joked
about how he and the Senator set a trap for an SGC team off-world.”
“Did he say why?” She tried to sound
casual, began fiddling with her napkin, realised that this was something the
Colonel would have done and stopped … Answers. Answers at last, and Sam Carter
wasn’t at all sure she wanted to hear them.
Markov took a sip of beer, no longer
comfortable under Sam’s gaze. “The Americans wanted to destroy your stargate,
destroy the SGC, so that our ‘gate here would be the only one on Earth, with
them in control. Their plan was to force an SGC team into giving up the
mainframe code, so that they could activate the auto-destruct, wipe out
Cheyenne Mountain, and call it an accident later … It failed, obviously. They
got the team, but they didn’t get the code.”
“No … No, they didn’t …” Sam’s fists
clenched reflexively. Her knuckles whitened, and she felt the cutting sting of
nails in her palms, kept pressing to drown out the other pain.
“Kuryagin boasted about how the
team’s commanding officer was hurt … badly … when they … tried to get the code
from him …” Svetlana Markov bit her lip. “I don’t know how to say this … I’m
ashamed, Samantha Jakobovna. I’m ashamed that my people are involved in such a
thing. And I’m sorry.”
“Not as ashamed as I am that my
people are involved in it …” She had risen and walked to the window, hugging
herself, staring out into the crepuscular Russian night. His instincts had been
right on the money, he’d done the one thing able to save them all, and it was
no consolation. Not daring to close her eyes for fear of seeing images that
never left her, Sam could hear his screams all the same.
“Please believe me, if I’d known, I
wouldn’t have asked you to - …” The voice broke off. Scraping of wood on wood
as a chair was pushed back, slow steps. “My God”, whispered Markov. “Oh my God
… It was you, wasn’t it? SG-1?”
“Yah.”
“Colonel O’Neill?”
“Yah.”
“Will he be … Will he be alright?”
“No. He won’t be. Not ever.”
“I’m sorry”, Markov breathed, and
then the silence became deafening. At last she said, “So … what do you want to
do?”
“The Colonel would want me to stop
them, whatever it takes.”
Three days later, Svetlana Markov had introduced her to a guy called Gyorgiy, who told a disturbing story after reluctantly guiding them to a hideout in the woods, where he showed them a zat’nikatel. It had been stolen from the warehouse by one of his co-workers, and there’d been an incident with a little kid who’d got killed. The guards had wised up to it, asked around, and arrested and ‘disappeared’ the thief, the father of the dead boy, as it turned out. They hadn’t found the weapon, though. Gyorgiy had been the man’s neighbour, which tipped Dr Markov to suspect that he might know something. He’d denied it vehemently at first, but when they promised to send him west and to safety, Gyorgiy finally cracked.
By then, Major Carter had already seen enough to know that this wasn’t an NID-style exercise in procuring superior weapons for the right-thinking faction of the military, but a purely commercial enterprise. Alien technology would be sold to whomever was willing and able to pay … trigger-happy dictatorships panting to start WWIII, mercenaries, crooks on American and European streets … and that boy from an obscure Russian village would not remain the only victim. As that prospect sank in, Sam had started to toy with the idea of blowing up the packing hangar and everything in it. The weapons contained enough naquada to tear another great big crater in the middle of Siberia if they exploded. But ultimately, this would achieve nothing but the destruction of replaceable ‘artefacts’. The people behind the ‘Project’, Russians and Americans, would go to ground the moment they caught a whiff of sabotage.
Sam wanted those people, more than anything … well, excepting one thing, but that, short of divine intervention, would remain hopelessly unattainable … and so she had ignored her itch to fling a few pounds of C4 into the warehouse and continued gathering intel instead. Posing as one of Markov’s technicians, she’d picked up dribs and drabs, the type of goods, operational procedures, the Drakallan involvement. She’d also managed to get the names of some of the American operatives, but those were small fry. Apart from Kuryagin and the Senator … not Kinsey, as she had initially suspected, although the size of ego was deceptively similar … the big game she was after remained anonymous. So did the precise extent of these men’s plans.
Discouraged with her futile efforts at the base, she’d finally decided to concentrate on learning how the merchandise was shipped. Which explained the bike, the puddle Major Carter was sprawled in, and her interest in the airfield two klicks south of her position. For a closed airfield, the place was a veritable hive of activity. There were a couple of jeeps down there, a few vans, and about forty people unloading boxes from a train standing on a trunk line alongside one of the taxiways. Several other men were hopping around near a hangar, readying a fuel truck. They were expecting customers, or so it would seem.
She wasn’t particularly happy about her find, because she’d half hoped that they’d go for sea-freight out of Vladivostok or some other northern port. A freighter would have taken a couple of weeks or so to reach a likely destination in the USA, and that would have bought her precious time ... Soft humming to the northeast caught her attention. It quickly grew into the wail of engines, turbo-fan by the sound of it, still astonishingly quiet, as one would expect of Pratt & Whitney’s finest. And biggest. That wasn’t much of a surprise. Cessnas generally remained the conveyance of choice of Colombian drug dealers. This job would require something a little larger, and the runway was long enough to start and land a fully loaded 747. Okay, so it’d be a bit of a tight squeeze, but it was possible. They really didn’t scrimp, did they? Chartering a freight jet cost real money … The engine noise changed pitch, and she visualised landing procedures in her mind: flaps, throttle, landing gear, more throttle, more - … There!
Now she saw him, coming in from the east, nicely lined up for final approach. Wha - … Holy Hannah! Yes, it did cost real money, but they didn’t pay for it. Some poor fool of a taxpayer did, though. The fuselage was olive drab, which made it a military plane, unless British Airways had changed their corporate image yet again. Sam brought Markov’s binoculars to her eyes and checked for the markings. Nearly dropped the binoculars and checked again, swore.
“Hot damn! … Kiss your career goodbye, Major”, she murmured as Air Force Six-Three-Niner Tango Uniform touched down. It hadn’t been just any airman who’d authorised this flight, that much was for sure … By the looks of it, she was planning to bust some very lofty balls. If it backfired … Oh well, what’s life without a little adventure? And who wants a career, anyway?
Question was, where would Niner Tango Uniform go from here? Sam supposed it was too much to expect that Markov had another one of those incredibly handy old flames tucked away in air traffic control. The crew had to have filed a flight plan, at least for Russian air space, and while that might be fictitious to some degree, it couldn’t be totally phoney. Chances were it would at the very least give some clues as to whether they’d be flying across the Pacific or across the pole and for the East Coast. Would be nice … Sighing, she came to her feet and headed back to where she’d left the bike.
* * * * *
“Yo!”
Outside stood the same brute who had tried to gain access to the dingy bathroom yesterday, and the day before, and the day before that, and his behaviour had escalated. Francisco abhorred mindless violence, it served no purpose, had no grace or artistry, taught nothing, proved nothing. Another thud struck the door, shaking loose a fine swirl of dust and splintered paint. The swirl settled on the scuffed, worn-out linoleum floor, which had long lost any discernible colour, adding to the filth there. He imagined he could hear a soft whisper as it fell, like needles of powder snow would hiss in winter. Snow was cleaner of course. Whispers of snow or of a birch switch.
He remembered the rhythm, that clean, soothing rhythm, and scrubbed in time with it, banishing the shouts and bangs to the very fringes of his consciousness. The harsh friction of bristles on his skin calmed him. Rough quills digging into the epidermis, pinching, pulling skin, scoring it. Clean pain, like needles of snow on skin, like lashes from a birch switch. Striations on the pupil’s feet, striations on Francisco’s thighs. Clean and ordered and safe. Whispers of snow and birch and bristle.
“The fuck you doin’?!”
Francisco’s brush slipped in the soap, raking across a livid bruise, and he whimpered as the memory dissolved into black, downy pustules of mould, coating a lopsided plastic shower curtain and feeding on invisible remnants of sweat and urine. The thing outside had struck him yesterday. The lack of reverence had hurt more than the physical blows. That thing knew nothing of Francisco, nothing of his mission, but it had judged, with its narrow, reptilian brain, it had judged what it couldn’t possibly comprehend. Even the pupil had only begun to comprehend it, but at least he had shown reverence.
The pupil was asleep, and Francisco
spent several seconds relishing the anticipation of shattering that peace. He
would do it slowly, tenderly, providing a chance to cherish the reunion, rather
than springing a surprise. The implicit innocence of his pupil’s unawareness
intrigued Francisco. In a few minutes it would be a half-forgotten dream,
contrasting sharply with emotions as yet unfelt. Carefully, he pulled back the
blanket and studied the body. It had lost weight, which annoyed him. The balance
of proportions seemed disturbed. But this could be remedied, once he had the
pupil in his care.
Smiling, Francisco reached out,
switched off the ventilator, and observed how peaceful repose transformed into
desperate toiling for air, pained gasps taking him back to the classroom, to
the joy of readying the clay. The face twisted in sudden awe, and Francisco was
delighted that his pupil should sense the artist’s presence without having to
see. That was only appropriate. Eyes remained closed, but the head moved.
Francisco let him proceed, knowing that some lessons inevitably needed to be
reinforced. The pupil would have to be reminded of the price of
non-cooperation.
Waiting for the nurse to arrive, he
pondered that movement, the jerky angling for the call button on the pillow. It
was ungainly and forced, and Francisco amazed himself by feeling a stab of
melancholy for lost grace. Then he decided that the ultimate stillness of
perfection had a grace of its own.
Once the nurse had entered and served
her purpose, Francisco could devote full attention to the pupil at last. His
breath came rapid and shallow, proof that he, too, had returned to the
classroom, stretched motionless and helpless, submitting to instruction. As he
did now, except restraints weren’t necessary anymore. He had learnt so much.
Francisco’s hands glided over the body, probing and tasting, and although he
had known what to expect, he found it difficult to reconcile its deadness with
the warmth of living skin.
Humbled by the miracle of his
creation, he took the pupil’s left hand and gently bent back the middle finger,
further and further, until it snapped. Then, one after the other, the fingers
either side, with the same tenderness and diligence. Symmetry and balance,
balance and symmetry. Together they watched muscles dance in an effort to
communicate pain to a mind that had become oblivious to it. Together. A shared
moment, a sacred moment, and Francisco rejoiced in the knowledge that there
were so many more to come. He looked up at his pupil, smiling when he saw that
all defiance had drained from his eyes.
“Kill me”, the pupil whispered.
“Please kill me.”
Francisco shook his head benignly, stroking the pupil’s face, overcome by gratitude. Oh he had much to learn yet. So much - …
“You son of a bitch! I gotta use the crapper!”
Foul language and crude mention of bodily functions. The animals living here were all like this, bawling and wallowing in their own filth, thrashing about and splashing it on anything or anyone within reach. Filth and sweat, sweat and filth. Still, he had had no choice but to come here. Too many people in this city knew him, and he needed to remain anonymous if he was to fulfil his task.
“You freak! I’m gonna squash your freakin’ head!”
“Go away!” Francisco screamed, aware that it would only buy him a minute or two but unable to tolerate the noise any longer. “I’m almost finished.”
He was sobbing from a mixture of dread and the relentless, blistering anguish that had set in when they had stolen his pupil from him again, had seen to it that his perfect clay, his masterpiece, was lost without a trace. The only thing that had enabled him to maintain his sanity was the fact that he knew who was responsible. The two men, the politician’s creatures, had been there when Francisco’s pupil was taken away from him, and he had understood then. It was a slight. The Senator was mocking him. The Senator would have to do penance. Only then would Francisco be able to retrieve the pupil. Only - …
“I’m coooooooming”, the brute sang, and the hammering on the door resumed.
“Wait! I’m finished!”
It was time. Time to resume his chore of finding the politician, and find him Francisco would, no matter how long it took. And then the politician would be purged … snapping every flaccid digit of his senile clergyman’s hands …
* * * * *
From: p.davis@tel.net
Date: September 3, 11:23
Re:
Trouble
Message: Sir: J2 had the attached documents forwarded
to me yesterday afternoon. They’re self-explanatory. Unfortunately, the legal
and administrative arguments are watertight, and I see no possibility of
staving off the financial consequences.
Also,
at this point I have no idea where Colonel O’Neill has been taken to. My
request to see the transfer order has been denied, on the grounds that the
Colonel himself asked for his whereabouts to remain unknown; I shall, however,
attempt to find out where he is and hope to know more in about a week.
As
for the other matter, I have made very little headway so far. I still consider
it advisable to brief General Vidrine, and I sincerely believe that his
reaction would be exactly the same as mine.
Regards,
P
Davis.
* * * * *
He was listening again. Nurse Somers could tell. The wary tension that seemed to be a constant had lifted for once. He’d angled his head a little, so his face would catch the sunlight reflecting from the windows of a brownstone across the street. Sometimes there would be a ghost of a smile quirking around the corners of his mouth.
That coveted window place had been occupied by old Freddy Brubaker, rest his soul, until yesterday afternoon. Next in line would have been Mr Chambers, who’d been here for over twelve years. But Mr Chambers was ninety-seven, completely deaf and nearly blind, so what good would it do him? Ruby Somers had made an executive decision, which undoubtedly would get her into trouble later, and given the space to Mr Riley. She liked him, so sue her …
Ruby’s momma, steeled through countless liaisons with countless beaus, would have called him a heartbreaker … Y’all stay clear of that there man, honeychile, he be breakin’ your heart … He had. Though not in the way momma had had in mind. A round quarter of a century in nursing should have taught Ruby not to let a patient get to her, but he did. It had taken him exactly three days. Shouldn’t have come on shift early that morning. Shouldn’t have taken the job at all, but who else would have hired her at her age and after a long marriage’s worth away from the profession?
Hilary was too inexperienced to be on
nightshift, and she’d had no business becoming a nurse in the first place. In
an IQ test she’d be outclassed by a goldfish, Ruby had decided within five
minutes of meeting her. The girl’s main concern right now was to finish work
and go home, so she rushed through the morning routine and finally plunked a
glass of water and a toothbrush on his nightstand, mindlessly trilling her same
old hackneyed line.
“Now, let’s all brush our teeth, Mr
Riley, shall we?”
“I - …” He never got any further than
that, because Hilary had already shot off to get changed.
A flurry of emotions chasing across
his face, irritation being the least of them. Eyes squeezed shut, jaws
clenched, he arched his head back into the pillow, rubbing steadily,
rhythmically, trying to work off the anger, the hurt, the horrible frustration
of not being able to do something even Mr Carling, wobbling with Parkinson’s, could
do. It was nowhere near enough. The attack came on suddenly, starting in his
legs, and inside a minute his whole body was convulsing. Ruby knew she couldn’t
pin him down, but she could at least try to keep him from falling out of bed.
Besides, he needed someone with him. He was fighting it, which didn’t help.
“I can’t stop … can’t stop …” It
sounded like sobs.
“Shh … it’s okay, nothing’s wrong, I
promise … it’ll be over in a tick … keep breathing … I’m here. Nothing’s gonna
happen …”
“Can’t stop!” he hissed, crying with
fury.
Not good. The more he worked himself
into a state, the longer it would last. “Come on, kiddo … Stay with me!”
He drew a harsh breath and, as
through a window that had suddenly opened, she saw a flash of nameless fear in
his eyes. “Don’t”, he moaned. “Don’t …”
Then it was gone again, somehow he’d
managed to lock it up, hide it, and he rode out another spasm. And another. And
another. It took a full ten minutes until he finally calmed down. Eventually he
looked at her, stunned, hurt, exhausted, still gasping as though he’d just run
a marathon.
Gently patting his shoulder, Ruby
gave a small grin. “Now, honey, that’s what I call throwing a tantrum.”
“What?”
“Nobody warned you, hunh? See, where
I’d start hurling crockery, you start seizing. That’s all.”
“So I can’t get angry, either? … God,
I hate this …” he murmured tiredly.
“Yeah … I bet you do …”
He’d slipped back into his habitual reserve, and Ruby had torn a strip off young Hilary at the next opportunity. She’d thought a bit of good old-fashioned venting might allow her to push the whole incident aside and stop puzzling over Mr Riley. It hadn’t, and Nurse Somers had committed the cardinal sin in a place like this. She’d got involved. And the more she tried to find out about him, the less she felt she knew. Smoke and mirrors. Where had he come from? What was he afraid of? Just how had he got injured? And how, in God’s name, had a quad ever contrived to break three fingers? Too many unanswered questions, and all she got instead of answers was a determination to help him, to make things a little easier somehow.
Ruby was studying him now while doing her rounds, taking temperatures. The question of the day was whom she’d have to shoot for sending him here. Whoever had done it either had a very sick sense of humour or a very good reason to hate him. It was the kind of thing a vindictive ex-wife might do, if he had one of those … But that was hard to tell, because noone ever came to visit him. Other patients had visitors once, maybe twice, a week, usually relatives in a regular act of contrition for having brought their brothers or husbands or fathers or grandfathers here. Nobody seemed to feel that way about Mr Riley. It was as if the world had forgotten him. He hadn’t forgotten the world, though. Bad enough to be buried here, but to be buried here if you had the intelligence and lucidity to know what was happening to you …
Rudy Giffen in the bed opposite Mr Riley’s had a slight temperature, which probably meant that his younger son, who’d been visiting yesterday, had sneaked in booze again … Shaking down the mercury, she again tried to make out which one of those sounds from outside was so fascinating. All she could hear were dogs barking, squeals and shouts and bursts of laughter from kids in the alley, the odd car racing past, some woman cussing at her husband or boyfriend, sirens in the distance, a bunch of winos brawling …
“It’s the kids”, said a quiet voice.
So he’d been returning the courtesy, watching her as she’d been watching him, catching her out. Ruby laughed a little, not embarrassed in the slightest. “The kids, eh?”
It made sense in a way. Lordie, he was only a kid himself, and never mind the grey hair. Any one of the other men was old enough to be at least his father, and Ruby could easily be his mother ... Only a kid, with his guarded, soft brown eyes and the handsome face …
“They’re playing street hockey …” he offered.
And for just a split-second the guard dropped, and she recognised an impossible longing there. It answered her next question. Ruby asked anyway, wanting to keep this unexpected conversation going. She assumed, rightly, that this was his way of saying ‘thank you’ for the window seat. “You play?”
“Used to … and ice hockey …”
Yeah. That made sense, too. Even now you could see it in his build, if you looked past the stillness, past the slowly encroaching spasticity of arms and legs. Tall and slender and long-limbed. He must have been fast. Fast and graceful … “Any good?” she asked, smiling.
“Not bad …”
The hint of diffidence in his reply told her that he’d been pretty darn good. “So, who’s winning out there?”
That actually brought a tiny grin. “The side that keeps crashing into the trashcans a lot … Would have been the others, but one of them broke his stick just now … I think …”
“How do you know?”
“I remember … I remember the kind of swearing you do when that happens …” The grin vanished as quickly as it had appeared, and he fell silent. Their chat was over, or so it seemed.
Maybe not. Ruby was disinclined to give up just yet. “Look, Mr Riley - …”
A subtle tensing of muscles in his jaw. The way it always happened when he was addressed by name … if he reacted at all. She didn’t share the blithe presumption of some of the other nurses, who figured that, since he was paralysed and as a rule didn’t talk, he probably was a bit dim as well. Ruby had come up with a rather less outlandish theory. It wasn’t his name … Well, now was as good a time as any to put that one to the test. “My name’s Ruby.”
“Nice name …”
“That’s what you think … Sixty-four years on I still haven’t figured out whether my momma was drunk or dating a jeweller at the time. How does Ruby Crystal Amethyst grab you?”
“Ouch …”
“You can say that again … So, now that you’re in on my deep dark secret, how about sharing yours?”
“What?!”
She saw a hint of that fear in his eyes and shook her head. “Your name, kiddo. I’d like to know your name. Because it sure as heck ain’t Robert Riley.”
“Oh … I’m … Jack … I’m Jack.” Said with a trace of bewilderment, as though he’d only realised this very moment that he had an identity, was a person.
“Jack, hunh? … I like Jack … Suits you better than - …”
Mr Rogers started keening, probably because he felt that this young whippersnapper by the window had garnered altogether too much attention, and Nurse Somers had to see to him. When she checked half an hour later, Jack was listening again. To the whooping of the kids, to a game he only could dream of playing.
* * * * *
Some instinct had set alarm bells ringing the second she slipped through a side door into the huge concrete cube that housed the base and the Russian stargate, but it was already too late. An arm whipped across her throat, trapping her in a stranglehold, and she felt the muzzle of a gun digging into her ribs.
Her attacker had to have been on the lookout, observing her, otherwise he couldn’t have picked the right door to hide behind. And Major Carter had been blissfully oblivious to it, because on her way back from the bike shed where she’d locked up Markov’s Virago she’d been miles away. Several thousand miles in fact. In a hospital room in Colorado Springs, to be precise ... Stupid, stupid, stupid. And yet another reason for regulations being what they were. She didn’t need a wealth of imagination to guess what he’d be saying right about now … For cryin’ out loud, Carter, you always check behind the door! … embroidered with the mandatory threat of butt-kicking, at least into next year. He’d be right, too …
As the pressure on her larynx tightened, Sam prayed fervently that this would be some hormone-riddled, socially inept Russian soldier trawling for a date. That she could deal with. If the guy was American, though, he might not be after a date but after something else entirely. When he spoke, Sam’s hopes fizzled. The language was English, and the accent pure New England.
“Well, hello there”, he purred, breath stroking her skin, warm and moist and reeking of garlic. “Glad we finally meet. See, I think I know you from somewhere … Mind telling me your name?”
The throttle-hold eased just enough to let Sam talk. “Claire”, she gasped. “Claire Tobias.”
“Bullshit!” He gripped her harder, his forearm locked under her chin, tilting her head back and sideways until she had to look at him. “Claire’s an old friend of mine. And I happen to know that she’s doing hard time at Leavenworth. So, save the games, Major. It is Major Carter, isn’t it?!”
She didn’t answer. One of the bureaucrats. One of the bureaucrat types floating around at the Governors’ reception, seeming out of place somehow … Shit! … How come I didn’t see him before? … Don’t be an idiot, Carter. He came back through the ‘gate … Where are the others? … They’re not your problem right now. He is …
The man kept jabbering on, hauling her with him down a side corridor. “Shame we weren’t introduced on Drakalla. I mean, even back then I thought I’d have to get me a bit of this … Don’t worry, by the way, you’ll live long enough to meet our friend Kyril Andreyevich. He’ll be real interested … So, did you enjoy your stay? Drakalla, I mean? Oh no … I forgot … Your heroic Colonel had a tough time there, didn’t he? Something disagreed with him? You know, Claire loved that story. I’m told she laughed until she wet herself when she heard what we did to that bastard O’Neill … I gotta send her one of those pictures …”
The swine who’d taken the photographs … You’re dead. You’re dead, you son of a bitch … A washroom door right in front of them, and he was steering for it. End of the line. Nice secluded location, no witnesses, noone to spoil the fun. Fine. Sam had been playing possum all along, not resisting but letting him do the work, trying to get a feel for how he’d react … Not fast enough, probably … He was badly trained for starters, else he wouldn’t push the gun into her body, letting her know where it was, giving her a chance to slap it away … The grip loosened, he awkwardly leant forward, and then the muzzle lost contact. He was trying to open the door. The dimwit was trying to open the door. With his gun hand …
Two seconds was all it took. Perhaps three. Slip from his grasp, whirl around, gather momentum, aim for the jugular with the edge of your hand and with all you’ve got. Lights out. Done a thousand times in unarmed combat training. It worked. She thought she could discern a soft pop when the vein burst, and he gazed at her with a look of stunned disenchantment before dropping the gun and crumpling … You’re dead, you son of a bitch! … And then he really was.
A bubble of queasiness floated to the back of her mouth, and she gagged … Not now … Not now! … She took the body by the wrists, heaved it along the hall and pushed it behind three defunct steam pipes that rose through the floor like massive chrome boles, relieved when it was out of her sight. As long as she couldn’t see it, she could pretend nothing had happened … Sam rested her forehead against cool metal, tried to still the shivers. Bile was clawing its way back up her throat, and a cynical part of her thought that the militant do-gooders, the folks that expected professional soldiers to run around with bloody fangs and that merry homicidal twinkle in their eyes, should see her now. Tactically the decision had been right, it’d been either her or him, but somehow it didn’t make a blind bit of difference. Because she’d broken the First Commandment according to Jack O’Neill …
Okay, not that one … I'm talking
about the no killing one. No matter what the reason, every time you break it
you take one step closer to Hanson.
At the time Sam hadn’t truly understood what he meant, apart from trying to make her feel better about not killing Jonas Hanson when she’d had the opportunity. Now she understood. What had stopped her back then wasn’t residual feelings for her ex-fiancé but her inability to kill a man in cold blood and up close and personal. She’d crossed that line now, and she understood, as she knew the Colonel understood. There’d been a poignancy in his tone that couldn’t quite mask the self-loathing underneath. He’d spoken from experience, and he had the nightmares to show for it. So would she, no doubt. One step closer to Hanson. One step - …
A door fell shut in the main corridor, the clang echoing from concrete walls and high ceilings, and she heard footfalls coming her way. Reality check, Carter! You’ve got a dead body stashed behind a bunch of steam pipes, chances are that he’ll be missed before long, and if you’re really lucky your cover is blown … How about hauling ass out of here, Major?
* * * * *
“Over here! … Bring them over here! … And I want those x-rays of Major Griff’s head done right now!”
Nurses running, gurneys wheeling about in orderly fashion, like the bride’s party at a wedding rehearsal, and Walters, one of the medics, was pushing the portable x-ray unit alongside Griff’s bed and began setting up. Slowly but steadily her infirmary began looking less like the triage tent from M*A*S*H and more like … well, her infirmary.
Dr Fraiser walked over towards one of the beds to check up on Lieutenant Forrester of SG-3 who in her estimate had sixty-five percent burns, mostly on his chest, abdomen and legs. Not good … Walters had stabilised him in the ‘gate room, put him on oxygen, got a saline running to keep him hydrated, and wrapped him in burn foil. The other four members of SG-3 were wounded as well, two of them seriously, but unlike Forrester they weren’t critical.
A patrician head popped out from behind a curtain as she squeezed past. “Look, Doctor, can we speed up this post-mission medical? General DeVere expects my men and me for a debriefing!”
Colonel Caruthers, the … new guy. The one in command of … the new team. That bastard and his GQ models weren’t SG-1, not as far as Janet Fraiser was concerned. Lately quite a number of people seemed to have come round to her point of view. This had been the third outing of Caruthers & Co since they’d arrived a week ago, and each time there had been casualties, which always were mysteriously confined to the unlucky team baby-sitting Buzz Lightyear’s glamour unit. And word was starting to spread …
The doctor snapped. “Have a look around, Colonel! These are your men! They were your responsibility, and I’m afraid they’ll take priority over your tetanus boosters, because they ain’t gonna do any debriefings in a hurry. So I suggest you shut up, wait your turn, and let me do my job!”
Caruthers’ jaw hit the floor. Refreshing ... From the corner of her eye Janet noted a few approving nods and raised thumbs around her. Easy for them to nod. She’d hear about this from DeVere, that much was for sure. Too damn bad … Leaving Caruthers standing, she focussed her attention on Forrester. If these were regular burns, the man might stand a chance, but his injuries were from staff weapons, and Fraiser had treated those often enough to know their severity. She didn’t hold out much hope … The young officer was awake. Barely.
“Hey, Lieutenant … How’re you doing?”
A bloodied, grime-blackened hand came up and plucked the oxygen mask off his face. “Tell him …” he slurred, eyes tearing with pain. “Tell him …”
“Tell whom what, Lieutenant?”
“We’re sorry … tell Colonel O’Neill … He’d … He’d never have left us behind …”
“You tell him that yourself.” Janet smiled reassuringly, unwilling to admit that she didn’t have a clue where Jack O’Neill was, or that the chances of Forrester ever telling him anything were minimal. A small part of her felt vindicated on the Colonel’s behalf. The Marines, Semper Fi and all, had been among the first and most vocal in condemning him for his alleged crimes.
“He’d never …” Forrester started again, briefly put the mask back to draw a deep, agonised breath. “Caruthers and his guys ran … they were supposed to cover us from the ‘gate … we were holding off the Jaffa, and they just ran … Colonel O’Neill would never … I’m sorry …”
“I know”, whispered Janet, gently replacing the oxygen mask on the young man’s face.
Dr Fraiser also knew that this, undoubtedly accurate, version of events wouldn’t gain credence outside the infirmary. She’d seen it happen twice before. Caruthers’ own report would go on record, with the blessing of DeVere, and if anyone should take it into his or her head to contradict, they’d be relieved from duty before they could say ‘liar’. Louis Feretti had tried. His turn at keeping the so-called ‘SG-1’ out of trouble had earned him a hole in the gut and the loss of a team mate. At least Feretti would recover. Just in time for his court-martial, Janet expected. Still, word was starting to spread …
Two hours later things had settled back into their normal rhythm. Caruthers and his men had left, cleared by Dr Warner because Janet didn’t trust herself with them, Griff and the other wounded men were asleep, and Lieutenant Forrester had died two days before his twenty-fourth birthday … Fraiser was still sitting in the same chair, staring at an empty bed, which someone had already stripped and disinfected. A phone was ringing, insistently, annoyingly … God, somebody pick that up, would you?! … She’d stayed with the Lieutenant till the end, promising that, yes, she would tell Colonel O’Neill. If she ever saw him again …
The nurse appeared beside her so suddenly, Janet almost jumped. “What?!”
“Phone call for you, ma’am.”
“Thank you.” Dr Fraiser went into her office and took the call. “Fraiser here ...” When she recognised the voice at the other end, she responded unthinkingly. “Everything’s in hand now, sir. Give me two minutes, and I’ll be downstairs with the rep- … Oh …” She gave a wry chuckle. “Yeah, I know, sir. Old habits die hard … How’re you doing, anyway? … Uhunh … What? Tomorrow? … Well, no, I’ve got nothing else planned. Can I bring anything? … What?! … Uh … No, sir. She hasn’t come back yet … Yeah, sure. I’m sure they’ll make time … See you tomorrow at eight, then, sir.”
The doctor slowly replaced the receiver, frowning. He’d sounded as troubled as she’d ever heard him. Okay, so he’d done a pretty good job of concealing it, but she hadn’t served with the man for years without learning how to read the nuances … He was worried enough to invite them all to a barbecue that clearly was a barbecue only for the benefit of any potential eavesdroppers. Something was wrong. Janet Fraiser didn’t have to be a genius to take an educated guess at what, or more precisely whom, that ‘something’ concerned.
* * * * *
The footsteps had turned into the side corridor, and Sam hadn’t stuck around to see who was coming to visit. Silent like a cat she’d climbed up a set of steep metal stairs and out onto the walkways that criss-crossed the space above the derelict power plant. From up there, the giant generators looked like something out of Alien … Jeez, Carter! Just the kind of thought you want to be hatching! And ‘hatching’ definitely isn’t a good word either … The Russian base had creeped her out the first time she been here; abandoned halls filled with industrial clutter, nerve gas, and dozens of dead soldiers and scientists. Now the base was alive … for the most part … but that was hardly any reason to feel safe. On the contrary. Somehow she doubted they’d buy it if she told them that the body behind the steam pipes was a leftover from last year.
She slid down a ladder on the opposite side of the plant and headed for the isolated wing that housed the laboratories, grateful that the corridors there tended to be deserted. As a rule, base personnel gave the scientists a wide berth, likely as not because they suspected they’d spontaneously combust or, at the very least, end up shooting blanks if they hung out at the labs for any extended amount of time. The door to Markov’s lab suite stood ajar, and Sam was about to dart inside when she heard voices. Kuryagin. And he obviously was on his way out. Crap!
Five yards down the hall somebody had parked a spare filing cabinet. She ducked into the shadows behind it and held her breath, straining to hear what he was saying.
“When she comes back, I want to see her immediately.” At least that was how it translated in Major Carter’s wonky Russian. When who comes back?
“Da”, said Markov, which was plain enough.
Crap, crap, crap. Sam felt a cold sliver of suspicion digging its seat in her brain somewhere. What if Markov had sold her out? The physicist thought she was still off reconnoitring. Was that why she’d met with Kuryagin? What if this whole hush-hush manoeuvre of Markov’s had been planned from the start, like the trap on Drakalla had been planned? What if - … Kuryagin gusted through the door, past the filing cabinet, down the corridor, preoccupied, cigarette dangling from his mouth and stinking up the hall. Flattened into the corner between wall and cabinet, Sam prayed he wouldn’t suddenly realise he’d forgotten something and turn back. Only when he’d vanished down another hallway, she finally dared to move.
Now what? … Well, you’re not exactly spoilt for choice, Carter. You’ve got to get out of here PDQ. The nearest airport is Irkutsk, and that’s hardly walking distance, is it? Without Markov’s help you can forget it. Just be careful … She blew out a long, slow breath, which contrary to common opinion did nothing to relax her, and entered the labs. Markov was somewhere at the back, out of sight.
“What did Kuryagin want?” Sam hollered. Might as well cut to the chase …
“Oh there you are! I didn’t expect you so soon!” came the answering shout. “We got some of the big stuff in today. Come and have a look!”
Big stuff. Sam baulked at the heart-warming all-inclusiveness of the term. Big stuff … as in death gliders? … motherships? … what?
“Kyril Andreyevich is pushing for answers”, Markov continued. “I’ve already run some preliminary tests, and I’m waiting for the results to come back. He wants to see the report as soon as I’ve got it.”
“Uhunh …” Not knowing what to make of the information Markov had volunteered just now, Sam followed the voice and suddenly stopped cold. Of course! Russian pronouns were gender specific, even for objects. The report was a girl, and Kuryagin wanted to see ‘her’ ASAP … Holy Hannah, Carter! Just because you’re paranoid doesn’t mean they’re not out to get you, hunh? … She gave a giggle of relief and threaded her way through rows of shelf units stacked with equipment, until she reached the far end of the room, near the loading dock.
“Svetlana? I - …” Dr Carter forgot what she was going to say. “Oh my God … ” Dizzy with shock, she groped for support, clutched a shelf.
On the bland concrete floor in front of the loading bay gate sat divine intervention itself. Next to it crouched her Russian colleague, fingers tracing in awe the decorations on this sample of the big stuff. It was squat and oblong, its dimensions roughly like a shoebox, only much larger, and it was burnished and ornate in that clunky, overdone Goa’uld way. Sam Carter felt her knees buckle.
Markov looked up, bemused. “Samantha Jakobovna? Do you know what this is?”
“Yes”, she whispered. “Yes ... Oh God, yes ...”
Burnished and ornate and clunky, it meant a fortune to the men who planned to sell it; it meant almost eternal life for the price of a rotting mind to the one who bought it; and it could mean everything to a man who thought he’d never move or touch or feel again.
“Samantha Jakobovna?” Markov asked for the second time, by now more worried than bemused.
“Sorry … I’m sorry …” muttered Sam, shaking her head. This miracle wasn’t hers; there was no way she could take it with her, however much she wanted to; and Markov was about to call a shrink for her ... Yeah, that roughly covered the situation. “Have you opened it?!” she asked sharply.
“No. I thought I’d examine the outside first ...” Alarmed, Dr Markov rose and shifted to a safe distance. “Why?”
“Because somebody might be at home, and you wouldn’t like to meet them. I guarantee.” Major Carter walked around the sarcophagus, searching for a name cartouche to see whose it was ... No known subject, and she would have needed Daniel or Teal’c to decipher the writing. “Give me one of those zat-guns”, she ordered. “And get one for yourself! When I open it and someone sits up looking peeved, shoot first and ask questions later.”
Without comment, Svetlana Markov obeyed, and Sam gingerly pressed the crystal that would open the lid, stepped back, and watched as the two halves parted and with a low rumble sheared sideways into a gaping V-shape. Her precautions proved to be needless. It was empty. Some Goa’uld would have to make do without the patented overnight anti-wrinkle formula. Poor li’l fella …
“So what does it do?” enquired Markov, staring into the warm golden glow of the interior.
“I think I can demonstrate”, Sam murmured. “Would you mind giving me a hand?”
Fifteen minutes later and with the help of an equipment trolley, they had retrieved the corpse and placed it inside the sarcophagus. It wasn’t redemption. There was no getting away from a breach of that ‘First’ Commandment, but she could undo the consequences.
Dr Markov had been stunned by Sam’s terse account of what had happened, and now she observed, mesmerised, as the scarab wings of the lid folded shut. “And?”
“We wait”, Dr Carter said drily.
It took another three minutes before the lid reopened and Markov started hyperventilating. While the physicist tried to collect herself, Sam tied and gagged the man she’d killed less than an hour earlier.
He remembered, too. The first thing he’d said when he set eyes on her was, ‘Didn’t you just …?’ Then he’d fainted.
“How?” Svetlana Markov had finally recovered her speech. “How does it work?”
“We don’t know … All we know is that it does, and that it messes with your head if you use it too often and without reason. Will … uh … will this be shipped to the States, too?”
“Yes. The shipment will go in five days.” Markov threw her a shrewd glance. “You think it can help Colonel O’Neill.”
“Maybe …” If we can nail the men behind this, Sam didn’t add, because she didn’t want to contemplate the possibility of the sarcophagus disappearing in some anonymous billionaire’s vault, like a priceless, stolen Van Gogh or Picasso. “I’ll have to leave first thing tomorrow. Our friend may have told someone else who I am.”
“I understand … Did I mention that there’s something I need to pick up in Irkutsk? Urgently?” Svetlana Markov gave a grin.
“No, you didn’t.” Sam tried to return her colleague’s smile and didn’t quite manage. “But thanks. For everything …” She nodded at the recently resurrected operative. “Do you have any suggestion of what to do with Lazarus here?”
“You should kill him again. He was one of the men who - ...”
“I know, and I won’t.”
Dr Markov shrugged. “I’ve got a few friends who’ll lock him up for us. Away from the base, no questions asked. Tomorrow morning I’ll tell Kyril Andreyevich that the lab has been broken into and a number of small artefacts have been taken. He’ll draw his own conclusions when this man is reported missing, and in a few days’ time someone will claim to have seen your ‘Lazarus’ in Vladivostok ...”
* * * * *
From: georgesh@netservice.net
Date: September 4, 08:20
To: p.davis@tel.net
Re:
Trouble
Message: Major: Thanks for the heads-up. I’ll try to
pull a few strings.
Do
not involve General Vidrine for the time being. It might draw attention to our
investigation and put him and yourself at risk. In the meantime, keep at it.
I’ll let you know if I learn something.
Regards,
Hammond.
* * * * *
George Hammond was seriously thinking about killing his bank manager ... Maybe garrotting him slowly with that neon-green company tie the man had been wearing. Or stuffing the guy’s toupee down his throat ...
Disregarding some forty years of sterling credit history, that bloated weasel in a J C Penney suit had refused George Hammond’s application for a loan. ‘So sorry, sir’, the weasel had tutted, not sounding sorry at all, ‘but you’re retired, and at your age … well, I’m afraid you’re a bad risk. Especially in view of the sum you’re asking for ... Can I offer you our free mouse pad?’
He’d been a hair away from telling the weasel where exactly he could shove the mouse pad and briefly considered demanding to see the guy’s boss, but gut instinct warned him that the answer would probably stay the same, and that this conversation would turn out to be just as frustrating as the one he’d had before driving down to the bank. Well, if nothing else, that one had been an eye-opener … Major General Hammond, retired, had naïvely assumed that he might rate at least one favour. Mr President, alas, didn’t see it that way, or so Hammond had been informed by the man’s secretary, and her tone had clarified the subtext, namely that he wasn’t to call this number again, be it on this or any other - …
“Holy shit!”
Swearing, he slammed on the brakes, and the car squealed and swerved to a halt. Time to calm down and think straight, before he really did run a red light or worse ... There had to be a way to get the money. Okay, so there was one way, but his daughter probably wouldn’t like it much. Might as well ask her now and get it over with … The lights went green, and Hammond, his mind made up, indicated and took a left into 3rd Street.
J2 … General Hammond wasn’t all that surprised, because he’d known Warren Carlisle for decades. Of all the officious, self-important busy-bodies, Carlisle had to go and stick his oar in where it wasn’t wanted or needed. And of course he’d managed to turn the whole thing into a political issue, deftly assuring that he’d come out of it smelling of roses and looking like the Defender of the Faith. Or the Air Force, which boiled down to the same thing, as far as J2 was concerned.
The American taxpayer cannot be expected to pick up the tab for a traitor … George Hammond snorted. The only reason why the American taxpayer still enjoyed the privilege of paying his or her taxes, not to mention being alive at all, was aforementioned ‘traitor’. About five times over … How Davis was hoping to find Colonel O’Neill was beyond Hammond, and he wasn’t going to hold his breath. The Pentagon, to use Jack’s phrase, had lost entire countries. Supposing they dedicated their bureaucratic resources to misplacing one man, the possibilities became mind-boggling …
His daughter opened the front door as George Hammond pulled into her driveway.
“Here goes …” the General muttered, grateful that his granddaughters were at school and thus wouldn’t become witnesses to the debate likely to ensue. “Hi kid.”
Carol led him into the kitchen and habitually set the coffee to brew, filling him in on her week, the comings and goings, on what the girls had been up to, and that Tessa was trying out for the school’s volleyball team. “So what brings you here, dad?” The smile was just like her mother’s. “Ran out of sugar?”
“Something like that …” He sat down, wondering how to put this. “I need your help … Well, I need your permission to do something.”
“Oh?” That had caught her interest. She gathered a couple of mugs and brought the coffee. “My permission?”
“Yes … You know how your mom and I always said that the house would be yours?”
“Yeeees?”
Drat! She definitely wasn’t making this any easier. Another trait she’d inherited from her mother ... Hammond sighed and bit the bullet. “I want your permission to re-mortgage the house. Something has happened, I need a hell of a lot of money, and I need it fast.”
She was laughing. “Dad?!”
“What’s so funny?”
“Dad, you haven’t got a girlfriend, have you?”
“Christ, no! Do look like I’m planning a trip to the Bahamas?! … Carol, listen to me, please! If everything turns out alright, I’ll get that money back, repay the mortgage, and no damage done … but there’s no guarantee. Which means you may lose the house.”
She trickled sugar in her coffee, stirred, and took a tentative sip. “I don’t suppose you could tell me what you need the money for?”
“I need it for a friend …”
“And?”
Hammond’s gaze wandered through the kitchen, a bright room with a view of the garden, the walls painted a sunny yellow, a sparkling glass mobile twirling in the open window, his granddaughters’ artwork pinned to the fridge door with magnets and exploding with colour. Cheerful, lived in, holding innocent memories, just like his own kitchen when Carol’s mother was still alive. Back then he’d never brought home anything that could have changed this happy state of affairs, and he was loath to start now, tainting his daughter’s home. But there was no alternative.
He told her as much as he could, leaving out more, names, places, the sickening details of what had happened. And even that, strictly speaking, was too much. He could see it in the way her face darkened, in the way she tried to fend off things she’d never wanted to know about him, about his work. At last he murmured, “I’ve got to do it, Carol.”
“Dad …”
“Look, Carol … That friend … that friend is the man who made sure that we won’t have to worry about Tessa and Kayla being picked up from school by people in black limousines.”
Her eyes widened, and something in her expression shifted imperceptibly. “Why on earth didn’t you say so in the first place?”
“Because I’m not supposed to, and you know it”, George Hammond growled, telling himself that what he’d just admitted to his daughter would hardly jeopardise national security.
“What are you waiting for? Go and get that mortgage, dad. And next time you show up around here, I want to see the deed.”
“You sure?”
“Yes, I’m sure. And by the way, dad?”
“Yeah?”
“It’s your house. You didn’t have to ask. But thanks, anyway.”
* * * * *
From: coldcomfort@coldcomfort.rsx.com
Date: September 4, 13:44
Re:
Fresh Fruit
Message: Lab confirms that we’ve managed to obtain
new, invigorating fruit. Sending sample with next delivery.
* * * * *
The sudden torrent, an afterthought to the thunderstorm, had caught Francisco unawares. He fled into a nearby bistro bar which, according to the name emblazoned on the awning above the patio, purported to be French. Petite Pigalle. How quaint. Undoubtedly the furnishings were handmade in Taiwan and chosen and put into place by an interior decorator from Montana. The tourist clientele, however, were unlikely to notice the difference.
He took a seat on the terrace and ordered tea, served by a gangly, unctuous waiter. They didn’t have Earl Grey, the man lamented. On another occasion Francisco might have taken exception, but today he was inclined to forgive the shortcoming. He was content. Today he had found the Senator. Now he was waiting for him to leave his office.
His eyes flitted from table to table, drawn and appalled at the same time by the patrons who were shovelling down their overpriced inferior lunches, rancid oysters and instant Soupe à l’Oignon and Cassoulet from a pack. Their dullness was as obvious as it was staggering. Some of them chewed with their mouths open, mashing food with saliva for all the world to see, gums and tongues smacking with wet glutinous noises. Francisco wanted to cut out their gums and tongues. Snatches of conversation. The weather. Which souvenir to buy. A congressman they had seen on television last night and spotted live this morning. Such a nice guy. Had his picture taken with Dot or Ethel or Flossie. The only reason why these creatures had flocked to the capital was that they craved importance by association. Craved it because they were too indolent to acquire importance of their own, because they had no vision, no concept of perfection. Francisco pitied them for their puny existence.
He averted his gaze and let it light on the puddle that had filled a depression in the flagstones. Raindrops punched a multitude of hectic, intersecting circles into the water. The unpredictability and absence of order disturbed him, and in his mind’s eye he coaxed the fall of the droplets to slow to the rhythm of a strained heartbeat, let the beads of liquid blush to a limpid rosy tinge. Blood and melting ice … A car honked, piercingly, indelicately, and with a start Francisco redirected his attention on the building across the street.
A never-ending succession of umbrellas surged in and out. Largely black with a few brighter colours spattered in here and there, they sheltered splashing feet in soiled shoes, scurrying up and down the steps. Francisco, sitting under the canopy at Petite Pigalle, thought of a famous Busby Berkley movie. He despised its saccharine Technicolor sycophancy and suddenly realised that the heroine, that unspeakable girl with the camp French accent, too disproportionately busty ever to have become a dancer anywhere but in Hollywood, reminded him of the Senator. He smiled in amusement. The politician was altogether too limp, too self-indulgent … yes, ‘flaccid’ was the right word for him. No force in the world could stretch his body to the alert, quivering tautness Francisco adored.
At the curb opposite a yellow cab pulled up, and from the portico spilled another umbrella, unseeingly clomping down the wide, sweeping stairs. The way the man moved was a calling card, at least to Francisco’s eyes. He either was naturally clumsy or else thought that heaviness of gait would somehow imbue him with added dignity and stature. Francisco suspected the latter. Radically different from the light, unselfconsciously graceful step that had first won his admiration in a ballroom on another planet … Leaving the precise amount he owed for a tea he hadn’t touched, Francisco rose and hurried across the street, dodging traffic and ignoring the shouts and raised fists of incensed drivers. He reached the vehicle at the same time as his target.
“I’m afraid that’s my cab. I ordered it!” Pale blue eyes, rheumy with greed and bloodshot from lack of sleep, glowered from under the rim of the umbrella. Then they widened in surprise and apprehension. “What are you doing here?! I thought I - …”
“Good afternoon, Senator.” Francisco smiled. “You don’t know how happy I am to see you.”
“I thought I told you to get out of town!” the man blustered, his weakness astounding. How had he ever got himself elected?
Francisco smoothly slid between the politician and the car, blocking the door. “Ah my dear Senator. This is a free country, remember? You purchased my services, but please don’t believe you bought me.”
“What do you want?!”
“Where is he, Senator? You took him. I want to know where.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. You’ve been paid, and our arrangement is terminated. Get out of my way!”
The politician tried to shoulder him aside. Francisco’s hand closed around the fist clutching the handle of the umbrella and squeezed hard enough to elicit a groan. “Don’t make the mistake of thinking I am as foolish as that. And don’t make me enforce a lesson on proper business practice. We had a contract. You broke it. In consequence I was unable to complete my work. I don’t like leaving tasks unfinished.” Throughout he’d been increasing the pressure, until the politician’s eyes began to water. Now he let go, wiped his fingers on a clean linen handkerchief. “Where is he?”
“I don’t know”, rasped the man. “I swear I don’t. The transfer was ordered by someone else.”
“Then I suggest you find out as a matter of urgency, Senator.” Francisco graciously opened the cab door for the politician. “I shall look forward to our next meeting. And please, don’t try to have me followed. I should take it as a personal affront.”
“Go to hell!” The man climbed into the vehicle, folding the umbrella and deliberately flicking drops of rain Francisco’s way.
The gesture, so reminiscent of a Catholic blessing with holy water, was deliciously at odds with the sentiment and Francisco chuckled. “I’d rather not. It would involve spending too much time in your company, Senator.”
As the door slammed shut and the cab nosed into a gap in the flow of traffic, he smiled. Now that he had made his presence known he could move to more appropriate lodgings.
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
To: C
N DeVere, General USAF, Cheyenne Mountain
From: W
Carlisle, Joint Chief of Staff, Pentagon
Date: 09/04
Time: 18:39
Further to discussions with SecDef and the
Appropriations Committee, it has been decided that you are to resume contact
with P5X 081 and invite the leadership to visit the SGC. Their delegation is to
be extended full courtesy and suitable apologies, as well as reparation for the
damage caused by the former SG-1.
Your priority is to ratify the alliance
treaty with the leaders of Drakalla and to ensure that establishment of an
off-world SGC base on P5X 081 can proceed as soon as possible.
W Carlisle
J2
* * * * *
“Well, now you know pretty much everything I know, people …” Hammond’s voice trailed off and he looked tired and discouraged.
Some barbecue, Dr Fraiser thought. General Hammond actually had taken the trouble of firing up and putting home-marinated steaks on the grill and bringing out beers in a cooler, but his well-meant efforts had gone largely unappreciated after he’d begun telling them why they were here. For once in his life, even Daniel was at a loss for words and, ironically, none of them, including the General, found it funny in the slightest.
Janet glanced across the dark garden. He must have mowed the lawn in the afternoon, the tangy scent of freshly-cut grass still heavy in the air, mingling with jasmine and the fragrance of a last stalwart honeysuckle. It was a display of old-fashioned etiquette, which demanded that visitors be received in a tidy home, and its incongruity, its illusion of a world that was perfectly genteel and perfectly at peace, touched her. The last thing George Hammond could be accused of was being a romantic, but it almost seemed as though he’d tried to escape from the loss of a friend … especially that friend, and that way, that ugly way, of losing him.
“And?” Daniel Jackson said at last, his voice sounding like he had a fistful of dry leaves stuck in his throat. “Are you doing anything to find him?”
If he wanted to, Hammond could be quite the southern gentleman, and he wanted to now, refusing to rise to the bait. It wouldn’t have done any good anyway, wouldn’t have solved anything. Besides, all of them knew that Daniel was venting, lashing out to distract himself from his own pain. Fair or not, it was how he coped, because anger was easier to deal with than grief, and even Sam had been aware of it during their endless, hurtful battle. Out of the blue Janet wondered just what had happened to make those two put their sparring matches behind them …
“I’m retired, Dr Jackson. There isn’t a hell of a lot I can do”, the General replied quietly. That admission had to come hard. He was used to being in control, to that sublime state of affairs where things got done as and when the ordered them to be done. Now he was dependent on the goodwill of a handful of people, as the Colonel was, as they all were. Not a promising position to be in, considering the circumstances … “Major Davis is looking into it”, he added.
“Davis!” Apparently, Daniel had decided to bite the name if he couldn’t bite the man. “You can’t tell me you trust him, General. He happily believed every last lie the Drakallans chose to tell … Dammit, he’d just as soon spit at Jack as search for him!”
“I think you’re wrong, Dr Jackson.”
“How can you be so sure?! Just because he waltzed in here and told you what you wanted to hear?”
“Because I noticed his face when he saw this” - Hammond jerked his head at the picture lying on the table - “because he stuck his neck out in transferring Colonel O’Neill, and because he’s forwarded me stuff that never should have left the Pentagon. He didn’t have to do that.”
True. And that ungodly photograph would be enough to convince anyone. Janet Fraiser wished she’d never clapped eyes on it. Treating his injuries had been one thing ... During the early days she’d engaged in an intellectual exercise of deducing events from the damage. She’d had to distance herself in order to be able to treat him at all, or at least treat him without falling apart. It meant she could never allow herself to acknowledge fear or pain or hopelessness. The picture, cruelly intrusive, captured them all. By that stage the Colonel must have known exactly what would happen and how he’d end up. And he still hadn’t talked … And the powers that be had had the gall to brand this man a coward, to pull the rug out from under him financially, and to banish him into God only knew what kind of hole.
“Why?” asked Dr Fraiser. “What could they possibly hope to gain by it?”
“Nothing, in real terms”, Hammond said angrily. “It looks like it’s all about holier-than-thou posturing. J2 scored a few points politically, that’s about it.”
“Unless somebody’s trying to shut Jack up”, suggested Daniel.
“What do you mean?”
“It was a frame, Doc. We knew it, Jack knew it. What we don’t know is who’s behind it. So far we haven’t made any headway in finding out, and there’s no guarantee that Sam … uhm …” He exchanged a furtive look with Teal’c, took a hasty sip of beer, swallowed the wrong way, and exploded into an alarming coughing fit. “All I’m saying is that there’s someone who’s got a vested interest in stopping Jack from talking to anyone who might believe him”, he finally wheezed.
“No guarantee that Sam what?” demanded Janet, not buying the act for a moment.
“GeneralHammond”, Teal’c piped up a tad abruptly. “The agents you questioned have mentioned a senator on whose behalf they were acting, have they not?”
“Yes.” Hammond nodded. “But it isn’t Kinsey, if that’s what you’re thinking. The guy’s name is Jasper Stevens. I checked up on him. He’s a Republican from Idaho, keeps a low profile, though lately he’s been rumoured to be quite pally with SecDef and our friend Warren Carlisle.”
“Would it not be advisable to speak to this Senator Stevens?”
“I agree, Teal’c. I’d really like to hear about his connection to the ‘Scientist’ and why he set those agents on him. Unofficially, according to them … As a matter of fact, I called his office, but his secretary told me he’s out of town. I’m thinking of flying to Washington myself and dropping in on him when he’s back. I also want to talk to General Vidrine - …”
“Oh sure!” Dr Jackson grimaced and poked at a roll in the bread basket. Eventually he picked it up and began ripping it apart, scattering crumbs everywhere. “I bet he’ll be falling over himself to help!”
The General sighed. “Doctor, no matter what you think, Vidrine’s a decent man, and he was set up as much as anyone else. He could have recommended a court martial. And we all know what the outcome would have been. He didn’t. What does that tell you?”
“It tells me Vidrine knew full well that Jack was praying for it!” spat Daniel and flung the tattered remnants of the roll back into the basket. “Sorry …” he muttered, trying to rein in his temper. “I hear what you’re saying, sir. It’s just - … Look, General, if you’re going to DC, I’m coming with you.”
“I don’t think I need anyone to hold my hand, Dr Jackson.” Hammond’s grin softened the rebuke. “Besides, don’t you have a job?”
“I concur with DanielJackson”, declared Teal’c. “I, too, shall accompany you, GeneralHammond. Our duties, such as they are, can easily by carried out by erudite simians.”
“Trained monkeys”, whispered Daniel.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” George Hammond eyed them suspiciously.
Uh oh … Janet winced. On the way here the three of them had decided to spare General Hammond the sordid details of just what had been going on at the base since his retirement. He didn’t need that on his plate as well. A change of topic might be in order ... “Well, if you really want to go, I suppose I’ll have to come up with a good medical explanation to present to DeVere”, she proposed. “How do measles grab you, Dr Jackson?”
“Fine, as long as I don’t actually have to get them.” Daniel grinned. “What about Teal’c?”
“If I put you in home quarantine, he’ll have to care for you, won’t he? He’s immune.”
“I shall nurse DanielJackson to your fullest satisfaction, Dr Fraiser”, Teal’c intoned gravely.
“Uhunh … Don’t even think of it!” warned the hypothetical patient. “What about you, Doc? Aren’t you coming?”
“Remember the Exodus, Dr Jackson? The evil Pharaoh smelt a rat when not only Moses was gone in the morning, but all the Children of Israel as well. Besides, I might be needed here …”
“True …” There was no ‘might’ about it, and Daniel knew it as well as the doctor. SG-6 were next in line to get clobbered on behalf of Caruthers and his merry men. “If you don’t mind, General, I’ll use your phone and book the flights.”
“Would it stop you if I said I did, Dr Jackson?” Just as well that Hammond’s question had been rhetorical, because Daniel was already on his way indoors. The General stared after him for a moment, then turned back to Janet and the Jaffa. “Now, if you don’t mind, Dr Fraiser, Teal’c. What the hell is going on at my base? And what is Major Carter up to?”
* * * * *
From: georgesh@netservice.net
Date: September 4, 21:56
To: p.davis@tel.net
Re:
New Developments
Message: Major: Friends and I will be arriving at
Reagan National at 1225 hrs on Monday. Please arrange a meeting with General
Vidrine ASAP.
Any
news on Colonel O’Neill?
Thanks,
Hammond.
* * * * *
At least the band wasn’t bad. Mellow Gershwin at just the right volume, subtly lifting the expensive clinking of champagne glasses. The Senator weaved his way through the fog of conversation, a meaningless remark here, a trite joke there, playing the game, sucking up the boredom. A waiter came floating past eagerly with a full tray, and he took a glass and nodded his thanks. As a rule he stuck with Perrier water at official occasions. Tonight he felt he needed to unwind, though. By rights he ought to be in bed, but it was just one of those unwritten rules that kept Washington ticking over. If POTUS put in an appearance, you turned up, too, because you wanted to be seen with the man ... His most momentous exchange so far had been with a senile ex-ambassador to Luxembourg on the astonishing stability of the Swiss Frank. One hand raised to his face, as though he was about to scratch his nose, the Senator indulged in a discreet yawn.
On landing at Andrews, the pilot had cheerfully observed that Mr Senator had gained almost a whole day, but personally Mr Senator would have preferred to have gained a whole night. He was hideously jet-lagged, and fatigue made the insides of his eyelids feel as though they were coated with crushed glass. Being waylaid by the Doctor just as he was leaving his office to go home and change for this soirée was the last thing he’d needed. How come that maniac was running free in DC, anyway? According to J2’s message the man was supposed to be under surveillance …
Speaking of the devil … Warren Carlisle arrived in front of him with a smile designed to make a bulldog lose its lunch. The Senator rearranged his features into a genial grin, seeing that Mrs J2 was there as well, disguised as a seasonally displaced Christmas ornament.
“Mrs Carlisle! Delighted to see you again. You look stunning.” He kissed her puffy little paw with panache, narrowly avoiding a diamond-studded array of knuckle-dusters and reminding himself that he was due for his quarterly dental check-up.
“Elsie. Go and find someone to blether to. First Lady or somebody”, J2 barked, elbowing his lady wife aside.
“Sure, Woopsie.” She beamed and billowed towards FLOTUS who, by coincidence or plain good sense, turned on her heel and let herself be ushered to the opposite end of the room by the Ambassador of Malawi.
Woopsie? Now there was an affectionate conjugal nickname to be filed away for future reference … The Senator resisted an urge to chuckle. “General! Always a pleasure to run into you”, he announced suavely.
“Well, well, well … Home at last”, J2 observed unnecessarily and in the same disingenuous tone. “You might have let me know you’re back. I could have sent a limo to Andrews.”
As if … “Sorry, sir. I only arrived this morning …” And I bet the flight plan was sitting right there on your desk, the Senator groused silently, tasting the champagne. Lanson Brut Noir 1999, he reckoned. Not stellar but drinkable …
“No rest for the wicked.” Carlisle jovially slapped his shoulder, adding a symbolic exclamation mark to that cliché. “Let’s talk.”
“Here?”
J2 bellowed at a passing waiter to bring him a bourbon on the rocks. Then he steered the Senator past groups of chatting dignitaries, who pretended to have the time of their lives, and out onto a terrace above the sodden lawn. Which was about as private as it would get, unless they wanted to be soaked by the torrential downpour that had followed the day’s long awaited thunderstorms. Still, as long as they kept their voices low enough, their conversation would be drowned out by the machine-gun crackle of raindrops bursting on the awning.
“So, how was your little trip to Mother Russia? And how’s our friend Kuryagin?”
“The trip was informative, and Kuryagin sends his regards, sir.”
The waiter appeared, silhouetted in the French windows. “Sir?”
“What the hell do you want?”
“Your bourbon, sir.”
“Thanks.” J2 grabbed the tumbler, sniffed at it, and waited until the man was out of earshot. “Let’s dispense with the pleasantries, Senator. What’s happening over there?”
Ah … Could it be that the General was just a little nervous? The Senator savoured another sip of champagne, enjoyed the bracing tickle of bubbles at the roof of his mouth. Yes, the stuff was definitely drinkable ... “Kuryagin’s on top of things, and the operation’s running smoothly. It needed some fine-tuning, but I took care of that.”
“You took care of that?! I thought we’d agreed that there were to be no alterations without my consent?!”
“We didn’t agree to anything, and with all due respect, General, you’re not in charge of the Project!” The outraged glare that observation provoked was nearly as bracing as the champagne. Time to take the man down a peg or two. His arrogance had begun to grate on the Senator’s nerves. “I was well within my rights to do what I thought best. Take it or leave it.”
“If you say so …” Carlisle backed down for now, pulled a cigar from his breast pocket, and lit it in a show of thoughtfulness. “Fine-tuning? How?”
The Senator sighed patiently and explained it in terms the man would be responsive to. “Unlike our programme, the Russians don’t have congressional oversight committees and all that other politically correct nonsense to worry about. Nobody cares what they bring Earthside, or where it goes. They can deliver the kind of technology we’d never be able to sneak past the NID. Let the SGC concentrate on supplying stuff that’s easily made to disappear … By the way, how are things going at Cheyenne Mountain?”
“Fine. DeVere’s taking some heavy losses, but I told him that securing the merchandise takes priority. His special unit has orders to go in, grab the loot and run, leave whoever’s bringing up the rear to cover their sixes. There’ve been grumbles from the troops, but sooner or later they’ll wise up to the fact that DeVere isn’t Hammond, and that they’ve joined the military, not the girl scouts …”
“Did DeVere consider upping the size of his units? Kuryagin has twenty men per team. They go in, hit them hard, take what they want, and whoever’s still standing legs it out of there.” The Senator shrugged. “Expensive, but effective.”
“Yeah, well. As you just pointed out, we’ve got such things as congressional oversight committees. How am I supposed to justify quadrupling SGC personnel? I suggest you leave the tactics to me and stick to politics and bartering, Senator.” J2 took a puff and exhaled a haze of smoke, morosely staring out into the pouring rain. “However, I may have a solution. I’ve given orders for DeVere to contact the Drakallans. We’re signing the treaty, and once the off-world base is established, we’ll see about that manpower problem. I suppose those ‘Helots’ on P5X 081 could as least come in handy as gun fodder.”
Damn the man! Kuryagin needed Drakalla as a staging area … The Senator could just see the raised eyebrows if a Russian team traipsed past an arriving SGC unit with a disassembled death glider in their tote bags. “I wish you’d discussed this with me”, he snapped.
“I was well within my rights to do what I thought best. Take it or leave it.” J2 grinned around his cigar. “Where’s the merchandise now?”
“At the agreed storage facility. A downtown warehouse owned by an off-shore company. Even if something goes wrong, the trail ends on the Bahamas.”
“It’d better. And nothing’d better - …”
“Wooooooooopsie!” The amorous trill gyrated through the French windows like a badly launched grenade. J2 flinched, but the Senator didn’t feel like laughing. “Woooooopsie! Mr P would like a word!” the voice chirped coyly. Mr P, it stood to reason, was the President.
“One day I’ll kill that woman”, snarled the General and shouted, “In a minute!” He turned back to the Senator. “When can I see it?”
“We’re expecting the second delivery from Russia in three days. Any time after that. I’m thinking of organising a viewing for the club.”
“Good. Keep me posted.” J2 stubbed out his cigar and was about to go inside.
“By the way, General?”
“What?!”
“Your efforts at pest control are hardly more effective than mine. The good Doctor is in Washington. This afternoon he jumped me outside my office, wanting to know where the flyboy is.”
“Shit!”
“We always could tell him, I suppose …”
* * * * *
From: b09ty11@realgroups.com
Date: September 5, 01:22
To: coldcomfort@coldcomfort.rsx.com
Re:
Intermediate Storage
Message: Intermediate storage facility is soon to be
appropriated by mother company. I suggest search for a new, permanent location
and will forward likely addresses as soon as possible. In the meantime I
recommend all fruit be transported to shipping facility without delay to avoid
ownership disputes.
* * * * *
The aide had sat back down at his desk, pretending to type and ogling them nervously from behind the computer monitor.
The General had a visitor at the moment, he’d said, and the General only really expected General Hammond. This with a disapproving stare at Dr Jackson and an intimidated one at Teal’c. Obviously he assumed this guy, who looked like two NFL fullbacks rolled into one and refused to remove his fedora, would go berserk at the slightest provocation. Which might just turn out to be the case, Daniel thought. Even by his standards, Teal’c had been extremely quiet all the way here. Experience showed that an extremely quiet Teal’c tended to be an extremely upset Teal’c. Well, Daniel could relate to that ... Hammond checked his watch again, and the aide got jumpy.
“I’m very sorry, sir. The … uh …visitor didn’t actually have an appointment. Can I offer you a coffee, perhaps?” Another troubled stare at Teal’c who was studying the Washington Post.
General Hammond opened his mouth to answer when the debate that appeared to rage on the other side of the door got heated enough to defy the soundproofing.
“Dammit, sir, for once in your life, why can’t you just listen?! That’s a process whereby I say something and you actually climb off your high horse for long enough to take it seriously!”
The front page of the Washington Post drooped to half-mast, revealing a puzzled Jaffa, complete with arched eyebrow.
“Uh … Sir …?” mumbled Daniel.
“Yah. I heard.” Hammond rose and walked towards the inner door to General Vidrine’s office, Dr Jackson hot on his heels. Ever tidy, Teal’c folded the paper before putting it down and following the pair.
“I’ll listen to you the moment you give me something other than half-cocked conspiracy theories! What the hell do you think this is?! An episode of the X-Files? Do I look like Director Skinner?!” Vidrine’s voice bellowed from beyond the door.
The aide, leggy and acne-ridden and insecure, had catapulted from his seat, twitching to stop Hammond physically and not daring to. “I’m sorry, sir, but you can’t go in there!” he pleaded miserably.
“Oh yes, I can. Calm down, mister.” Casually, George Hammond pushed the door open.
“I appreciate your trying to exonerate your former commanding officer, but frankly, I’m beginning to suspect that your motives aren’t strictly regulation. I strongly recommend you go home and forget about this, before you get yourself into even more - …” Vidrine broke off in mid-roar and scowled at the intruders. “What?!”
“Can I help, General?” Hammond asked pleasantly. “Fancy seeing you here, Major Carter …”
“Sir!” stammered Sam Carter and snapped to attention.
“At ease, Major.”
“I was just leaving”, she murmured. “I should have known better than to come here in the first place …”
“Maybe you should stay, Major. I think you’ll be interested to hear what I’ve got to say”, suggested Hammond.
Vidrine groaned. “For Christ’s sake, George, not you as well?!”
“Afternoon, Davis.” Unperturbed, George Hammond nodded in the direction of the Major who was trying to blend into the upholstery of a chair.
In the door hovered the traumatised aide. “I’m sorry, sir … They just … I couldn’t …” He gave up.
“It’s alright, Wilkins”, growled Vidrine. “Family gathering.”
“Yessir!” Wilkins ducked out, grateful for the reprieve.
“Let’s all sit down, shall we?” proposed General Hammond and took a seat. “How was San Diego, Major Carter?”
“San Diego?!” Vidrine snorted. “That what she told you? Try a bit further northeast.”
“Las Vegas?” Hammond enquired innocently, while Dr Jackson, Teal’c, and a flustered Major Carter settled on the sofa.
“Siberia, sir”, came an almost inaudible whisper from Sam. Pasty-faced, with dark shadows under her eyes, she seemed exhausted enough to fall over.
“Let’s not get into that again”, groaned General Vidrine. “Tell me why you’re here, George. But I’m warning you! I’ve already had my daily quota of cock-and-bull stories” - he favoured Sam Carter with a furious glare - “and I can do without any more. So kindly stick to reason.”
Hammond shrugged. “Sure. My request is perfectly reasonable. I want to know where Jack O’Neill is.”
“And why the devil do you bother me with that?! Go and check with Personnel!”
“I … uhm … I tried that last week”, Paul Davis admitted hesitantly. “They don’t know where he is.”
“Oh you tried that, did you? And on whose orders?”
“Mine, General.”
“I hate to remind you, George, but you’re retired!”
“I still want to know where Jack is.”
Sam had turned several shades paler and started to look positively anaemic. “Sir? I don’t understand …”
“He was transferred, Sam”, murmured Daniel. “From the rehab centre Major Davis checked him into. After that he disappeared.”
“What rehab centre? And how on earth would he disappear?!”
“Good question, Major Carter”, Vidrine stated acerbically, stalked to his desk, and began tapping away at the keyboard. “Somehow I don’t think he ran off. Personnel probably hasn’t got clearance to access O’Neill’s file, that’s - … Jesus!” He was staring at the screen, his complexion draining to an unhealthy grey.
“What?!”
Someone had asked, Daniel didn’t know who, and he watched as Vidrine, instead of giving an answer, swivelled the monitor towards them, so they all could see it. He’d called up Jack’s file. Plastered across the middle of the screen it read DECEASED.
The room seemed to tilt into a surreal nightmare, and Daniel noticed details that unfolded like they came straight out of some old movie. Davis, rising in slow-motion and gliding towards the desk and the computer as if on rails. Vidrine’s hand, gripping the mouse, shaking so hard that the pointer spun mad doodles all over the screen. Teal’c’s eyes, blank and opaque like onyx marbles, transforming his face into an eerie death mask, shutting out anyone who would pry into his thoughts. Sam’s lips, bloodless as though she were freezing cold, moving, forming the same words over and over again. Daniel couldn’t make out what they were.
“No”, he said, the sound of his own voice hollowly pumping in his skull, like a tape playing on slow speed. “No. This is wrong.”
George Hammond, shaking his head. Shaking his head … Softly, but with conviction, the General broke the spell. “It’s a lie. It has to be.”
“It must be a clerical error”, General Vidrine confirmed hoarsely. “I would have been notified …”
“Not an error”, corrected Hammond. “Someone doesn’t want Jack to be found. Now are you willing to listen to what Major Carter has to say, General?”
“What’s that got to do with - …”
“Everything”, interrupted Sam. “Please, General. Please let me explain.”
“Okay, Major.” Sluggishly, Vidrine eased himself into the chair behind his desk. “Go ahead. I’m … I’m climbing off my high horse.”
It took her less than half an hour, and to Dr Jackson it felt like a ridiculously small amount of time to comprise a tale that could shift balances of power, cost tens of thousands of lives, destroy everything they’d worked for over the past five years. Everything Jack had worked for and guarded with his life and his health on Drakalla.
“I’ve got some proof, sir”, Sam added. “Not on me, for obvious reasons, but when Dr Markov first contacted me, she brought me documents that partly corroborate what I’ve told you. The rest you’ve got to take on trust, I’m afraid.”
“Let’s suppose I do that.” Vidrine sighed. “Where do you want to take it from here? George?”
“First of all, I want to debrief Major Carter in detail and correlate her story to what I’ve found out last night. From what Dr Jackson, Teal’c, and Dr Fraiser told me, I’ve got reason to believe that the SGC has become involved in this as well. It would explain why SG-1 was framed.”
“What?!” General Vidrine snapped forward in the chair, his elbows crashing onto the desk. “Do you know what you’re saying, George? DeVere was practically appointed by J2. You can’t - …”
“My God!” yelped Major Carter. “General, I respectfully recommend you check who authorised the deployment of Air Force Six-Three-Niner Tango Uniform.”
Paul Davis leapt towards the door, clearly dying to do something. “I’ll get onto it straightaway!”
“Hold it, Major!” shouted Vidrine, petrifying Davis in mid-leap. “Nobody’s getting onto anything until I say so!”
By now even George Hammond’s patience was beginning to fray. “General, have you had a look at the SGC’s casualty statistics lately?”
“They don’t prove anything, George. Every operation has its streaks of bad luck.”
“That’s not a streak of bad luck, it’s a goddamn epidemic! My people are being picked off like ducks in a shooting gallery! I wanna know for what!”
This time Vidrine didn’t bother to remind the General that those weren’t his people anymore. “George - …”
“GeneralVidrine”, Teal’c spoke up at last; his brittle, metallic tone an indication of just how hard he struggled to retain his composure. “There have been discrepancies in the SGC’s inventory of alien artefacts in the course of this past week.”
“How do you know that, Mr Teal’c?”
“My current task is to catalogue the artefacts retrieved on all missions.”
“Your current - … Sorry. That wasn’t the idea when I - …” Vidrine bit off the end of his thought and actually had the decency to squirm, which scored him a quarter of a point with Dr Jackson. “What precisely are you saying?”
“I can verify that my computer records were altered to conceal the disappearance of alien artefacts from the SGC’s storerooms. I ascertained this myself. The devices that have been removed were those acquired by Colonel Caruthers and his team.”
Lieutenant General Vidrine muttered something that sounded like ‘shit’. Aloud he said, “Major Davis?”
“Yes, sir?”
“You were going to get onto those flight authorisations.”
“Yes, sir. Right away, sir!” Davis shot from the room like sprinter from the blocks.
“Let’s see what that throws up …” murmured Vidrine, suddenly looking very old. “They’re gonna sign that treaty with the Drakallans, George. I got the news today … Fits right in, doesn’t it?”
Nobody answered. For at least a minute nobody even seemed to breathe. Finally, Teal’c asked, “What do you intend to do about O’Neill?”
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
To: W
Carlisle, Joint Chief of Staff, Pentagon
From: C
N DeVere, General USAF, Cheyenne Mountain
Date: 09/07
Time: 15:20
--- For your information ---
As per your orders I have contacted the
leadership of P5X 081. Governor Valdane has pronounced himself delighted that
the treaty will be signed at last and once more assured me that there were no
hard feelings.
He and Governor Morin are prepared to
travel to Earth in two days’ time, on September 9, in order to finalise the
details.
C N DeVere
CinCSG
* * * * *
“Almost there, Mr Riley …” grunted the nurse. “And then we’ll go over to the common room, and we’ll have a chat with all the other nice people. Won’t that be fun?”
Oh yeah … It’d beat a long weekend on Netu hands down. The suggestion deserved one comment and one comment only: What’s with this we shit? Jack swallowed it. He’d given up on the notion of convincing anyone but Ruby that he didn’t suffer from early-onset senile dementia. Yet.
He hung slumped against the nurse’s broad shoulder, while the shoulder’s owner battled with the task of threading his uncooperative arms through the sleeves of a new pyjama jacket. Once that was done, she’d strap him into a wheelchair and enrol him in the bi-weekly drooling competition with the lucky denizens of this ward and two others. Over his dead body … Care to rephrase that, Jack?
“I’d like to stay here”, he said.
“Now, now, let’s not be shy”, came the mechanical reply, proving that she credited him with the intellectual capacity of a late-blooming three-year-old.
Where the hell was Ruby when he needed her?! … Working nights on another ward, Jack. Deal with it. And while you’re at it, bear in mind that the last nurse you needed didn’t survive the experience … “Dammit, I - …”
“That’s enough! We don’t use this kind of language here, Mr Riley.” She dropped him back on the bed, more abruptly than strictly necessary, and began buttoning the jacket. “And we’re all going to the common room. We can’t expect special treatment, can we now? Besides, by the time we come back, our bed’s gonna be all nice and fresh.”
Ah … So this was an ‘other’ week. Fresh linen every other week, they’d told him. Lewis C Carroll’s crazy White Queen sprang to mind. The White Queen explaining to Alice that she’d never get wages for a job she didn’t want in the first place … “The rule is, jam tomorrow and jam yesterday - but never jam today.” “It must come sometimes to jam today”, Alice objected. “No, it can’t”, said the Queen. “It’s jam every other day” …
It’s life every other day. Never life today … Count your blessings, Jack! Fresh linen every other week. Just as well that the relevant orifices had been set to ‘shut’ when that piston pulverised his spine. Otherwise he’d probably have to spend days lying in his own - … Well, Mr Riley, it isn’t like we don’t have a certain amount of practise lying in our own piss, is it now? But we don’t really want to go there, Mr Riley, do we now?
Nurse Ratchet lugged him from the bed into the wheelchair and restrained him. Like a sack of potatoes on a trolley. Chest, wrists, waist, ankles. Be nice if there were the high voltage hat to go with it … He caught himself trying to feel the straps, harking for something, pressure, maybe, or chafing, or a pinch. Something, anything. He kept at it all the way down the corridor and into the common room, until he imagined he felt all of these things, still searching for the crispness of real sensation. What he imagined had the round, blurry edges of memory and small blank gaps where memory failed him … How did this strap feel, as opposed to any other? … Cut it out! Just cut it out.
Unless he learnt how not to think at all, he’d go madder than the White Queen. At least she’d mastered the art of turning herself into a sheep, which right now seemed a very desirable party trick to Jack. Does a sheep care if it can or cannot move? And would it bother the other sheep? Or would they bleat the lame sheep to death, because not moving was unsheeplike behaviour? … Good God, you are going mad, Jack! Stop thinking! … How often had he said that to Carter?
The common room smelt of carbolic acid and processed carrots and rubber soles of old carpet slippers squealing over linoleum. A rickety coffee table swam at the centre, lost at sea and listing under its cargo of faded, endlessly thumbed magazines. One wall had windows, closed before the rain. Lined up along the others were chairs and wheelchairs, most of their occupants nodding, or blindly staring into space, or not making sense of what their visitors were saying to them. Like a geriatric prom waiting for the cotillion to start. Or the Dance of Death.
“Give me Hallelujah!” bellowed an evangelist from the TV set in the corner, and all the sheep obediently bleated, “Hallelujah!”
“Hallelujah”, whispered Jack.
For a horrible moment he suspected Nurse Ratchet would wheel him up to the coffee table, stick a dunce’s cap on his head, and leave him there for everybody to gawp at ... Now, class, let’s all have a good look at Mr Riley. He’s one ungrateful cripple and doesn’t want to be here! … She didn’t do it, of course. Instead she deposited him in a free space at the long wall and left.
People gawped all the same. Perversely, those stares he could sense alright. If he could sense nothing else, that he could. No comfort in any of them, just curiosity, avid and ruthless and devouring. Just how naked can you feel in your fresh pyjamas, Jack? … A young woman, pretty, visiting the old lady with the glaucoma-deadened eyes, started out of a nosy trance when her gaze drifted up from lifeless legs for long enough to meet his. She instantly looked away, tried to yank around the boy whose hand she was clutching. In the way kids have, his body seemed to follow, but his head stayed put. Craning his neck, he kept staring.
“Hi”, said Jack, and the kid flushed and turned back to his mother in a panic.
“What? What?” chirped the sightless old lady, with the urgency of someone who was missing something vital.
“There is no comfort”, responded the evangelist in a howl. “No comfort, except that our Lord Jesus will redeem the righteous from fire and brimstone and the eternal pain of damnation. Hallelujah!”
Jack closed his eyes, attempted to
banish the stares and the grim threats of salvation blaring from the TV set. No
comfort. He’d never been righteous in his life, wouldn’t know where to start,
hadn’t wrought anything but havoc and death. No redemption for this boy … Ye
Who Enter Here, Relinquish All Hope ... He was right there, in the Seventh
Circle of Hell, rolling in after some long dead Italian geezer who kept getting
his head split in half … Which probably would be preferable. That he could feel
… You’re going mad, Jack. Mad! If you lose your mind, too, what’s left of you?
And who cares? … Stay with us, Colonel!
“Hallelujah”, he muttered softly.
* * * * *
From: coldcomfort@coldcomfort.rsx.com
Date: September 7, 21:10
Re:
Intermediate Storage
Message: Have initiated removal of merchandise and
will be sending part of it with next delivery. When can we expect further news
on new storage facility?
* * * * *
We have to prioritise. I’m truly
sorry.
Prioritise! How about prioritising Colonel O’Neill, just by ways of being original?! Oh but it’ll hardly make a difference to him, will it? We’ve squeezed him for all the mileage he was worth, so why not toss him aside? The state he’s in, he’s of no use to anybody, right? And should we really show our hand looking for him? Besides, what if it wasn’t a clerical error? No good wasting resources, is it? … And General Vidrine was truly sorry. Sorry for what? For earmarking the Colonel as dispensable yet again? For having been had and not noticing it? Or for getting caught out and having his nose rubbed right in it?
We have to prioritise.
Her fingers struck the keys in time with her thoughts and so savagely that the keyboard had begun dancing. Sam hoped she’d wreck it.
I’m scared, Carter. I’m scared.
Tactical considerations. National security. Secrecy. Decoys. Intelligence. Damage limitation. Operational planning. Whom to trust. Whom not to trust. Legal precedent for annulling a treaty with another planet.
We have to prioritise.
After all, one broken man didn’t matter in the grander scheme of things … There! She was in. What kind of moron used his own date of birth for a password? She’d got that one on the third try. After the names of the wife and daughter, who smiled from a photograph in a stylish Alessi frame. Talk about security risk … A few seconds later that flag glared from the screen, red and bold and obscene, and she felt cold again. It wasn’t true. She refused to believe it. Time to start hacking in earnest. A few keystrokes brought up the file history, and she began the painstaking task of spooling up an elusive electronic thread.
“Hey! You!” The ceiling lights came on.
Crap! Sam started, accidentally knocking a duster off the desk and only by sheer luck avoiding to delete the log she had created. She hadn’t heard him come in … Very slowly and carefully she raised her hands and pivoted around in the chair. “If you’re packing a gun, Major, I’d be obliged if you didn’t use it …”
“Oh boy …” moaned Paul Davis, picking up the duster and trying to reconcile the sloppily knotted headscarf and blue coveralls and cleaning equipment with Major Carter. “What in the name of all that’s holy do you think you’re doing?”
“I’m prioritising, if that’s okay with you.”
“Hunh?”
Oh that’s right. Davis didn’t know the priorities. He’d left by then … “I’m trying to identify the person who made that entry.”
“At half past eleven at night? On General Vidrine’s computer?”
“I didn’t have time to go running round DC, searching for Internet cafes, Major.”
“Does he - … No, forget I asked. Dumb question.” Evidently Davis had realised that a dark room, lit only by the greenish glow of the monitor, spoke for itself. “How did you get in?”
“Piece o’ cake. You might wanna recommend that the General changes his password.”
The Major sighed in exasperation. “The building! How did you get into the building? This is the Pentagon, for God’s sake!”
“Oh that …” Her feet shuffled on the carpet. “I never left. Hid in a broom closet until forty-five minutes ago. Did you find out anything about Niner Tango Uniform?”
“You were right. The trail ends at J2’s office. And they flew into - … Dammit, Carter! I should hand you over to security! They’re gonna bury you!”
“If you have to.” She shrugged. “Frankly, I’m past caring. Just take this” - she hit a key and the printer chattered into life - “find user 395/78G and ask him or her what happened to Colonel O’Neill. Or better yet, let Teal’c do the asking. He’s got a way of encouraging straight answers ... must be that eyebrow thing he does …”
“Must be …” The corners of Davis’ mouth curled up in an involuntary grin. Then he perched on the edge of the desk and sighed again. “What’s with the spy stuff, Carter? Got into the habit in Siberia? I strongly suggest you break it …”
“General Vidrine has decided that, at this point, finding Colonel O’Neill is not a priority. I happen to disagree.”
“I see …” Davis glanced at the printout, and his eyes narrowed. “395/78G … Scoot over, Major. I’ll show you a little trick you’re gonna forget again the moment we walk out of this office.”
It took him five minutes, then the printer dutifully spat out another A4 sheet. It listed a name, rank, and serial number, plus an address near Andrews Air Force Base.
“Nice.” Sam smirked. “I should hand you over to security.”
“Frankly, I’m past caring.” Davis returned a wry smile. “Just find him. I want a chance to apologise … And now let’s get you the hell out of here! Don’t forget that damn mop!” He pointed at an item waiting in a bucket by the door.
“Yeah. Let’s go … Actually it’s a squeegee …” She shut down the computer, collected her paraphernalia, and turned back to Davis. “So. Niner Tango Uniform? Where do they fly into?”
“Out!” Major Davis switched off the lights, shooed her from the office and into the corridor, and locked all doors after them. Two MPs passing them in the staircase a little later were mildly surprised to hear an Air Force major complaining to a cleaning lady about cocky dickheads flying into Andrews.
* * * * *
From: coldcomfort@coldcomfort.rsx.com
Date: September 8, 04:14
Re:
Delivery
Message: Second delivery en route. Please confirm
arrival and advise on new addresses ASAP.
* * * * *
Relegating the hubbub of this latest PR exercise to the back of his mind, the Senator focussed on relevant things and wished Kuryagin would get off his back. Was he supposed to have ‘gate coordinates hopping out of his hat like so many rabbits? It would take judicious massaging of J2’s ego to gain access to the SGC’s list of addresses, and right now he wasn’t in the mood for pompous Joint Chief. When was he ever?
A dozen gap-toothed girl scouts from Idaho were beaming at him, while their chaperone or whatever the watchdog was called wound a new roll of film into her camera. She’d already taken pictures of him and his office from every conceivable angle, and now it was group shot time with the kids. Sure. Provided their parents voted for him, he’d kiss babies’ butts, too. He zeroed in on the ugliest little brat, whose concave chest sported more badges than he knew existed. Her face was a mass of freckles incompletely hidden by gigantic coke bottle glasses, and one hand was deformed and twisted by a birth defect. He placed an avuncular arm around her skinny shoulders and grinned in the direction of the camera.
Click … click … “That’s lovely”, yipped the watchdog. Click … click. “Smile a little, Vivian! Aren’t you pleased to meet the Senator?”
Vivian sniffed, but obviously had bared an incomplete set of snagged teeth, because the camera burst into a flurry of clicks and the watchdog into a flurry of rapture. The chaperone/watchdog was about to rearrange the group yet again, when the door opened and Miss Harris showed in another visitor.
“I didn’t think you’d mind, sir”, she declared.
Presumably not. Presumably she didn’t think at all! There were no words that could adequately express his fury without throwing the watchdog into cardiac arrest. “Not in the slightest”, the Senator said, his grin growing strained. “Good morning, Doctor!”
“Good morning, Senator.” The man smiled brightly at the girl scouts. “Good morning, children.”
The gap-toothed beams flared up again, and “Good morning, sir” the girls chorused as though their home room teacher had just entered the class.
“I don’t like you”, announced Vivian, glowering at the Doctor.
The watchdog yelped. “That’s a very rude thing to say, Vivian.”
The Senator thought the brat displayed an insight into the human psyche that was amazingly advanced for her tender years. He saw the Doctor’s face contort in annoyance, chortled, and patted the girl’s shoulder. “That’s alright, Vivian. We can’t all like everybody, can we?”
“I don’t like you, either.”
And that’s just fine by me, you revolting little monkey, because as long as your mommy and daddy tick the right box come polling day, you can go straight to hell for all I care … The Senator looked at her kindly and patted her again.
“Well, I’m afraid you’ll all have to leave now, because I have some business with my good friend, the Doctor here”, he informed the watchdog whose camera had finally stopped clicking and dangled limply from her hand. “I’d like to thank you all for visiting, and I hope you’ll have a safe journey home and will say hello to Idaho from me.”
The girls nodded vehemently, erupted into a cacophony of ‘byes’ and ‘thank you, sirs’, and filed towards the door. The chaperone snapped out of her mortification, blushed, and began rounding up stragglers and counting heads. Last she collared the offending Vivian and herded her from the office, muttering viciously. “I don’t know what’s got into you, girl … Embarrassed us all … Wait till your parents hear about this …”
Mercifully, Miss Harris shut the door on the rest of the tirade.
“Something like that child shouldn’t be allowed to live”, the Doctor stated coldly. “We are far too conservative in our outlook.”
“You’re distasteful”, remarked the Senator.
“Oh please! Spare me the piety! I’m unable to perceive any qualitative difference between my convictions and certain things you have asked me to do. Or is it because in the latter case the subject was able-bodied?”
The observation was flawed and incendiary, but the Senator felt no inclination to discuss it or lower himself to the level of this man. “How dare you come to my office? I thought I’d had made myself clear.”
The Doctor smiled and seated himself in a leather fauteuil, carefully straightening the folds of his trousers. “Ah. The age-old problem of semantics, my dear friend. Words are such a fallible means of expression. You utter a request, and I might perceive something quite different from what you intended. A quandary, and one we won’t be able to solve here and now … However, to answer your question: you left me no choice. It seems you took great pains not to be alone these past seventy-two hours or so. Regrettable, but there it is. I myself would have much preferred to keep this matter private.”
That son of a bitch had been watching him! For the first time, the Senator admitted to feeling a stab of unease. He fought down the sudden urge to run from the room and retreated behind his desk. “What are you doing here?”
“I thought I’d had made myself clear…” The Doctor tutted, and that unnervingly serene smile reappeared. “I suggest you stop playing me for a fool, Senator. I can assure you the consequences would be most unpleasant if you persist. Where is he?”
The man looked wound tight as a spring, all but slavering with anticipation, a barely noticeable tic fluttering in the muscles of his jaw. Just what the hell do you want with that flyboy, you sick bastard? And what are you going to do to him?
The Senator didn’t ask. It didn’t matter. The only thing that mattered was getting this abomination out of his office and out of his life. He sat down and began typing away at the computer keyboard. He wasn’t supposed to have access to those files, and he definitely wasn’t supposed to let anyone know that he had, but at this moment the Senator couldn’t have cared less. The file popped up on his screen, and he stared at the flag, stared again, and started laughing. So when had that happened? As soon as he had a spare second he’d have to get royally pissed off with J2 who had to have been aware of this. Right now, however, the irony was just too sublime. Poor Doctor! All that posturing, all those threats, and for what?
“Would you mind telling me the reason for your amusement?” The Doctor’s voice was ripe with impatience.
“Not at all, my friend”, chuckled the Senator. “As a matter of fact, I’ll show you.” Without knowing it, he did what Vidrine had done the previous day. He turned the monitor to let his visitor see the screen. “You might wanna try Arlington … Although, come to think of it, I’m not quite sure he’d rate a place there, what with the dishonourable - …”
He was cut off by soft keening that built into a groan. The Doctor had risen, turned chalky white, and for a minute or so the Senator feared he would witness a cardiac arrest in his office after all. Then the man collected himself.
“What did you do to him?” he hissed.
“What did I do? Jesus, Doctor, after the number you pulled on the guy I’d say it’s a miracle he survived for as long as he did!”
“Imbecile! I needed him to survive. I worked him accordingly. Do you think I’m an amateur?” The Doctor was spitting with rage, his small frame trembling like a leaf as he staggered towards the desk. “You killed him. You and your brainless friends killed him! You destroyed my work! … You’ll pay! I promise, you’ll pay! I won’t need you to survive …”
The Senator tuned out the rant and reached for the phone. “Miss Harris? Call security. My visitor wants to leave. Now!”
With a shudder, the Doctor came to a halt, blinked, and suddenly he smiled. “I beg your pardon. I must have got a little agitated. There’ll be no need for force, Senator. Thank you for your help. Thank you very much indeed.”
Miss Harris materialised in the door, and on his way out the Doctor beamed at her. Startled and confused, she returned his smile.
* * * * *
From: b09ty11@realgroups.com
Date: September 8, 11:51
To: patriotmessages@realgroups.com
Re:
Fruit Basket
Message: skymaster: Second delivery is expected late
this afternoon. I suggest September 9, 20:30 hrs, for private fruit tasting on
site.
In
future kindly advise of destruction of perishable goods. Pest has been sniffing
round the office.
* * * * *
Dr Jackson compared the address with the information on the sheet. No doubt. This had to be it. Not quite what he had imagined. Actually, he didn’t have an altogether defined idea of what he had imagined, but it hadn’t been a picture postcard from suburbia. His original notion had been more along the lines of a Gothic castle inhabited by unsavoury characters with fangs. Or something …
“This is it, Teal’c.”
“Indeed.” Even the Jaffa sounded surprised, and Daniel wondered about the Chulakian equivalent of a Gothic castle.
The street lay dormant in the midday sun, the only sounds being the soprano bark of what had to be a Lilliputian dog and the clack-clack of hedge clippers and the soft chugging of a lawn sprinkler, which smacked of overkill after the rain. They got out of the car and ambled across the road and up a paved path through the front yard. 234 Farley was a small bungalow, outdated but freshly painted and in good repair. The doorbell played the opening bars of Star-Spangled Banner, and Teal’c looked bewildered.
“Don’t ask”, muttered Daniel.
A delicate, grey-haired woman in her late fifties opened, wiping bony, flour-dusted fingers on a loud apron. “Yes?”
Ma Walton, Daniel thought and said, “Good afternoon, ma’am.”
Upon closer scrutiny of the callers, her smile withered a little. “I don’t suppose you’re the men come to check the air con, are you?”
“Indeed, we are not”, Teal’c assured her.
“I’m sorry, but we don’t …” The standard brush-off stalled when she realised that neither of the two men appeared to be concealing novelty egg slicers, self-cleaning vacuums, or complete editions of the Riverside Shakespeare on his person. “How can I help you, gentlemen?”
“I’m Dr Jackson, and this is … uh … Murray.” Daniel nodded in Teal’c’s direction. “We’re hoping to speak to a Sergeant Joe Keller. I realise he’s probably on duty, but …”
“Oh no. My husband’s here. See, officially he’s retired, but the General’s seen to it that he gets to work part-time in Records. We can do with - …” She blushed. “I’ll get him, shall I?”
“Thanks, ma’am.”
She vanished into the house, and two minutes later the clack-clack of the garden shears stopped. Her head popped over a small gate in the hedge. “If you’d like to come round to the porch …?”
They followed her onto a wooden porch at the back and watched a burly, sixty-ish man march briskly towards them across the lawn. Still no fangs, no claws, no bats. Just placid suburban normality. Daniel was beginning to doubt that they’d got the right address.
“Hi, I’m Joe Keller”, the not quite retired Sergeant announced, clambering up the steps to the porch. “What can I do for you, folks?”
“My name is Murray”, declared Teal’c. “This is DanielJackson. We have need of information.”
Suave. Nice opening gambit. At least smile, for heaven’s sake! No, perhaps better not … Dr Jackson winced. “We just have a few questions, sir”, he said genially, trying his best to smooth their host’s frown. “It’s about a file you updated … uh …” - he consulted the sheet Sam had given him - “six days ago.”
The frown deepened, a fact which the Sergeant’s guffaw couldn’t cover. “Apart from anything else, young man … Do you have the faintest idea how many files I update in a day?”
“Loads, sir, I’m sure, but we’d really appreciate your help. We’re trying to track down a friend. Does the name O’Neill ring any bells? Colonel Jonathan O’Neill”
Bells were chiming like Easter morning, even Daniel could see that. Keller had blanched. He shot a quick glance at his wife, then looked back at Dr Jackson and Teal’c. “No. Can’t say that it does. And even if it did, this is highly irregular. I - …”
“Sir, how do you think we got your name and address? This information comes straight from the Pentagon.” Daniel figured that, although it wasn’t strictly true, it wasn’t a complete lie either. “The last update on the file traces back to your terminal and user ID. I know this is irregular, but we’re in a hurry. It’s crucial that we find Colonel O’Neill.”
Keller mulled this over, all the while toying with the shears in a way Dr Jackson found mildly disconcerting. At last the Sergeant said, “You can stop hurrying. If you’ve really seen the file, you ought to be aware of that. He’s dead.”
“Oh …” Mrs Keller looked genuinely dismayed. “I’m so sorry …”
“He isn’t dead”, Daniel said softly, asking himself yet again how he could be so certain. “He’s alive, and I think you know where he is, Sergeant.”
“Did I just hear you call me a liar, buster?” enquired Keller, and the shears snapped shut with a clack loud enough to startle his wife.
Beset by visions of Shock-Headed Peter and his digitally challenged pal Conrad, Dr Jackson secured his thumbs at the centre of balled fists. “Sergeant, please …”
Keller put the shears aside. “You’d better leave. Now.”
“SergeantKeller, we did not wish to insult you”, Teal’c replied, “and we do not wish to force you to break troth. But I shall ask you to consider this. Not all commands honour the one who obeys them. Believe me, this I know better than you ever will. Nor are all leaders faithful. Unfaithful leaders betrayed O’Neill. In order to protect us he denied his honour and allowed himself to be punished for a crime he did not commit. Now he requires our protection. That is why we ask for your assistance.”
Teal’c fell silent, and for a few seconds Daniel stared at him, mystified. It had been the longest speech he’d ever heard the Jaffa make. Because he knew Teal’c he’d also heard what his friend had left unsaid … Not all commands honour the one who obeys them … For Teal’c, following Jack’s order had been shameful. Like the rest of them, he’d followed it because it was necessary, but the guilt wouldn’t go away for a long time yet ... That the Sergeant would have missed, of course. Still, something seemed to have struck a chord with the man. The muscles in his face were working, and a flicker of insecurity danced behind half-closed lids. Then there was a minute shake of the head, and Dr Jackson realised that this wasn’t going to go their way after all.
“Leave.” Keller’s voice was rough. “And don’t come here again.”
“T- … Murray?” Daniel tugged the Jaffa’s sleeve. “Let’s go. We’ll find another way.”
Mrs Keller gazed at her husband. “Joe? Please? If you - …”
“No, Cissy.”
Teal’c and Dr Jackson stepped from the porch, feeling Sergeant Keller’s eyes boring holes into their backs all the way down the path until they rounded the corner of the hedge and were out of sight.
“Damn”, whispered Daniel, as he climbed into the car. “We were so close … He knows. I can tell …”
“As you said, DanielJackson, we shall find another way.”
“Yeah …”
Daniel was about to pull out into the street, when Joe Keller came running from the yard. The Sergeant looked troubled, but more sure of himself than he had five minutes ago.
“Wait!” He rapped sharply on the hood, and Teal’c rolled down the window. “Cissy … my wife … insisted …” Keller murmured. “I don’t know how much help it’ll be, though … You were right. O’Neill’s alive. But I don’t know where exactly he is. Some care home in Washington - …”
“Washington?!” gasped Daniel.
“DC, not state.” The Sergeant grinned a little. “Can’t say which home, though. But I’d be willing to bet that it’s the bottom of the heap. I’m sorry, that’s all can tell you …” The grin had vanished, and the worry was back. “I … uh … I have to ask you … Don’t mention how you found out, please. My wife has cancer. Without that job General Carlisle got me in Records, I couldn’t afford any treatment for her, and … I thought it was because he cared … I used to be his aide. But then the General ordered me to do … stuff … He made quite clear that - … You know …”
So much for the suburban idyll ... Daniel felt sick.
Teal’c inclined his head. “We are most obliged, SergeantKeller. Please do not concern yourself. GeneralCarlisle shall not hear of your involvement.”
* * * * *
From: patriotmessages@realgroups.com
Date: September 8, 15:13
Re:
Fruit Basket
Message: b09ty11: Perishable goods were mislabelled
for security reasons. Looking forward to fruit tasting. Time and date are
convenient. Suggest you pick me up.
* * * * *
The weather had reverted to what it’d been for the past few weeks. Hot and sunny, but at least the oppressive humidity was gone for the time being. Temperatures inside the truck’s cab were hitting the 100s, and the woman in the airman’s fatigues was dying to take off her boots and stick her feet out of the window. Not that it would have done much good. There was barely a breeze, and the truck was sitting on slowly melting tarmac outside a hangar. But the illusion alone would have been a relief … With a sidelong glance at the bald corporal in the passenger seat next to her, she dispelled the thought. Nope. Wouldn’t do to stick one’s feet out the window in his presence ...
“You sure they’re out of the way?” He sceptically glowered at the personnel milling around nine other trucks parked either side of them.
“The General talked about sending them to Elmendorf in a golf cart. I doubt he managed to pull that one off, but I think we can assume that they’re unavoidably detained, sir.”
“Corporal”, he corrected. “Mind if I take off my boots and stick my feet out the window?”
She smiled. “I’d love to see you try … Corporal.”
“Don’t push it, Major!”
“Airman, sir.”
George Hammond took a swig from a water bottle whose contents had to be just below boiling point by now, grimaced, and held it out to her. “Want a sip?”
“No, thanks.” Sam shook her head and continued observing the busy fore field.
Paul Davis had put in a night shift at Andrews AFB. According to the flight plans, Niner Tango Uniform had arrived three days ago, unloaded, and taken off again ten hours later with the same crew. The quick turnaround was unusual enough to set some tongues wagging, and Davis had been thrown an unexpected bone: he’d learnt how the cargo was ferried off base. By a regular transport detail and right under everyone’s noses. At which juncture the Major had embarked upon some educated guessing. If they stuck to their previous schedule, Niner Tango Uniform would return today. And all the odds were on them using the same transport detail. Relying on that last assumption, General Vidrine had seen to it that two members of said detail needed to be replaced at short notice. ‘Corporal’ Hammond and ‘Airman’ Carter had reported for duty at 1000 hours and been sitting in their truck ever since. So far they’d witnessed nothing out of the ordinary. The 747 they were after hadn’t put in an appearance, but they’d had the privilege of watching Air Force One being treated to a shampoo and rinse.
Sighing, Sam Carter looked on as some lieutenant’s clipboard exploded and sent a small tornado of paperwork across the fore field. “Let’s just hope Davis’ hunch was right …”
“Fancy telling me what happened to you after our meeting with Vidrine, Major?” Hammond enquired apropos of nothing. “You suddenly disappeared.”
“Oh …” Sam tried to suppress a blush. “I went for a walk, sir. Had to let off steam …”
“Uhunh …” he grunted. “Like Dr Jackson took Teal’c sightseeing around Washington today. For God’s sake, Major, pull the other one! Have I given you people any reason not to trust me?”
Ouch! Sucker punch. But she’d deserved it. “You’re not the problem, sir. Vidrine is … We didn’t want to get you into trouble.”
“What in the Sam Hill ever caused this universal worry for my butt?! May I remind you that Colonel O’Neill would still be safe and sound in Colorado Springs if he hadn’t decided that my six needed covering?!”
From all she’d heard, that wasn’t entirely true, but Sam wisely refrained from arguing the point. The General was livid. “Sorry, sir”, she murmured. “We just - …”
“Save it!” snapped Hammond. “What did you find out?”
She told him.
“So, Dr Jackson and Teal’c have gone after the guy who made that entry in the file.” Hammond recapped when she’d finished.
“Yes, sir.”
“Major, I want to get Jack home as much as you do, but isn’t that a little rash?”
“No, sir. With all due respect, General Vidrine’s got his priorities wrong. Besides, there’s something I haven’t told you ...”
“Why doesn’t that surprise me?”
“Amongst other collectibles, Niner Tango Uniform’s flying in a sarcophagus”, Sam said quietly, gazing at a mirage the sun had stirred up above the runway.
There was a long pause, then the General exhaled softly. “You’re kidding …”
“No, sir.”
“And you’re afraid that, once the NID put their paws on it, together with the rest of the stuff, Jack won’t ever get so much as a chance to look at the thing?”
“Something like that, yeah … Yesterday, in Vidrine’s office, when I realised where this was going, I - … Sir, tactically General Vidrine is right, and I know that. I also know that those men have to be stopped, at any cost. Except, it looks like Colonel O’Neill’s gonna be the one doing all the paying, and I’ll be damned if I let that happen again.”
“Join the club, Major … Whatever it - … Oh hang on …” Hammond grabbed a set of binoculars from the dashboard and raised them to his eyes. “Well, whaddya know …” he muttered. “Okay, Airman Carter. We’re in business.”
Landing gear reaching like talons, Air Force Six-Three-Niner Tango Uniform ponderously clawed for the tarmac and thundered down the runway as though he meant to flatten the lights at the end of it. Then the massive plane slowed and pulled out onto the taxiway, lumbering towards the hangar and the convoy of trucks. As soon as the 747 had come to a standstill, men swarmed around the plane, gangways rolled up, hatches opened. Two cargo conveyors dawdled closer and docked. The lieutenant, sans clipboard now, gave a hand signal, and the first truck moved in and lined up between the conveyors. The unloading began.
They were sixth to go. ‘Airman’ Carter started the engine, brought her truck around, and backed it into place. The vehicle dipped and swayed gently each time a container was deposited in the rear. At last they heard the tarp drop, followed by a whistle, and Sam drove off and joined the column of loaded trucks. Watching in the rear mirror, she held her breath as crate after crate slid down the belts. Those were too small. Much too small. Weapons, maybe, zats or ‘tacs’, maybe some of those anti-grav gadgets the Colonel had seen on the planet where Maybourne’s renegades had been hiding out, maybe a naquada generator or two, maybe a boxful of phase shifting devices or even TERs … just in case one of the customers planned on starting up a Reetou farm. Then the first conveyor pulled back, followed by the second.
“No …” she whispered. “Oh God, no! They didn’t - …”
“I think they did.” The General nudged her and pointed at a cargo crane approaching the plane. “Something tells me this isn’t for the crew …”
The crane’s arm rose, disappeared inside a hatch that had opened in the flank of the 747. When it retracted, it carried a large container, approximately 15’ by 6’ by 5’, and Sam started grinning like a lunatic.
“That’s it! That’s gotta be it, sir!”
“It’s big enough … unless someone’s bought a Jacuzzi by mail-order …” grumbled Hammond. “Calm down, Major.”
The crate was loaded onto the last of the trucks, and the convoy started moving, along the main access road, past the checkpoint, out onto the Interstate and towards Junction 7 and the Beltway. An hour later they reached a huge warehouse in a decrepit area of downtown Washington. It lay at the end of a small alley and closed off the deep, narrow canyon of multi-story brownstone fronts. The surrounding buildings were empty, some of them falling to pieces, with fading, lopsided trade signs perched over barricaded entrances, but the warehouse itself seemed to have been recently restored. All windows were bricked up, and the street front bristled with security features. As the lead truck braked outside a solid steel gate, CCTV cameras swivelled, panned down the line of trucks.
“Whatever else we’re gonna do, we won’t be able to waltz in through the front door”, murmured Major Carter.
“As I recall, waltzing in through the front door ain’t your SOP, Major.” George Hammond smirked, and Sam suddenly realised that, despite their reasons for being here, he was enjoying this. For once he got to work with a team, rather than staying behind and not knowing whether his people would come home.
“True, sir.” She smiled back at him, then her grin faltered. “But right now we’re minus our expert for eccentric solutions …”
“We’ll get him back. Maybe all the way …” Hammond said softly. “Besides, you’re not doing too badly yourself, Airman.”
The steel gate led straight into a vast hall, white and sterile like a gigantic lab, with Klieg lights glaring overhead. The day’s heat hadn’t been able to reach this place, and the temperature dropped by at least 20oF when they rolled in. Sam shivered. Inside were about fifteen armed guards and as many men in plain coveralls waiting to unload the trucks.
The guard with the biggest gun signalled the Air Force personnel to remain in their vehicles and set his team of landlocked stevedores to work. “Move it, guys! We gotta clear this load and start taking inventory. Tomorrow night the brass are gonna check out the equipment!”
What ensued looked like a bizarre choreography for three forklift trucks and corps de ballet. Or maybe some post-modern Hollywood producer’s idea of Santa Claus’ cave in the throes of Christmas frenzy. Men moved swiftly and quietly, trucks zipped in and out among them, spiriting some crates off to storerooms, stacking others along the walls or in a goods elevator. Sam attempted to keep track of what went where and gave up after a while. It was hopeless, like the game with the three cups and the dime. The container with the sarcophagus had vanished down a corridor to the left.
“I suppose we got our deadline, Major. Tomorrow night they’re all gonna be here”, Hammond muttered unhappily. “Doesn’t give us much leeway …”
“No, it doesn’t …”
Their odds of finding Jack O’Neill in time had taken a nosedive.
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
To: C
N DeVere, General USAF, Cheyenne Mountain
From: W
Carlisle, Joint Chief of Staff, Pentagon
Date: 09/08
Time: 19:15
Please extend my apologies to SecDef and
the Drakallan Governors. I have been delayed by a matter that requires my
urgent attention and will not be able to attend tomorrow’s welcoming ceremony
as originally planned.
Expect me to arrive at 1000 hours on
September 10.
J2
* * * * *
He seemed drawn and immensely tired, almost disappearing in the pillows. When it had hit the fan, someone had put up screens, lest other patients got inspired, and he was isolated from the rest of the ward. For the umpteenth time Ruby Somers cursed the cosmic fool who’d set the duty rota. She should have been here. As it happened, she’d arrived only to see Nurse Carmichael storm through the double doors, the flip-flop of the panes a measure of her indignation, and a glob of what looked suspiciously like dinner still firmly lodged in her right ear. The doctor had been on the ward, administering a sedative and placing the tube, and Ruby had waited till he’d finished and left. She’d be late for her shift, but right now she couldn’t have cared less. Besides, by her reckoning, the day nurse on Ward IX owed her at least thirty minutes for all the times she’d turned up early …
“Hey, kiddo”, she said quietly, stepping up to the bed.
He turned his head, looked at her drowsily and almost smiled. “Ruby …”
“What’s this I hear about you burbling semolina all over Nurse Carmichael?”
“Carmichael? … Thought her name was Ratchet …”
Nurse Somers bit her lip. Better not let on that she’d occasionally entertained the same notion. He didn’t need encouragement. Not in that department, anyway. “Well?” she demanded, attempting to sound stern and not being terribly successful.
“She had fair warning ... I told her I didn’t want to eat. Besides, I hate semolina … I told her that, too …” He blushed a little, the flush dabbing hectic red splotches on pale cheeks. “She … she doesn’t listen.”
“Uhunh …” Nodding at the naso-gastric tube and the creaking apparatus that pumped the slop du jour into his stomach, Ruby asked drily, “And you honestly think this is preferable?”
What followed was an awkward jerk of the shoulders, which she’d learnt to recognise as a shrug. His blush had faded, showing up faint marks from where Carmichael had grabbed his jaw and forced his mouth open. Somebody should give the dratted woman a taste of her own medicine! Attempting to physically bully this man into anything was thoughtless and worse. Ruby had seen his impressive collection of scars, and she wasn’t naïve enough to believe that they’d originated entirely in accidents. He’d been at the receiving end of force before and probably hadn’t bowed to it once …
As if to confirm her assumption, one corner of his mouth crooked up a little. “I wasn’t burbling … I was spitting … Very accurately, I might add …”
“So I noticed.” Ruby chortled. “Just don’t expect me to congratulate you!”
“You should …” No need to spell out for what. He’d found something he was still good at …
“How about I clean you up a bit, hunh?” Accurate aim or not, semolina wasn’t ballistically stable, and it had peppered him as soundly as Nurse Carmichael. Ruby sighed and reached out to brush away a wisp of hair that sweat had plastered to his forehead.
“Don’t let them catch you … Leaving me like this is probably part of the lesson … What?”
She’d snatched her hand away for a moment, then felt his forehead again. “Jack? How long have you had a fever?” she asked sharply.
“Dunno … Do I? … Have a fever?”
He knew darn well he had. The doctor should have spotted it, but presumably, what with all the hoo-haa over the dinner incident, nobody had bothered to take his temperature ... “I’ll have to get the doc”, she said.
“No … Please …”
“I have to, Jack …” She gently rubbed his shoulder. “There’s a chance it’s pneumonia.”
“I know … Ruby, please! … Don’t …”
Lordie … She was struck again by how exhausted he looked, bone-weary, as though the Battle of the Semolina had been his last stand. He’d won that, after a fashion, but he must have realised that this wouldn’t be the end, that they wouldn’t let him do what he wanted to do: curl up and die … And neither could she ... Oh kiddo …
“Jack? … Jack, listen to me!” Ruby waited until he finally met her gaze. “If I don’t call the doctor, somebody else will. Tomorrow morning at the latest. I can guess what you’re trying to do, but I’m telling you right now that they’ll keep you alive for as long as they possibly can.”
“Nice to know they care”, he whispered.
“They do. You’re revenue, kiddo.” Nurse Somers winced at her own words, but it was no good pulling her punches. He wouldn’t thank her for it, anyway ...
“What about you?”
“Me?” She gave a faint smile. “I think you’re one big, ornery kid who’s got no friends.”
“I do have friends. They just - …” He stopped talking and squinted at the screens around his bed. “Never mind.”
They just dumped you here and forgot all about you! … Heaven help those so-called friends of his if Ruby Somers ever got anywhere near them ... “I need to go get the doc now”, she said.
“I’ll be here …”
* * * * *
--- TOP SECRET ---
To: W
Carlisle, Joint Chief of Staff, Pentagon
From: C
N DeVere, General USAF, Cheyenne Mountain
Date: 09/09
Time: 07:22
------ FYI ------
I will make your apologies to the
Drakallan delegation and look forward to seeing you tomorrow. If there is
anything else you want me to take care of or convey to the Governors or SecDef,
please don’t hesitate to let me know.
C N DeVere
CinCSG
* * * * *
Miss Harris absentmindedly took the documents he’d signed and stood staring at him.
The Senator cleared his throat. “Miss Harris? Was there anything else?”
“Ah … No, sir. I’m sorry.” Her cheeks coloured, and she tapped a spring of courage. “If you don’t mind my saying so, sir, you look extremely well this morning.”
“Why, Miss Harris!” A pinch of mock outrage, seasoned with just the right amount of levity. The woman was a perfect training ground for charming the voters, which explained why he’d hired her. “I believe you’re flirting with me.”
“Really, sir …” She turned even redder, needlessly smoothed one of the steel coils in her hurricane-proof perm, grabbed the papers, and fled before she let slip any more inappropriate remarks.
Watching the door close behind his secretary, the Senator bit back a laugh. Staunchly modest Miss Harris led the life of a nun and considered any concession to vanity the devil’s work. If she felt compelled to comment on it, the change must be flattering indeed.
Late last night he’d paid a visit to the warehouse, just to see how the inventory was progressing, and he hadn’t been able to resist temptation. The SGC mission reports, copied to him courtesy of J2 several months ago, had made for a riveting read. Not only that, in this instance they were correct. The first thing he’d noticed afterwards had been the immediate increase in stamina and well-being. Even his back problem had simply ceased to exist. On the downside and according to one report, a couple or three years back, the box was addictive. Apparently, an SGC archaeologist had got himself hooked and gone pretty loopy. He’d nearly parked a bullet in an officer, ironically the same man who’d been given the going-over on Drakalla …
“Bet you wish your geek buddy hadn’t missed back then, don’t you, Colonel?” The Senator chuckled.
He wasn’t worried about the addiction risk. It purely was a matter of self-control, and if some young bookworm couldn’t stand the heat, he should have stayed out of the kitchen. At any rate, it still was a hell of a lot more beneficial than snorting coke or guzzling bourbon, and two thirds of Washington indulged in either or both without anyone raising so much as an eyebrow.
Thankfully, nobody knew about this little bonus prize. Well, the Senator didn’t think they did, otherwise Carlisle would have been on his back right away, enquiring after Comrade Kyril Andreyevich’s special delivery. Still, better to make sure it stayed that way … He picked up the phone and dialled a number from memory. The call was picked up after the first ring. Good. They were on their toes.
“Stevens here”, he said. “There’s something that needs to be done before tonight. An item that has to be moved … No, not off site. It just needs to be separated from the rest of the merchandise, because it isn’t for sale … Yes … It’s in Storage Room 3, and I want you to take it down to the basement … No, no … The large, gilded box … Yeah, that one. Do it and keep it under wraps, and I’ll make it worth your while … Yeah … Thanks. I’ll see you tonight.”
* * * * *
Dr Fraiser was in a foul mood. She hadn’t had word from General Hammond, Dr Jackson, or Teal’c since they’d flown to DC, Sam Carter still hadn’t returned, and she was left on her own to weather this travesty. DeVere had made it an order, otherwise she’d have gone home, sent her daughter to stay with a friend, and got rip-roaringly drunk in the middle of the afternoon. Tugging uncomfortably at the collar of her dress uniform, she tried to digest the scene in the ‘gate room and decided that no amount of Pepto-Bismol would cure what felt like a terminal attack of heartburn.
Along the walls hung more flags than outside the United Nations in New York, and the blast doors were wreathed in laurel or holly or some such celebratory weed. Below the control room window stood a lectern adorned with the Seal of State, and someone must have raided a topiary, because the jungle theme was picked up by two rigorously clipped miniature trees flanking the lectern. They, in turn, were flanked by a dozen chairs arranged in a semi-circle. Behind that tasteful ensemble and off to the sides a little, hovered a brace of tables clad in white linen and carrying trays with finger snacks, glasses, and champagne in coolers. Appetising all round … She assumed that DeVere had requisitioned a marching band to strike up Oh When the Saints for the delegation’s entrance through the ‘gate.
“Oh … Dr Fraiser, if I remember correctly? Good to see you again, Doctor!”
Janet spun around, tripped over the edge of the red carpet, and found herself steadied by the Secretary of Defence.
“Easy, Doctor!” he chuckled. “At my age one isn’t used to attractive women dropping at one’s feet anymore.”
“Sorry, sir”, mumbled Janet Fraiser, extracting her arm from his grip. “Good to see you, too, sir.”
“I’m actually glad to come across a familiar face. Things have changed quite a bit lately …”
God, the man had a gift for euphemism! Bet he was a corker in the annual budget hearing … Janet frowned slightly, but confined her response to a non-committal, “Yes, sir, they have.”
He ploughed on, heedless of her reserve. “It must have been a terrible disappointment for you. You were pretty close to the former SG-1 and Colonel O’Neill, weren’t you?”
“I don’t know that disappointed is the word ...” Janet Fraiser bared her teeth in a grimace that nobody but Teal’c would have mistaken for a smile. “Spitting mad might be more appropriate. You see, I am very close to them. In fact, I consider Colonel O’Neill a personal friend.”
“Uhm …” Mr Secretary blinked rapidly a few times. “I’m afraid I don’t understand. I would imagine you - …”
At that moment the ‘gate started spinning up and the warning klaxons drowned out whatever SecDef might have wished to observe. Metal clanking, the chevrons locking one by one, counting down to the arrival of the people Dr Fraiser least wanted to meet in the entire galaxy. The event horizon did its leap, spectacular as ever, and its violent glory settled down into a gently rippling pool. Figures emerged from its surface …
Teal’c and Daniel were carrying the
stretcher, gingerly as though it held a cargo of raw eggs, trying hard to
neutralise their momentum as the wormhole’s energy jolted them out onto the
ramp. Staggering alongside was Sam, ventilating him with an ambu-bag. The
picture wasn’t all that different from any number of returns they’d had, but
for the looks on their faces. Teal’c drained and more withdrawn than he’d been
even after Shau’nac’s death; Sam’s scowl unable to disguise a need to cry or
scream or both; Daniel wan and dour and quiet. No apprehensive little glances,
saying ‘We brought him back, you fix him’. Sometimes she resented that
expectant greeting, despite the trust it implied, but now she dreaded its
absence.
When she saw him, she understood, and
her first, unbidden thought was that it might have been kinder if he’d died.
Unbidden and forbidden. She was a healer, after all, she’d taken an oath that
prohibited her from thinking that way, and so she heard herself mumbling that
surely things would improve once the spinal shock wore off. Except, it was a
lie, and nothing she could do would ever help him ...
She watched the two men stride down the ramp, aghast at how normal they seemed. Anybody’s neighbours, living in Anytown, Anywhere. And they’d known what was being done to the Colonel, they’d sanctioned it, they’d looked on, they’d taken pains to make him live; not content with having broken him, they’d decreed that torture would continue until the day he finally was allowed to die ... DeVere, in fine unctuous form today, started gushing, and she didn’t pay attention ... In all honesty, she herself wasn’t much better than those men. She couldn’t count the times during these past months when she had looked into his eyes and pretended not to notice that he was begging her to end it …
“May I introduce the Secretary of Defence of the United States of America?” His welcoming speech completed, Buzz Lightyear was ushering the Drakallans around the room, performing the introductions, treating SecDef and the Governors to prime views of his dental work, and it was a miracle he hadn’t prostrated himself yet. “Mr Secretary will be present for the signing of the treaty, of course.”
Of course ... Janet felt nauseous as Mr Secretary shook hands with what she presumed were Governors Valdane and Morin. The taller of the two turned to her and smiled charmingly.
“And this would be your wife, Mr Secretary?”
The hell it would!
“Uh … no …” stammered SecDef, momentarily thrown.
DeVere jumped in. “Governor, please let me introduce Dr Fraiser.” The trademark beam became acidic, promising a detailed enquiry into how and why the doctor had seen fit to suck up to SecDef. “Dr Fraiser is the current Chief Medical Officer.”
Current? Interesting. Next stop Alaska, she suspected. Janet couldn’t wait. If she never saw any of these people again, it’d be way too soon …
“Oh yes, I forgot”, the Governor said, never diverting his attention from Dr Fraiser. “In your culture it is acceptable for women to pursue careers in science and join the military. Fascinating. I was most impressed with Major Car - …”
“It’s a fairly recent development”, interrupted DeVere, eager to avoid any awkwardness, and his glare stated plainly what he thought of such developments.
The other man spoke up for the first time. If the malcontent, shrivelled face was anything to go by, this had to be Governor Morin. “Will she be the one conducting the examination you mentioned, General?”
“No, sir.” DeVere emphatically shook his head. “That will be Dr Warner. Although it would be in accordance with your rank to be examined by the CMO, we believed that you might feel more comfortable under the care of a male doctor.”
“Quite”, grunted Morin.
The tall one smiled a bit harder, trying to palliate his colleague’s rudeness. Valdane … How could he look so normal? Everybody’s favourite uncle … “For my part, I would be delighted to be examined by Dr Fraiser.”
Sure … but only until I inoculate you with 20 ml IV of potassium chloride instead of flu serum, you son of a bitch! I hear it’s extremely painful, and then you die …
DeVere almost snapped into a cowtow, and spluttered, “Certainly! I’m sure Dr - …”
“I’m afraid that won’t be possible ... On grounds of faith.” Janet held DeVere’s outraged stare, daring him to contradict her. “If I examine the Governor there’s a chance that I’ll violate certain precepts of my profession. It could get very nasty.” She looked up at Valdane. “Luckily, I didn’t have that problem when treating Colonel O’Neill …”
“I see …” Valdane’s glossy, urbane façade tarnished perceptibly.
“Excuse me? Dr Fraiser?” Lieutenant Simmons had threaded his way through the crowd and obviously realised only now that the CMO must have prised open a can of worms and tossed it into a hornet’s nest, to mix a few metaphors. He turned red and stammered, “Uh … I’m sorry, sirs, ma’am … There’s an urgent phone call for Dr Fraiser … It’s an emergency …”
“Dismissed, Doctor”, hissed DeVere. “I’d appreciate a word in my office once the reception is over.”
Uhunh. Fine … Janet had to get out of here before she really did kill someone. Or lost her lunch ... Note to Fraiser: send box of Belgian chocolates to person on other end of phone line.
* * * * *
“Yes, we would like to see Dr … uh … Heck, what was the name again?” DanielJackson pretended to study a list, which, as Teal’c knew, enumerated many care homes and not a single physician. “Jeez, I really have to have a word with that guy about his handwriting … can’t make it out. Sorry.”
This, too, was mendacious. The list was computer-printed, not handwritten. The receptionist they were speaking to was unaware of this, however. Now he yawned and retorted, “Well, if you don’t have a name, I’m afraid I can’t help you …”
“Uhm …” DanielJackson’s face assumed a tragic cast. “How about you tell me who’s the doctor in charge of the permanent care wards?” Leaning over the desk, he added confidentially, “Look, you’d really be doing me a favour here. I’m a pharmaceutical rep, and we’ve just brought out this new drug. Full FDA approval, works wonders for Parkinson’s, or so they say, and you’d think it just gets snapped up. Think again. Too pricey, apparently. So they’ve landed me with it. I’m good, you know. Except, I don’t know why I bother. All it gets me is a drug I can’t sell and him!” He jerked his head at Teal’c, who obediently arched an eyebrow. This was part of the routine, as the Jaffa had come to understand. The archaeologist chattered on. “He’s a trainee. Barely can prise his teeth apart to say Good Morning, doesn’t know that it’s proper to take off one’s hat when entering a building, and I’m supposed to teach him the finer points of sales pitch. Hopeless, if you ask me. But you’re not asking, are you?” Bursting into uproarious laughter, DanielJackson boxed the young male’s shoulder and slipped a $20 note within his reach. The telephone on the desk rang. “So, anyway, if you point me in the direction of the wards, I’ll find Doc What’s-his-face on my own. That way you won’t get in trouble, and I get what I want. Good arrangement, wouldn’t you say? I just can’t help …”
Deaf to the relentless babble, Teal’c noted with interest that, as on previous occasions, the eyes of DanielJackson’s victim had begun to bulge slightly. Now they nervously flicked back and forth between telephone and counterfeit sales representative. In Teal’c’s estimate, the man would surrender in approximately five seconds.
“Third floor, Wards 4A and B, ask for Dr Rivers”, the receptionist groaned, snatched the money, and picked up the receiver. “Now get lost!”
DanielJackson’s mouth shut with an audible clack, and he darted down a corridor towards the elevator. The Jaffa followed and considered sourly that his estimate had been erroneous by four seconds. On the other hand, the estimate of how long it would take to search each of the care homes on DanielJackson’s list had proven disconcertingly correct so far. The process was laborious and time-consuming, not least because they were obliged to engage in subterfuge to gain access. Information about patients was shared only with blood relatives and spouses, and strangers were rarely permitted to enter. This they had determined empirically, resulting in a need to revisit several of the homes, with the aim of inveigling alternate shifts of receptionists.
Ward 4B was the one designated for male patients, and it looked like virtually any other he had seen this day. Teal’c’s familiarity with Tau’ri architecture was only fleeting, but it occurred to him that, without exception, these facilities, outmoded, cheerless, and often dilapidated, appeared ill conceived for their purpose, which ostensibly was the giving of care. This one at least seemed to be kept in a reasonable state of cleanliness.
They had, of course, not asked for Dr Rivers and made their way into the ward unchallenged. Slowly, they walked along the rows of beds. The faces, too, looked alike. Fatigued and despondent, but sometimes the Jaffa recognised a flicker of curiosity or even a rusty, uncomprehending smile. Others were without expression, and Teal’c surmised that those belonged to the fortunate who were unaware of their surroundings. Yet again, O’Neill was not among them.
“Let’s go, Teal’c.” DanielJackson turned around, even parts of relief and frustration in his eyes. “You know, I’m half hoping that Keller was wrong, and that we won’t find him. The thought of Jack being buried in one of these places makes me sick …” As they passed through the door, he murmured, “Meet the less heroic side of the Tau’ri, Teal’c. We’ve got a problem with old age and illness and disability. We lock them out of sight, so as not to be reminded that we’re mortal …”
“I do not have a means of comparison, DanielJackson”, replied Teal’c politely. He had come to the same conclusion, but he did not wish to heighten his friend’s distress by agreeing with him outright. “On Chulak we have no need for care homes such as this. Jaffa die in battle or after the maturing of their last prim’ta. But until such time they enjoy excellent health.”
The fresh air outside was welcome, despite the bitter tang of exhaust fumes and numerous other exhalations of the city. At least it dispelled the memory of other smells: cough medicine, stale urine, boiled cabbage. During their stay in the building the sun had slipped behind the roofs of the houses across the street, and the sidewalk had dropped into shadow. DanielJackson checked his watch and sighed.
“We’d better call it a day, Teal’c. It’s past six o’clock already. The General and Sam’ll wonder where we got to. We’re supposed to meet up with them and Vidrine.”
Normally, Teal’c would have agreed. He had seen enough hopelessness for one day and did not desire to encounter more. However, he also shared MajorCarter’s apprehension regarding O’Neill’s chances of using the sarcophagus once the NID had acquired it. “The institution we first attempted to search this morning is nearby, DanielJackson. I suggest we avail ourselves of its proximity and return there before joining MajorCarter and GeneralHammond.”
The young man grinned feebly. “Did anyone ever tell you that you’re an optimist, Teal’c?”
“Frequently, DanielJackson.”
“Uhunh ... Let’s go.”
The rush-hour traffic, a regular manifestation DanielJackson had warned him about, delayed them considerably, and Teal’c deduced that he could have reached their destination on foot in a fraction of the time required to drive. When they arrived at the care home it was a quarter to seven, and their earlier ploy of pretending to be salesmen would not be practical.
The archaeologist, however, was undaunted. He snatched a manila envelope from the backseat and scrawled something illegible on the front. “Come on. I’ve got an idea!”
Five minutes later they were hurrying up a narrow, echoing staircase to the fourth floor and Ward VIII. The receptionist had proven most cooperative after being informed that DanielJackson had an urgent courier delivery for the physician in charge. On the landing they almost collided with a nurse who had descended from the floor above.
She was short and stout and elderly, her thick silver hair clipped in what the Tau’ri called ‘no-nonsense fashion’. “Can I help you, gentlemen?”
Like Teal’c, DanielJackson had grasped that this was not an offer but a demand to disclose their business. “Uh … Yes, ma’am. We’ve got some urgent patient documents for a Dr …” - he squinted at his own hieroglyphics - “Dr Philips. I’m told he’s in charge of Ward VIII.”
“And VI, VII, and IX”, she completed drily. “VIII’s on this floor, down the hall to your left. I’ll show you.”
With a brisk push, she opened the door into the hallway and guided them to the ward, through yet another cold, dark, tiled corridor. Paint was flaking from the walls, damp had stencilled brown patches on the ceiling, and Teal’c silently prayed that the palpable neglect would not extend to O’Neill, if he was here. However, this day had taught him that such a hope would most likely be vain.
“Doesn’t look like Dr Philips is around.”
The nurse had stopped them just inside the double doors to the ward and made no move to depart, clearly intending to keep a watchful eye on the untimely visitors. Teal’c studied her sturdy, resolute features, and concluded that perhaps the patients were accorded some proper care after all. He found her sense of duty commendable, albeit inconvenient, and it appeared that he was not alone in this assessment.
“Thank you, ma’am. We’ll just wait.” DanielJackson forced a smile and peered past her at the beds, at the men in them. The lights had not been switched on yet, and in the shadowy dimness of the room faces were difficult to discern.
“I’m sorry, I can’t let you do that. Why don’t you give me the envelope, and I’ll see to it that Dr Philips gets it as soon as he comes back?” She grinned shrewdly.
“Uh …” A lengthy pause succeeded this eloquent response, and at last DanielJackson admitted defeat. It was evident that the woman had seen through their deception. “Well, in actual fact it’s just the contract for our rental car …”
“Oh really?”
“We’re looking for a friend.”
“And I don’t suppose you could have asked at reception?”
“We tried that this morning. They said he wasn’t here.”
“Call me stupid, but personally I’d take that to mean that he isn’t here.”
“It’s a long story …” DanielJackson favoured her with a look he cultivated to great success, lending him the aspect of a forlorn young canine. “Please …”
The nurse was impervious to young canines, forlorn or otherwise. “Start talking.”
“I’d love to, believe me, but we haven’t got time. His name is Colonel Jonathan O’Neill.”
“Sorry, never - …”
“Jack.”
“What did you say?” The change in the woman’s face was startling. Where there had been tolerant amusement before, Teal’c now recognised blank hostility.
“Jack.” DanielJackson, too, appeared bewildered. “Jack O’Neill.”
“And you’re his friends?”
“Yes!”
Without a doubt, DanielJackson would have answered this last question less readily, had he foreseen what was to ensue. In the event, even Teal’c was taken aback when the nurse slapped his young companion soundly.
The archaeologist gawped at her, massaging his maltreated cheek with one hand and adjusting his spectacles with the other. “Wha- …”
She was trembling with wrath. “You don’t leave a friend to rot in a place like this!”
“I concur. That is why we came.” Teal’c had noticed how the woman’s gaze had strayed briefly to the screens surrounding a bed at the far end of the room. He abandoned DanielJackson to his fate and made for the partitions. By the time hurried footsteps indicated that she had entered pursuit, the Jaffa had already rounded the screens.
“An gat’mal kor’ch ma’taimak!” He lapsed into his native tongue, because the English language knew no words to convey his distress.
The man’s spirit was what had first drawn Teal’c to him, that stubborn determination to go down fighting or not at all, indomitable and compelling. It was squashed at last, snuffed like a candle at the end of the night. In the half-light of evening seeping through the window, O’Neill looked like a shadow himself, grey and defeated and desperately alone. Wide-eyed and distrustful, he stared at the Jaffa, as though he could no longer be sure of the divide between delusion and reality.
“Teal’c? … Teal’c! … How …?” A glimmer of joy, deep and unchecked, had leapt into his eyes; then the mask fell firmly into place, as though it were obscene and dangerous to show what he truly felt, even to a friend. Obscene and dangerous to lose control ... The Scientist had infinitely more to answer for than the breaking of O’Neill’s body … “Was that slang for Kree! or did you just swear?” O’Neill whispered, his breath coming short and shallow.
Any reply Teal’c might have wanted to make was pre-empted by the arrival of the nurse. “What do you think you’re doing, you big oaf, hunh? I should sling your backside out of - …”
“It’s okay, Ruby. He’s a friend. See, I do have - …”
“Jack …” DanielJackson hovered at the edge of the screen, as shaken as Teal’c and unwilling to let it show. “Dear God, Jack … I remember you talking about joining the gang for shuffle-board, but don’t you think this is taking things a bit far?” The young man’s voice was quavering, even as he joined in the dreadful play-acting O’Neill had begun.
“Good to see you, too, Daniel …” Strained and brittle, the Colonel resurrected a grin from somewhere. “How … how did you find me?”
“It was mostly down to Sam … and Major Davis. They - …”
“Davis?”
“Yeah. He and Vidrine … uh … know …” DanielJackson cast a sidelong glance at the nurse. “I’ll tell you later …”
“No.” Summoning what resolve he had left, O’Neill blinked, fixed them with an angry stare. “No ‘later’, Danny. You’re leaving now, and you can’t come back.”
“Jack - …”
“I have my reasons.”
“GeneralHammond has familiarised us with these reasons, O’Neill.” Teal’c had expected this, and this time he was not inclined to obey his friend’s order. “They honour you, but they are immaterial now. You shall not remain here.”
“I’ve got nowhere else to go.”
The Jaffa cocked his head. “For this you can stay at my place, O’Neill.”
“Teal’c, I - …”
“I’m afraid he can’t”, the nurse said softly, her tone dark with regret.
“Why the hell not?” snapped DanielJackson. “What’s wrong? Jack?”
“Pneumonia.” O’Neill smiled, triumphantly almost. “I’ve bought my own ticket out of this, Danny. So far the antibiotics aren’t working ...”
“I’m sorry it took us so long, Jack, but you’re not gonna give up on me now! We … can help you.”
The mask shattered, like crystal torn by a sound of high frequency, shards of artifice spinning apart and disclosing untold weariness beneath. “Don’t do this to me, Daniel … please … Please. I can’t … I’m so tired …”
“Jack? … You’re not listening. I mean, really help you!” The young man’s gaze bored into O’Neill’s, as though he was trying telepathically to communicate what he could not say aloud. “Nurse? Would you get this off of him?” DanielJackson waved a hand at the tube running into O’Neill’s nose and at an IV.
“What are you, sonny?!” Nurse Ruby demanded austerely. “A doctor?”
“As a matter of fact, yes. Archaeology and Linguistics. And Colonel O’Neill is discharging himself. Now, will you give me a hand?”
* * * * *
The man, though wiry and of less than medium height, weighed oddly heavy in his ultimate relaxation. Francisco heaved him back into the room where he’d been hiding and returned to conceal the drag marks on the dusty floor, the garrotte still clutched in one hand. Satisfied that all traces had been obliterated, he went to change, hoping that the man’s personal hygiene had been adequate in life. Although it hardly would matter. The exertion had made perspiration pool in Francisco’s armpits and the small of his back, and he detested its itchy, unclean clamminess.
Pushing aside his discomfort, he set about peeling the uniform from the dead soldier. Stripping him of the Kevlar vest and webbing proved more difficult than Francisco had expected, and he fumbled with the fastenings for a while before they came apart at last. He imagined his pupil handling these items. Deft, slender fingers, practised from long routine, easily working clasps and Velcro. Until they were stilled, and the true learning process began … What a waste! What an unspeakable waste!
Francisco felt tears of rage stinging his eyes again and allowed himself a few seconds to calm down. Now was not the time to mourn the destruction of his masterpiece. He had been graced with a chance in a million, he had recognised its possibilities, and he would follow it through to the end. The promise of retribution had allowed him to maintain his sanity ever since he had left the Senator’s office, and he wasn’t going to lapse now. Not again …
Oblivious to passing time, he stood
frozen on the steps outside the gracefully balanced neo-classical building,
until a police officer finally addressed him, asking if he was alright.
Francisco almost laughed at the simpleton.
“Oh yes, Officer”, he replied
tractably and with a winning smile, aware that any argument might result in his
arrest. “I’m perfectly fine.”
“Then I suggest you move on, sir.
Good morning.” The officer tipped his cap and waited until Francisco had
descended the stairs and staggered away.
He aimlessly prowled the streets for
hours, vaguely believing that the fierce sense of bereavement would hollow out
his innards if he stopped. Occasionally he noticed people stare. Some even
pointed at him, whispered, stared again. He didn’t care, unable to waste any
energy on trying to comprehend their behaviour. He had to keep moving. Only
much later he realised that he was weeping openly. Night had fallen, and it
took him a while to understand that by some cynical twist of luck he was once
more standing outside the same building. The gracefully balanced neo-classical
building where the Senator had his offices. But perhaps it wasn’t meant to be
cynical. Perhaps the artist’s instincts had recovered. Perhaps it was a sign.
And he had made a promise …
Francisco decided to fulfil his
promise. It would ease the loss.
The trousers were slightly too long for him, but nobody would spot it if he tucked them into the boots. He gazed at the corpse in disgust. Underneath the black khaki it had been wearing green boxer shorts with the legend ‘Eat Me!’ printed across the front in sickly yellow. For a moment he indulged in a rush of pride at having rid mankind of the animal.
With a weak shudder, Francisco removed the earpiece of the radio from the cadaver, carefully scraped off old earwax as well as he could and applied the device. It was distasteful but necessary. Fiddling with the settings until he had found the right channel and volume, he started when the radio suddenly crackled to life.
“Hotel India Five Group One from Hotel India Five Niner. Stand by. Targets One and Two are en route. ETA 2025 hours. Acknowledge. Hotel India Five Niner out.”
He tapped the earpiece twice in acknowledgement of the message and pulled the corpse’s black balaclava over his head, gagging at the odour of cheap liquor that permeated it. The cadaver had been drinking the night before. Still retching, Francisco picked up the discarded assault rifle, slung it over his shoulder, and went in search of the rest of the SWAT team. Find them, and the sacred task of retribution could begin …
It was a sign. More than that, it was
as though God Himself had taken pity on the torment of a fellow Creator and had
chosen to assist in his quest for justice. The very second that Francisco
reaffirmed his promise, the door swung open and the Senator left the building.
With him were the two stooges Francisco had evaded in Los Angeles and
encountered again outside the hospital in Colorado Springs. Bodyguards. This
would complicate the attainment of the goal somewhat, but not render it
unfeasible. In fact, it was both gratifying and a challenge to know that the
politician was according Francisco proper respect at last.
The three men climbed into a
limousine. Francisco flagged down a passing cab and followed, oblivious to the
increasingly vehement protests of the driver, who sweated rancid fear when they
crossed that invisible demarcation line that separated decadent urban life from
even less wholesome parts of the city. Fear was a lack of control, the worst
possible lack. And yet, like the rest of them, the man was motivated by greed.
Francisco showed him a $50 note, and he instantly regained some semblance of
bravado. By rights his cravenness should be punished rather than rewarded, but
under the circumstances it was only wise to favour persuasion over duress.
Ahead of them, the limousine slowed
and pulled into a blind alley. Francisco ordered the driver to stop at the
corner, released him, and the quivering excuse for a man raced off at twice the
legal speed. In a warehouse at the far end of the alley a large steel gate had
rolled open, admitting the limousine and its occupants. This called for
caution. The approach to the gate would be watched. Francisco allowed his body
to sag from its habitual immaculate posture, and began reeling along the
street, occasionally tripping over the narrow curb. A drunkard who’d lost his
way home, about to be mugged by one or more of the ubiquitous drug-crazed
beasts burrowing in this neighbourhood.
He slipped into the doorway of an
adjoining building, pushed past the rubble obstructing the entrance, and
searched until he found a window overlooking the gate. Huddled into the
unglazed hole, ignoring the overwhelming stench of excrement that fouled the
room, Francisco waited. There was no noise from the warehouse. The only sounds
he heard were the almost constant, far-off wails of ambulances and police
cruisers, the barking of stray dogs, shattering glass as someone broke a window
or a bottle, a television set blaring from a block away. And he still waited.
Over an hour later the gate opened again and disgorged the limousine.
A guard saluted. “See you tomorrow,
sir.” The man’s voice rang unnaturally loud in the darkness.
See you tomorrow, sir … Francisco
would be waiting.
In the early hours of the morning he
heard them. Not the occupants of the warehouse, but intruders on the ground
floor below him, their voices hoarse and hushed. There had to be several of
them, ten at least, and Francisco carefully crept downstairs to investigate.
These people were too quiet, too controlled, to be drunks or drug-addicts. Ten,
as he had surmised. All of them clad in black, and they carried crates of
equipment to a backroom that shared a party wall with the warehouse. Nine men
and one woman. The woman he recognised. He smiled in sudden understanding.
They, too, had come to avenge the annihilation of his life’s work.
See you tonight, sir … Francisco
would lend them a hand.
He slid down the stairs, clumsy in the coarse, unfamiliar boots. With a pang of regret he thought of the handmade Italian slippers he’d been forced to leave behind. Soft and smooth and so much more stealthy. He should have examined the corpse’s toenails for the tell-tale yellowing and flakiness of athlete’s foot. His toes contracted as he squirmed, and he hoped that the thin silk socks he was wearing would insulate him from the fungus and all other contaminants.
The first group of the SWAT team was assembled in a musty, filthy basement room, and the cadaver seemed to have been expected impatiently.
“Where the hell have you been, Saunders?!”
“Had to take a leak”, Francisco rasped from under the balaclava, cringing at the idiom the situation obliged him to use.
“Jeez! Your bladder’s worse than my granny’s! Don’t piss yourself in there, will ya? … And what’s wrong with your voice, anyway?”
“Flu … I guess …”
“Shit! Just stay away from me!”
As it happened, this was precisely what Francisco intended to do once he had entered the warehouse. In there the Senator felt safe, and in there Francisco would catch him unawares. Then the Senator’s chastisement would commence.
* * * * *
If there had been a tree in the vicinity, the General would have been three quarters of the way up by now. “What time is it?” he asked.
One of the technicians snorted softly; Captain Harris, the CO of the sniper team, rolled his eyes; and Major Carter resisted the urge of replying truthfully that it was exactly five minutes and thirty-four seconds later than the last time General Hammond had made the same enquiry.
“2028 hours, sir”, she said.
“Where are they, dammit?!”
For the sake of her own sanity, Sam decided to treat the question as rhetorical. Beyond that she didn’t dare to speculate. The delay could mean that Daniel and Teal’c had actually found him. More realistically it meant that some genius had flipped over his 18-wheeler on the Beltway or in a similarly strategic position and created the gridlock from hell.
Lewis, the tech, cocked his head and pressed the headphones to his ear. “That’s Hotel India Five Shooter One, sir”, he announced in Harris’ direction. “Targets One and Two are rolling up the alley. They’re late.”
“Seems to be the order of the day”, muttered Hammond.
Harris canted towards Sam and whispered, “Does he have a daughter?”
“Uh … yeah”, she mumbled, perplexed.
“She have kids?”
“Two.”
“Whoa … Hope he wasn’t allowed on the maternity ward during delivery!”
Major Carter’s giggle was cut off when Lewis piped up again. “Shooter One says there’s three more limos approaching. They’re possibles.”
“Hell of a party”, the Captain remarked happily. “Tell him to keep his cool and us posted.”
“Yes, sir.”
Adrenaline was beginning to subdue Sam’s fatigue. She and George Hammond had been up virtually all night, describing everything they remembered of the set-up inside the warehouse to General Vidrine and Captain Harris. Sometime around midnight the ever resourceful Major Davis had joined them, armed with a wad of architectural blueprints he’d commandeered at the Municipal Archives after rousing a disgruntled clerk from his slumbers. Floor by floor, the plans showed the layout of the warehouse and the neighbouring buildings, and with their help they’d determined potential incursion points and drawn up a preliminary strategy for the raid. Once that had been decided on, it was half past two in the morning, and Sam had grabbed a short nap on the couch in Vidrine’s office, before setting off for the warehouse with Harris and the technicians.
They’d entered the adjoining building at dawn, and the tech team had begun breaching the party wall. In several locations they’d drilled through the brickwork and installed tiny fibre optic lenses that were connected to a bank of monitors in the ‘control room’. Which was a fancy name for a shoddy former office on the third floor. Two of the lenses turned out to be blocked by equipment stacked on the other side of the wall; the other five now transmitted clear, if slightly awkwardly angled views of four limousines, one after the other pulling into the warehouse and coming to a halt. The place was packed with armed guards, at least ten more than Sam had counted on the previous evening. The doors of the first vehicle opened and she saw Senator Stevens climb out, followed by Joint Chief of Staff Warren Carlisle.
“I’ll be damned … How does it feel to be right, Major?” a grim voice asked. General Vidrine had entered the control room unnoticed and now stood staring at the monitors.
“Frankly, sir, I’d rather have been wrong …”
“Yeah. Same here …”
“Shooter Three says the gate’s just about closed, sirs”, announced Lewis.
Vidrine keyed his radio. “Hotel India Five Groups One and Two from Hotel India Five Niner. Go on my order.” He watched as a total of nine unknown men in suits emerged from the other cars. “Hotel India Five Groups One and Two. Go. Go. Go.”
Sam heard a faint rumble and thought she felt a tremor as two small directional charges went off sequentially in the basement and on the second floor, punching through the party wall. On the screens, the Senator and J2 started, looked around, and could be seen motioning to the head of the security guards. The man shrugged and despatched four of his people to investigate. They didn’t know it yet, but they were trapped. The SWAT team was in the warehouse now, and all likely escape routes were cut off by Harris’ snipers, who covered the alley and the wasteland behind the warehouse from the surrounding rooftops. Mr Senator & Co carried on in blissful ignorance. They’d begun wandering from crate to crate, pawing equipment and grinning.
“Uh … Captain?” Lewis cleared his throat.
“Yeah.”
“Captain, I’ve got Shooter Eight here. He says a blue Toyota has just pulled into the wasteland. It’s stopped and somebody’s getting - …”
Hammond’s head whipped around. “Blue Toyota? Sounds like Dr Jackson and Teal’c!”
“Jackson and Teal’c?” Vidrine gave a small huff of annoyance. “They were supposed to have been here over an hour ago, before we closed the perimeter!”
“Tell me about it …”
Lewis seemed unimpressed. “Shooter Eight says he’s painted a nice fat target on a geek with specs and a borderline non-reg haircut. Anyone you know, sirs, ma’am?”
“That’s Daniel. Let them through.”
Harris nodded. “You heard the Major, Lewis.”
“Shooter Eight, this is Lewis. Cap says season on geeks ain’t open yet. Let them through. Repeat: let them through.”
“Fielding!”
A tech who’d been glued to the screens straightened at Vidrine’s bark. “Yes, sir!”
“Go meet them and bring them up here. Quietly!”
“Yes, sir.” Fielding slipped from the room, quietly as ordered.
In the warehouse, one of the suited men took a zat from an open box, turned it in his hands, and listened to what appeared to be a lengthy explanation by General Carlisle. At last, and with a sceptical leer, he aimed at a wooden crate, fired three times in quick succession, and dropped the weapon as the crate disappeared in a mist of blue energy. The others looked on agog, like children at a magician’s show when the lady in the skimpy frock gets locked into a box and skewered with scimitars. Then they started laughing.
Hurried footsteps outside in the corridor announced Fielding’s return. He burst through the door, his face a study of alarm and bewilderment. “Uh … General …?”
“Yes?” Hammond and Vidrine snapped in unison.
Fielding never got a chance to answer, because Dr Jackson pushed in after him, and he was followed by the hulking shape of the Jaffa. Cradled in Teal’c’s arms lay Jack O’Neill. For a few moments every activity simply ceased as people stared at him in shock. George Hammond drew a hiss of breath and then lapsed into silence, hands fluttering helplessly, as though he figured he ought to do or say something but didn’t know what.
Mute and icy, the tremulous suspension of time and motion hung over the room until a radio squawked at seemingly deafening volume. Sam suppressed a curse. By now the Colonel probably felt like the prize exhibit in a freak show. She stepped over to him and Teal’c, her fingers flexing in a parody of Hammond’s, reached out and shyly cupped his face, obeying a half-acknowledged need to touch him. Cautiously, barely noticeably, he turned into her hand. He was burning with fever, which explained some but not all of it ... Where in God’s name had he been to end up like this?
“Hey, sir. Glad you could make it …”
“Carter? … Tell me it’ll work”, he murmured.
The wisp of hope in his eyes shook her. “I won’t lie to you, sir”, Sam said gently. “There’s no guarantee. I’ve spoken to Janet this afternoon … Bottom line is we simply don’t know how your nervous system will react. But there’s a good chance that it will work.”
“If it doesn’t, you don’t suppose I could have my pneumonia back afterwards, could I?”
“No, sir, I’m afraid not.” She mustered a crooked smile, fending off a chill.
“Knew there was a catch somewhere …”
“Dammit, George, you could at least have told me …” Vidrine had recovered at last. His expression scrolled through several permutations of bafflement and finally settled on a look that implied he’d been listening very carefully to their little exchange, added up two and two, and duly arrived at four. “Alright, Major. Where is it?”
Major Carter decided to stall. “Excuse me, General?”
“I’m assuming they’ve got a sarcophagus in there and you knew about it all along.”
Right. Resistance is futile. “Yes, sir.”
“I see.” Vidrine turned around and studied the monitors for a minute or two. Distracted by Jack O’Neill’s arrival, they had missed part of the show. The suits were scrambling for the limousines, and the guards had taken cover, firing at several unseen positions. “I ask you again, Major. Where is the sarcophagus?”
“According to what I saw, it’s in one of the storage rooms off this corridor here”, she ground out, walking back to the desk and indicating the location on a blueprint.
Daniel, who’d shown uncharacteristic restraint up to this point, cracked. “Oh for God’s sake! Just let us go in there!”
General Vidrine ignored him. “Lewis?”
“Yes, sir?”
“Contact Major Davis. He’s with B Team in the basement, picking up anyone who might try to get out through our backdoor. I want him up here PDQ.”
“General! Dammit, I’m begging you!” Hammond was fidgeting with anger and frustration. “So they disobeyed orders. Fine. I’m happy to accept full responsibility, but don’t take it out on Jack! What difference is it gonna make whether we go in there or not? We’re not gonna get in anybody’s way.”
“Not now, George.” Infuriatingly calm, Vidrine had returned his attention to the screens. Several of the guards were down, and the tyres had been shot out on all four limousines. On at least two of the vehicles the engines were disabled, and water and oil were bleeding from under perforated bonnets and grilles. The suits had abandoned the wreckage and were trying to escape on foot. Vidrine keyed his radio again. “Hotel India Five Groups One and Two. Sit-rep.” Then he listened, completely absorbed.
Nobody said a word. The Colonel seemed to have shrunk into Teal’c’s arms; eyes closed, he began rubbing his head against the Jaffa’s shoulder in brisk, tense moves. Sam suddenly understood what this had come to substitute. Were he able to, he’d be pacing now, or at the very least drumming his fingers on the nearest available surface, preferably one with high resonance for maximum disruption …
When Davis barrelled into the room they all started. “You wanted to see me, sir?” Then he spotted Teal’c and his charge, and his face lit up. “You found him! My God, you found - …”
“All clued in, as usual, Major?” Vidrine griped. “Remind me to brief you on the principles of sharing intel. For now, I want you to get SG-1 geared up. You’re taking them into the warehouse.”
“Wha- … What!?” Daniel did a little hop.
The rubbing stopped, and Jack O’Neill dizzily peered at Vidrine. “Sir?”
“Colonel O’Neill, I strongly suggest you clarify chain of command to your team. Starting with yourself, I might add. However - …”
“Colonel?” His eyebrows arched in mild mockery, and for one glorious moment he was back, all bristly and irreverent. “Isn’t it supposed to be Mister O’Neill these days?”
“You heard me.” Vidrine’s mouth actually twisted a little. “I’ll try to buy you the time you need. The NID are sitting tight two blocks away, chomping at the bit. I reckon I can keep them there for, say, half an hour ...”
“Thank you, sir.”
“I owe you, Colonel. Consider it a down payment … Davis?”
“Yes, sir.”
“The SWAT team reports several of the targets with guards holed up on the upper levels. The situation is nearly contained, but there are pockets of fire, and targets may still be unknown and mobile. Watch your six.” Vidrine looked at Major Carter, Dr Jackson, and Teal’c. “Don’t make me regret this, people. Bring him back in one piece.”
“I’ll see that they do.” Hammond grinned. “While you’re at it, Davis, you can get me geared - …”
“George! I don’t - …”
“Save it, General. I’m going with them.”
* * * * *
“Where are they, dammit?!” J2 shook him like a wet poodle. Minutes ago a bullet had barely missed Carlisle’s head and ripped a fistful of debris from the wall above, coating his hair in a shower of dust. “Where are the trigger devices, you moron?!”
Flat on his back, the Senator whimpered and tried to wiggle from the man’s grip. They were on a gallery above the ground level; the intruders had cleared most of that area, and from their hiding place they could see a number of security guards and two members of the club on the concrete floor below, dead or wounded. Others had been disarmed and led away. Somewhere in the warehouse another volley of shots rang out. He still didn’t know what exactly had happened. Like everyone else, he’d heard the faint rumbles and assumed that some crates had been poorly stacked and fallen over. Except, the men sent out to check had never returned. Then the first shots had fallen, and clients and guards had panicked. A few had tried to escape through the gate and started having second thoughts when a slug the size of a Cuban cigar made hamburger of Señor Estrella, a client from Colombia. The slug had come from a M82A1 .50 sniper rifle, and that had put paid to the theory about the neighbourhood thugs dropping in to say hello.
“Where are they?!” J2 hissed again, and the Senator’s head struck metal.
“You can’t …” he yelped, already knowing that the General could and would.
“Where?!”
Wham! ... This time the railing reverberated in a harmonic hum. The Senator felt for a sore spot at the back of his head, and his fingers came away sticky with blood. “The basement. The triggers are in the basement … But we can’t just blow up the place! The merchandise is worth billions!”
“The fuck it is! It’s goddamn evidence!” J2 yanked him off the ground. “Show me!”
Carlisle dragged him along the walkway and towards the elevator.
* * * * *
The corridor was perversely reminiscent of the one on Drakalla. Concrete walls and floor, low ceiling, and neon lights that were flickering at just the right frequency to give anyone a howling migraine. Daniel could only hope that, by some stroke of luck, Jack hadn’t noticed the similarity. Room by room, Sam and Davis were leapfrogging towards him in search of the sarcophagus; General Hammond was guarding their backs, his glumly puckered brow a constant reminder that they were running out of time. Not to mention rooms to be searched. At least so far they hadn’t come across anyone with unresolved issues. This part of the ground level seemed clear, and Vidrine had warned the SWAT team to give them a wide berth.
Crouching behind a corner, Daniel shifted his weight, readjusted his grip on the gun, and threw a swift glance at Jack who still lay safely scooped in Teal’c’s arms. With every room that was checked and found empty he’d watched Jack’s face become a little more closed, a little more rigid.
Davis had already re-emerged into the corridor, and now Sam pulled the last door shut after her. As though leaving this place in pristine order was something they needed to worry about. The NID would roll in within the next ten minutes or so and take the warehouse apart brick by brick.
“And?!” It was all Daniel could do not to shout.
“And nothing. It’s gone. If it ever was here … Shit!” Sam ran a hand through her hair, made her way around the corner, and hunkered next to Teal’c and Jack. “I’m sorry, sir … I - …”
“Not your fault, Carter …” Jack tried to grin, and it turned into a pathetic grimace. “Elusive little buggers … sarcophaguses … sarcophagi … Hey, Danny, what’s the plural of - …”
“Either. Either one’s correct …” Daniel wanted to shake him, yell at him, anything to get Jack to drop the act and for once admit to pain and disappointment and God only knew what else. He sighed. “Look, Jack … They’ve probably put it somewhere safe. We’ll just keep - …”
“No, Dr Jackson.” Hammond had joined them, his tone tight and guarded, brooking no debate. “Time’s up, and the building isn’t secure. We’ve got to get out.”
Somehow, Sam managed to dredge up a last scrap of resolve and scrambled to her feet. “Sir, we can’t just give up. As long as the NID aren’t here yet, I want to carry on searching!”
“The General gave you an order, Carter! Who do you think you are? Me? … Quit arguing!”
With the exception of Teal’c, they all started at the sound of Jack’s voice, simply because there was something maddeningly familiar and normal ringing through. If you didn’t look at him, it could have been any of a hundred missions, any of a hundred incidents, more likely than not involving Dr Jackson and his craving to examine yet more ‘rocks’ or to get up close and personal with yet another potentially obnoxious life-form. Sam clenched her teeth. She’d recognised it, too, and was struggling to bridge that gap between what had been and what was the only way she knew how. She pretended nothing had changed.
“With respect, Colonel, you might not get another chance. I think we should keep looking.”
“Carter, have you done the math?” His tone had softened a little, maybe because he was fighting for air. “I have ... You’re putting five people at risk for the sake of one. The odds are crap, Major, and you know it. Follow the order!”
“Sir …”
At that moment Daniel felt as though he truly was back on Drakalla. It was the same godforsaken argument all over again, and Sam was going to cave in all over again. “Dammit, Jack! No! No!! Not - …”
“Take cover!”
Hammond’s shout was drowned out by a detonation that rocked the entire building. Dr Jackson hit the deck and sensed rather than saw Major Davis drop alongside him. The roar gradually settled into a dull grumble and screams filtered down from the levels above. Tentatively, Daniel raised his head and peeked around the corner. The strip lights flickered and died. Whatever it was that had gone up, it had knocked out the electric plant.
In the darkness he heard Teal’c’s voice, gravelly and urgent. “I recommend we withdraw post-haste.”
Catchy turn of phrase, Teal’c! Dr Jackson wanted to give in to a manic urge to laugh. The beam of a flashlight struck his eyes, and he was blinded momentarily.
“Oh crap!” Sam, quoting from Jack O’Neill’s omnibus of pithy sit-reps.
Risking a glimpse, he saw an almost solid cloud of dust and small debris lumbering down the corridor like some unearthly behemoth. Seconds later it reached them, and the sharp beam of the flashlight frittered into a milky glow. Powdery dirt began coating the inside of nostrils, mouth, and throat, and Daniel coughed convulsively, joining the chorus of hacks that had sprung up in the fog around him. Even Teal’c sounded like he was going to bring up a few bits of lung …
“Teal’c!” croaked General Hammond from somewhere. “Cover the Colonel’s face! If he breathes in this stuff, he won’t be able to cough it up!”
The Jaffa’s efforts to rearrange his pulmonary system ceased instantly, and Daniel heard fabric ripping. Suddenly a hand grabbed his arm, pulled him off the ground.
“Stay with me, Doctor”, Paul Davis wheezed. “We’ll collect the others and get out of here. Exit’s about ten yards up the hall, to our right.”
Minutes later they stumbled through the fire-door and out into the staircase. The air was better here. At least it was once the dust they’d brought with them had settled. Daniel drew a grateful, gulping breath, and started coughing again. The beam of Sam’s flashlight danced back into his face.
“Are you alright, Daniel?”
“I’m fine. What about Jack?” Squinting into the brightness he tried to make out Teal’c.
Sam’s reply came clipped and terse. “Not now. That explosion wasn’t an accident, and there’ll be more. Someone’s trying to get rid of the evidence. Keep going.”
A throaty purr announced that a generator had stuttered to life somewhere in the bowels of the warehouse. High up on the wall, Daniel noticed a dim green glow that slowly brightened into an emergency light. Mechanically, he did a headcount and found the correct number of ghostly faces, looking like they were made up for some tribal fertility rite that required liberal application of mud packs. All, except Jack, over whose nose and mouth the Jaffa had tied a patch of cloth. Jack who didn’t seem to breathe at all … Daniel gripped the rail and ran down the stairs.
The first shot missed him by a whisker, and he found himself face to face with the concrete floor for the second time in the space of five minutes, thanking his lucky stars that the trigger-happy creep in the basement had waited until he’d reached the bottom step. So they’d finally caught up with the gentlemen who had the unresolved issues. And said gentlemen were smack between them and the backdoor …
“Take cover!” Hammond bellowed from behind. Apparently it was the General’s catchphrase for the day.
Someone hitched him up by the collar, and Daniel used the momentum to stagger to his feet and duck behind a pillar. Catching a quick snatch of air, he noticed Sam, Davis, and Hammond fanning out through the labyrinthine basement, weaving in and out between pillars and empty crates, attempting to get a fix on the sniper or snipers. Lime-tinted by the sickly radiance of the emergency lighting, they seemed to perform some wacky underwater ballet. Across from him, about ten yards away, behind a stack of boxes cowered Teal’c with Jack. Daniel started running. Three seconds and two gunshot reports later, he skidded to a halt next to them.
“Hi.”
“DanielJackson. I am pleased to see you arrive unscathed.” A new burst of shots turned the Jaffa’s attention back to the tactical situation in the basement. “Would you be willing to guard O’Neill, DanielJackson? I believe our companions have need of my assistance.”
“Sure.”
Together they carefully set Jack on the ground, propping him up against Daniel’s chest. Then the Jaffa melted into the shadows of the basement. Daniel wrapped an arm around Jack to steady him and with his free hand gently removed the cloth Teal’c had tied over his friend’s face. It hadn’t done much good. Jack’s face was caked with grime and sweat, and despite the protection he’d clearly aspirated some of the dust. His breath came in rapid, hacking sobs, and Dr Jackson clamped down on a string of profanities. What the hell else could go wrong?!
“Hey … Not doing too good, hunh?” he asked quietly.
“Are you kidding …? Most fun … I’ve had in ages … Show’s great … Seating sucks, though …”
Daniel chuckled despite himself. “That I believe you …” He placed a hand against Jack’s forehead.
It prompted an angry shake of the head, suggesting that the seating wasn’t the only thing that sucked. “Leave it!”
The fever hadn’t gone down, Daniel figured, but it hadn’t gone up either. Which probably was a good sign. Still … Jack’s breathing, or near-lack thereof, worried him. Wishing he had some water, he began scanning the surrounds to see if some clairvoyant mastermind had installed a faucet within easy reach.
“You still … mad at me?”
“What?!” Jack’s question threw him, mostly because he hadn’t expected it. Wincing, Daniel told himself he should have. Jack had a way of pinpointing this stuff.
“You’re mad at me.” This time it wasn’t a question.
Several shots fell in quick succession, the noise thunderous in the low space, and Daniel pretended to try and make out where they’d come from. In actual fact he was scrambling to regroup. “I’m not mad at you”, he said at last.
“Are … too.”
“Am not.” No, this probably wasn’t the time to get into one of those exchanges … Quit stalling, Jackson! … “I don’t think I ever was mad at you … or Sam … Well, maybe a little … Mostly I was mad at myself. Still am, I guess.”
“Why?”
“Quit playing stupid, Jack! I’m not buying … I did nothing to stop it. The great Dr Jackson, two scoops of Alphabet Soup behind his name, chatters for a living, and all he can do is stand there and watch his best friend being … hurt like this …” Even as he was talking, Daniel felt the anger rising again, hot and seductive, because anger was easier to bear than guilt and grief. He made a deliberate attempt to shove it away. “I don’t know … I should have - …”
“Nothing … nothing you could have done …” Jack knocked his head against Daniel’s shoulder, a jerky, helpless movement, which likely as not translated as a cuff to the noggin. “No choice … dammit …”
“Maybe …” He wasn’t quite ready yet to concede Jack’s point.
“You know it … Am I?”
“Hunh?” cawed Daniel. Sometimes Jack’s syntax was more difficult to follow than others. “Are you what?”
“Best friend ...”
“You on a fishing expedition?” Daniel flushed a little. Normally they tended to avoid this kind of territory like the plague ... “I mean, who else would be crazy enough to put up with me?”
“True …” A small, sly grin crept onto Jack’s face, making him look all of twelve years old. “Ruby figured I … didn’t have friends … That’ll show her …”
“What? The pair of us doing our critically acclaimed sitting duck routine in a basement?”
“Speak for yourself …” Suddenly, Jack raised his head a fraction, sniffing.
“What?”
“Smell that?”
“Burnt powder”, Dr Jackson offered authoritatively, his diagnosis based on the recurring staccato of shots.
“Smoke …”
“Shit!” muttered Daniel, ruefully recalling that a minute ago he’d insisted on knowing what else could go wrong. “Shit!”
He craned his neck to see where it was coming from. Behind some haphazardly stacked crates he could make out a meshed-wire cage and behind that the dysfunctional electric plant. An unsteady reddish sheen licked over the machinery’s smooth grey surfaces. Obviously the plant had shorted out with a vengeance … Both men watched, mesmerised by the growing blaze, until the first flames crested the uppermost wooden crate.
“Go, Danny … Get out ...” Jack never took his gaze from the fire, its light casting anxious shadows over the gaunt, grubby face, reflecting in eyes that already shone bright with fever. “Get out …”
“Wrong idea, Jack … Jack?” Gently, Daniel coaxed his head around until Jack was forced to look at him. “We’re both getting out. Or we’ll both fry, because I’m not leaving you. Your choice. Just say the word.”
“Daniel …”
“Not this time. Your choice.”
“You’ll … put your back out …”
“That would be my problem.”
A little clumsily, Daniel came to a squat, careful not to jolt Jack too much in the process. Lifting him, the archaeologist grimaced. He knew what a man of Jack’s height ought to weigh. Jack wasn’t anywhere near it. Still, right now it was an advantage. This would be easier than Daniel had feared. Warily, he stepped out into some fifteen yards of clear space that separated them from a jutting wall, inset with a deep alcove. A boiler room or something ... Backlit by the blaze, whose delicate, harmless looking tendrils had begun to spread over the crates and along discarded wrapping material, they presented a perfect target, but whoever entertained themselves by taking pot shots was aiming too high. Daniel instinctively ducked his head and made for the alcove in a bumbling canter. He careered through the opening, a slug chipping concrete from the lintel behind them, and ran full tilt into some very immovable object.
“Ouch!” His kneecaps must be lodged at the back of his legs now … Upon closer examination of the obstacle, Dr Jackson forgot all about the fire and the lifelong limp he’d probably be afflicted with. “Hallelujah …”
Jack blinked.
* * * * *
The moan shook loose from the depths of Francisco’s being, fraught with a tortuous jumble of delight and terror. The certainty that he had lost his mind, had lost control so far as to see what he yearned to see more than anything, was horrifying beyond belief. And yet, it had to be true. It was the only explanation that made any sense at all. But if he could rationally conceive insanity as the reason for what he saw or thought he saw, how could he be insane?
He remembered, as a child of seven or eight, having borrowed a picture book from a playmate. A page in the book had got soiled by accident, and no amount of scrubbing had been able to remove the streak of pink felt-tip marker. In fact, water and soap, dabbed on diligently, had made the stain worse, and the rubbing had lifted minute wads of paper fibre off the page, until a hole appeared. Francisco had ceased his efforts. Sobbing and sick with fear of punishment, he had spent the night on his knees, praying to God to make the book whole again. God had not heard him then. Perhaps it had not mattered enough. But what if God had heard him now? Now that it truly mattered, now that Francisco had proved himself? What if he had been meant to come down here and see?
Sickened by the charade he’d been forced to play, he’d slipped away from the SWAT team at the first opportunity, casting off the assault rifle, the infested boots, the nauseating balaclava. From then on he had silently trailed the sounds of commotion, without ever approaching far enough to disclose his presence. Luck had been on Francisco’s side. The route he had chosen brought him out onto a gallery on the third floor, and on a walkway beneath he’d spotted his target. Vexingly, the Senator had not been on his own. He’d been in the company of a man in uniform, whose coarse face had been reddened and bloated by anger and self-righteousness. Francisco had looked on as the Senator and his companion argued, patiently biding his time and chance. And the chance had come, as it always did.
Eventually the two men had made for the goods elevator, and Francisco had done the same, prising apart the safety doors and stepping out onto the car’s roof as it sluggishly sank past him. The car had creaked to a halt on the floor below, and he’d shrunk at the sudden twin crack of shots, unbearably loud at this range. Clinging to greasy cables, breathing soundlessly, Francisco understood that one, perhaps two, of his fellow hunters had been slain by their prey.
The journey had ended in the basement, where the Senator and his companion had enlisted the services of three security guards who’d thought to escape the way the SWAT team had entered. The uniformed man had collared their leader and barked an order, and they had led him deeper into the basement, the politician tagging along sullenly and half-heartedly. Francisco had slipped from the elevator shaft and followed like a ghost, self-consciously rubbing fingers gooey with grease, but enjoying the thrill of the hunt. Then he’d discovered what they were about to do, and the discovery had almost come too late ...
Curled up in the shelter he had fled
to when the others ran for cover, Francisco clutched his ears, sobbing with the
pain of noise that seemed to howl on and on and on, watched concrete pillars
swaying, watched as a whole section of the basement slumped into a mass of
crumbling masonry, rubble, and dread. The Fall of the Walls of Jericho, Sodom
and Gomorrah, or Armageddon itself, tearing apart order, structure, and
permanence. Slowly, much too slowly, mayhem subsided and an illusion of
stability or at least stillness returned. He drew a hesitant breath, stopping
suddenly when he saw the creatures crawling from cover nearby. Denizens of
Hell, woozily staggering through damnation, chalky-faced, their eyes smashed
into black, hollow sockets, mouths gaping stupidly, about to wail. Wail for
Francisco to join them … He stifled a scream and forced his mind back into
rationality with brutal determination. People, not creatures. People, whitened
by dust and dirt from the explosion, eye-sockets seemingly darker, because
they’d screwed their eyes shut as he had, mouths open because they were gasping
as he was. People. Francisco gave a soft whine of relief. He wasn’t mad, and
this wasn’t Hell, merely a basement. People. Ignorant, self-indulgent people …
Shrieking with a rage born from
panic, the Senator flung himself at his cohort like a ludicrously unkempt
would-be pugilist. “Are you completely mad?! What were you trying to do? Kill
us?”
Much to Francisco’s surprise, he
actually found the pluck to strike his companion, flaccidity overcome by fury.
Strangely passive, as though he had just experienced something completely
unpredicted, the uniformed man suffered the assault. A fat, lazy Beelzebub,
perplexed by the insurrection of a lesser demon. Then he rallied.
“Keep your voice down, cretin! I
don’t know what happened! How the fuck should I?! It was only one charge. You
saw it!” He stuck his face into the politician’s. “You’re the one set up the
fail-safe, and judging by how smoothly everything else went tonight, I can only
assume that you screwed that up, too! But as a matter of fact you’ve done us a
favour. We’ll set the timers to delay, get out, and flatten the building with
the rest of those charges.”
“No! Please!” As quickly as it had
come, the Senator’s unwonted manliness evaporated, replaced by blubbing
entreaty. “You don’t know what you’re saying! It mustn’t be destroyed ... I’ll
share it with you, General, I promise, but don’t destroy it!”
General stared at politician with a
loathing Francisco could only approve. “I don’t give a damn about your precious
merchandise. I - …”
“That’s not what I mean! The box! You
mustn’t destroy the box! It’s irreplaceable … It’s like a Fountain of Youth …
It raises the dead …”
Francisco trembled a little, elated
and repulsed at the same time. He was witnessing true madness, spawned by greed
and decadence, as he had always foreseen it. It was the ultimate fate of
mankind that had lost its way, forsaken the quest for perfection. The Senator
was beyond repair, and Francisco wistfully conceded that his castigation could
bring neither satisfaction nor joy, because the man would never be capable of
learning now. If he had ever been. Still … though in vain, retribution was
sacred and would have to be exacted. Some heresies were too grave to disregard.
Francisco smiled.
“What the hell are you on about?”
whispered General, weary disgust in his tone.
With simpering eagerness, the
politician tugged at his companion’s sleeve. “I’ll show you!”
“Wake up and smell - …”
“Shh!” A guard silenced them.
“Someone’s coming.”
“Damn … Fan out!” General jerked his
head at the Senator. “And keep an eye on this piece of snot!”
Stealthily, the men had dispersed, and seconds later the first shots had fallen, strangely dull after the din of the explosion. Hunters had arrived. Francisco had slid further into the shadows of his hideout, waiting for what would develop, when the woman had crept into sight. Major Carter. He had smiled then, knowing that he should have expected her. Her mind had filled him with appreciation from the beginning, and he could almost forgive her for refusing to value the teachings he had bestowed on his pupil … moulding him, profoundly and with care, granting the agony that would purify and perfect ...
Out of the rapture of memory, soothing voices had risen, like the soft patter of rain, idly drifting into his awareness. A muted light tenor and, much quieter, laboured and halting, the answering voice. Francisco remembered when that same voice had spoken to him, begging for release, remembered the potent rush of power when he had withheld death and seen the suffering in his pupil’s eyes … He whimpered. His mind was betraying him into hearing a dead man’s voice, the voice of art destroyed, lost forever. The shock made him coil up, desperate to still his shivers, to regain control, to escape from Hell back to reason. The fires were burning now. Red-hot. White-hot. Licking and playing and promising nightmare. Madness. Nightness. Madmare. Mad red. White mad … No! It had to have been the fire all along. He had mistaken its crackle for voices. His mind was as sound as it had always been.
Smiling, Francisco marvelled at the blaze, relishing its light and warmth, until he noticed the motion. A figure, silhouetted by fluid red, white, carrying another. As if to tease him, a crate abruptly burst into flame, briefly illuminating a face.
The moan shook loose from the depths of Francisco’s being, fraught with a tortuous jumble of delight and terror. Then he abandoned his shelter and followed the vision into Hell.
* * * * *
The trusty pincer move must have been past its sell-by date when Julius Caesar finished the relevant diary entry and laced his sandals to cross into Gaul … I came, I saw, I got myself a bloody nose … On the other hand, it wasn’t like General Hammond had had to offer any innovative tactical solution, and so he’d been happy to comply when Sam Carter had signalled him and Davis to bear right, while she’d veered off to the left on her own. He’d have been even happier if Davis had stayed with her. Then again, Major Carter’s field experience was a tad more recent than his. Besides, he figured she was doing what Jack O’Neill would have done, and that was plenty good enough for one retired General.
So far it worked. The bad guys had retreated and gathered in a clump like a flock of spooked sheep. Now they obligingly punched holes into thin air, wasting ammo and giving away their positions while they were at it. Going by the muzzle flashes, there’d been five of them. Four were still firing. Three who at least seemed to have a rough idea of how to aim a rifle, and a fourth who either had the galloping DTs or a solemn commitment to perforating anything above eight feet of height.
Davis closed in, hunkered next to Hammond, and tapped the General’s shoulder.
“What?”
Wordlessly, the Major pointed back to where they’d come from.
Hammond nodded. He’d noticed. They’d have to wrap this up sharpish, because apparently the sprinkler system was bust, and somewhere between here and the blaze were Dr Jackson, Teal’c, and Jack O’Neill. At the thought of his 2IC, George Hammond cringed. They’d let Jack down, and there was no telling what this latest fiasco would do to him. God knew it had been bad enough before ... When Teal’c and Dr Jackson had brought him in, he’d had the look of someone who clung to sanity not because it made any sense anymore but from sheer force of habit. The tenuous hope they’d held out to him had been a lifeline. And it had snapped ...
Another nudge from Davis, and Hammond squinted in the direction the Major indicated. Behind a jumble of boxes, well away from where the shooters had holed up, a shadow briefly bulged on a pillar and vanished again. The fifth man, not down but on the move. If Davis hadn’t alerted him, he’d have missed it … Dammit, Airman! Keep your mind on the job! … So the opposition was proposing to counter one old chestnut with another and not doing too well. The guy who was switched-on enough to try and outflank them currently sneaked the wrong way. Unless …
“The son of a bitch is bailing out”, the General whispered. “I’ll go after him. You keep our friends busy!”
Without turning back to catch the inevitable long-suffering glance from Major Davis, George Hammond took off and began trailing the runaway. The man was good. Fast, too, though where exactly he thought he was headed in such a hurry beat Hammond. He’d seen the blueprints and, if memory served, there was nothing back there, except a few maintenance rooms. His quarry ducked into a narrow corridor, and momentarily the General lost sight of him. He gave a soft grunt and upped his pace, filing a mental note to recommend a mandatory workout programme for senior officers. Funny how you got out of shape when you flew a desk for a living … The corridor ended at a steel door, which gaped slightly and invitingly ... Great! Now what?
Caution suggested that the man had clocked his pursuer and now waited to spring an ambush. On the other hand, Hammond couldn’t very well afford to wait out here until his opponent got bored and decided to call it quits. Last time he’d looked, the basement was burning … Millimetre by millimetre, he eased the door further ajar. The fish tank gloom of the emergency lighting showed a long, cluttered room, a maze of huge pumps and pipes, and no hostile. Not out in the open at any rate. Somewhere at the back of his mind sounded a familiar voice, breathless and raw.
No disrespect, sir, but if you were
on my team, I’d have kicked your butt into next year tonight … You always …
always … check behind the door, sir …
Will do, Colonel. I am on your team …
He slammed the door fully open, hard enough to squash any attacker against the wall. The whack was followed by silence. No ‘oomph’ advertising a winded opponent, no ambush. No more advantage of stealth, either. Some you win, some you lose, but George Hammond hadn’t been about to turn his back to a roomful of custom-made hiding places … A maintenance aisle ran between the blocks of machinery, and if he wanted to flush out his quarry, this was the way to go. Fine. Slowly and silently, he crept down the walkway. When he saw the cross aisle ahead of him, he gritted his teeth in disgust. The odds were fifty-fifty, and Hammond wasn’t a gambling man. Left or right? Left, he decided and bounded out into the open, covering the space to his left. Nothing.
When he heard the soft chuckle behind him, he knew it was a sight worse than nothing.
“Oops. No cavalry? … Oh that’s right. You’re retired, aren’t you? No cavalry, then ... Uh-uh … Turn around, nice and slow, and put that gun down … Make sure you keep your hands where I can see them … Very good … Now kick the gun over to me!”
Hammond did as he was told. Exactly as he was told. And while he was doing it, he called himself every name under the sun. He should have known it. Expected it. Smelt it. Whatever. It had been so obvious. So obvious that he hadn’t seen the wood for the trees … Fighting to get a handle on his anger, Hammond glared at the man. “Want me to raise my hands, Warren? Or should I come to attention?”
“Suit yourself, George. Just don’t do anything heroic. It’d get ugly, I can promise you that much.” J2 shrugged, never losing his target. Suddenly he laughed. “St George blundering after the nearest available dragon … You never learn, do you?”
“You might as well give up now, General. That’s a dead end back there. You won’t get out that way or any other.”
“What’s it to you?”
“I’m not even gonna start on how you betrayed every single man and woman serving under you …” George Hammond took a step towards Carlisle. “It’s personal. You dragged my people into this. You ruined one of mine. And you’re not gonna get away with it. We’ve got all the evidence we need.”
“Stay where you are!” The gun twitched. “You’re a fossil, George. You belong in a fucking museum. If you can’t see that what I did was for the good of the Air Force … hell, for the good of the whole country! … it was high time they put you out to pasture. Shame it happened too late. I risked everything to make sure we stay ahead of the game. You blew it for me. So what if one man got hurt?! He was military. He knew the score.”
“The score doesn’t include being crippled on the say-so of your superiors!” Hammond was spitting with rage and didn’t care. “Do you actually know what they did to him?!”
“I know. And frankly, George, I don’t give a shit. The way I see it, the Air Force can do without - ...”
Even as he hurled himself at Carlisle, George Hammond knew that this was the single most stupid thing he’d ever done in his life. And probably the last stupid thing he’d ever do. But, by God, it felt good! For about two tenths of a second. Then the bullet struck. It’s weird, but if you’re shot, you’ll feel the impact sooner than you hear the discharge. He heard it just after the round stopped him and spun almost full circle around his axis before he collapsed. If J2 hadn’t been so startled, he’d be dead now, Hammond knew that, too. Carlisle’s hand had jerked the moment he fired, and instead of hitting George Hammond in the chest, the slug had smashed his right collarbone into a collection of dime-size fragments.
Lying on the floor in a daze, waiting for the initial numbness of shock to wear off and the pain to set in, which would happen just about … now … oh … hot damn … General Hammond saw J2’s face floating into view and bit back the groan that threatened to tear free.
“That’s what I’ve been talking about all along, George. Military discipline. You don’t get uptight over a loss or two. Not if you want to win.” Carlisle shook his head in mock distress. “I had to sacrifice three men and a fart back there, in order to arrange enough of a diversion for me to get out. Do you see me weep? They’ll die, you’ll die, this barn’ll burn down and take the evidence with it, and nobody’ll ever know that I made it out alive. Next stop Rio. I win.” He turned to go, then changed his mind. “By the way, George, you know what they say, don’t you? Poor preparation produces piss-poor performance? … Should have looked at those plans a little more closely, General ... Your dead end theory’s off by one access hatch to the sewers. In the corner right over there ...”
J2 left. A few seconds later, George Hammond could hear the clatter of a heavy lid falling on concrete and the fading clank of boots on metal rungs. Then there was silence. Apart from the muffled echo of gunshot reports in the main basement. He finally let slip that groan, not that it helped much. His shoulder felt like someone had poured liquid ore into it, and he bled like a stuck pig. Nausea knotted his stomach, made him break out in cold sweat. Around the edges of his vision darkness swirled, bringing a warm wave of tiredness, tempting, wanting to push in, and he wanted to let it. What was the point of postponing the inevitable? … Carlisle had been right. He should have retired a long time ago. He’d tried his best, but obviously his best hadn’t been good enough … Never had been … Else he’d have managed to get SG-1 home before it was too late … Too late for Jack … Let go, George … Jack’ll understand …
The fuck he will, Airman!
The darkness was dispelled by an image he’d never seen for real. Jack walking down a corridor, in a basement like this, half a galaxy away, walking slowly, painfully, on torn feet and for the last time. Still fighting … for crazy, pesky, antiquated things like dignity and honour and duty and trust … Fighting for as long as he could move … No, Jack would never understand …
Major General George S Hammond, USAF, retired, proud owner of a freshly bust shoulder, decided he could still move. He couldn’t do a hell of a lot beyond that, but move he could, and move he would. He’d be damned if he let that son of a bitch Carlisle get away with it!
And with that bracing thought in mind, he began crawling back towards the door and the main basement.
* * * * *
Sam wished she had a radio. A little while ago General Hammond had taken off, and she didn’t know where or why. So far he hadn’t come back. She’d glowered over at Davis, and his answer had been an irritated shrug. Dispelling some pretty uncharitable thoughts on the subject of two-star generals who needed babysitting, and babysitters who couldn’t be trusted with two-star generals, she forced her attention back on the tactical situation. It could be worse. The hostiles clearly didn’t know her and Davis’ current positions, nor had they clocked that their opponents were one general short all of a sudden.
Behind her, the blaze was spreading, its heat already strong enough to parch her skin, raise a sweat. They’d have maybe fifteen minutes to neutralise the opposition, pick up their people, and make it to the blast hole, and that probably was a generous estimate. So it was now or never … Damn! It would have been easier with a third - …
“Can I be of assistance, MajorCarter?”
Sam just about swallowed a startled gasp. She hadn’t heard or seen him coming. “Teal’c! … Where’s the Colonel?”
“In the care of DanielJackson. Do not concern yourself.”
Oh sure … After all, her CO was protected by an archaeologist with guts to spare and a pathological disregard for his own safety. What could possibly go wrong? … Well, the sooner they finished this, the sooner they could get Daniel and Colonel O’Neill out of here. Having Teal’c with her would speed things up considerably, that much was certain …
“Teal’c, I want you behind their position. When you see Davis and me moving in, go for it.”
“I shall, MajorCarter.” The Jaffa crept away, as stealthily as he had appeared.
She gave him a minute, signalled Davis, and broke from her hiding place. For endless seconds the air around her sizzled with shots, and the shooters’ aim seemed to have improved dramatically. Swearing, Sam skidded under a crate and covered the Major, who apparently had an admirer on the other side … It was over almost before it had begun. One of her first rounds had taken out the guard who’d been gunning for Davis. The remaining hostiles found two USAF majors and a piqued, perspiring Jaffa bearing down on them, which was all the persuasion they needed. They surrendered almost gratefully. Two of them, at any rate. Paul Davis, grubby and grinning, herded them along a corridor, through the breach in the wall, and into the welcoming arms of B Team.
The third was a civilian and had other ideas. “How dare you?! Do you know who I am?!” He looked grotesque. The designer suit filthy and dishevelled, the salon-styled coiff in disarray and gummed with blood, the layer of dust on his face streaked with tears and snot. “I demand to see your commanding officer!”
Only now Sam recognised him and drew herself up stiffly to conceal a shiver. “That can be arranged, Mr Senator …”
This was the man. He’d ordered it. Probably without regret, certainly without remorse. She’d fantasised about what she’d do if she ever caught him … Beat him, cut him, kneecap him, anything to make him scream, give him a taste of what it was he’d ordered ... It had been one way of dealing with the pain. But none of the fantasies had involved this: a mucky, posturing coward who’d wet himself with fright. The faint stench surrounding him was unmistakable. It wasn’t hatred she felt anymore. She didn’t know what it was, couldn’t name it, she only knew it was sickening.
“Teal’c, go and get Colonel O’Neill!” she said calmly, coldly. The Jaffa stared at her as though she’d lost her mind, for once forgetting to raise that eyebrow, and Sam imperceptibly shook her head. She had no intention of going through with it, but she wanted to see the man’s reaction.
When he realised who he was dealing with, he recoiled as though she’d hit him, glanced at Teal’c, then back at her. Under the grime his face paled, and the shrilly demanding bleat changed to a snivelling whine. “Look, Major, you’re a smart woman … Maybe we got off on the wrong foot. I think we can help each other. I think you’ve brought Colonel O’Neill here for a reason … If you give me your word that you’ll let me go, I’ll show you where it is.”
“Where what is?!” Sam itched to strike him for even saying the Colonel’s name.
“The box, of course! I saved it!” He was fawning like a spaniel with a chocolate addiction. “I saved it! Carlisle wanted to destroy it. When I wouldn’t let him, he ran off. I - …”
“Carlisle is down here?!” Major Davis had safely disposed of his prisoners and returned with two SFs from B Team, who now loomed behind him, a pair of stone-faced, sturdy bookends. “It’s gotta be the guy General Hammond went after! Carter?”
“Go find the General and bring him back. With or without Carlisle. And then get the hell out of here.” Sam frowned at the smoke billowing below the ceiling like a gauzy black canopy. “Don’t wait for us.”
“Yes, ma’am!” Davis and his reinforcements dashed off towards the back of the basement, hurdling over boxes and dodging small tongues of flame.
She turned to the Senator. “Right, Mr Stevens. Show me!”
“I want your word that - …”
Go Teal’c!
It was the first time she’d ever known the Jaffa to lose it. A ferocious blow sent Stevens tumbling into a heap of packing material. Blood trickled over his chin, and he wiped a hand across, adding red smears to the mess on his face. Teal’c grabbed a fistful of cashmere jacket and hauled the man back to his feet.
“I advise you not to incense me further”, he said, his tone deceptively placid. “You would not wish me to exact the vengeance customary in my culture. I strongly suggest you do as MajorCarter has requested.”
“Yes ... Yes …”
* * * * *
He stood upright. Actually upright ... Couldn’t call it standing, though … No … Definitely not standing … Can’t stand on your ankles … Jack was staring down at bare feet that seemed to belong to someone else, white and useless and slanting inwards because the pull of tendons had won over weakening muscles. The sensation was close to vertigo. Rationally, he knew that Daniel held him; he could picture it: Daniel, leaning over the sarcophagus to activate the opening mechanism, clutching Jack to his side with one arm, hip thrust out to support the deadweight. So yeah, he could picture it. Which wasn’t to say he could feel it. Not yet …
His throat tightened suddenly, and he slammed down that last snatch of thought with a vengeance. Don’t hope, Jack! Don’t you dare hope … He’d found and lost this particular hope about a dozen times over in the space of the past two hours and knew that he couldn’t take any more of it. He was sick of hope. In fact, he hated hope! Hope hurt like hell, and by now he was convinced that the ancient gods had tried to do mankind a favour when they’d seen to it that H-O-P-E alone remained stuck in Pandora’s Box after disease, war, and Sunday drivers had been released into the world … Be interesting to get Daniel’s angle on this … But asking him would mean admitting to a working knowledge of Greek mythology, and that in turn would mean blowing a lovingly cultivated image straight out of the water.
Along the top of the sarcophagus a thin line of brightness appeared, and the lid began to part with a low, abrasive grumble. Daniel lifted him again and stepped back, out of the way of the opening panels ... Why did it all have to take so long?
“It’ll be alright … I promise”, Daniel said softly, and Jack realised that his teeth were chattering.
Daniel was promising things he couldn’t possibly promise, shouldn’t promise. The opening gaped wider and wider, the wings of the lid about to block the passage out of the alcove. Daniel shouldn’t promise. What if …? Jack looked away, unable to stand the radiance inside the sarcophagus. A mother-of-pearl promise … All those promises … Why was it nobody ever kept their promises? … Outside the alcove was another kind of radiance, less bright but much more real and reassuring, fire and muzzle flashes, things he was used to, things that could be counted on, in all their own terror. Things - …
A small, slight figure slid into the alcove. Perfectly erect and perfectly composed, despite the dirty black BDU he was wearing. Boots were missing from stockinged feet, and the defect made him look perversely human. Human and real. In his nightmares Jack had never seen the Scientist any less than flawlessly attired. Real. Fear exploded, powerless, contained in a noncompliant body, and inwardly Jack was screaming for two seconds’ worth of movement, only to obey the overwhelming urge to shrink away from this man, to writhe with the brutal resonance of remembered pain ... He’d never find out now …
“Daniel …”
“I’ve seen him, Jack … He won’t get to you, I promise …”
Quit promising stuff, Danny! You’ll promise your life away one of these days … He had a strange notion of Daniel’s hold on him tightening, and somehow the delusion was comforting. The sarcophagus was fully open, the panels creating a barrier between them and the Scientist. Not enough … Nowhere near enough … He’d never find out …
No gun, but there was a knife, and the predator’s stare was fixed on Daniel, as it had been in the ballroom on Drakalla. “Good evening, Dr Jackson. I shall be brief. I think I understand now what this device could achieve, and I’m afraid I can’t allow you to annul my work.” He stepped closer, smiled. “So I must ask you to set down Colonel O’Neill. Now. After that you’re free to leave or stay and observe, as you wish.”
Real. That same terrifying cultured lilt, making promises that would be kept … The knife. Jack wondered what would be taken from him now. His eyes? His tongue? And did it even matter? Probably not … He’d never find out …
“Do as he says, Danny!”
“No.”
“Dr Jackson, I’m warning you!” The Scientist ducked under the flimsy barrier of the lid, wriggling through the tiny space between the sarcophagus and the wall.
“Daniel … look at me … I’m finished anyway.” And that was real, too.
“No.”
Quiet, almost serene determination on Daniel’s face. He wouldn’t listen. No more than Jack had allowed himself to listen on Drakalla. Daniel hoisted him over the rim of the sarcophagus, set down Jack’s legs, carefully eased down his torso. The steady motion never wavered when the knife sliced along Daniel’s side, between the front and back of the Kevlar vest, tearing fabric and skin and muscle, scraping over bone, not deep enough to kill, just deep enough to hurt. Panic moved Jack’s body as little as fear or willpower or desolation had. Nothing he could do but watch. Watch and acknowledge the awful irony. The tables were turned now, and he hated it as much as his team had … Blood dripping onto gilded surfaces, trickling down the luminous interior, translucent scarlet, glazing the hand that placed a gun on his chest.
“You’ll need this when the box opens, Jack.” Still the same look of determination, though the face was pale and pinched now. The knife kept carving. “It’ll work … you know …” Words yelped out, taut with pain.
The panels drew together, heavy and awkward, and the cultured lilt transmuted to a demented screech, no less terrifying. “Stop it! Stop it!”
Broad, blunt hands, black hairs on the back of the fingers, dropped the knife, abandoned punishment for once, clamped around the rim of a wing, fought to keep the lid from closing. Above, Daniel smiled a white, tight smile, grabbed his assailant, threw himself back, pulling the Scientist with him and dislodging the hands. Broad, blunt ... Don’t let them get to that knife, Daniel … Daniel? … The lid stuttered shut at last.
Jack would find out after all. At a price he’d never have agreed to paying.
“I’m scared …”
Nobody heard him.
* * * * *
The conflagration had spread throughout the basement now, setting alight any material that would readily ignite. However, the fabric of the building itself had remained untouched so far, and this had prevented the fire from congealing into a solid mass of flames. Between burning crates and heaps of waste, passage was unpleasant but possible. The Senator begged to differ, and Teal’c prodded him on roughly. Whingeing, the man ducked past the localised blaze enveloping a stack of wooden boxes, ultimately more frightened of the Jaffa than he was of the fire.
Suddenly, he came to a halt, quivering
and pointing at a dark recess in the wall across the room ahead of them. “There
… It’s in there …” he squealed and began to cough spasmodically.
Teal’c saw it. In front of the recess, juddering like a spectre in the roiling air, he also saw something else and froze. This was neither logical nor expected, and for a split-second he believed that heat and distortion had fooled him. Then the Senator gasped out a timid moan and tore away. He, too, had seen it. Teal’c let him go. The man was neither of use nor of consequence any longer, and he could not escape.
“Teal’c …!”
“I am aware, MajorCarter. If he is there, so are O’Neill and DanielJackson.”
The Jaffa started moving, skirting piles of burning rubbish, neglectful of the flames, searching for the shortest path, having to turn back twice, because the route was blocked already. It was taking too long ... Fruitlessly striving to avoid any thought of what the Scientist would do to O’Neill, he broke into a jog. Fast, steady footfalls behind told him that MajorCarter was following.
When they reached the recess at last, the area in front was abandoned. From inside came the grunting, grappling noises of a struggle and, almost inaudible, a gentle thud of panels closing on the sarcophagus. If the person within was indeed O’Neill, he would be safe for the time being ... DanielJackson was a different matter. As their eyes adjusted to the relative darkness, they spotted the young man slumped in the narrow space between wall and sarcophagus, half buried under a flailing figure that fought to escape from his stranglehold. In the unsteady russet glow from the fire his hands glistened moist and red.
The man atop DanielJackson groped for a discarded knife. Unable to fire, for fear of harming his friend, Teal’c watched helplessly as fingers closed around the handle and, with a quick swipe, dragged the blade across the archaeologist’s forearm. There was a groan, the hands opened, and the Scientist twisted from DanielJackson’s grip, shrieking with rage when he beheld the Jaffa closing in on him.
Hampered by the confined space, wanting speed and manoeuvrability, Teal’c’s progress seemed infuriatingly slow. MajorCarter had slipped in along the opposite side, and fared better, but her attention was on DanielJackson, and she found no time to react. Like a small nimble predator, their quarry had clambered onto the sarcophagus and ran along the top. The Jaffa’s round, badly aimed and loosed in haste, missed him by a fraction. With a piercing whine, painfully loud in the hollow of the alcove, the slug ricocheted off the wall, and the Scientist leapt from the far end of the sarcophagus, never looking back.
The jump was misjudged, too long and too fast. He landed poorly, stumbled out of control, fell, and scrambled back to his feet. By the time he straightened up, his clothes were alight. Another would have thrown himself to the ground, tried to extinguish the flares, but this was no longer a sane man. He did no such thing. He remained motionless, smiling, looking on as flames kindled on his legs, his arms. When they reached his hair, he began to speak, his words blending with the crackle of the fire. To Teal’c, who could perceive only disjointed fragments that held no meaning, it sounded as though he was conversing with the blaze itself.
A halo of flames surrounded his head, skin started to blacken. In an incongruous gesture of triumph, he raised his fists, stood tall, the image of an ancient heathen deity, malevolent and destructive. His mouth gaped, and he wailed out something, too inarticulate to be understood, but the howl broke his trance. At last he comprehended what was happening to him. Sightless, lash-less eyes wide, he screamed. And screamed. And screamed.
“For God’s sake, Teal’c!” MajorCarter, who had made her way to the back of the chamber to assist DanielJackson, stared in horror at the writhing, blazing figure outside the alcove. “Shoot him!”
“I shall not!” Teal’c whispered. The screaming continued, had taken on a life of its own, rose, ebbed, rose again, cascaded into the recess, filled the space. Like MajorCarter, he heard another man scream in unspeakable anguish. At the time, nobody had shown the mercy to end those screams ... “I cannot!”
“Teal’c!” DanielJackson’s voice, rough and urgent. “Teal’c, Jack would not want this. He wouldn’t want you to do what that … thing … did to him. Do you hear me, Teal’c? Jack wouldn’t want this! … Shoot him!”
O’Neill … When the shot fell, Teal’c could not recall firing. But he must have. The gun sat in his outstretched hand, his forefinger tight around the trigger. On the ground, ten yards away from him, lay the Scientist, still burning, still moving, but Teal’c knew the man was dead. Heat was leisurely moulding his body into a foetal curl, contracting his arms over the thorax, fists balled, as though he were about to fight. Finally he stilled, and there was silence.
“Thank you, Teal’c”, murmured DanielJackson. Then he sluggishly strove to rise.
“Daniel, no.” MajorCarter restrained him, the firm grip on his shoulder concealing the tremor of her hands. “Don’t … stay put … I need to look at this.”
“It’s no big deal … I’ll live”, the young man objected. “Jack was right, you know … The guy’s an expert … was an expert. Killing me wasn’t the idea. It was more like discouraging me from ruining his handiwork … Look!”
Above the sarcophagus shimmered a slim, clear ribbon of light, expanding gradually. It occurred to Teal’c that this was how he would envision hope.
* * * * *
Faces ... Faces ... Faces, framed in the shining rectangle of the sarcophagus’ edges. Grimy, pale, tense. Expectant. Teal’c, as though he’d just tumbled out of a nightmare, expecting reality to be better and safer. Carter, with guarded, haunted eyes, expecting reality to suck until it convinced her otherwise. Danny … thank God, Danny! … alive and grinning, expecting reality to bow to his expectations.
Faces … What the hell are you looking for? Looking at me for? … Ask my mom … She kept my school reports: Jonathan is an exceptionally bright child but refuses to apply himself and continues to fall short of expectations … Don’t look at me … Please, please don’t look at me … Not like that. Not now. Not ever …
He closed his eyes, shutting out expectancy, shutting in tears. Or at least he hoped he did … Can’t let them see … He’d found out alright, and he began to wonder at what moment precisely he’d known. Maybe there hadn’t been a moment. Maybe part of him had been aware all along that the nothingness hadn’t miraculously vanished to be replaced with a body. Miracles don’t happen, kids … This is real life, you know? … Hear that, Jack? Real life … Don’t let them see …
“Sir?”
Talk, Jack … “Nice job, kids … much quicker than antibiotics …” There. That wasn’t bad. That wasn’t - …
The pain struck, white and encompassing, as though he’d been thrown into hot water, and he gasped reflexively.
“Jack? … Jack!”
For cryin’ out loud, shut up! … Pins and needles swelling to a roaring crescendo, to the point where Jack thought it couldn’t possibly get any worse, and beyond that, way beyond … way … way … Wanted to buck, squirm, rear, couldn’t move, lay still and drowned in boiling pain, couldn’t move, but he could feel it … oh God, he could … hurt, hurt, hurt, and didn’t that mean - …
“O’Neill!”
Someone … Teal’c … shoving something soft under his head, to keep him from bashing his brains out as he started seizing. With a last clear thought before blacking out, he realised that agony meant nothing at all, because he still had no control.
* * * * *
General Vidrine, head and shoulders hunched under the low ceiling of the small Grumman jet he’d commandeered at Andrews, slipped out of the cockpit and made his way back aft.
“How’s he doing, Major?” he asked, glancing at Jack O’Neill who slept, heavily sedated, on a row of seats they’d turned into a makeshift bed.
“No change, sir … I don’t suppose he wants to wake up …” Sam had taken over the vigil from Teal’c, who’d finally conceded that he might require rest himself. “Any news about - …”
“General Hammond’s out of surgery.” Vidrine smiled briefly. “We just got word. He’s doing fine, and the doctors reckon he’ll regain full use of his arm and shoulder. Barring any complications he’ll be discharged in a few weeks’ time.”
“That’s … good. I’m glad …” she said softly, meaning it.
“Listen, Major. I … uh … I know this hasn’t gone the way you hoped it would. But for what it’s worth, you’ve done a terrific job. You, Dr Jackson, Mr Teal’c. If you hadn’t done what you did … I honestly don’t wanna think about the consequences ... You should be proud of yourselves.” When he noticed that he wasn’t getting through, he gave a small exasperated sigh. “Look, as soon as he’s fit for duty, George Hammond will be back in charge at the SGC. That’s a given. And I promise you, I’ll do everything I can to help Colonel O’Neill. For starters, I’ll see to it that he gets his house and everything else back. Plus, a compensation large enough to ensure that he can stay at home.”
“Thank you, sir.”
“As I said, I owe him … A whole lot of people do …” Vidrine gave up and vaguely waved at a seat somewhere behind her. “Uhm … I’m gonna try and get some sleep. We should land in about three hours. Wake me if you need me.”
“Yes, sir.” Sam stared into the darkness outside the window. Off the tip of the wing she could make out a lake gleaming pale silver in the moonlight. The same colour as the clouds, cool and peaceful.
… this hasn’t gone the way you hoped it would … and then some. And then some … She’d known the moment that goddamn sarcophagus had opened and she’d seen his face, bleakly impassive, every trace of life bled from it … Why couldn’t it have worked? Hadn’t he been through enough yet? … Almost against her will, her gaze drifted away from the window and rested on his face. Gaunt and ashen and unnaturally closed, even in sleep, as though he’d finally found a way to conceal his dreams, too. What he couldn’t conceal were the lines of fatigue and the deep shadows the ordeal had blotted under his eyes ... Could he even remember what it was like when living didn’t hurt?
Sam had assumed a malfunction of the sarcophagus, but Teal’c had doubted it. According to him, the devices had a fail-safe to protect the occupant. If they were in any way defective, they didn’t work, period. All she knew for certain was that, from one second to the next, the Colonel had been in excruciating pain, which for some reason had stopped when the seizure set in.
After that, she barely recalled getting out of the building. She had disjointed recollections of Teal’c, lifting the still convulsing body from the sarcophagus, starting to run towards safety; of herself, half pulling, half carrying Daniel through the burning basement and through the breach in the wall. Davis had been waiting on the other side. Davis and the paramedics … Sounded like an early ‘70s pop group ...
Davis had found General Hammond and brought him out, badly wounded and pissed off as hell and telling the med team how to do their job. One of the paramedics had started to patch up Daniel, and another two leapt at the chance to take care of an unconscious and therefore compliant patient. Stumbling around in the midst of all that and adding to the chaos had been a couple of guys from the NID, hopping mad, hollering at her, at Davis, at anything that moved and was within earshot, until Vidrine had shown up and ordered them to get lost before he shot them personally.
There’d been a sketchy, rushed debriefing for Major Davis, Teal’c, Dr Jackson, and her, and some of the blanks had been filled in ... Senator Stevens had been apprehended, singing like the proverbial canary from the moment he’d crawled through the breach. His confession dovetailed neatly with everything Sam, Daniel, and Teal’c had found out. It also explained the explosion … Without realising it at the time, they’d prevented a disaster when they’d engaged the men in the basement. If any more charges had gone up and triggered the naquada in the weapons, half of downtown Washington would have been flattened … Once the building had been clear, Air Force fire-fighters had moved in. Later, the NID would get to sift the leftovers from the ashes. Vidrine also told them that a member of the SWAT team had been found strangled, half-naked, next to a tidily folded pile of expensive clothes. It partly solved the riddle of how the Scientist had managed to sneak into the warehouse undetected … Odds were they’d never find out the rest, but that hardly mattered anymore. It was over. Over in more ways than one …
The medics who’d examined Colonel O’Neill had left the splint on his fingers. Sam gently removed it. He wouldn’t need it any longer. After all, the sarcophagus hadn’t malfunctioned … No fever, no pneumonia, no broken bones. Simply a broken body.
She absentmindedly stroked his hand, the touch stirring memories of the overgrown boy on Drakalla who’d taken his own inimitable revenge for being shoved into a tuxedo, and she wondered if that laughing child was still in there, somewhere, or if he’d died, racked over a steel table in a cold, grey chamber during the days and nights that followed. And even if - …
“Carter?” Slurred and soft and tired.
“Sorry, sir … I didn’t mean to wake you …” she whispered, reminding herself too late that she couldn’t have, because he couldn’t have felt her touch.
He didn’t notice, probably hadn’t even heard her. “Where are we going?”
“Home, sir. We’re going home.”
“Ah …”
It meant nothing to him.
* * * * *
This had better be good. This had better be very, very good. In fact, this had better be so utterly brilliant that she’d want to thank the Lord on her knees for having had a part in it!
The humvee bounced through another pothole. Dr Janet Fraiser clutched her seat with both hands and swore indignantly. Not enough that someone had sent a baby-faced lieutenant, second grade, to kick down her door and kidnap her at half past four in the morning … Oh no! They’d added insult to injury and sent the kid in a humvee! A humvee! As though the Air Force weren’t in possession of perfectly passable sedans. If you were lucky enough not to suffer from piles, a ride in a humvee would give them to you presto! Except, there was nothing presto about this. They’d been hop-skipping along the side roads of Colorado for the past two hours. As though the Air Force didn’t know full well that there was such a thing as highways … four-lane, at that!
The kid took a turn at about 50 mph, and she collided with the door. Okay. That’s it! … “Lieutenant?!”
“Yes, ma’am?” The ell-tee shot her an anxious sidelong glance.
“Do you shave yet?”
“Ma’am?” Unfortunately, this had grabbed his interest. He stared at her in confusion.
“Keep your eyes on the road, dammit!”
“Yes, ma’am!”
“Lieutenant, if you’re planning to live to an age when you have to shave every morning, you’re gonna tell me where we’re going and why. Right now!” It was the thirty-fourth time they’d been having this conversation.
The kid obviously knew it was serious, but he had his orders. “Sorry, ma’am. Need to know.”
Had she mentioned that this was the thirty-fourth time they’d been having this conversation?
The humvee skidded into another turn and out onto a paved road. A step up from potholes. Fraiser breathed a sigh of relief and opened her eyes, which had remained firmly screwed shut for the duration of the manoeuvre. About a mile ahead she could see floodlights and what had to be a perimeter fence. It couldn’t be Peterson AFB ... not unless she’d completely lost orientation in the course of this little jaunt. So where the heck were they?
Some distance off in the sky, the landing lights of a small jet winked on, already scarcely visible before the rising sun. The plane seemed to head towards the same destination as the humvee. An airfield then, and obviously not a public one. Suddenly the penny dropped for Janet. They’d been going north towards Denver, keeping east of the I-25. That left only one likely facility she could think of: Buckley National Guard Air Base.
Sure enough. There was a guardsman at the gate to raise the barrier and wave them through with a cheerful ‘Good Morning’, once he’d examined the lieutenant’s orders and checked the vehicle registration. Someone else who apparently knew more than Dr Fraiser. And what, pray, did the National Guard want with her? … Well, presumably she’d find out soon. The humvee tore around a building, finding a curb to bounce over. Janet figured the ell-tee was the last surviving Dukes of Hazzard fan … ‘Where’s that nitro, Luke?’ … By the time they’d screeched to a halt on the fore field, the jet she’d spotted in approach was parked off to the side, near a hangar and a couple of waiting Air Force pool sedans. So they did have sedans! … A man was descending the gangway.
Lieutenant Baby-Face hopped from the vehicle and opened the door for Fraiser. “We’re here, ma’am!”
“You sure you’re authorised to tell me this?” groused the doctor and eased her battered backside out of the humvee, promising herself that she’d sue the United States Air Force for aggravated assault.
“The General wants you, ma’am”, the kid announced self-importantly, saluting the man who’d just disembarked from the plane and now stalked towards them.
It was Vidrine. “Morning, Doctor. Thanks for coming.”
“It’s not like I was given a choice!” Fraiser drew herself up to a proud five foot naught. “What the hell is going on?! … Sir!”
“I apologise for the cloak-and-dagger routine, Doctor, but it was imperative that nobody at the SGC got wind of our arrival.”
“Our arrival …?” She wondered whether Vidrine had recently hooked up with a Goa’uld buddy, or whether accusing an innocent man of treason automatically entitled you to use of the Royal We.
“I need your help, Dr Fraiser.”
The previous afternoon, Charles DeVere had explained that Dr Fraiser’s military career had reached an abrupt, though not entirely unexpected, end. In other words, Janet couldn’t have cared less about appropriate conduct towards a superior officer. “My help?! You? You have the nerve to - …” The rest of her harangue was forgotten when the doctor noticed movement above them. Another passenger appeared in the plane’s door. “Sam!”
Lieutenant General Vidrine coughed discreetly. “I suppose I should have said, ‘Colonel O’Neill needs your help’.”
“Excuse me?”
Sam began to climb down the gangway, supporting Daniel who looked like he’d single-handedly taken on a battalion of Jaffa. Speaking of … Teal’c’s imposing figure sidled through the door, slowly and very carefully, because he was carrying - …
“You found him!” breathed Janet. “You actually found him ... But I - …”
“SG-1 found him”, Vidrine corrected with a guilty little grimace. “And no … The sarcophagus didn’t work.”
“Yeah … That possibility did occur to me just now”, she muttered dejectedly, never taking her eyes off the Colonel. He was way too thin and every bit as grubby and bedraggled as the rest of SG-1, and this at least made for one soothingly familiar factor. But what in heaven’s name had they been up to? Cave exploration? Mud-wrestling?
“I’m truly sorry, Doctor.”
Uhunh … “How is he?”
“According to the medics who examined him before we left Washington, he’s in good physical shape for a man with his … condition.” Vidrine continued to look guilty.
“It’s called quadriplegia, and it isn’t contagious!”
The General ignored her. “Which brings me to why you’re here, Doctor …”
“Yes?” Janet decided she wouldn’t like this.
“I want Colonel O’Neill under your medical supervision until we can take him to the infirmary.”
“Look, General, it’s very simple. You get me an ambulance here five minutes ago, and then I’ll personally take the Colonel to the nearest hospital. Not that I distrust you or your medics, you understand?” Dr Fraiser hadn’t quite managed to keep the acid out of her tone. But then, she hadn’t been trying either.
“There’s something he needs to do first, Doctor, and that’s not open to negotiation or bullying!” The General was playing general now. “That godforsaken Drakallan Treaty is being signed at the SGC this morning. I intend to gatecrash the party, and I want Colonel O’Neill with me to positively identify the Governors.”
So when had Vidrine joined the ranks of the enlightened? None too soon, apparently. But it wasn’t going to change her standpoint … “Absolutely not! And that’s my considered medical - …” The rag-tag little group had made its way over from the plane, and Janet found her gaze arrested by a pair of dark, wary eyes. Dear God, he looked like he’d been to Hell and back! He probably had, too … “Good to see you, sir”, she said weakly, attempting a smile.
“Let me go, Doc.”
“Sir …”
“Please. Afterwards you can do with me whatever you like, but I need to see this through. I owe it to the General ...” Ten to one that Colonel O’Neill wasn’t referring to Vidrine.
Only now Dr Fraiser became aware that someone was missing. “Where’s General Hammond?”
“Johns Hopkins.” Sam’s voice sounded flat, as though she was too tired even to feel anything. “Hi, Janet …”
And “Hi” rasped Dr Jackson, while Teal’c confined himself to a sombre nod.
“Anybody care to enlarge?” As far as Fraiser’s bedside manner was concerned, it didn’t really matter that they weren’t in the ‘gate room, and that this obviously hadn’t been your common garden variety mission. SG-1 had returned in worse shape than usual … again! … and to top it all off they’d managed to lose her CO while they’d been at it. “I’m waiting!”
“We haven’t got time for this, Doctor.” By now, Vidrine was bobbing on his toes, a man with places to go, people to see, Governors to browbeat. “I’ll fill you in en route. Let’s go!”
“Didn’t you hear me, sir? I’m not going to allow - …”
“Doc! I always can ask General Vidrine to make it an order ...” Whatever had happened to him, it clearly hadn’t affected Jack O’Neill’s obstinacy.
Janet assumed that, in the long run, this might be a good thing, but right now she could have done without it. She sighed. “Sir, apart from anything else, there’s no valid reason for exposing you to that kind of stress. Major Carter, Dr Jackson, and Teal’c can do the identification. I’d say that’s plenty of witnesses for - …”
“I … I have a right, Janet … Please …” It came out reluctantly, proving that he was loath to explain himself even to that extent.
She knew this was all the justification she’d get, but it was enough. She understood now. Far better than she wanted to. He did have a right. The right to finish this his way. The right to confront these men with the living evidence of what they’d done to him and, for what it was worth, see their faces when he told them he’d won. The right perhaps to lay a few nightmares to rest. Some reparation! … At that moment, Dr Fraiser also understood that this hadn’t been General Vidrine’s idea at all. Positive identification, Dr Fraiser’s foot!
“Okay”, she murmured. “Let’s go.”
* * * * *
The elevator doors gaped on a group of waiting personnel whose collective intake of breath sucked the air right out of the car. Teal’c carried him past faces, prying eyes, hollow mouths. Necks craned. Why the hell had he insisted on coming here? What had he expected? That people would look at him and not see … He hadn’t expected to return. No. Not true. Last night there’d been moments when he’d imagined himself sauntering down the corridors and past the checkpoints in some puerile conquering hero pose. Last night, before … That rose-tinted delusion had been his only lapse.
Another goggling face, belonging to the SF at the security desk on Level 11. Jack recognised him. A lifetime ago, this spring, he’d run him into the ground, won that unscheduled cross-country by virtue of sheer cussedness, because, bad knees and all, he’d be damned if he let some kid teach him just how old he was ... The kid stared and stared and stared. Nothing Jack could possibly have imagined felt like this.
Along the ceiling ran a pipe. It leaked, and he focussed on a lucid bead of water, ripening in the pull of gravity. Drip. Why the hell had he insisted on coming here? Drop. He just could see it: he’d loll about in the briefing room like some neurally challenged Hercule Poirot and lisp ‘Voilà, messieurs-dames, ze evidence’ in a cod French … pardon … Belgian accent, until the miscreants were stupefied into confessing their dastardly deeds. Drip … Quit rubbing your head, Jack! Teal’c’s gonna have a rut in his shoulder before long … Wonder if Junior would fix that … Drop … Wonder if Junior would fix - … Don’t! Don’t. You’ve done the miracle cure thing, complete with insane hope and heartache, and, by God, it’s not what it’s cracked up to be … Drip …
The SF was endeavouring to reconcile his slack chin with a mouthful of hot coffee and not doing too well. He swiped at a dribble, swallowed frantically, and began to cough. Eventually, he caught his breath and hiccupped, “With respect, there’s no way you can take Mr O’Neill down to Level 28. He’s a … uhm … a security risk.”
“Don’t worry, Airman. They’ll wash me before I’m put on display ...” That’s right, Jack! Bring on the jolly cripple act, so everyone can feel better because obviously it isn’t so bad after all … Daniel, Carter, and the Doc didn’t think it was funny. By some tacit accord, they drew closer, as though to shield him.
“General, maybe this isn’t such a good idea”, Carter suggested quietly. “Maybe we should just - …”
“It’s a very good idea, Major.” Vidrine looked ready to strangle the SF. “Once you’re through ogling, Airman, please note that it’s Colonel O’Neill to you!”
The kid’s complexion deepened to beetroot, and he directed his gaze in the region of General Vidrine’s belly-button. “But, sir - …”
“Airman, do you know who I am? I’m ordering you to call the elevator. Is that clear enough for you?!”
The eyes flicked up again, and beetroot drained to a dingy shade of ivory. “Sir, I’m sorry”, stammered the SF. “At the very least I’ll have to notify General DeVere, and he’s in a meeting right - ...”
“The elevator, Airman. Now. This is a Pentagon operation, and if you notify a single soul, you’ll be shovelling shit in boot camp latrines for the rest of your natural life. Understood?” The General wasn’t shouting. He’d switched on ‘The Look’.
‘The Look’, designed to make asinine subordinates shrivel and curl around the edges, was considered standard field equipment for COs. Much to the chagrin of his superiors, Jack himself had proved largely immune to it. Then he’d discovered that his own idiosyncratic style of leadership somehow rendered it obsolete. For reasons he’d never really fathomed, his people would have followed him into Hell. Had followed him into Hell … That’s why you insisted on coming here, isn’t it, Jack? Your people. Your responsibility. Your duty …
“Understood, sir.” Shrivelled and curled around the edges, the SF ejected from behind the desk and pulled a magnetic card through the lock by the elevator.
Two minutes later the doors parted, accompanied by a discreet ‘ping’. Showtime.
The car was in free fall. Had to be. Why else would it be going that fast? The numbers on the LCD were a red blur, clicking over at the rate of knots. He felt dull, rapid thuds in his throat and head and realised that his pulse was racing. Nerves … You know it isn’t, Jack. It can’t be. Transmission interrupted, remember? Tell Fraiser. Now.
“Are you okay, sir?”
No. “Peachy.”
Ping.
Doors sliding open, an empty hallway, and the thudding slowed a fraction. Good. Good …
“Now what?”
Insightful question, Danny … Well, General? Any ideas? … No? … Oh for cryin’ out loud! … “Carter?”
“Yes, sir?”
“Grab Daniel and Doc Fraiser, round up three more people you can trust … I dunno … Siler, Simmons, and Connor, maybe … arm yourselves. You know where to find us when you’re ready.”
“Yes, sir!” She nodded at Daniel and Fraiser, and they disappeared down the hall.
Teal’c gazed after them a little wistfully. “Is there anything you wish me to do, O’Neill?”
“Keep your eyes open and don’t drop me. Let’s go!” He was beginning to enjoy this. Enjoying it was dangerous. Everything had changed, changed irreversibly … It’s only borrowed, Jack, never forget that. Like you’ve borrowed Teal’c’s legs … Only borrowed … An unrelenting inner murmur, endlessly repeated, all the way through familiar grey corridors.
By the time control room staff began to recover from their shock, they were sweeping up the spiral staircase, whispers crackling in the air behind them like static. Just before they rounded the bend, Jack saw Walter Harriman grinning at him. His people … Only borrowed, Jack … Whatever possessed Teal’c to take those stairs two steps at a time? … No more doors to pass. Nowhere to hide. And a few scant feet above them Morin, Valdane ...
Don’t deceive yourself, Colonel. We
will sign the treaty if we so wish. Of course, you weren’t meant to discover
our little facility, but once you had we were persuaded that this might be a
blessing in disguise, so to speak, as it justified your inevitable arrest.
Understandably, you want to be released and go back home unscathed …
Yes … He’d wanted that. He’d wanted it a lot. In fact, he’d wanted it more with every minute passing on that table … Can it! They’re up there right now, about to sign the treaty. You’ve been trying to stop them all along. Here’s your chance, the only one you’ll ever get, so don’t screw up now! Duty, Jack. Do your duty …
They reached the top of the stairs, burst into the briefing room, and heads snapped. With any kind of luck, some of them would roll … SecDef, hands folded on the tabletop before him, like a bewildered saint; a blond, lantern-jawed man lounging in Hammond’s chair, his smirk frozen into the rictus of an Andean mummy; opposite him, keen as a knife’s edge, an Air Force colonel, flanked by three clones: Caruthers and the new and improved SG-1; at the centre Morin, discontented and cross, and Valdane. Valdane, fountain pen poised over the dotted line …
DeVere came out of his trance and rose, pointedly ignoring Jack and Teal’c. “General Vidrine. This is … uh … a bit of a surprise. Please take a seat. Actually we were expecting General Carlisle, later on this morn- …”
“J2 won’t be coming.” General Vidrine leisurely walked up to the table.
“Oh …” The lantern jaw sagged a fraction. “I hope it’s nothing - …”
“Would you care to explain yourself, Vidrine?!” SecDef barked. He’d finally recovered and looked neither saintly nor bewildered anymore. “And for God’s sake, take that man out of here!” He waved a disgusted hand at Jack. “This is an insult to our visitors!”
The General didn’t move a muscle. “That man is an officer of the United States Air Force, Mr Secretary, and he’s got more right to be here than anyone else in this room, except perhaps you and Mr Teal’c.”
“That’s not what you said the last time we spoke!”
“I know. I’ve since had reason to revise the results of my investigation. With my express approval, Colonel O’Neill would like Governors Morin and Valdane to explain certain matters before you ratify this treaty, Mr Secretary.”
Teal’c had edged his way along the wall into the corner, and Jack saw DeVere blanch and nod at Caruthers and his clones. This was going to hell in a hand basket. “Teal’c! Set me down!” he whispered, an icy, tinny taste in his mouth. “They’ve been green-lighted …”
“O’Neill?” The Jaffa’s eyes followed Jack’s gaze.
“Colonel.” Vidrine had turned around. “Would you please - …”
In one fluid move, Teal’c had deposited Jack O’Neill on the floor and dived for the General’s legs. Vidrine crumpled, the shot missing by a whisker, and the Jaffa unceremoniously hauled him under the table.
“Are you insane?!” SecDef was on his feet, florid with outrage.
Jesus Christ, sir! Get down! … Where are you, Carter? Now would be a really good time … Four armed men, with reinforcements probably on their way. Teal’c and Vidrine wouldn’t stand a chance, not in here … And he was flat on his back, looking on … How about bashing your head on the ground, Jack?! That should scare them into submission …
“Please try and remain calm, Mr Secretary, Governors.” That oily bastard DeVere, ushering SecDef towards the briefing room door. Yeah, better to get rid of this particular witness ... “I’m afraid General Vidrine has been compromised. We need to contain this security breach. Colonel Caruthers!”
“Fan out!” Caruthers bellowed at the clones.
Was this guy for real? … Real enough to nearly kill Lou Feretti … The clones never got to do any fanning, though, because at that moment the bulky conference table started to heave, and Jack couldn’t help laughing … This is one fucked-up séance, kids! … Three hundred pounds of solid oak tilted and flipped sideways, trapping Morin and one of the clones, who’d tried to get at Vidrine and the Jaffa ... Way to go, Teal’c! Now grab the jerk’s gun … Another clone cautiously began to creep around the upturned table and into a position where he could draw a bead on Vidrine and the Jaffa.
“Teal’c, watch - …”
A shot drilled across the room, way off target, but still close enough to make the man jump back into cover, together with his colleagues. What the …?
“P-put your guns down!” Sergeant Harriman stood by the staircase, specs half steamed-up with excitement. “Put them down!”
Brave but dumb, Walter! Brave but dumb … Even from the corner where Jack lay, he could see the Sergeant’s hands shake, sweaty fingers slipping on the grip of the rifle. Caruthers swore and leapt out into the open. This round didn’t miss. It grazed Harriman’s head, and the Sergeant yelped and hit the deck, just as the door swung open and catapulted DeVere over an upturned chair … What kept you, kids? …People piling into the room, instant chaos, shots, yells, the odd scream, running footsteps, a dark shape. Dark shape scurrying towards Jack …
Suddenly, the battle in the briefing room shrunk to a personal dimension he’d never anticipated. He hadn’t thought he’d warrant that much interest anymore, but General DeVere apparently had decided to eliminate at least one of his problems. Jack O’Neill watched the man scuttle towards him, watched DeVere kneel on his chest, relentlessly squeezing the air from his lungs. No chance of breathing in against that weight and, anyway, he couldn’t tell whether his body was even trying to. Stupid way to go … Takes forever … Then again, who’s arguing? … Through the din in the room he listened to his own heartbeat hammering madly to compensate for the lack of oxygen. Curious all of a sudden, he looked up.
“Why can’t you just give up, you son of a bitch?!” DeVere hissed, his stare focussed on Jack like an Olympic sprinter focussed on the finishing line. “They should have killed you months ago!”
Colonel O’Neill couldn’t have agreed more. DeVere had weird eyes. Pale amber irises. Pale blond lashes. Pale everything. Pale dead eyes. Dead. Funny … Damn … Can’t laugh if you can’t breathe … Pale. Amber. Dead. Glassy … Glassy or classy? … No. Glassy … A scarlet spray exploded above Jack.
Shouts and the gunshot report tore through the fog in his brain. DeVere’s faceless corpse slumped away, and there were hands clutching his shoulders, raising him, shaking him.
“Breathe, Colonel! That’s an order!
Breathe!”
No, sir! Don’t wanna … When he heard the sob, he knew it was his, knew that his body was doing its own thing, and that there was precious little he could change about that. He was breathing alright … Whatever happened to ‘third time lucky’? … Vidrine kept shaking him, until Fraiser popped out of the carpet like a mushroom and put a stop to it.
“Colonel? Colonel O’Neill? Can you hear me?”
“Go …” he wheezed. “Take care of Harriman … Got himself shot …”
The Sergeant’s face slipped into view, a trail of blood snaking down his temple and cheek, lending him a surprisingly rakish look. “I’m okay, sir! Just a nick …”
“O’Neill? Will you permit me?” Teal’c.
Jack nodded slightly and felt himself lifted, glad to leave at least the floor behind.
“There are some people who wish to see you, O’Neill”, the Jaffa informed him gravely and turned around.
Caruthers and his men, Valdane, and Morin had been rounded up in a corner, guarded at gunpoint by Major Griff and some seriously pissed-off Marines, whose snazzy leisure wear indicated that they’d just been sprung from the infirmary. Graham Simmons was there, Siler and a bunch of his technicians, Connor and SG-11, at least a dozen others. Proudly, solemnly, one by one, they came to attention, saluted. Saluted him. In among them Daniel and Carter ... Only borrowed …
“I thought I said ‘three people’, Carter ...” Jack’s voice sounded choked. “That’s a friggin’ army!”
“Sorry, sir. Word … uh … kinda got out …”
From somewhere behind Jack came Vidrine’s unruffled tones. “See, Colonel, that’s why I thought it was a good idea ...”
Doc Fraiser cut off any further philosophical observations. “I want all injured personnel in the infirmary, stat. This specifically includes SG-3, Sergeant Harriman, and you, Dr Jackson!” Much more softly, she added, “Teal’c? Please bring Colonel O’Neill. Right away!”
For the first time he could recall, Jack was relieved at the prospect. Besides, there was nothing left to do.
* * * * *
“… it’s okay, Nurse. I’ve finished here.”
Janet straightened up, furtively massaging her back. Just three o’clock in the afternoon, but this day had been going on forever already, and there weren’t any more tests she could think of. She was finished, alright. Nothing left to do. Nothing for any doctor to do.
She knew it, he knew it. He looked fragile, defenceless, remote. The anger that had always been there was gone, and it seemed like the disaster with the sarcophagus had achieved what she’d been trying to achieve from the outset. No more false hopes. No more hopes at all. Some victory …
“Ma’am?” The nurse was hovering.
“Sorry ...” Fraiser pulled herself together and smiled at the Colonel. “Nurse Wyman’s gonna get you settled now, sir, so I’ll leave you two to it and get on with my paperwork. I’ll check up on you this evening.”
“Fine.”
Sure it was. Everything was ‘fine’. Absolutely everything … Janet denied herself a sigh, closed the curtains around the bed, and headed for her office. Time to update her notes and go over the test results. For all the good that would do … At least it provided a perfect excuse for poisoning herself with a pint of coffee that had been steeping away in the machine since the Dark Ages. It probably had solidified into radioactive sludge by now …
An hour later her mouth tasted as though a very unwashed, small furry animal had died in there, and the coffee machine was empty. The cold unappetising dregs sloshed around in the mug she kept turning in her fingers without being aware of it. This whole business just didn’t add up … Janet vehemently set down the mug, splashing some of its contents on the desk, drew a hand over the spillage and wiped her palm on the lab coat. She’d need a fresh one anyway … Then she rummaged through the case file again and finally unearthed what she’d been looking for. A practised kick of the legs sent her and the swivel chair scooting over to the x-ray screens.
According to the test results, Colonel O’Neill was just about as healthy as the sarcophagus could make him, and therein lay the crux. The chest x-rays confirmed the diagnosis of Vidrine’s medics: his lungs were clean as a whistle. Barring the scars on his feet, any lasting damage from that hellish bastinado had vanished. So had any and all evidence of fractures. On top of that, he’d coped astonishingly well with twelve hours of relentless upheaval. His BP had remained far below what she’d expected. In fact, it was normal. Normal for a fit man his age. The one thing that was wildly off were his reflexes. If she didn’t know better, she’d say it was spinal shock, which of course - … A hesitant knock scattered Dr Fraiser’s thoughts.
“Hi … Mind if I come in?”
“Feel free. Grab a seat …” She watched as Sam curled up in a spare chair, a distant reminder of a similar visit a few weeks ago. “How’re you doing?”
“Fine.”
Janet all but groaned. “Sam? Do me a favour, will you?”
“Name it.”
“Spare me your Jack O’Neill impression. The real item is plenty, I assure you.”
“That good, hunh?” Sam gave a tired grin.
“No worse than usual …”
“Uhunh …” The Major’s gaze had settled on the mug, and she picked it up with a revolted grimace. “You drink that?”
“Purely for medicinal purposes.” Janet rose, retrieved her mug and put it in the sink for decontamination. “You look beat. What’s been going on down there? And who’s running the show?”
“General Vidrine is. He’ll be in command until General Hammond comes back. Otherwise it’s pretty much what you’d imagine ...” Sam shrugged. “Caruthers and his boys got locked up, and the Drakallans were confined to their quarters under guard, while Vidrine and SecDef had a little heart-to-heart. Then Teal’c and I got called in to rehash the entire story ad nauseam. SecDef’ll want to talk to Daniel and Colonel O’Neill, too, I suppose, and he’s already phoned Johns Hopkins to find out when he can interview Hammond …”
“And then?”
Another shrug. “A very, very closed hearing in Washington, I guess. Once all the evidence has been sifted, which’ll probably take months. Carlisle’s still on the run, but they’re hoping to catch him before long. Apparently, he was headed for Brazil, and I can’t see anyone being fussed about extradition policies once they’ve tracked him down …”
“So what about the worthy Governors?” The doctor knew the likely answer and called herself a fool for even asking.
“They just got shipped back, minus their treaty. Vidrine let me do the honours. You have no idea how close I got to sending them someplace nice with a sulphur-dioxide atmosphere ... Come to think of it, Teal’c may have mentioned the possibility. Valdane looked a bit freaked when he walked through the ‘gate…” Her grin flashed up for a second and fizzled out. “In real terms, he probably just resents the fact that they’re going home with enough egg on their faces to keep the whole planet in Foo-Yung for the next couple of decades …”
Janet mustered a smile. “Well, look at it this way: it’s the last we’ll ever see of them.”
“Oh sure … Governors gone, problem solved. Ala kazaam poof! They’re going straight back to their cosy little lives, Janet! In all of this there’s only one person who’s not gonna go anywhere ever - …” She cut herself off. “How is he?”
Yeah ... That was precisely the kind of question Dr Fraiser dreaded. She pushed herself off the sink where she’d been leaning, wandered back to her chair, and sat down. “I don’t know, Sam”, she admitted at last.
“Excuse me?!”
“I said ‘I don’t know’, okay?!” the doctor snapped irritably. “It doesn’t compute. None of it does … Look, I’ll show you something.” She propelled the chair in front of her work station and, with a few keystrokes, called up a scanner image. “That’s today’s MRI. Perfectly intact spinal cord. The Colonel’s cervical spine x-rays confirm it.”
Sam’s face became unreadable. “Janet, we already know that the sarcophagus functioned just dandy and that, for whatever reason, it obviously means squat in this case. ”
“I’m aware of that, believe me …” Grunting with frustration, Fraiser pinched the bridge of her nose. Home remedy for headache, guaranteed to fail … Shouldn’t have had the sludge … “Sam, I’d like you to tell me exactly what happened when Colonel O’Neill had that seizure in the sarcophagus. As much detail as you can recall.”
“What on earth for?”
“Just humour me, would you?”
“Okay …”
The account was thorough and comprehensive, and Janet only interrupted occasionally to clarify a point. When Sam fell silent at last, the doctor muttered, “I’ll be damned …”
“And? Did that satisfy your curiosity?”
“Yes and no …” Dr Fraiser leapt to her feet and began pacing. “But maybe I was wrong …”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” When she got no reply, Major Carter put a foot on the ground and pushed her chair into the doctor’s path. “Janet?! Talk to me!”
Janet came to a halt and looked at her friend. “It means that you’ve just described a grand mal seizure to me. With commendable accuracy, by the way.”
“So?”
“A grand mal is triggered in the brain.”
“Sorry, Janet, I still don’t follow.”
“If it’s triggered in the brain, the Colonel couldn’t possibly have started seizing unless the lines were back up, so to speak.”
“So, if I understand you correctly, you’re saying …?”
“That this might signal an improvement. That’s exactly what - …”
“I gotta go.” Without another word, Sam unfurled herself from the chair and headed for the door.
The doctor was so perplexed that Major Carter had practically left the room by the time she reacted. “Sam? … Sam, listen to - …”
Poised on the threshold, Sam recited a litany to the corridor. “SecDef wants me to fly to Washington with him tonight and help liaise with the Russian government to get them to shut down Kuryagin. I suppose I’d better go home, have a shower and pack. Don’t know how long I’ll be away …”
“Bullshit! Don’t give me that crock! I know you too well.” Janet’s outburst was greeted by a moment of stifling silence. Leave or talk, it could go either way. More gently, she asked, “What happened just now?”
When Sam finally spoke, it sounded like she was delivering a briefing. “Do what you have to do.” Fists balled tightly, as though relaxing that grip would mean losing the grip on herself, she spun around to face her friend. “Do whatever you think is necessary. Just don’t expect me to hang about and applaud while he’s being shown another fool’s paradise.”
Yep. Up until a few minutes ago, Dr Fraiser would have agreed unreservedly. But it had been the account of that seizure, more than anything, that suddenly made her doubt the wisdom of giving up just yet. “You’re a scientist, Sam. You know I’ll have to look into this.”
It was the one argument Dr Samantha Carter couldn’t refute logically, but logic seemed to have flown out the window some time ago. “Please leave it, Janet ... It didn’t work. End of story. For his sake, please, please leave it.”
Momentarily, Janet wavered, then steeled herself ... Why should it be so important to get Sam Carter’s blessing? … There were certain things the physician in her couldn’t ignore, and this was one of them. “Sam, you have to trust me”, she said at last. “I promise you I won’t mention a word to Colonel O’Neill or anyone else until I’m absolutely certain. Deal?”
No straight answer. No resolution, no absolution. “As I said … whatever. Just don’t hurt him anymore. He’s ... He’s been hurt enough …” Abruptly, Sam turned and walked away.
* * * * *
Eleven days later, Major Samantha Carter, USAF, literally stumbled off a transport plane that had just landed at Peterson AFB. She was too tired to care which planet she was on or which way was up, for that matter. Which year was it, anyway? Felt like a Monday, about a decade from now … Somebody was trying to snatch her duffle bag, and she hung on to it ferociously.
“Ma’am?” squeaked an airman. His expression betrayed that he was mentally scrolling through the regs to determine whether there was a subsection on how to handle disturbed officers.
“What?”
“Your bag, ma’am.”
“Oh …” Wake up, Carter! … She handed over the bag. “Thank you, Airman.”
“Your car’s this way, ma’am. I’ll be driving you.”
This had to be part of the No hard feelings, hunh? campaign Washington must have devised, but Sam had no intention of doing the morally superior thing and taking a cab. Everybody had their price. At this moment in time, a chauffeured ride was hers … And the Defence Department’s frenzied and probably short-lived exercise in encouraging mass amnesia had had at least one palpable benefit. According to a phone call from Daniel, Colonel O’Neill had got his house back, plus a whole lot of other stuff besides, and finally was at home. Which left the very sore point of the cabin … Maybe they’d get that back for him, too. Somehow … Sure. Pigs could fly! Why not promise the buyer a mansion in Beverly Hills? Except, they didn’t have the buyer’s name, and the insurance was stone-walling …
“Ma’am?” The airman held the car door open for her. Nice.
Sam crawled onto the rear seat. Much as she relished the prospect of being able to unwind for the first time in God only knew how long, she resisted the urge just to stretch out. Soon ... An endless soak in the tub, maybe a glass of wine, and then, if she felt brave enough after that, a woefully overdue call and apology to Janet Fraiser … Behind her she heard the trunk lid slam, and the airman climbed into the car.
“Where can I take you, ma’am?”
She gave him the first address that popped into her head.
“Oh yeah … I know where that is. Nice area of town.” Her escort grinned into the rear mirror. “Have you lived there long, ma’am?”
Holy Hannah! If she wanted smalltalk, she’d get a haircut … or a cab! … “I don’t live there.”
He took the hint. Presumably, her tone hadn’t left any room for doubt. Sam shut her eyes and sank back … It was over. For the time being, anyway. The Investigation Committee, a handpicked foursome of government officials and high-ranking military, had announced a tentative date for the hearing, sometime in March. Between now and then, she looked set to do some more travelling ...
The Russians had played ball in the end. The Siberian base had been taken and secured four days ago, and any remaining American operatives, including Sam’s friend, the photographer, had been extradited to the United States. However, in return for their speedy cooperation, the Russian government had asked a price: Major Carter was to assist Dr Markov in the analysis of the alien technology Kuryagin and his men had stolen. Whereupon the Committee had screamed blue murder. Then they’d demanded the surrender of all such technology … at this notion the Russian emissary, predictably, had burst into peals of girlish laughter … and then they’d stipulated that Major Carter be given access to the base mainframe, in order to delete any ‘gate addresses demonstrably procured from the American stargate programme. After going through the preordained motions, from denial to outrage to coyness, the Russians had agreed, which only proved that copies of those addresses were stashed away in some top-secret vault in the Kremlin. The whole process had lasted the better part of a week and was called diplomacy.
In between it all, she’d barely been able to eke out a few hours to go and visit General Hammond in hospital, and the rest of her stay in Washington had been swallowed up by interminable debriefings, regurgitating the same old awful facts so often that, at the end of each day and through a haze of leaden fatigue, they’d appeared more and more fictitious. But no amount of fatigue could mitigate the one consequence that remained obstinately, cruelly real …
“’scuse me, ma’am?”
Major Carter cracked one eye open. It probably didn’t warrant two … “Yes?”
“I think I must have taken a wrong turn …” Her driver looked sheepish. “Sorry, ma’am. Which way?”
“Oh …” She hoisted herself up to take a glimpse out the window and at a busy strip mall. Hassled moms with bawling kids in tow, buying dinner; a bunch of teens with fake IDs hitting the liquor store to stock up for a party; a scruffy, middle-aged mountain of testosterone hauling a humungous bag towards the Laundromat, where he’d spend the evening chatting up girls; a blue-rinsed, wizened lady, muttering to herself, dragging a mangy, overfed schnauzer along for walkies, and getting a pint of milk while she was at it … Normal, safe, and unremarkable. And none of the people out there would ever know or thank the man who’d protected their safe, unremarkable normalcy and, in the course of doing so, had had his own perception of ‘normal’ altered beyond recognition or remedy …
“Ma’am?”
Oh yes … They were idling at a red light, and Sam searched for a street sign. “Okay … Take a left here, left again at the next set of lights. We’ll have to double back a bit. When you get to the top of the hill, turn right.”
“Thanks, ma’am.” Putting the car in gear, the airman drove on as directed and in due course enquired, “Which house number, ma’am?”
“1124.”
The clapped-out brown Chevy in the driveway indicated that Daniel was there, possibly Teal’c as well. Sam allowed herself a tiny flutter of relief. So at least he hadn’t retreated back into his self-imposed exile. Of course, there were ways of shutting oneself off, and then there were ways of shutting oneself off. Jack O’Neill knew them all and had invented half of them. In other words, Daniel’s old banger being parked outside might mean precisely nothing …
“We’re here, Ma’am.” They went through the exact reverse of the routine at Peterson. Then the car sped off.
Sam slowly crossed the street, clutching her duffle bag, gazing up at the Colonel’s perch on the roof. Someone, probably Daniel, had put his telescope back up there, and this sad little memorial to hope froze her in her tracks.
* * * * *
The slender bare foot all but disappeared in the Jaffa’s hands. Dozens and dozens of thin white lines crisscrossed its sole. The horrendous bleeding mess Daniel remembered only too well had healed to a dense, delicate latticework of scars. Teal’c held the ankle and gently rotated the foot, bending it, resisting the pull of tendons used to having their own way, stretching the calf, completing the circle. Rotated it again, counter-clockwise this time. Then he bent the knee, pushing the leg up against Jack’s chest, releasing the pressure, easing the limb into a turnout, bringing it back, extending it. Right leg. Left leg. Right leg again. Never deviating a millimetre from the instructions the physiotherapist, a crisp, cheerful brunette, had given them.
According to her, the routine wasn’t dissimilar to the treatment of babies born with cerebral palsy. The added bonus for the babies was that their peripheral nervous system could learn functions the brain didn’t fulfil anymore. In adults this didn’t work. ‘Still, if you keep at it, it’ll reduce the spasticity’, the physiotherapist had said. ‘Eventually …’ Eventually being the operative word. She only came five times a week, and the exercises needed to be carried out twice a day. Over to Teal’c and Dr Jackson. Or just Teal’c, rather …
Daniel fretted a frayed thread of gauze, worked loose from the bandage around his arm. The gash was closing, so was the half-done sushi on his side, and it itched. He’d abandoned any thought of frivolously straining sutures ever since Dr Fraiser had mentioned the words ‘colonic irrigation’ and ‘Tabasco sauce’ in the same sentence. So, Teal’c was in charge of the exercises.
If nothing else, the slow, repetitive movements were soothingly hypnotic, but Daniel doubted whether Jack saw it that way. He suffered whatever they decided to do with him, whenever they decided to do it, and Dr Jackson couldn’t shake the suspicion that he was humouring them. Jack ate when he was supposed to, slept when he was supposed to, smiled when he was supposed to. All to keep the kids happy. Inside he was dying or already dead and genuinely thought that noone else had noticed.
Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow
Creeps in this petty pace from day to
day,
To the last syllable of recorded
time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted
fools
The way to dusty death …
A friend from Daniel’s student days, afflicted with more self-pity than true insight, had called Macbeth’s lines ‘the most poignant description of human despair’. The guy had had no idea what the hell he was talking about, but in a rare bout of beginner’s luck he’d nonetheless managed to hit the nail on the head. Soul-destroying stagnation … ‘to the last syllable of recorded time’. Nothing to be done, nothing to be righted, nothing to be healed.
The only one impervious to it was Janet Fraiser who turned up on daily basis and checked reflexes and muscle tone with a persistence that, as far as Dr Jackson was concerned, bordered on the pathological. No amount of wishful thinking could change facts. Occasionally, Daniel caught himself believing the opposite, but Jack’s silent refusal to live provided the reality check to end all reality checks.
They’d tried to bring him out of it, get him to let go. After running through every trick in the book, which was a wasted effort because Jack had written the book and saw them coming from a mile off, Daniel had had another idea. And this one had at last sparked a flicker of excitement in Jack …
Teal’c was still panting from an
extraordinary climb, but chances were he’d survive. The night was perfect, cool
and clear and moonless. Eleven o’clock had passed, most of the neighbours were
sound asleep by now, and apart from the odd drowsy squirrel, there was noone
else around to watch. Which had been Jack’s main concern.
Dr Jackson knelt on the wooden deck
of the small roof terrace, his back pushed against the banister, Colonel
O’Neill in front of him, steadied against Daniel’s chest. It took a fair amount
of fiddling to get the telescope focussed right for Jack and then pointed in
the direction of where he wanted to look. On a good day, Daniel’s grasp of
astronomy was just about sufficient to identify the Big Dipper. Finding the
Doo-Dah Nebula in the What’s-It Constellation just wasn’t his thing.
“How about this, Jack?” It came out
as a grunt, because the posture required to adjust a telescope whilst keeping
one Colonel upright was worthy of a first-class contortionist.
“East a bit … I said east!”
“Sorry … Like this?”
“It’s still west, but it’ll do”, he
grumbled. “Leave it … I really don’t wanna peep into Mrs Clutterbuck’s bedroom
…” And this, for once, was pure, unadulterated Jack. Mrs Clutterbuck’s real
name was Miller. Why he called her Mrs Clutterbuck was anybody’s guess …
Daniel chuckled softly.
“Shh … You’re wobbling …” Jack
sounded preoccupied, almost dreamy.
Ah Jack, my boy! We’ve finally
discovered something you still care about, hunh? In General Hammond’s immortal
words: Yeeeee-Haw! … It was a phenomenon Daniel had never quite been able to
figure out. He liked a good nighttime sky as much as the next person. Stars were
pretty. For Jack it was different. Whatever it was he saw up there, he’d lose
himself in it completely. And those were the only times when Jack O’Neill’s
restlessness turned to calm. For a while he’d be at peace, even with himself.
Daniel could sense it now, his
friend’s head gaining a minute fraction of weight that signalled relaxation. He
looked up at Teal’c who stood across the deck, nearly smiling, nodding in quiet
acknowledgement of a tiny miracle. They’d done it. They’d really and truly done
it. There was no telling how long it would last, but right now Jack had
forgotten.
It had lasted precisely four minutes and fifty-eight seconds. Daniel still didn’t know what had thrown Jack … Something as mundane as wanting to shift the focus on the telescope and finding that the screw, six inches from his hand, might as well have been in Kalamazoo; or something as crushing as the realisation that he’d lost those stars, that he’d never go out there again … ‘Nothing left to do’, he’d whispered, and wasn’t that the whole godawful truth? In their infinite wisdom they’d shown him what he least needed to see … Jack’s shoulders had become stiff as a board, and he’d turned his head away, gasping, stubbornly refusing to cry. Daniel had held him, rocking him gently, all too aware that no amount of friendship would help.
Since then, zip, nada. Jack doggedly continued to play the charade he insisted on playing, and he wouldn’t let go. Last night, apropos of Dr Jackson’s desperately confident claims that eventually Jack would have to, Teal’c had roundly precluded it. Indeed, O’Neill would not. The Jaffa hadn’t given any reasons for his conviction, and as long as Daniel wasn’t presented with an explanation, he’d choose to disagree, from common sense, if nothing else. One of these days Jack had to talk, scream, rage, whatever. It simply wasn’t humanly possibly to carry on like this … Not in Daniel Jackson’s experience, anyway.
Teal’c was just about finished now, working on Jack’s arms, massaging his hands. The first time Daniel had watched, he’d nearly jumped when he’d seen Jack’s fingers curl ever so slightly in response. Then he’d reminded himself that he merely was witnessing the mechanics of anatomy ... Jack looked weary, eyes half hooded and hazy. It always happened, and you never knew whether it was the therapy that wore him out, or whether he resented this fixation on his body so much that he needed to escape. Either way, it sent him to sleep, and they’d adopted the habit of leaving the second round of exercises for last thing at night.
“Jack?”
“Hm?”
“Listen, Teal’c and I can’t stay tonight.”
“That’s okay.”
The hell it is! You hate being alone! Come on, say it, Jack! It’s not that hard … Daniel sighed. “General Vidrine’s temporarily assigned us to SG-3. They’re still two people short … We’re due to ‘gate out to P9M 202 in three hours.”
“Oh … Good for you …” A normal reaction at last. Jealousy, burning, stinging jealousy, lowered Jack’s voice to a gruff rasp. A strained little grimace, then he controlled it, slipped back into the make-believe as though he’d never lost it. “What’s Vidrine think he’s doing anyway, assigning you to the Marines? Griff’s gonna have you two for breakfast ... How come Doc Fraiser declared you fit for duty, Daniel?”
“She figures I’ll be fine, as long as I don’t do anything stupid.” Daniel shrugged.
“And what makes her think you’ll suddenly change the habit of a lifetime? … Teal’c, see that he doesn’t get himself into trouble!”
The Jaffa carefully placed Jack’s hand back on the bed. “I shall endeavour my utmost, O’Neill.”
“How long will you be gone for?”
“Two days, possibly three …” replied Dr Jackson with a lopsided grin. “I’ll see if I can speed things up a little …”
“Don’t be an ass, Danny! You’re there to do your job, not to speed things up!” A long, slow breath, and Jack’s tone softened. “You wouldn’t know where to start on the speeding-up part, anyway … Not if you find some nice, juicy rocks along the way …”
“Artefacts, Jack. They’re called ar-te-facts … Look, Janet’s gonna pop round to see you tomorrow morning, and the caregiver’s here, puttering about somewhere. If you need anything, you know the drill.”
“I’ll be fine.” Which was to say that Jack knew the drill but had no intention of following it. The only reason why he tolerated the caregiver, a timid, obsequious young man, near him was that his daily routine included certain tasks he’d never permit his friends to carry out.
“We shall return before you have discerned our absence, O’Neill”, Teal’c assured him, botching up idiom, deliberately this time. It fell flat.
“Sure. Now get out of here. You don’t wanna be late … Watch your sixes …”
“We will, Jack ... Promise.”
“Quit promising stuff, Danny …”
* * * * *
Sam stirred a little, blinked with the dull disorientation of someone who’d woken up in a location they hadn’t expected to wake up in. The kind of thing that made you bang your head on unknown obstacles or fall out of bed trying to switch on the light, because the furniture had swapped places while you were asleep, and the lamp wasn’t where you’d last seen it … Wait a minute … The lights were on. Dimmed but on. So scratch the Falling out of bed part … Would have been tricky anyway, because she definitely wasn’t in bed. When you were in bed, your legs didn’t dangle over the armrest of a chair … She blinked again, and her eyes arrested on the bookshelves that lined the wall next to her.
Charles Dickens snuggled up to biographies of J Edgar Hoover, Mahatma Gandhi, and Stephen Sondheim, and an absurdly thick tome on fly-fishing and a bunch of Tin-Tin comics interspersed an otherwise neat row of astronomic charts. Foucault’s Pendulum rubbed shoulders with Kurt Vonnegut, although that combination might be less unlikely than it appeared at first glance. Ditto on Dante and A Brief History of Time ... A wildly eclectic collection, and one that perfectly reflected its owner. Who probably wasn’t thrilled to have been ‘outed’ like this, after assiduously devoting years of blank looks to the ruse of borderline idiocy … Not that any of them had ever bought the blank looks in the first place. Apart from anything else, you didn’t earn those eagles by sporting the IQ of an exceptionally dense gourd …
Eagles … So, you’re in Colonel O’Neill’s bedroom, Major, and it’s what …? 0130 hours … Much as I might otherwise think this is nice … How the heck had she ended up here? Last thing she recalled was being driven back from Peterson …
“Carter? … How the heck did you end up here?”
The wickerwork of the chair gave a croak of protest. Sam couldn’t fall out of bed, but she nearly tilted from the seat. He hadn’t sounded annoyed, just faintly curious, as though he’d been watching her for some time, asking himself that question. Which probably was what had woken her. Being watched …
“Sorry, sir … Guess I fell asleep …”
“Ya think?”
“Uh … Daniel and Teal’c let me in. I got here just as they were leaving …”
That’s right … Daniel and Teal’c had found her standing in the street, staring at that telescope, wanting to scream … They’d shooed her inside the house, introduced her to a timid, obsequious young man, given her the Reader’s Digest version of what had happened while she’d been away. Going by that, she dreaded to hear the full tale. Then they’d had to run. Sam had crept upstairs and found the Colonel asleep, decided to sit with him for while, in case he woke, and later take a cab home. She must have dropped off the moment she sat down …
“A lady caller at this hour of the night …” He gave a sardonic sneer. “Didn’t think anybody’d volunteer these days. Mission of mercy, is it? … But now that you’re here, you might as well make yourself useful. I’m thirsty. Could I … please … have a glass of water?”
“Sure.” She rose, poured a drink of water, doing her damndest to pretend she hadn’t recognised the breathtaking bitterness in his words. “There’s no straw, sir … I’ll run downstairs to - ...”
“Don’t … Come on, I won’t bite … I’m sorry, Sam. I … I didn’t mean ...”
No, he hadn’t. He’d meant to hurt himself, to punish himself for the outrageous fallibility of his body he couldn’t forget, convinced that noone else could ever be able to see past it either … She threaded an arm under his neck, raised his head, let him drink. “More?”
“No … no, that’s enough …” Dark lashes feathering into dark smudges under his eyes, the planes of his face angled sharply, lines of weariness set to remain ... He looked exhausted, infinitely tired, dragged to the abyss and dropped.
“Try and go back to sleep, sir”, she murmured, smoothing down an enterprising tuft of grey hair, grinning when it sprang back up. Typical … “I’m gonna call myself a cab and go home.”
He shook his head. “Don’t go … Please. Please, stay … sleep here …”
Like a child afraid of the dark. She almost offered to leave the lights on, but that wouldn’t help, would it? This was a different kind of darkness altogether … And why shouldn’t she stay? Non-frat rules? Well, that hardly was an issue anymore, was it? And even if it were, so what? … Keeping the demons at bay was more important now.
“Hang on …” Sam slipped off her shoes and socks and stretched out next to him. “Behave yourself, sir.”
“How many times do I have to tell you, Carter? It’s my sidearm!”
“Shh …” The giggle rose almost against her will … No giggling, Captain, please … She waited for his head to nestle against her shoulder, held him, reached for his hand and pulled it across his chest, lifeless fingers warm in hers. “Okay, sir?”
“Major, considering the circumstances and our current position, do you think you could call me by my name?”
“I’ll take that under advisement, Colonel.” It prompted an impatient huff that made her smile. “Okay, Jack?”
“’kay …” he whispered. “Thanks …”
Slowly, carefully, she began caressing his face, drawing gentle little circles across his cheekbone, along his temple and forehead. Comforting a frightened, hurting child, letting him know she was there in the most basic way of all … I’m scared, Carter. I’m scared … What else was she to do? Apply a poultice made up of one quarter rationality and three quarters of Buck up, flyboy! with a pinch of mindless optimism? Sam didn’t think so.
Without warning he began to shiver, arms and legs erupting in tremors. This couldn’t be … What if Janet was right? … Dammit, Carter, don’t you start! He doesn’t need that ... Besides, it could be. She’d read all about it, made it her business to know. Clonuses. Involuntary spasms. Happened all the time …
He’d noticed as well. A groan, stifled by the futile effort of preventing his body from going berserk, then, “Sorry …”
“It’s alright …” The fuck it is, Carter! … She held him tighter, as though that would make a difference. “Let go, sir. Let go …”
“No!” Snapping it off, voice taut as a bowstring with anger and fear. “No … Just makes it worse …”
Dumb thing to say! So dumb! Teal’c had warned her … In a sickening flash of memory, Sam understood … the challenge lies in puncturing that estimable self-possession of yours … Try and fumble for any kind of relief, and the pain gets worse, because you’re losing control and don’t deserve mercy. The ultimate lesson in punishment. And the Colonel had learnt it, fast and furious, because he’d always had a predisposition for it anyway ... If it hurts, tuck it away, don’t talk about it, don’t show it, hole up somewhere, quiet and alone … She wondered if he even realised that he was back in that room, doing to himself exactly what the Scientist had hoped he’d do.
“Tell me … tell me about Washington”, he ground out, teeth clenched to stop them from chattering. “How’s Hammond?”
“The General’s doing great. Sitting in bed, being cranky, with a cast that looks like something belonging in the Guggenheim. He asked about you, sends his regards …The doctors are talking about shipping him back in three weeks’ time, and I get a feeling that it isn’t a day too soon for them.”
“I’m glad …” A crooked smile, dying when another spasm shook him. “Tell me … about Washington.”
“Washington is our nation’s capital, conveniently situated on the Potomac River - …”
“Carter …!”
Good. That had almost been a chuckle … Now let’s see if we can talk you to sleep, sir … Resting her head against his, she launched into an unlikely bedtime story of pseudo-naïve diplomats, disbelieving government officials, political chicanery and all-round ass-covering in high marble rooms with large tables and tall stacks of documents, endless cups of coffee, endless interviews, endless, endless everything, and no happily ever-after for the pigheaded prince who’d blown it all wide open by being his usual stubborn self. Sam gradually felt him relax. The trembling eased, and by the halfway mark he was asleep.
“Stay tuned for part two after these messages from our sponsors …” she muttered, cautiously shifting his head into a more comfortable position and lacing her fingers with his. Seconds later she dozed off herself.
When she jerked awake four hours later, grey, rainy dawn seeped through the window, mingling awkwardly with the peach glow from the bedside lamp. Something was wrong, and it wasn’t the fact that her shoulder ached abominably … Ragged, rattling breaths … Something was very wrong … She raised her head, wincing as five separate muscle groups eloquently conveyed their disapproval.
He still lay cradled in her arm, motionless, eyes closed, his face waxen and glazed with sweat. For one hideous, panicked moment she thought he’d died, then she heard another gasp, raw and scared and helpless.
“Sir?” Sam tried to pull out her right arm from under him, but it was numb from his weight, and her left hand seemed glued into place. She couldn’t move it. Couldn’t - … “Oh Janet”, she mumbled incongruously. “Oh God, Janet …”
Long, slender fingers firmly curled around hers, hanging on with all he had, which wasn’t very much, but it was enough, everything, the whole world … and Dr Janet Fraiser had been right.
“Sir! Talk to me!” Her voice sounding funny, watery.
“Carter please …” He was looking at her now, with the haunted, clouded eyes of someone fully convinced that he’d lost his mind. Utter incomprehension, utter pain. “Please make it go away it’s not real please it’s not real …” The same words, repeated over and over again.
“Stop it! Stop it, Colonel!” Virtually shouting at him, Sam freed her hand, fleetingly noticed his fingers grasping after hers … Oh it’s real, sir! Absolutely real … But telling him wouldn’t do the trick. She sat up, hauled him with her, wrapped him in a hug, as close as she could. A shoulder blade sharp under her fingertips, ribs standing out like the rungs of a miniature ladder … He was so thin, so thin … One hand sliding down his back, sensing muscles tense in response to her touch. Absolutely real … “Feel this, sir? Can you feel this?”
A small, insecure nod at her neck, hair softly tickling her skin, a shudder of relief or gratitude or just plain shock. Hesitantly, clumsily, and wholly without coordination yet, he struggled to loop his arms around her, clinging on desperately when he got there at last. He sat huddled against her for what seemed like an eternity, fingers moving uncertainly, stunned by that fundamentally commonplace thing called sensation. Then, with shattering violence, he fell apart. Still quiet, still fighting to stay in control, but finally beaten by three months of hell, complete with compound interest for denying it so long. Three months of trying to pull the other way, and, like in a tug o’ war, the other side had unexpectedly released the rope and he’d toppled out of balance. If dying by inches had been torture, coming back to life was worse. Nothing to be done but ride it out, keep him safe, let him cry.
An hour later, Dr Fraiser arrived for her early morning visit, took one look, and knew. “Told you”, she said, grinning contentedly.
* * * * *
He still didn’t remember too clearly what had happened that morning. Wasn’t sure he wanted to remember, because that might rouse the fear that lay patiently coiled, waiting for the right moment to pounce. Presumably, they’d all expected him to whoop with joy and exude more syrupy feel-good vibes than Lassie and little Timmy rolled into one. Experience showed that reality was a lot more volatile and precarious than that. He’d got what he’d barely dared to dream of, but the price had yet to be named. And what if he couldn’t pay? … Doc Fraiser had tried to explain it, theorising about how his brain had needed time to relearn how to deal with sensory input. No such thing as riding a bike. That was the simple, clear-cut version. The safe version …
He did remember waking up, feeling Carter next to him, certain that he’d finally gone and done it, that his ceaseless imaginings of a world that could be touched had sent him over the edge ... until she’d shouted at him to cut the crap. And he sure as hell did remember soaking Carter’s shirt, face buried in the hollow of her shoulder, shaking so hard she could barely hold on to him. At least that reaction had had a familiar bitter flavour to it, as in coming home from Iraq and one fine day, after almost a year of frozen denial, dissolving into hysteria at the realisation that life would just go on and go on normally.
And then the Doc had turned up, and Jack O’Neill had been whisked away to the infirmary … the infirmary, not the hospital, because a quad’s spontaneous recovery was guaranteed to raise all the wrong eyebrows … to be dropped in amongst a squadron of top-secret cleared ‘ologists’. Neurologists, pathologists, urologists … yeah, them, too, just to triple-check that he could swap the catheter for the ever-popular pee bottle. As though he didn’t hate the damn thing nearly as much. Fraiser had said that, as long as he didn’t walk, this would be it. Walk? … What did she know?
Yesterday, in a bout of defiance, he’d contrived to wheel himself down to the gents … wheeling was easy, once your hands managed to lock on to the grip rails … only to strike out when it came to heaving himself from the chair onto the throne, as it were. He’d had neither the strength nor the dexterity, and by the time he finally admitted that this wasn’t going to work, the muscles in his arms had been fluttering with fatigue. That was just before they folded completely and he ended up flat on his ass between porcelain bowl and wheelchair, whimpering in fear, terrified of having hurt himself, terrified of it all starting again. Thankfully, he’d got over the whimpering stage before they found him. Doc Fraiser had called him a goddamn idiot, and for once he’d been inclined to agree …
“Uhm … No. Try again, Colonel.”
The chirpy voice forced his mind back to the task at hand. It belonged to another - … No, she wasn’t an ‘ologist’, she was a plain ‘ist’. Over the past couple of weeks he’d met plenty of those, too, prodding and poking and making him do stuff, 24/7. This ‘ist’ was an occupational therapist, or some such thing. Her idea of a rewarding morning consisted of watching him fail the challenge of sticking small geometric wooden shapes into a box with small geometric holes. Point of the exercise being to hone his fine-motoric skills and hand-eye coordination, so that one day soon he’d be able to use knife and fork without mutilating himself. Currently he was restricted to spoons only and made a godawful mess while he was at it. Meal times were a strictly private battle.
The fingers of his right hand seemed to have ballooned into frankfurters and spastically clutched a diminutive square peg. Not for the first time, he got carried away by sensation. Not imagined or dimly recalled, but real, here and now. All the blanks suddenly filled in again, with amazing clarity. Fine-grained wood, polished with sandpaper and painted over. Along the side of the peg paint had dripped, leaving a yellow teardrop. Dry and slick and smooth. Yellow. Yellow felt dry and slick and smooth …
“Sir? … Try again.”
“Oh …” The square peg hovered over a round hole. This, if nothing else, was true to form. “That’s where it’s supposed to go, okay?!” Jack snapped. “Just give me the hammer!”
The occupational health department laughed. “I’d figured that’d be your style, sir, but let’s try it the easy way first. Alright?”
The easy way … Oh yeah … He shifted the peg half an inch to the left, or meant to at least, and overshot. Triangle. Sweet, but not this time. He’d already spent fifteen minutes circling that one ... Dammit, it can’t be that difficult, can it?! … Pent-up frustration turned his grasp to a death grip, and his hand started trembling … Great, Jack! Well done! So, when did you say you were gonna go on the shooting range? And this is your right hand. Just wait till we get to the left … The peg flicked from sweaty fingers, skittered across the table and down to the floor.
“Fuck! … Sorry …”
“You’re pushing too hard, Colonel.” The occupational hazard disappeared, fished the peg from under a chair, and set it among a heap of other pegs. “Relax. Try again.”
Carefully, with fierce concentration, he persuaded his hands to settle down meekly in his lap. “No.”
“Try again, sir.”
“No!” There was a game called ‘Humiliation’, wasn’t there? … “We’ve already determined I can’t do it. What else do you want?”
She took his right hand, slammed it on the table, prised it open, and slapped the peg back in it. “Try! Again!”
“Ow!” Where the hell had Fraiser found her?! WWF? … Still, the roughness was welcome. Something else he could feel … “Which part of ‘no’ is it you don’t get?!”
“Try again, Colonel. You’re not gonna roll out of here unless you do.” Calmly, placidly, arms crossed in front of her chest, with that horrible, patient look that said she had all the time in the world.
“Oh for cryin’ out loud! Wanna see me screw up?! Here! Look!” Spluttering with rage, he tipped the peg from his palm, picked it up, whacked it in the direction of that pesky square hole. “For the umpteenth time: I can’t fucking do it!”
The peg went in.
“Thank you, sir. You’ve just proved my point.” She sat down, gently placed her hand over his. “Quit focussing on the odds of failure, Colonel. Just now, for the first time, you didn’t tell yourself that you had to get that peg in there or else, right?”
Jack nodded dumbly, staring in bafflement at the little yellow square that neatly filled the hole. And just how had he done that?
“It’s okay to get it wrong, sir. Stop pushing yourself like there’s no tomorrow. You’re doing great, anyway ... Look, I normally work with people who’ve suffered a stroke or brain damage. What you’ve accomplished in two weeks would take them two months. There’s always tomorrow, so cut yourself a little slack, okay?”
“Who says there’s tomorrow …?” he murmured more to himself than to the therapist. “Need to control it … If I can’t, I don’t deserve to - …” Without warning she’d leant forward and blown on his face. He blinked, scowled a little. “What?”
“See?” she asked innocently. “You blinked. You can’t control that. Well, you can, but you shouldn’t. It’s there to protect your eyes. Reflex. Same if you touch something hot. Anything hurts, you dodge. Simple. Normal.”
“Oh yeah …?”
Not for him, it wasn’t. He’d learnt differently. Sometimes, if you dodged, there was a whole new line in hurt just around the corner. Better to stay in control and not to fail. Better to stay very still. Better not to try. But he wasn’t gonna tell her that … And who said there was tomorrow? The fear uncoiled a fraction, raised its head, wagged its tail ... Shh … Don’t provoke it. Whatever you do … The dreams had changed. No more running. Instead, numb, barren stillness that left him to wake up in a cold sweat and shaking with panic. And what if one day he didn’t wake up and - …
He shoved it to the back of his mind. “So, you want me to muck about with that purple oval one, too?”
“Purple oval it is, sir … Let’s try your left hand, shall we?”
Crap.
* * * * *
Teal’c stood outside the modest on-base gymnasium, where at this hour access was prohibited for everyone, except O’Neill, the physiotherapist, and Dr Fraiser, should she choose to attend. Lately, and without alerting anyone, the Jaffa had taken to spending the latter half of every afternoon peering through the small glass pane in the door, charting progress or, more pertinently, the lack thereof. It had been the same for a week, and there was no hint that today would prove an exception.
At the centre of the room sat parallel bars, adjusted in height so that they could comfortably serve as railings. So far they had remained unused. O’Neill watched impassively while the physiotherapist strapped braces to his weakened legs. Fingers played across the armrest of his wheelchair, almost obsessively drinking in the sensations of texture, of softness, of temperature, as they did so often these days, clinging on to items and people, revealing the Colonel’s secret need to anchor himself. When the therapist rose and spoke a few words, gesturing at the bars, he failed to look up, ignored the familiar request for as long as was feasible. The therapist would not desist, and O’Neill shook his head at last, fists clenching slowly, a sole indicator of the fear concealed behind a studiously blank face.
The Jaffa observed it and sighed softly. The previous night he had come to a decision, and he would have to act accordingly now, irrespective of the cost. Unlike the therapist, he had, from the beginning, seen through the brittle mask and his friend’s persistent refusal to even attempt to walk. Dr Fraiser held that O’Neill would have to gain confidence, and that he was not to be pressured. MajorCarter and DanielJackson concurred. They were mistaken. Throughout his clandestine daily vigil, Teal’c had noticed the fear grow, not diminish. Unless he interceded, it might reach proportions such as to incapacitate O’Neill permanently. The Jaffa knew instinctively that his friend kept hearing the insidious lilt of a dead man, mocking him with failure and the consequences it would entail, persuading him that he was unable to control his body and therefore did not deserve its use.
Beyond the pane O’Neill shook his head again, answered by a resigned shrug from the physiotherapist. It was time. Dr Fraiser had not appeared yet, and it would seem that she had been detained. This was an advantage, since an absent doctor could not prevent Teal’c from doing what he needed to do. He steeled himself, surprised by the nervousness that set him on edge. It occurred to him that this resembled what the Tau’ri termed ‘stage fright’, and he found it acutely demeaning. Jaffa did not experience fright, certainly not fright of something essentially fictional. The whole notion of appearing in front of a large number of strangers with the express purpose of lying about one’s identity and intentions struck him as absurd, all the more so as Chulak had been blessedly free of such arcane rituals. However, the recourse he proposed to take now bore a certain similarity to this ‘acting’, and therefore fright perhaps was appropriate and even excusable. Indeed, whether or not he proved successful, O’Neill might never forgive him. With unwonted hesitation Teal’c opened the door and stepped into the gymnasium.
The therapist gazed at the intruder, a faint bemused frown on her face. “Uh … Hi, Teal’c. I’m sorry, but the gym’s off-limits right now.”
“I am aware of this”, he replied with forced calm, closing the door behind himself.
“Then you should also be aware of why it’s off-limits.” The young woman’s frown now signalled annoyance rather than bemusement. “This isn’t a team sport. Colonel O’Neill won’t make any progress if he’s distracted.”
“He also has failed to achieve progress while not distracted. This state of affairs is unsatisfactory, and I wish to amend it.”
“Get him out”, whispered O’Neill. “Now.”
“Teal’c …” she said, proceeding towards the Jaffa. “It’s really not a good idea to - …”
“Perhaps it is not. However, it shall have to be tried.”
He walked past her, knowing she could not physically compel him to leave. Habitually, he took in his surroundings. Weights stacked in the corner, punching bags suspended from the ceiling, sports mats on the floor. In this room, O’Neill had taught him to spar, to fight in jest. Teal’c had held back then, afraid to hurt his friend, but he could not afford to do so now. This was not in jest, and any attempt to protect O’Neill would merely injure him further. The Jaffa strode up to the wheelchair.
“It is time”, he said simply, not bothering to explain for what.
His friend understood well enough. “No, Teal’c … please …”
Momentarily, Teal’c was taken aback, deeply ashamed of himself. He had expected anger, not entreaty, and the quiet, plaintive voice reminded him that he was proposing to do the unthinkable, to use coercion on a defenceless man. Not just any man, but O’Neill, whom he called brother. And yet, there was no alternative. It would have to be done. “I am tired of waiting, O’Neill. You are able to walk, and you shall walk today.”
“Teal’c, it doesn’t work that way! Stop it!” exclaimed the physiotherapist.
He discounted her outcry, as he discounted the look of desolate shock on O’Neill’s face. The Tau’ri had a saying that, sometimes, one had to be cruel to be kind. Teal’c never doubted that this truism was precisely the rationale the Scientist had employed to justify himself. But he was not the Scientist, he took no pleasure in O’Neill’s pain, and the sooner he invalidated the Scientist’s legacy, the better for everyone.
Wordlessly, the Jaffa heaved his friend from the wheelchair and lugged him towards the parallel bars. O’Neill was fighting him, struggling vainly and silently in Teal’c’s grip. Teal’c was grateful for it. Fury was far easier to bear than mute accusation. The therapist had run for the internal telephone and placed a call. In all likelihood she was summoning Dr Fraiser. It did not matter. By the time the doctor arrived, it would be done, or so Teal’c hoped. He had reached his destination, secured his grasp with one arm, and placed O’Neill’s right hand on the sleek wooden beam.
“I advise you to hold on, O’Neill. Make no mistake, I shall let go of you shortly.”
There was no reply. Not a verbal one, at any rate. Cornered like an animal, O’Neill bit him, eyes screaming betrayal and boundless panic. The Jaffa pushed it aside, clung to the memory of his friend striving relentlessly and against Teal’c’s will and judgment to save him from the consequences of murdering a lame old man in order to rescue a whole village. O’Neill had not been swayed then. Teal’c must do the same now. Switching arms, still supporting a sagging body, he put his friend’s left on the other bar.
“You are terrified of falling, O’Neill. At this juncture, you can either walk or fall. It is your choice. You are on your own now.” He released his grip, stepped away from the bars, from his friend. “Do you understand?”
“Yes.” Seething through clenched teeth, sounding like a hiss.
O’Neill had turned pale as death, hands clutching the bars so tightly that knuckles and sinews stood out sharp and white. His arms began to tremble, but he still refused to put any weight on his feet. The physiotherapist stared at him, immobile and horrified in the far corner of the room, holding the telephone receiver. Suddenly the Jaffa was plagued by misgiving. If O’Neill failed now, he would require months to come to terms with it. If he ever could … A sudden crash shattered the charged silence. Teal’c started, convinced for a moment that the noise heralded what he dreaded most: his friend’s fall. Then he realised that the door had been thrown open.
“Wha - … Jack!” DanielJackson.
MajorCarter had followed in his wake, assessing the situation and not approving of what she saw. “Holy Hannah, Teal’c! What - …”
“For God’s sake! Have you completely lost your mind?!” Dr Fraiser, too, had arrived.
“I am warning you! I shall not permit you to interfere!”
The Jaffa’s voice boomed out, shockingly loud in the low-ceilinged room, but he could not be certain whether it was the volume that had arrested them all in their tracks, or the fact that O’Neill had at last pulled his legs under him and stood, shakily and reluctantly. Other than that, he still had not moved. He would have to be motivated before their shared protectiveness of him brought this to the wrong conclusion.
“Nothing has changed, O’Neill”, Teal’c bellowed. “Noone will help you. I wish you to walk, and walk you shall. It is your only option, unless you prefer to fall. Walk!”
“I can’t … It hurts …” The response barely rose above a whisper.
“You lie, O’Neill! And you are a coward!”
That word, so grotesquely misapplied, tasted foul, like rotting flesh. Moreover, Teal’c was fully aware that the braces, ill-fitting because they had never been tested, would indeed cause pain. Yet, he could not pay any heed to it now. No more than he could pay heed to the fact that the liar was himself, that he despised everything he was saying and doing to his friend. He truly disliked this ‘acting’.
“You lie, and you are a coward!” he snarled again, hating each syllable.
O’Neill flinched, as though the Jaffa had bodily struck him, and there was a grunt of protest from DanielJackson. About to silence the young man with a menacing glare, Teal’c received assistance from a most unforeseen quarter.
“Teal’c’s right!” spat MajorCarter, her tone cold and contemptuous, belying a face drawn with regret. “So what if it hurts?! You’ve had worse. You’re chicken, Colonel, and it’s pathetic! Just how much longer do you plan to sit on your ass, feeling sorry for yourself? Months? Years? Or just till General Hammond comes back and you can play out this sob-story in front of him, too?”
It provoked a brusque expulsion of breath from Dr Fraiser, but she held her tongue, all at once grasping the purpose of this. DanielJackson gawked at MajorCarter, and gradually, furtively, and much to the Jaffa’s relief, a look of understanding spread across his features. He might not join them in this pitiless hounding but, for better or worse, he would not try to impede them either.
“No … no, I …” O’Neill was drenched with sweat, avoided their stares. “You’re wrong …”
“Prove it!” said Teal’c, not giving an inch. He could not, for he sensed that a decision was about to be made. O’Neill had to choose what he feared more … “Prove to me that you are not a coward!”
“I’m not!”
A raw, almost inarticulate cry, furious and frustrated, and it accompanied O’Neill’s first, dragging step. His fingers relinquished their grasp, slid forward by inches, closed around the beams again. Slowly, agonisingly slowly, he began to limp along the length of the parallel bars, eyes shut in an intense effort to coordinate his movements, to vanquish fear anew with every step, wincing as straps and plastic struts cut into his legs. Wholly absorbed by his task, he failed to notice that he had reached the end of the bars. Hands sliding forward yet again, skidding off the beams, locking onto thin air. O’Neill’s eyes flew open, and he overbalanced, giving a soft moan of anguish.
Teal’c knew what the sound meant. He
had heard it before, from countless victims, always distressing, but never more
than now when it was uttered by his friend. His friend. His commander. His
brother. Whom he should have protected. Whom he should not have allowed to
undergo this ordeal. Whom a smiling, perfectly groomed monstrosity had broken
at last. Teal’c knew what the sound meant. A prelude to the screams. O’Neill
was falling, foundering in pain he could no longer fight. O’Neill was falling,
and Teal’c could not catch him.
O’Neill was falling, and Teal’c caught him. Gently, reverently, he eased him onto a mat, careful not to do any harm. “Forgive me”, the Jaffa croaked, realising that he sought forgiveness for far more than had transpired in this room. “Forgive me …”
“Happy now?” The question was muffled. O’Neill lay on his side, curled up as though to shield himself, from blows or words, an arm draped over his face, hiding.
“Ecstatic”, Dr Fraiser confirmed. “About time, too, sir.”
“And that would be why you’ve got canary feathers stuck between your teeth, right?”
The remark confused Teal’c. He could not detect any feathers, neither in the doctor’s mouth nor anywhere else about her person. That aside, he was unsure of how those putative feathers were connected to an archipelago off the African west coast. Mentally framing the requisite enquiry, he was pre-empted by Dr Fraiser’s reply.
“I didn’t know about this, Colonel.” She shrugged, torn between relief and anger. “Call me stupid, but if I’d known, I’d have stopped it.”
“Part of me still wishes you had known …” O’Neill muttered, weary fingers tugging at the braces, clenching and unclenching in his hair.
“Look at it this way, sir …” The doctor paused dramatically and grinned. “I won’t mind testifying on your behalf, should you choose to bring up anyone present on charges of gross insubordination.”
Her veiled reference to what had been said sent a brief shiver through his body, the hands stilled, and he coiled up a little tighter. “I’m sorry, kids …” he mumbled. “I let you down … I’m - …”
“For God’s sake, Jack!” DanielJackson executed a brisk, irate leap that caused his spectacles to slip askew. “You are a colossal ass sometimes! You’ll believe anything just as long as it hurts you!”
“Sir …” MajorCarter stuffed trembling fists into her trouser pockets. Her blush was less readily concealed. “Sir, we … I … I didn’t mean … any of these things. But Teal’c was right. The only way to make you do this, was to get you upset enough … I’m sorry …”
“I, too, lied”, the Jaffa confessed with some embarrassment, wishing O’Neill would emerge from his hideout. “I believe it is called ‘acting’, and I regret it became necessary.”
“So do I ...” Finally the arm slipped off O’Neill’s face, disclosing a minute grin. “You’re a terrible ham, Teal’c. But thanks … I guess …”
“You are welcome”, Teal’c replied graciously, wondering how and why O’Neill would liken him to cured meat.
* * * * *
The limousine sped up the winding pass at a confident clip, prompting SecDef to brace himself firmly in the seat. Major General George S Hammond was oblivious to it, too busy hatching plans for the impending arrival at Cheyenne Mountain. The unwieldy cast that encased his shoulder not only made him look like a giant teapot, it also imparted a teapot’s manoeuvrability. In other words, General Hammond contemplated the easiest way of disembarking from the limousine, preferably without jeopardising the well-being of his Deputy Commander-in-Chief ...
Tyres screeching, the limo rounded another bend, and up ahead the perimeter fence snaked into view. Hammond found himself grinning. He was going home, and it was well overdue. This, for once, was a sentiment the doctors and nurses at Johns Hopkins would have shared. After nearly six weeks of grouchy General, they’d been only too relieved when Mr Secretary had dropped in yesterday and offered his personal Air Force flight for the purposes of expediting one George Hammond to Colorado.
The MPs at the gate just about waved at him, and Hammond’s grin broadened. Yeah, it was nice to come home … Not least because he finally could see first-hand how Jack O’Neill was doing. Hammond had tried to keep long-distance tabs on him, but Dr Fraiser’s sit-reps had been few and far between and ominously obscure in content. His CMO definitely sat on a large part of the story. He grunted. If she thought he needed mollycoddling, she had another thing coming. Fraiser ought to know better than this. It probably meant bad news, but the General still wanted to be briefed. Five minutes ago, if not sooner … Engine noise, bounced into a roar by the long tube of the access tunnel, overlaid his fretting. Nearly there ...
A few moments later, the limousine pulled up outside the ground level entrance, and the driver sprinted around the vehicle and yanked the door open. Here goes … Reverse was the most prudent option, General Hammond had determined. He exited the car leading with his butt and gingerly extracted the cast after him, immensely grateful when the dull jar that would have marked an impact with SecDef’s skull failed to happen. Wisely, he refrained from checking whether the Secretary had taken cover on the floor of the limo.
Seeing that it was an official visit, somebody had detached an escort, consisting of a pair of sombrely polite lieutenants. Hammond barely stifled a groan when they all squeezed into the elevator. What with the four of them and his cast, space was at a premium. The numbers on the LCD steadily counted up, came to a halt at Level 11, where one cast, one General, one Secretary, and two escort changed elevators for the concluding part of the trip. On Level 28, the doors slid open on the dashing figure of Lieutenant General Vidrine in full regalia. So much for minimising the ceremonial side of things ... Damn! At least an hour of ruffles and flourishes ahead, and by the end of it Hammond would probably sport a pronounced list to the right, unless they gave him something to prop up the cast.
“Mr Secretary. Welcome back.” A snappy salute at SecDef, then General Vidrine acknowledged the Teapot. “Good to see you, George! You’re looking well.”
Vidrine shook hands with him, which was tantamount to rocking the outrigger on a Polynesian canoe. General Hammond struggled to preserve both his balance and his patience … Easy, George! The man’s trying to be nice … “General. Good to see you, too. Good to be back, actually … and thanks for looking after my base.”
“Don’t mention it, George. It was the least I could do.”
True, thought Hammond, managing, with some difficulty, to swallow that reply. Aloud he said, “Well, it’s appreciated. How is everything?”
“Fine. Just fine.” Lieutenant General Vidrine baffled him by winking at the Secretary of Defence of the United States of America and getting a smirk in return. “Why don’t you join me in the briefing room? I’ll fill you in before the ceremony starts.”
“Sure. Thanks.”
More formalities. At least it would help him get back into the swing of things. Vidrine and the Secretary had taken point, and General Hammond contentedly trotted after them, absurdly pleased at the sight of drab grey corridors. When they reached the briefing room, force of habit made him veer towards the window to take a look at the ‘gate. At which point he realised that this was likely to be the shortest briefing ever. The embarkation room was packed with personnel in dress blues, neatly lined up, rank and file, waiting for their old new CO to be introduced. Almost automatically his gaze wandered to the far right of the front line-up, but of course they weren’t there. SG-2 occupied the first four places, led by a freshly recuperated Major Feretti.
Hammond turned back and nodded at Vidrine. “I suppose we’d better get down there, General. They’re all dressed up and ready to go …”
“Hang on a minute, George.” Vidrine steered Hammond’s attention back to the crowd. “There’s a few people missing …”
Oh yeah? … While the General was talking, a wave of commotion rippled through the orderly lines. With a thumbs-up and a face-splitting grin into the bargain, Feretti spun around and shooed his team into a sideways shuffle that upset the entire front line. Hammond couldn’t make out what had caused the ruckus. A few people started clapping, scattered and sporadic at first, but that, too, spread until almost everyone joined in the applause. Louis Feretti curled thumb and forefinger into his mouth, and the ensuing, decidedly non-reg whistle sounded piercing even in the briefing room. What the …?
And then Hammond saw him. Skinny enough to let the dress uniform sag off him as though he had shrunk in the wash, Colonel Jack O’Neill walked in from the blast door, awkwardly, tentatively, every step a challenge, but he walked. That darn sarcophagus had worked after all. He walked …
“You knew about this …” Hammond sputtered in Vidrine’s direction, never taking his eyes off the scene outside. All of a sudden Frasier’s reticence and the nudge-nudge-wink-wink routine between General and Secretary made perfect sense. Low-key affair in the infirmary, George Hammond’s ass! “Son of a - …You knew!”
“Guilty as charged. SG-1 made me promise not to tell you. On the other hand, I left them to think this show is just about your reinstatement”, came the smug reply. “He regained sensation some ten days after we brought him back, but he only got on his feet a week ago. Dr Fraiser wanted him to use crutches - …”
“Taking her life in her hands, was she?”
“Well, I could hear the argument all the way to my office …” Vidrine chortled. “Colonel O’Neill suggested some rather … uh … innovative uses for those, I quote, ‘pesky twigs’ … Anyway, he doesn’t look like he needs them.”
“My God …” George Hammond squawked around the lump in his throat. Then he fell silent, blinking distractedly. Something must have got stuck in his eye. Both eyes …
The hubbub went on undiminished, with Louis Feretti emerging as the undisputed ringleader. If this had been New York, he’d have arranged a tickertape parade, the General reflected, smiling. It wasn’t exactly a secret that the Major thought the world of Jack O’Neill. Who currently stared at the floor as though he hoped it would swallow him. Eventually, he gave a shake of the head, impatient and scarcely visible. A swift censorious scowl over his shoulder berated the rest of SG-1 who followed, far enough behind to let him do this on his own, close enough to be able to keep him from falling. Judging by the sheepish faces, though, they weren’t to blame for this fête. The last thing they’d expected was their CO being mortally embarrassed by a carnival in the ‘gate room.
“He doesn’t like this hero stuff, does he?” Vidrine observed pensively.
“No. No, he doesn’t”, agreed Hammond. “For someone so upfront he’s pretty shy ...”
“I’m afraid Colonel O’Neill will just have to grin and bear it”, SecDef remarked to the room at large, handing a slim, leather-bound case to Vidrine. “Shall we, gentlemen?”
By the time the two generals escorted the Secretary of Defence into the embarkation room, a semblance of order had been restored, although the front line-up was hopelessly bent out of shape, with SG-2 wedged in tightly between SG units 1 and 3. Hammond couldn’t have cared less. Because it was that very familiar voice shouting ‘ten hut’ and, with an equally familiar scraping of soles on concrete, men and women smartly came to attention. Suddenly he admitted to himself that, against all reason, things might just turn out to be alright and resisted a giddy impulse to laugh. Instead, he summoned as much grace and dignity as the teapot’s spout permitted, strode down the line and came to a halt in front of the ramp, mustering his troops. Time to get the unavoidable speech over and done with. Except, nothing profound would spring to mind … Especially when he looked at that maniacal smirk on Feretti’s face. Come to think of it, Janet Fraiser, Griff, and Siler weren’t much better. A friggin’ Cheshire Cat convention …
“Afternoon, people. I’ll keep this short. You all know me, so I figure I can skip the introductions. I think all I really ought to say is that I’m glad to be back, and I’m glad …” His gaze chose to do its own thing, drifting over to SG-1 and Jack, and his throat tightened. “I’m very, very glad to see you back.” George Hammond decided to quit while he was ahead and moved aside, leaving the floor to SecDef.
“Ladies and gentlemen”, the Secretary began and uncomfortably shifted his weight. “When my boss … your boss … told me I was going to be his stand-in today, I wasn’t sure Generals Hammond and Vidrine would even let me cross the threshold, seeing that I’ve been indirectly responsible for a series of very unfortunate events involving this command. They did, though, and you haven’t started throwing rotten fruit yet, so I suppose I’d better not push my luck and get to the reason why I’m here … Colonel O’Neill, would you please step forward?”
That came as a surprise, and Jack started and swayed for a second. Teal’c unobtrusively steadied him. With a brief, troubled glance at Hammond, the Colonel stepped from the line. SecDef had the good sense to walk over, rather than expecting him to cross half the room alone.
“Colonel”, SecDef addressed him, “I hope you’ll believe me when I say that this truly is an honour …”
He nodded at Vidrine, who opened the case he was still holding. When the Secretary removed its contents, a collective gasp went up. There wasn’t a soul in the room who wouldn’t have recognised the burnished five-pointed star, wreathed in green enamel, suspended from a bar that carried the inscription Valor.
“Holy shit!” squealed Dr Jackson in fine civilian style. “Holy shit …”
“Only a handful of officers and men have ever received one of these”, continued the Secretary, unfolding the ribbon. “Personally, I can’t think of anyone more deserving.”
“Sir …?” Jack whispered, white as a ghost, his shoulders tense and squared.
“This decoration is given in recognition of exceptional gallantry and intrepidity, at the risk of life, and above and beyond the call of duty. Colonel?”
When he didn’t move, SecDef inclined his head in a little mime demonstration. Jack O’Neill hesitated for a moment and at length copied him, barely breathing while the Secretary fastened the medal around his neck. Like a solicitous mother, the Secretary of Defence tucked the ribbon into place and straightened out the heavy star. At last he was satisfied and took a step back.
“Congratulations, Colonel!”
General Vidrine saluted crisply, and Hammond wished he could do the same. Until Jack finally looked up. For a split-second before he returned the courtesy, a trace of burning anger and shame lingered in his eyes. Then any glimmer of emotion drained from his face, and he rigidly held a picture-perfect salute. That little stunt was nothing new to General Hammond. What the hell was it with Jack and medal ceremonies? … He needed to get him out of here, sit him down, have a talk. Always provided the Colonel was willing to talk …
It took another half hour of standing through speeches. But then Vidrine, too, had wound up his laudation, trimmed with a public apology that had made the few diehards who’d previously refused to recognise Jack O’Neill study their shoelaces in guilty discomfiture. The assembly broke up. Dr Fraiser pushed through the milling crowd and past Major Carter, Dr Jackson, and Teal’c, who were flushed with glee and trying to keep their commanding officer from being trampled to death by well-wishers.
“Colonel! I want you off your feet now! Dammit, but they should have used their heads a bit more”, groused Fraiser. Then she beamed at him. “Congratulations, sir. You do deserve it, you know …”
“Uh … what?” The honouree looked like that medal around his neck weighed a ton. “Thanks …”
“I’ll take care of this, Doctor.” Hammond squeezed between them, took Jack’s arm. “Colonel, I’d like a word in private. My office in ten … And yes, Dr Fraiser, there are chairs in there.”
“Yes, sir”, they said in unison.
Determined to escape with his life, General Hammond began to box his way out of the embarkation room. By ways of a change, the cast proved useful, and he reached the safe haven of his office in record time ... Ten minutes later, on the dot, there was a knock. Colonel O’Neill hovered in the door, still pale and sans medal now. A loop of light blue moiré peeking from his trouser pocket betrayed where it had gone.
Aha … Interesting, but not unexpected. Hammond leant back in his chair, nodded. “Come on in, son. Take a seat.”
“Thank you, sir.” He manoeuvred his way in front of the desk, assumed a slightly wobbly version of parade rest. “If you don’t mind, sir, I’d rather stand.”
“The hell you will, Colonel! You’ve been standing for the past hour, and you’re a hair away from keeling over. Besides, do you have any idea what Fraiser’s gonna do to me if I don’t have you sit down?! So grab a seat before I make it an order!”
“Yes, sir.” There was a hint of a smile. Jack sat, attempting to conceal the tremor in his legs and finally giving up on it, relaxing a fraction. “Nifty cast, sir”, he offered.
“Thanks.” Hammond choked back a grin. Trust Jack O’Neill to lend a new definition to ‘impossible’ even now. “Before you start telling me off: I did check behind the door …”
“Sorry, sir … I never said it was foolproof.” The smile broadened by a millimetre. “If memory serves, you said I’d get to kick your butt as soon as I’m able to …”
“No chance. We’re even, Jack. Seeing you up and about was enough of a shock. You owe me after keeping this under wraps …” The General gave a chuckle, then sobered without really wanting to. “How’re you doing, son? I mean, apart from the obvious …”
“Fine.” And that was the end of the smile.
“Cut it out, Jack! Don’t make me ask again.”
“Okay … I - … Oh crap! It’d have been easier to do this standing up …” Teeth nipping at his bottom lip, he dragged the moiré loop from his pocket and cautiously placed the medal on Hammond’s desk. “I can’t accept this, sir.”
Get right to the point, why don’t you, Jack? Then again, it was a darn sight better than ‘fine’, and it wasn’t exactly a revelation, either … Hammond picked up the star, more from curiosity than anything else. He’d never seen one of those up close. “Sooo …” he drawled slowly, weighing the elaborately crafted piece of metal in his left. “If I understand you correctly, Colonel, you’re telling me that you reject the Congressional Medal of Honor. You realise that’s probably a first … Care to explain what’s wrong with it?”
“The ‘Congressional’ part … I think … Dammit, sir, I don’t know what to think”, Jack said helplessly. “I don’t want to sound like I’m holding grudges … I’m not! … but I feel I’m being bought. Two months ago the same people who are giving me this now were convinced I was the scum of the earth. I don’t blame them for it. I helped convince them. But then they find out they’re wrong, they’re tripping over themselves to make amends, and this comes along.” He jerked his head at the bone of contention. “Sir, this shouldn’t be degraded to a bargaining chip. It says Valor there. That’s what it should be about. Not about appeasing some fly-by-night colonel who might or might not have an axe to grind.”
“Jack, can you give me one good reason why you’re being so hard on yourself?”
“Because I don’t deserve it …” He gazed at the medal again. “Mr Secretary left something out, sir, and you know it as well as I do. This is given for actions in armed combat against enemies of the United States. Which proves my point, I guess …”
“No, it doesn’t, son …” To tell the truth, Hammond felt that Jack deserved the decoration solely on the strength of his grounds for rejecting it. Talk about ‘honour’ … “For starters, on two occasions the Medal of Honor was given for conspicuous heroism while the officers in question were prisoners of war. That aside, what you did was instrumental in saving the lives of everyone in the mountain, not to mention preventing a global disaster … Look, Jack, I knew this was gonna happen. They consulted me, and I approved, once I was sure that they weren’t doing this from precisely the motives you’ve just mentioned. It means what it’s supposed to mean, trust me.”
“That’s good to know, sir … But - …”
“But what?” the General enquired pointedly.
“I had no idea what I was getting myself into. No idea … Remember how they define ‘hero’? Someone who’s unlucky enough to end up in the wrong place at the wrong time and dumb enough to stay there. That’s me, sir.”
“Let me ask you something, son. Given everything you’ve been through, would you make the same decision again?”
“For cryin’ out loud, sir, don’t you get it?!” Taut with anger, Colonel O’Neill pushed himself up in the chair. “That’s what I’m talking about! I had no choice! Of course, I’d - …” He suddenly recognised the flaw in his logic and sank back, deflated. “Ah …”
“Yes. ‘Ah’. You’d still do the same thing. Which begs the conclusion that you’re either hopelessly stupid or too gutsy for your own good. And we both know you’re not stupid.” Hammond grinned like the cat that had stolen the cream, rose, walked around the desk, and gently pressed the medal in Jack’s hand. “So, take your decoration, Airman, and get the hell out of my office! … For God’s sake, Jack, with this you actually might make general in spite of yourself …”
“Yes, sir.” As he struggled back to his feet, Jack O’Neill’s fingers curled around the gold star and a spark of puckishness leapt into his eyes. “Come to think of it, sir, that’s another very good reason not to - …”
“Colonel! Go! Away! Go to Montana or Minnesota or wherever it is and do a spot of fishing. Fishing is good for your nerves. And mine!”
George Hammond drifted back to his chair, the very picture of an excessively taxed CO. He also was inordinately pleased with himself for having thus shifted topics onto a matter he’d been meaning to discuss, whilst stringing the Colonel along a bit at the same time. After being left in the dark about Jack’s recovery, he felt he was due for some payback. Although, looking at his 2IC now, he wished he’d come right out with it ...
“That … would have been Minnesota, sir. And I’m afraid I can’t oblige”, Jack replied quietly, wistfully, without meeting his CO’s gaze. “Serves me right for fibbing, I suppose … The cabin’s gone, sir. The insurance guys say it was sold within hours of being put on the market, and they won’t release the buyer’s name. Protection of privacy or something … Granddad would have tanned my hide if he’d known …”
Hammond fought a valiant battle to maintain control of his face. “Sorry to hear that, son. Maybe I can help …” He opened a folder sitting on his desk and pulled out an ornately printed document. “Have a look at this.”
“Sir?” Colonel O’Neill reached for the paper, skimmed it once, twice. Then his eyes went very wide, and he flopped back onto the chair. “That’s a joke …” he stammered tonelessly. “It’s a joke … Right, sir?”
“Nope. In fact, it’s a deed certifying one Jonathan O’Neill as the owner of some 250 acres of land in Northern Minnesota and any and all structures built thereunto.”
“How …? I don’t - …”
“When Davis told me that Carlisle had pulled the rug out from under you and got the insurance to seize your assets, I bought it and kept it in my name until you were cleared.”
“I … I don’t know what to say …” Jack murmured, his voice husky, off-pitch. “Sir, you have no idea what this means …”
“I think I do … You told me yourself, remember?” The quick, sharp glance the Colonel threw him told Hammond that he did remember. Remembered describing a childhood memory that had saved his sanity on Drakalla.
Jack rubbed a hand over his face. When he re-emerged his eyes had reddened, and he took a deep breath. “With all due respect, sir, you’re crazy. You realise I couldn’t even have gone back there? I mean, if … if I hadn’t got better …” All of a sudden, the corners of his mouth quirked as though he’d thought of something funny. “Having said that, Danny and Teal’c did drag me up to my roof at one point, so I reckon - …”
“They did what?!”
“Oh … They figured it might cheer me up if they let me play with the telescope …Don’t tell Doc Fraiser, sir … Didn’t work out as planned, anyway …”
“Jesus, Jack! I can’t trust you people on your own for a second, can I?!”
“No, sir …” Colonel O’Neill’s fingers delicately stroked over the heavy bond paper of the property deed. At last, he looked up. “You know, General, I do recall warning you that one day you might have to buy back my soul. I never thought it’d turn out to be quite so true … Thank you. I … uh … Will you accept a cheque, sir? If it bounces you can have me court-martialled.”
General Hammond laughed softly. “It’ll keep, son. Go fishing!”
“Yeah … I think I will, sir ... Soon as Doc Fraiser lets me …”
* * * * *
It was warm for March, especially on the East Coast, and the sky had that understated Wedgwood blue you only see early in the year. The lazy breeze smelt of fresh laundry, Major Carter decided, wondering whether this made her the victim of a television culture that thrived on detergent commercials. Amongst other things … From two blocks away she could hear the hum and impatient honking of the morning rush-hour, but the Georgetown sidestreet where their hotel stood was quiet. Across the road lay an old park, just about to discover that spring had arrived. Tree branches were glazed in a thin lacquer of green, and on the lawn bunches of venturesome crocuses had made their first yellow and purple forays. One of those patches was in the process of being watered by a shaggy mongrel with an obvious weakness for flower arrangements.
Sam grinned. Shaggy was waiting, too. Although he was less likely to get scowled at for doing it. He’d made a new friend. For five days now, he’d turned up religiously every morning, demanding to get his ears scratched by the Colonel. Who was late.
“He’s late”, observed a voice behind her. Daniel, looking gawky and stiff in the all-purpose suit that had to be a leftover from his confirmation.
“I know. He’ll be here.” She shrugged, pretending not to be concerned.
Colonel O’Neill had been less than impressed with his team’s compulsion to mother him. They’d fretted whenever he disappeared from view for longer than five minutes. It had come to a head just before Christmas, when he’d fled to his cabin, insisting that he needed time on his own. After a fortnight of being called morning, noon, and night with requests to detail his physical and emotional health, the weather conditions, and if he’d had breakfast, lunch, or dinner, he’d threatened to hack a hole in the ice and scuttle his cell phone in the pond, unless they restricted their Q & A sessions to twice-weekly, max. At the end of February he’d returned, happier and more at peace than they’d seen him in a long time, and routinely monosyllabic about what he’d been doing with himself for two months. Constant badgering eventually elicited the confession that he’d been building a raft … Okay?!! … Indeed, O’Neill. It appears to be a wholly adequate pastime for the month of January …
These days they tried to be less conspicuously protective. Bottom-line was, though, they’d got him back, against all hope or likelihood, and they were hell-bent on keeping it that way. He grudgingly accepted it … up to a point. On their first day in Washington, Daniel had launched a doomed bid to talk him out of his morning run, on the feeble grounds that traffic was a lot worse than what they were used to from Colorado Springs. Colonel O’Neill had listened with fake patience and declared that, since Daniel was so worried, he’d be more than welcome to join him. To give Dr Jackson his due, he’d given it a shot. Only to cross the finishing line with a brewing cardiac condition and some fifteen minutes after the Colonel, who by then sat sprawled on the front steps of the hotel, wearing the kind of smirk that guaranteed he’d outrun anyone crazy enough to volunteer.
“There he is!” shouted Daniel. “About time, too! … Jeez! Will you look at that?! Is he planning to win the New York Marathon or something?”
“Or something.” Sam smiled. She’d rather have bitten off her tongue than admit it, but another reason why she’d been waiting out here was that she loved to watch him run.
He was coming towards them through the park, tearing along the path at a forbidding pace, still picking up speed in the final stretch. When his strength had returned, that uncanny, heart-stopping elegance had come back, too, and his long, economic strides made it all seem effortless. To get to this stage had been anything but. It had taken months and Jack O’Neill’s very own brand of mulish staying power. He’d been obsessed with the idea of running, to the point, early on, where Dr Fraiser had grumbled about ‘running before he could walk’ and threatened to tether him to a post if he didn’t quit pushing himself harder than his body could stand. Of course, Janet was able to recognise the glaringly obvious as readily as the next person. As a result she’d only tried to curb his worst excesses … He must have dreamt of running …
Now the dog had spotted him, too, yipped ecstatically, and barrelled between his feet, which put a crimp in the style, to say the least. The Colonel leapt straight in the air and landed a few feet away, struggling to contain his momentum, before letting himself be chased around the trees a couple of times by one joyously barking mutt. The morning ritual thus completed, he patted the dog and loped across the road to where Daniel and Sam were loitering with intent.
“Hi, kids!” he gasped, bent over, hands propped on his knees, squinting to keep sweat from trickling into his eyes. “Back in one piece, as ordered. The six hoodlums trying to ambush me in a dark alley ran off when I told them you two were expecting me ... Where’s Teal’c, anyway? Has he kel-no-reem-ed it out of his system, or is he guarding the street from behind the curtains in the lobby?”
“Very funny, Jack!” sulked Daniel. “You’re late.”
“I’ll be ready to go in five.”
“Not likely. You need a shower.” Dr Jackson’s nose crinkled in disgust.
“Look who’s talking! You should have had a whiff of yourself the other day. I’ve got two words for you, Danny: Road … Kill.” He straightened up, stretched his legs. “Carter, if you let me pass, I promise not to suffocate myself by wrapping the shower curtain round my head.”
Laughing, Sam stepped aside. “You’ve got thirty-five minutes, sir.”
“You sure you don’t wanna write me a sick note?”
“No can do, sir. I’m sorry …”
The Colonel shrugged with a levity Sam didn’t believe for a second and disappeared inside. Yesterday had been brutal ... The Committee had heard his testimony on what had happened on P5X 081 and after, and it had been the first time in months he’d talked about it. Each effort on his team’s part to approach the subject had met with categorical refusal. But now it was dredged up again, with all the bells and whistles and in glorious Technicolor. Under the mocking stare of General Carlisle, whom a Black Ops unit had snatched out of Saõ Paulo early in November, and who probably enjoyed his current sabbatical from Leavenworth, Jack O’Neill had answered question after question after question in a dull monotone ... What, if anything, had been said? Who had been present? What had been done to him? How long had it taken? And just how bad were the injuries? Details, please, Colonel ... Sam had fully expected someone to ask if it’d hurt. Daniel had gone paler by the minute, and Teal’c had looked like he wanted to chop the furniture into matchsticks.
Inspired by General Hammond, who’d pleaded a cramp in his shoulder, they’d all come up with more or less compelling excuses to obtain a string of recesses, just to buy the Colonel some respite and give him a chance to regroup. If he’d been aware of what they were doing, he hadn’t mentioned it. He’d never even left the conference room where the hearing took place. Strained and vulnerable, he’d sat by that desk at the centre of the floor, wrestling down nightmares. At 1700 hours the hearing had been adjourned. During the drive back, Colonel O’Neill hadn’t said a word, and when they’d reached the hotel, he’d skipped dinner and proceeded straight to the bar, where he’d silently and methodically drunk himself into a stupor. None of them, not even the General, had made any attempt to stop him. All they’d done was see to it that he got to bed safely, once he was good and ready.
Daniel seemed to have been thinking along the same lines as Sam. “At least today’s the last day”, he murmured.
“Uhunh …” Unwilling to discuss the issue and fuel her own worries, she wandered into the lobby, threw herself on a settee and began leafing through a magazine, not retaining any of the latest fashion tips for spring.
When the Colonel came back downstairs half an hour later, freshly scrubbed and with Teal’c and General Hammond in tow, it was as though he’d washed off his earlier easy mood under the shower. Or put the memories back on with his dress uniform, depending on how you looked at it.
“You alright, sir?” Sam asked softly.
“I’ll survive.”
Yeah … That one sounded familiar … I’ll be fine, Carter. I’ve … I’ve done it before. I’ll survive … Grimacing, she banished the recollection and headed outside.
* * * * *
Hammond had bundled him into the first car, leaving Carter, Daniel, and Teal’c to follow. Jack was immensely grateful for it. At least he wouldn’t have to pretend. Not that they’d be in any doubt anyway … Not after the stunt he’d pulled last night. The irony was that he’d hoped his bender would allow him to spend today in a hung-over daze. No such luck. Perversely, there was no ‘morning after’. Nor had the binge been able to stop the dreams. For the first time in a long while he’d dreamt of waking up cemented into unfeeling stillness. That hadn’t happened since the early days at the cabin. Back then he’d fought it the only way drastic enough to get past the mind-numbing terror of it. Stumbling outside, throwing himself headlong into the snow, lying there in his birthday costume, sensing tiny snow crystals flare and melt against hot, naked skin, until his whole body ached from the cold; limping back indoors when he couldn’t take it any longer, to thaw out by the fireplace, sobbing with relief at the savage buzz of blood rushing into fingers and toes and proving he could feel … And now he’d been made to talk about ‘it’, and talking about it had brought back the fear, and the fear had brought back the dreams, and that choking, painful ball of queasiness in his stomach had absolutely nothing to do with excessive intake of whiskey ... God, you’re a wimp, Jack!
“They’re not gonna make you go back over it, son”, Hammond offered out of the blue … Okay, so the eau-de-Nil tinge of Colonel O’Neill’s complexion might have had something to do with this unsolicited observation.
“You don’t know that, sir …”
“I do. All they’re gonna do today is drive the nails into Carlisle’s and Stevens’ coffins.”
“Sure.” Jack would believe that when he saw it.
There were stacks of circumstantial evidence, and nobody harboured any doubts about basic facts, although Senator Stevens had promptly retracted the confession he’d made that night at the warehouse, claiming he’d been under duress. Given the circumstances, Jack found this highly original. Unfortunately for the Senator, Dr Svetlana Markov had been flown in from Russia two days ago and positively identified him as the man who’d visited the Siberian base. After that, Stevens had suddenly changed tack and become very talkative, heavily implicating General Carlisle. J2 denied everything and only admitted to his presence at the warehouse, because the evidence of the videotapes was incontrovertible. But he insisted on having been merely a ‘customer’, and he’d thought that Hammond was one of the Senator’s men, thus explaining why he’d shot him. Nor had he been aware that he was authorising the smuggling of contraband when he’d cleared the flights of Niner Tango Uniform. The gentlemen of the Investigation Committee surely would know how one regularly signed whatever was piled onto an already overflowing desk, without really bothering to study the fine print … The gentlemen of the Investigation Committee pleaded ignorance of this particular procedure and found the General’s account singularly unconvincing.
However, both Carlisle and Stevens professed complete lack of knowledge with regard to the torture of any member of SG-1 and were adamant that neither had ever met the man the SGC team referred to as the ‘Scientist’. Who meanwhile had been ID-ed as one Dr Francisco Carrera, a small-time philosophy lecturer from LA. His speciality had been Nietzsche, which made an awful lot of sense to Jack O’Neill ...
Only great pain is, as the teacher of
great suspicion, the ultimate liberator of the spirit. It is only great pain,
that slow protracted pain, which takes its time, and in which we are, as it
were, burnt with green wood, that compels us to descend into our ultimate
depths and to put from us all trust, all that is good-hearted, palliated,
gentle, average, wherein perhaps our humanity previously reposed …
He’d remember every word in this passage for the rest of his life. Some FBI profiler who’d researched the background of the good doctor had quoted it yesterday morning. That alone had been worth two double whiskeys, and a third to still the question of how far along the road to becoming that inhuman thing the experiment had taken him. The others … he’d lost track of how many … had been necessary to wash down, however temporarily, the grudging testimony of the doctor’s lab rat.
It had materialised that F Carrera, PhD, deceased, had had a sideline in interrogation services, which had been anything but small-time, as Jack could witness whether he wanted to or not. The ‘Scientist’ was a known quantity among their friends from the NID, who’d occasionally employed him in a similar capacity as the Senator had. Allegedly ... The upshot of it all was that, unless the Committee managed conclusively to link Carlisle or Stevens or both to the ‘Scientist’, they’d still be charged with treason and a shitload of other counts, but they wouldn’t be held responsible for what had been done to Jack. Plausible deniability, reasonable doubt … How come everyone else always got the benefit? Nobody had hollered ‘reasonable doubt’ on P5X 081 …
As their car braked to a halt, Jack decided he didn’t care anymore. He was too tired of it all, and being dragged back into the nightmare yesterday had left him dreading conference room B217 at the Pentagon almost as much as he’d dreaded that chamber on Drakalla. All he really hoped for at this stage was to go home and forget anything ever happened.
“Sirs!” An MP pulled open the door, creating the distinct impression that they were inconveniencing him. After all, this was the Pentagon, and who were they to interrupt his morning meditation?
As they clambered from the vehicle, he made a show of standing to attention and, with an air of refined boredom, scanned Hammond’s and the Colonel’s salad bars. Then he gave a muffled gulp, and his posture assumed extra-crispness. The MP had spotted the tiny blue ribbon with the five golden stars … So much for oblivion. There was no getting away from why Jack wore it, and the staring hadn’t stopped ...
It continued upstairs. On the leather bench outside B217 sat two middle-aged men in undertaker suits and crop-haircuts. The one with the lovingly groomed beer-gut elbowed his colleague in the ribs and hissed ‘Gramps’ with half a donut in his mouth when he clapped eyes on Hammond. Next they both noticed Colonel O’Neill and fell into unabashed, goggling reverie, which in Beer-gut’s case afforded prime views of bits of unmasticated donut. Jack realised that those two not only knew who he was, they’d seen him, though he couldn’t even begin to conceive when or where.
Teal’c, Dr Jackson, and Major Carter, who’d arrived two minutes after Jack and the General, smoothly slid between their CO and the gawkers, obstructing the stares, protecting their Colonel ... The kids cared too much, Jack thought miserably. They cared far too much. What were they gonna do in the field? Wrap him in cotton wool? What were they gonna do if - … So far he’d avoided it, had latched onto every excuse not to ask, but sooner or later he would have to. Sooner. Once he did, he might find that he hadn’t got a team left … Oh yeah, Jack. That’s constructive. Really constructive ...
The doors to the conference room swung open, and they all filed in and sat down, diagonally across from the four members of the Investigation Committee. Opposite the Committee bench was another table, reserved for Carlisle and Stevens and their guards. The guys from the corridor got the hot seats in the middle, which was just fine by Jack O’Neill, who noted that Senator Stevens looked constipated this morning. For some reason he didn’t seem to like the company. Shame ... Maybe today wouldn’t be so bad after all … The men were introduced as Messrs R Walden and K Goodman, US Secret Service.
“Alias Smith and Jones”, General DiMarco from the Judge Advocate’s Corps added with what unmistakably was a facetious grin. “Very imaginative, gentlemen. My congratulations.”
“Wasn’t our idea, sir”, sniffed the paunchy Smith, aka Ray Walden. “Ask that damn secretary! … Sorry …”
Remarkably, the apology was directed over Smith’s shoulder at George Hammond, who smiled benignly like Santa Claus incarnate. There obviously was a story to this, and Jack promised himself to pester the General at the earliest opportunity. Going by that look and Hammond’s reaction, it had to be good …
DiMarco continued. “Gentlemen, according to your statements, between late July and early September last year you were engaged in a little extracurricular activity, in addition to your regular duties with the Secret Service. Is that correct?”
“Yes, sir.” Smith and Jones nodded in charming synchronicity.
“On whose behest?”
“Senator Stevens, sir”, replied Karl ‘Jones’ Goodman, pointing at his man, who blanched. “The Senator had hired us.”
“To do what?”
“This and that … A few surveillance jobs, body guard duties, that kind of thing.”
“I see. Late in August those jobs involved what?”
Smith grunted. “Mr Senator got us to trail some weird punk …”
“My colleague means a ‘suspect individual’, sir”, translated Jones.
“Were you given the name of this … erm …” - Harold Whittaker, Senior Senator from Maine and Chairman of the Oversight Committee, shoved down a snort - “… weird punk, Mr Walden?”
“No, sir”, Smith replied. “We only got an LA address and a picture.”
“From whom?”
“Senator Stevens, sir.”
“Can we have a look at that picture?” enquired the Undersecretary of Defence, Peter D Jowett III.
“Sure, sir.” Jones pulled a dog-eared mug shot from his breast-pocket. A sergeant who assisted proceedings took it from him and showed it around. A mug shot of the ‘Scientist’.
Jack hissed softly and leant over to Hammond. “Sir? Where’s this going?” he whispered.
“Sit back and enjoy the ride, son.” The General grinned. “The rest of Stevens’ testimony’s gonna go down the tubes any second now …”
“How do you know?”
“The gentlemen made the mistake of paying me a visit, shortly after they’d been sent on that particular errand ... They’re here at my request.”
“You never - …”
“Shut up, Jack!”
Prompted by DiMarco, Smith and Jones launched into a vastly informative duet, detailing the manhunt that had eventually led them to LA International, on the trail of a ‘Dr F Valdane’. The account of the phone call at the airport stirred some murmurs.
“Excuse me, but run this by me again”, demanded General Travis White, US Army. “Senator Stevens told you the man had flown to Houston, so you two got on a flight to Denver?”
“That’s right. I could tell he was having us on. For a politician, he’s a pretty unconvincing liar … uh … Sorry, sirs …” Jones peered at Jowett and Whittaker and turned red. “Anyway, that’s where we really got curious, seeing that he’d originally told us he wanted the guy … uhm … disposed of. We couldn’t figure out why Mr Senator had suddenly changed his mind … At least not until we got to the Air Force Training Hospital in Colorado Springs and found out that this Carrera character had been after the Colonel here.” Jones jerked his head at Jack, and inadvertently that expression of inane confusion crept back on his face. “Except, the Colonel’d been pretty much a sitting duck back then … Actually, we thought he’d - …”
“Mr Goodman, kindly leave Colonel O’Neill’s state of health out of this!” snapped DiMarco. “What else did you discover at the hospital?”
“A corpse and a picture, in the basement”, Mr Smith stated uncomfortably. “It was … it wasn’t pretty, sirs. Neither the corpse nor the photo …”
“Is this the photograph you discovered at the murder scene?” At a nod from DiMarco, the sergeant switched on an overhead projector.
There was a muffled groan from Daniel, and the room seemed to grow a few degrees colder. A lot colder. Much, much colder.
“That’s the one, sir”, said Jones, or Smith.
The bureaucrat had taken a picture …
The flash almost the only thing loud enough to rise over the pain, that and the
whisperings, someone drawing closer, that intimate voice right by his head,
telling him that he couldn’t control … that his mind wasn’t strong enough …
that he would have to learn …
Jack stared at his shoes, thankful that he’d outgrown the compulsory spit-polish. Twenty years ago he could have seen his own face reflected in the toecaps. Twenty years ago he wouldn’t have minded. Now the last thing he wanted to see was his own face. Neither a distorted image on shining black leather, nor the larger-than-life projection on the wall ahead of him. Especially not that. Not that … Because, for once, it revealed everything. Every last shred of pain and terror … Nausea quivered in his stomach and up his gorge, blistering and bilious, and he hugged himself, doubling over as far as he dared, nowhere near as far as he needed to.
Hammond’s hand on his shoulder, gentle, reassuring. “You want a break?”
“No … No. I’m … I’ll be alright.” He closed his eyes, rocking slightly, trying to breathe through his nose to keep the queasiness at bay ... Don’t you dare throw up! You hear, flyboy?! Don’t you dare puke!
The gravelly voice of Travis White came floating from somewhere far off, asking, “Gentlemen, did you recognise the man behind Colonel O’Neill in the picture?”
“That’d be this Dr Carrera fella”, said Smith, or Jones.
“Thank you.” White again. “Senator Stevens, do you still maintain that you never sanctioned the … shall we say ‘interrogation techniques’ used on Colonel O’Neill?”
“With all due respect, General White, I don’t see why I’m constantly asked to repeat myself”, Stevens replied petulantly. “Of course I didn’t sanction it. I didn’t even know about it. What do you take me for?!”
“A self-serving little pile of muskrat dung”, George Hammond muttered, under his breath but with feeling.
Muskrat dung?! One of these days he’d have to go and visit the General’s ancestral stomping grounds … Jack chuckled, despite himself, and stopped almost at once. If he let that laugh slip, it’d bring along all kinds of other stuff …
Stevens’ response had started a muted discussion among the Committee members, then DiMarco said, “Sergeant, please have Mr Ryman brought in.”
Ryman? Who the hell was Ryman? … He could hear footsteps, three sets of them. Still unable to look up, Jack glanced sideways to watch one pair of legs in creased beige chinos walk past, followed by two pairs in immaculate uniform trousers. MPs. Mr Ryman was escorted in, ergo he was a prisoner. The witnesses for the prosecution were getting more respectable by the second.
“Lazarus”, Sam Carter stated grimly.
Personally, he’d have expected Lazarus to wear a mouldy shroud, somewhat on the smelly side, but Carter sounded sure of herself.
“Mr Ryman. Do you recognise this picture?”
For cryin’ out loud! Who else had seen the damn thing?! It probably had been published in Hello! magazine …
“Yeah. I do. I took it.” Ryman/Lazarus seemed bored.
Jack’s head snapped up against his will, and he forced himself to tune out that image on the wall. In front of him stood the bureaucrat. The photographer. And just what had he been offered for this? The Bridal Suite at the Leavenworth Ritz? … Senator Stevens gagged, like he’d just swallowed the General’s muskrat.
“You took it”, Undersecretary Jowett reiterated unnecessarily. “Was that for your private entertainment, or did you have a commission?”
“A bit of both.” Ryman grinned complacently and shrugged.
“Would you care to explain?”
“Stevens paid me extra to take the pictures. He wanted a photographic record, to make sure the good Doctor would do his job as advertised.”
“Thank you. Senator Stevens, do you wish to revise your testimony?” asked DiMarco.
Stevens frowned. “I don’t see why I should. Clearly the man is lying.”
“Senator, .jpg files of this picture and a series of others were found on your personal computer’s hard drive”, Whittaker informed him. “Of course you’ll say there were no such files, but I’d like to spare you the effort. We’re aware you deleted them. What you didn’t do was reformat the drive, so we got ourselves someone who knows a lot more about computers than you, my esteemed colleague from Idaho. She recovered those files for us.”
She? … Jack stole a sidelong peek at his 2IC, who smiled sunnily. Uhunh …
Senator Whittaker continued. “At that time, our expert also recovered an extensive email correspondence between ‘b09ty11’, which would be you, Mr Stevens, and ‘coldcomfort’ … Colonel Kuryagin, I presume … and ‘skymaster’ … a regular flash of genius, General Carlisle! … on both your computers. Now, if it’d been me, I’d have at least encrypted the stuff because, quite honestly, gentlemen, your kindergarten code - …”
“You had no authority to search our private documents! That evidence’ll get thrown out by any court in the country!” Carlisle had leapt to his feet. “That’s a disgraceful violation of our constitutional rights!”
“Is that so?!” bellowed Travis White. “What about Colonel O’Neill’s constitutional rights?! Sit the hell down, General!”
J2 slumped back into his chair, seething with fury. “It’s still pure conjecture. It won’t hold up. You can’t tie me to the man”, he spat.
“The ‘perishable goods’, you mean?” Peter Jowett enquired acerbically. “General DiMarco, I’d like to call in Sergeant Joseph Keller, if you don’t mind. I’m tired of being played for a sucker.”
“Go ahead, sir.” DiMarco grinned. “I’d like to point out that Sergeant Keller had been offered the option of remaining anonymous and supplying an affidavit instead of testifying. He chose to appear.”
When Joe Keller hesitantly walked into the room, J2 blanched, tried to rise again, and was restrained by a guard. The Sergeant commenced his statement, gaining confidence, fulfilling a duty, chip by chip breaking down a wall of lies. Chip. Chip. Chip. Jack imagined he could hear faint thuds. His own heartbeat. Or nails being driven into coffins ... He stared at his fingers, saw them shake, realised that he was shivering. It was over, wasn’t it? Over … And for some bizarre reason, these people had been rooting for him throughout …
The General’s hand landed on his arm again, as if to confirm that thought. “Told you, son, didn’t I?” murmured Hammond.
After Keller’s testimony, the hearing only lasted another ninety minutes or so. Carlisle and Stevens caved in at last. Jack couldn’t quite comprehend why it should have been so important to hear these men say it, to hear them admit what they’d done to him. Some reassurance maybe, some reassurance that the mere claim of having acted to the greater glory of God and country didn’t automatically excuse everything … Or did it? The Committee members had been mumbling amongst themselves again, and in due course General DiMarco raised his head.
“Sirs, Ma’am, our investigation is hereby concluded. We shall forward our report to the President, including our recommendation to charge Warren Carlisle and Jasper Stevens with treason and all counts pertaining to this, as well as unlawful imprisonment and conspiracy to inflict grievous bodily harm. We shall also recommend … and I’d like to emphasise that my colleagues and I are unanimous in this … that the death penalty be not imposed.”
Dr Jackson inhaled sharply, drowning out J2’s derisive chortle, but a glare from DiMarco nipped the young man’s protest in the bud.
“We feel …” General DiMarco paused and looked straight at Jack O’Neill before continuing, “We feel that in this particular instance the interests of justice will be far more appropriately served by a sentence of life without parole. That is all. Thank you.”
* * * * *
The car idled at a red light, Sam and Teal’c were talking softly, about travelling back to Colorado tomorrow, about whether they’d be lumbered with milk runs for the foreseeable future, about how that didn’t really matter just as long as SG-1 finally got to go on another mission. Daniel didn’t listen, enviously stared out the window at a flock of squealing second-graders erupting from a schoolyard. Contrary to what Jack might think, he’d never been quite so young …
“I can’t believe they did that to him”, he mumbled. It was the first thing he’d said since they’d left the Pentagon. “Talk about a slap in the face …”
“What was?” asked Sam, a hint of surprise in her tone.
“That recommendation. So-called recommendation …” He snorted angrily. “Now there was an exercise in protecting their own!”
“Uhm … I don’t think you got it, Daniel ...”
“Oh I got it alright! The Old Boys Network’s alive and well, thank you very much!”
“I really don’t think you got it.”
“No, of course not!!” Dr Jackson exploded, making the driver next to him flinch and yank at the steering wheel.
“Whoa … Daniel …”
“Please reduce your volume, DanielJackson.” Teal’c had discreetly poked his head between the front seats. “MajorCarter is correct. You did not receive the message.”
“They walked all over Jack again! But I’m not military, so how could I possibly get it, right?!” Daniel’s voice lowered to a furious hiss. The burning resentment he hadn’t felt since the days of his drag-out, knock-down fights with Sam came rushing back. “I’m sure there’s some deeper meaning to all this, like orders and duty, but don’t bother to explain. I won’t grasp it, see?!”
“Daniel, you got it all wrong. Just - …”
“Driver? Stop, please. I want out.”
The man pulled over to the curb as soon as he could, undoubtedly glad to be rid of this recalcitrant civilian passenger. Without a word, Dr Jackson left the vehicle, let the door slam, and stormed off. A gaggle of the second-graders he’d seen earlier came galloping past, shrieking excitedly, satchels bobbing on their backs. One of them nearly barrelled into him. Tap-dancing round the kid, he heard the car speed off.
“Sorry, mister!” The little boy giggled and ran to catch up with his friends.
Catch up with his friends … By the looks of it, the kid was doing better than Daniel. Sometimes it seemed to him that he’d never manage to do that. Those were the times when he began doubting the foundations, hating it, hating himself. There were worlds between how he felt and thought and how they did … Jack most of all. He remembered Jack in that warehouse, half a year ago, wheezing for air and asking if Daniel was still mad at him. It’d been God’s own truth when he’d said ‘no’. He had been mad at himself. Because he hadn’t been able to help, but also because he hadn’t been able to understand what made Jack tick. Like he didn’t understand Sam and Teal’c now ... And you solved the problem in your usual mature way, Jackson! If you don’t get it, bawl and bail out. Just great … Shoulders sagging, Daniel started to trudge along the sidewalk in a direction where he thought the hotel might be. Possibly …
“You planning to walk to Baltimore?!”
He froze.
“Hotel’s that way.”
Daniel slowly turned around and saw Sam standing ten yards away, grinning, cocking a thumb over her shoulder, Teal’c by her side.
“This is a one-way-street”, she said. “The car had to take the long way round …”
“One-way-street, hunh?” He shoved his fists into his pockets and ambled towards them, kicking an imaginary soda can. They walked in silence for a while, until he blurted, “Sorry I blew up …”
“It’s okay … It’s been a long five days. We’re all a bit frayed around the edges …” Sam slipped an arm around his waist and kept walking. “Uhm … You think you’re ready to listen?”
Daniel shrugged.
“There’s a different way of looking at it, you know?”
“Oh yeah?”
“There is”, said Teal’c, ostensibly fascinated by a USA Today vending machine. “I trust you are familiar with the Tau’ri expression ‘an eye for an eye’?”
“What are you driving at?”
“I believe the Committee intended to devise a punishment to reflect the crime. I should have felt disturbed, had SenatorStevens and GeneralCarlisle been granted the boon of a swift demise.” The Jaffa pondered this for a moment, then added, “Were we on Chulak, my outlook would be different. There the manner of death of people such as these is not swift …”
“Oh …” breathed Daniel.
Teal’c and Sam were right. And from this perspective, the Committee’s recommendation seemed almost biblical in a sly kind of fashion. ‘An eye for an eye’ strictly within the boundaries of the law. Stevens and Carlisle themselves had handed down a life sentence without reprieve. That was, unless Jack somehow could have contrived to kill himself after all …
“It’ll stick”, Sam assured him. “And it ain’t gonna be fun. Since they won’t be isolated on death row, they’ll get to play with the general prison population. Weird thing is, those guys have their own code of ethics. Traitors are the bottom of the barrel, even lower than child molesters. Mr Senator and J2 are probably gonna wish it had been a death sentence …” She snorted.
“What’s so funny?”
“That you, of all people, should advocate the death penalty.”
“This is different”, retorted Dr Jackson lamely. “It’s … It’s about Jack …”
“Uhunh …” A crease of worry appeared on Sam’s forehead, and she turned serious. “Daniel, let me ask you something ...”
“What?! Here?!”
They were waiting at the pedestrian crossing of a busy intersection, and the roar of traffic was deafening. Around them thronged a dozen shirt-sleeved business people on their lunch breaks, blinking into the sun and munching hot dogs with everything or alfalfa sprout sandwiches, depending on their individual dietary creed. Major Carter nudged him and Teal’c into pole position and started running as soon as the lights turned green. Over on the other side of the road, she led them into a deserted sidestreet, and Daniel recovered his bearings at last. They’d come out behind the little park outside their hotel. Fifty yards down from the main road, you actually could hear birds chirp …
He caught up with Sam. “So, whaddya wanna know?”
“Right …” She sounded diffident, looking at him without really looking, gauche and uncomfortable all of a sudden. “Daniel, suppose … suppose the same thing happened again … Would you follow the order?”
“What kind of a question is that?!”
“An apposite one, DanielJackson”, Teal’c said calmly. “One we shall all have to ask ourselves before O’Neill asks us.”
They had a point … probably … Daniel stumbled, regained his balance, and came to a dead halt. Seeing that picture this morning had taken him right back. To that day … the one before … the one before that. Jack tied up in that horrible way. Screaming, screaming, screaming, like he’d never stop again … “What’s your answer?” he muttered.
Sam squirmed, gazing past him down the street. “We asked you first.”
“Never mind …” He thought he knew what she’d say, anyway … Oh Jesus! … Jack, in that bed at the care home, arid and broken, like a hollow shell, like his soul had shrivelled up and died … Daniel shook himself, trying to chase away the images. “I …” His voice grated, and he cleared his throat. “I suppose I’d follow the order, even if I - … I won’t like it, but I’d follow it … I - … Oh hell! I don’t pretend to always understand why he’s doing what he’s doing … or why you’re doing what you’re doing, for that matter. It’s that old military thing, I reckon. But I’m not that naïve, either. I am capable of realising what he’s prevented. So I guess, I’ll just have to trust him …”
“That is what friends do, DanielJackson.” The Jaffa ventured a smile, which made him look absolutely ferocious.
“Okay then. Let’s go!” nodded Sam. “The Colonel and General Hammond are probably wondering where we got - …”
“Hey, what about you two?!”
“We trust you.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?!”
Sam laughed and set off through the park, Teal’c on her coattails. Daniel thought about giving chase and changed his mind. It didn’t matter. He did know their answers. They’d accepted it long ago, and it didn’t mean they liked it any more than he did. It only meant they’d do their damndest to keep that ‘same thing’ from happening again. They all would …
Ten minutes later the threesome crossed the road by the hotel and, much to their satisfaction, sauntered straight into a little role reversal. Jack O’Neill skulked on the steps outside the entrance, in jeans and T-shirt, a pair of inline skates slung over his shoulder, a hockey stick clutched in one hand as though he was planning to hit them over their heads with it. Apparently the outfit didn’t match his mood.
“Where the devil have you been?! I was about to call the police!”
“Not likely, sir”, Major Carter objected mildly. “They’re not gonna do anything unless a person’s been missing for forty-eight hours. By my watch we’re only about an hour late. It’s a lovely day, and Daniel suggested a walk.”
Well, that wasn’t quite the sequence of events, but Dr Jackson was prepared to let it rest.
“You could have called … You left way before Hammond and me …” Flushing slightly, Jack gave a sheepish shrug and stopped decapitating some innocent daffodils in the flowerpot next to him. “I was worried, okay?!”
Teal’c merely cocked an eyebrow and managed to come across smug as hell.
“Sure it’s okay. That’s what friends do ...” Daniel smirked and shot an appraising glance at Jack’s get-up. Ever since he’d seen him drag that hockey stick onboard the plane at Peterson, he’d been dying to find out what on earth Jack was planning to do with it in Washington, of all places. On the other hand, right now he’d rather have swallowed said hockey stick sideways than asked … “Anyway, seeing that we’re here, don’t let us hold you up. You go and … uh … do whatever you were about to do.”
The Colonel’s flush intensified, and Dr Jackson was at the brink of cracking up. Clearly, Jack had expected to be grilled regarding his plans for the afternoon. Otherwise he wouldn’t have taken up post outside the hotel in full costume and make-up. His disappointment was obvious. He reminded Daniel of an eight-year-old, about to trot home and howl ‘Mom, they’re not playing nice!’
“Actually … uh … actually, I was wondering if you’d like to join me”, he grumbled at last, notably subdued. “I mean, only if you haven’t got anything else planned … uh … Hammond’s coming as well …”
* * * * *
Ruby Somers was early. Of course, she usually tended to be, but ever since the weather had turned nice you could subtract another half hour from her regular arrival time. Work ethos had nothing to do with it. As soon as the last remnants of snow had melted and temperatures climbed into a tolerable range, the kids had returned into the alley behind the wards ...
The autumn before, Ruby had fallen into the habit of watching them as often as she could before going on shift. Except, it hadn’t been all that simple. The first time she’d shown up, discreetly keeping her distance and looking on from the corner, the game had come to a complete standstill, followed by a brief huddle of all players. Eventually, they had despatched the smallest and most dispensable member of the two teams to demand her business. Knee-high to a grasshopper … and that was with the skates on … he’d rolled to a halt in front of her, all freckles and missing teeth and a mass of red hair, had stuck his chin out, so she wouldn’t notice his bottom lip quivering, and declared her c-cover had been b-blown. They knew she was a narc-c-cotics c-cop, and they weren’t doing anything b-bad. So w-what did she want?
Equally as gravely, she had informed him that she was a nurse, and all she wanted was to watch them play. He’d lurched off and conveyed this message to his pals, and it had resulted in another huddle. At length, the gap-toothed emissary had wobbled back and graciously relayed the teams’ permission for Ruby to observe the play-offs … provided she didn’t display any overtly grown-up behaviour, like complaining about the racket or telling them not to get their clothes dirty. She’d scrupulously abided by their rules and visited pretty much every day, until the snows came. Before long she’d been taking care of scraped knees, sprained wrists, black eyes, and the occasional broken finger, and by now she’d acquired the status of OALN … Official Alley League Nurse.
It wasn’t exactly the reason why she’d started watching them, but it sure felt good to every now and again treat someone who’d actually get better … Nurse Somers could hear the kids from half a block away. There was a heck of a lot of cheering going on. Sounded like Ramon had got over his bust knee, and that meant his team stood half a chance of winning … maybe … one of these days …
Rounding the corner, she came to a dead stop and chuckled. So that’s what the hoo-haa was all about! They had a guest player. Whoever he was, ‘Persuasion’ had to be his middle name, because he wasn’t just a grown-up, he’d brought along his own fan-club as well. Like chickens in the coop, they perched on the rungs of a defunct fire escape at the far end of the alley, the portly bald guy up top looking as ‘grown-up’ as Ruby at least. Then again, and Yeeeee-Haw!, he also was responsible for most of the hollering, which probably made him a hit with the kids.
He was Yee-Haw-ing at that grey-haired, lanky, overgrown boy who’d now grabbed possession of the old doorstop the kids used for a puck and didn’t seem like he wanted to let go of it anytime soon. Fast and graceful and deft, as though he’d been born with skates on, he gave the run-around to a gang of hopefuls doing their darndest to take him down and sped towards little Will ‘Red’ Snyder who, as usual, hunkered at the side of the makeshift ‘rink’, trying to hide behind his hockey stick.
“Take it, kid!”
He passed to little Will, and little Will, not knowing what else to do, suddenly developed death-defying courage, came out from behind the hockey stick, screwed his eyes shut, thrashed in the general direction of the doorstop, and actually scored a goal. Which was a first in Ruby’s experience and good enough reason to like this newcomer. Besides, there was something about his voice … Now he spun around, laughing, and she gasped. Jack …
“They’re playing street hockey …”
“You play?”
“Used to … and ice hockey …”
“Any good?”
“Not bad …”
“Ruby Somers, you’re a mad old cow and you need your head examined!” she muttered harshly, leaning against the wall, fighting off that sudden pang of sorrow. Of course it wasn’t possible, and she knew it well enough … “Serves you right for getting involved …”
In fact, there wasn’t a day when she didn’t think about him, wondering whether he was cared for, whether he still wanted to die so desperately, whether she’d saved his life or killed him by letting him go. Even at the time she’d been unsure. She’d acted on gut instinct, on a sense that he belonged with those two men who had come for him; a sense of rightness that contradicted everything her head was telling her. To the extent that she’d smuggled the three of them out through a side entrance and later forged the discharge papers and weathered the uproar his disappearance had caused … After the dust had settled, the bed by the window had gone to Mr Chambers who was no fun at all. Truth was, she missed Jack. And it was because she missed him that Ruby came down here. Except, now the whole thing seemed to be getting out of hand, considering that she’d started seeing him … or rather seeing who Jack could be, if it weren’t for that devastating injury.
“You’re a mad old cow”, she repeated, just to remind herself.
Little Will had been duly celebrated, and she’d probably have to reduce his shoulders after all that frenetic backslapping. The sides regrouped, and the game took off once more. He really could be Jack’s brother, though … It wasn’t just the grey hair, the voice. Oddly enough, it was the way he moved, just like Ruby had imagined he would.
He’d got the puck again, and the kids seemed determined not to let him get away with it. Ramon, painfully aware that his team was five points down, led his pack of budding hoodlums into a flank attack, and this time they stopped him. Pretty decisively, too … One of the boys had tackled him, the others close behind, and the whole mob thundered into the trashcans with an almighty crash, burying him under a heap of teenage bodies.
“Colonel!”
Ruby jumped at the cry. The lad with the glasses had called Jack ‘Colonel O’Neill’ … The young woman who’d yelled had leapt from her perch on the fire escape and came jogging down the alley. Behind her - … It was them! The lad with the glasses, that double doctor, and the huge African American guy … Oh Lordie … It can’t be, kiddo … Can’t be …
Not knowing what to believe, she started running, beat them to the pile-up. Tugging at the nearest leg, Ruby peeled off one of the boys. The others moved of their own accord, jolted into action by a lurid curse from somewhere underneath them. Well, at least they hadn’t suffocated him … Eyes closed, he lay crumpled against a trashcan, which he’d dented thoroughly, a little pale and grinning like a lunatic.
“I’m okay … I’m okay”, he whispered, fingering his neck with one hand, a heady mix of relief and incredulity in his voice. “I’m okay …”
“Sir?!” The pretty blond tom-boy had shouted it as she skidded to a halt, white as a sheet, her two companions just as rattled.
“I’m fine, kids …” He giggled happily, eyes still shut, as though he was relishing some private joke only he could understand. “My pride’s hurt, but that’s about it … I’m okay …”
“How about you let me be the judge of that?” Ruby’s hands clasped his face; she’d done it so many times, and he sure felt real … “Look at me … Look at me, kiddo!”
At last he did, and for a second his grin broadened into something outrageously satisfied. “I was hoping you’d come … I … I don’t think I could have gone inside, you know …”
No doubt. No doubt at all … Soft brown eyes in that handsome, currently very grimy face, guarded as always. She figured that would never really go away, was part of him somehow. Part of Jack … But miracles didn’t happen. If there was one thing her job had drummed into Nurse Somers, it was that miracles didn’t happen … Miracles didn’t happen …
“Let … let me check you over”, she stuttered.
Meanwhile, Ramon and the other kids had disentangled their respective sets of arms and legs, assessed any personal damage, and drawn closer, inspecting what, to them, was a matter of routine. If you got your nose, shins, elbows, or any other part of your anatomy busted, Ruby was gonna put orange stuff on it … or whatever else was handy and burnt.
Little Will sniffled. “Let her, man … She’s pretty good. It’s not gonna hurt … much …”
“You heard him, kiddo …”
A calm, square gaze told Ruby that he knew this wasn’t about scraped knees peeping through torn jeans, and just this once he didn’t argue about an examination. So much the better … She pretended to feel for broken bones and carefully worked her way up to the abrasions on his left knee.
“Ouch!” His leg twitched and with that he seemed to consider the case closed. Jack’s fingers firmly closed around hers, and then he very gently said, “I’m fine, Ruby. Honestly, I am.”
“Lordie …” she breathed and started crying.
“Hey …” Scrambling to his feet, he pulled her up with him, wrapped her in a hug. “Come on … Hey, Ruby, come and meet my friends … I told you I had friends, didn’t I? … Come on … See, that’s Carter. She’s way smarter than I am, but she doesn’t realise that playing hockey means you fall over occasionally …”
“I’ll remind you of that, sir … The next time you get all worked up because we’re a few minutes late!” The tom-boy threw him a long-suffering glance that belied the formal address. Then, with a faint blush, she lightly touched Ruby’s arm. “Thank you … For what you’ve done. We all know … Thank you …”
“Oh …” It was Nurse Somers’ turn to feel embarrassed, and she fished in her bag for a handkerchief, found it, angrily dabbed at tears. “It wasn’t like I did much …”
Hair standing up every which way and streaks of dirt on his face, Jack somehow bore a striking resemblance to a delinquent imp, a million miles away from the broken, defeated man she remembered. “I wouldn’t say that ...” the imp announced. “Danny talks about nothing else.”
“Thanks, Jack …” groused Daniel, reaching for his specs, just in case, pushing them securely up his nose, before he shook Ruby’s hand. “Uhm … if I promise not to kick him for this, do you think you could curb that urge to slap me?”
Oh my! Odds were, she wouldn’t get old enough to live that one down … So what? … She patted the lad’s cheek a tad more resolutely than she had to and giggled when he flinched. “Can’t help it ... I get protective about my friends.”
“As do we.” The big, well-spoken black guy who’d been with Daniel that night courteously inclined his head. “I am pleased to meet you once more.”
“You remember Teal’c, right? By the way, he’s always this casual. Speaking of casual …” Jack pointed her towards the man she’d spotted on the fire escape earlier, and who now nudged his way through the mob of kids around them.
Speaking of casual, indeed … He wore a pair of slacks about fifteen years out of date and an infernally loud chequered shirt. The battered leather jacket couldn’t conceal that button-holes and buttons of the shirt had entered a very tenuous relationship over his belly. Obviously, he hadn’t donned this staggering combo in a while, which suggested that leisure activities weren’t high on his agenda, whatever it might be … At any rate, he didn’t care much, because he was too busy glowering at Jack.
“You’re nuts, Colonel, you know that?” he growled, trying to sound cross and not quite managing.
“So you keep telling me, sir … But I had to find out before - … You know …” Jack’s soft, halting reply petered out and, as though to cover his tactical retreat, that grin flashed up again. “Ruby, meet General Hammond. We call him George …”
“No, they don’t ...” Hammond gave up, chuckled. “But you can. I’ve heard a lot about you …It’s a pleasure, ma’am.”
Ruby took his proffered hand, shook it, tempted to yelp. She was fairly sure he didn’t mean to crush her fingers, and that his death grip was in fact communicating a great deal of affection for his officer, which this General with the bad dress sense was unlikely ever to put in words.
Her gaze drifted back to Jack, and she was struck again by the utter impossibility of this, of him. He’d held on to that silly doorstop throughout, and now he was tossing it in the air and over his shoulder, catching it behind his back, tossing it again, playing unconsciously and with dedication and revealing a restlessness Ruby recognised. Only, back then it had manifested itself in a constant attack on pillows or any other item that happened to be within reach of his head …
Practicality and professional curiosity took over. At least they were quantifiable and safe and probably wouldn’t make her burst into tears again. “How? … This isn’t possible, kiddo. Not according to any textbook I’ve ever read ...”
“Yeah …” Arms folded in front of a barrel chest, George Hammond threw a stern glance at Jack, then his mouth jerked. “I’d be interested to hear Colonel O’Neill explain that … without adding to the breach of security he’s already committed.”
“I’m aware, sir … I’m sorry. I had to let her know …” Distracted, the delinquent imp dropped the doorstop, bent down to collect it, and when he straightened up he’d turned a fetching shade of crimson. “Ruby, I … I - …”
She realised then that there would be no answer. Which was nothing new. Hundreds of questions and smoke and mirrors ... Come to think of it, pretty much the only thing he’d ever volunteered about himself was his name, but maybe it didn’t matter in the end. She’d already seen what she’d hopelessly wanted to see … Ruby Somers smiled. “Never mind … I don’t think it’s that important …”
The scratchy purr of rollers on asphalt betrayed that the kids were shuffling their feet. They’d shown surprising patience with this strange group of adults getting all soppy in the middle of their ‘rink’, but now boredom made them antsy.
Fists propped on his hips, Ramon drawled, “Hey, man, you gonna finish this game or what?”
“Ah …”
Jack squinted at Daniel, Teal’c, and Carter. His look held an unspoken challenge, and they returned it apprehensively, daunted as though his life depended on their decision. Whatever these four had to sort out between them, it wasn’t about hockey at all. It was far more crucial than that ... How much did you have to care about someone before you could let him go?
At last, Daniel strolled over to the trashcans, picked up the abandoned hockey stick, brought it back. He weighed it in his hands for a long moment and finally passed it to its owner.
“No choice, Jack, hunh …?”
* * * * *
Fin.
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